Xiaolongnv not female

Xiao Long was taken home by Teacher Shen. It turned out that Teacher Shen lived in a community near the school, a 10-minute walk away.

"Come in, the house is a little small." Teacher Shen asked Xiao Long to sit down on the sofa, and said to Teacher Yuan who followed in, "Go and boil some water."

Teacher Yuan responded, changed his slippers and went to the kitchen.

Xiao Long thought to himself, the relationship between the two teachers is really good, Teacher Yuan came in very casually, and being here is as natural as being at home. (…)

His eyes were red from crying, looking around like a rabbit.

The bedroom door is ajar, and there is a bathroom with a frosted glass door next to it. The living room is about twenty square meters, and it is connected with the open kitchen. It is indeed a bit small, and the total area is estimated to be only half of my own home.

On the contrary, the layout is very good, the decoration is elegant and tidy, so it doesn't look messy.

Facing the sofa with its back is a small wooden dining table, with two water glasses and two fruit plates on it, including a few unfinished fruits.

Teacher Shen followed Xiao Long's gaze, brought one of the fruit plates and put it on the coffee table, said, "Eat a banana," and then explained in a slow voice, "This was originally Huahai's teachers' dormitory. Five years ago, City C strengthened education. Construction, investment in several key high schools in the city, the school asked the design institute to re-plan the nearby area, the old dormitory was demolished and a new apartment building was built, and qualified teachers were allocated a set."

Xiao Long asked: "Does the teacher live with the teacher's wife?"

Teacher Shen pretended to cough and said, "I live with Teacher Yuan."

"Ah," Xiao Long asked curiously, "Did Teacher Yuan not allocate a house?"

Teacher Shen said slowly: "He didn't have enough years of service, and he didn't catch up with the room allocation. Originally, the school arranged for him to live in the dormitory for young teachers in the school. The conditions are also good. Hehe, he won't go, saying he wants to live with me."

"Oh." It turns out that Teacher Shen and Teacher Yuan live together...

Xiao Long glanced at the bedroom, although the lights were not turned on, he could still vaguely discern that there was only one bed.He wondered how the two teachers slept, did they sleep on the same bed?

There was a whistle from the kettle when the water boiled in the kitchen. Teacher Yuan poked his head out and asked, "What do you want, tea?"

Teacher Shen said: "Children don't drink tea, so make him a cup of hot cocoa."

Teacher Yuan asked, "The kind you usually drink?"

Teacher Shen: "Well, add some Nestle milk powder."

Teacher Yuan: "Oh."

Xiao Long: "..."

Yuan Chenrui not only made a cup, he also made a cup of good night milk powder for Shen Ziheng.

When the spoon hits the wall of the glass while stirring, it makes a crisp ding sound, accompanied by a sweet and hot aroma.

Shen Ziheng took a small sip, his upper lip was stained with white, he licked it away, frowned, handed the cup back to Yuan Chenrui, and said, "It's not sweet enough."

Yuan Chenrui got up to add sugar, and said, "I'll add another spoonful for you, not too much."

"En." Shen Ziheng responded, his eyes drifting to the back of the kitchen.

Xiao Long: "..." What is going on with the strange atmosphere of these two people?

"Come on, chat with the teacher casually, you can say whatever you want." Teacher Shen put on a natural and comfortable posture and said to return to the original topic.

Xiao Long holds a cup of hot cocoa in his hand, the soft sofa, and the warm environment dilute a lot of the original gloom.He relaxed and began to confide.

From my absence in the exam this time, to my previous grades; and from the school I want to take the exam to, I talked about my relationship with Wang Min—of course it’s not a relationship between a couple, but how did Wang Ming recognize himself as a younger brother for a while, but How did he take himself to study hard? If he failed the exam, not only would he not be able to get into the university he wanted, but he would also be sorry for Wang Min, and he would not be able to be with him anymore, so he felt very sad.

Mr. Shen responded vaguely, and listened to Xiao Long's illogical but not difficult to understand expression, the confusion of the seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy about the future, the helplessness of reality, the struggle for subtle changes, and the longing for the initial love. Perseverance is vividly displayed in Xiao Long.

If another person listens to these words, or feels childish and naive, and replies "You are still young, the road ahead is still long", "Don't stress too much, it's no big deal", etc., but the person sitting opposite Xiao Long at the moment is Shen Ziheng and Yuan Chenrui have also experienced the hardships of the college entrance examination and lovesickness.

"Oh, silly boy..." After hearing this, Teacher Shen suddenly laughed softly.

Xiao Long raised his eyes suspiciously, but his eyes were still red.This kind of expression really needs to be matched with such a person, so that it can reveal the pitiful spirit that seems to have been greatly wronged.

Teacher Yuan also had a smile in his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.Since he stretched out one arm and put it on the back of the sofa behind Mr. Shen, it looked as if Mr. Shen was snuggling in Mrs. Yuan's arms.

Shen Ziheng remembered that Yuan Chenrui seemed to have a similar experience in his third year of high school.

Unlike Xiao Long, this kid has been in the top ten of his grade since the first year of high school, and he is loved by teachers of all subjects.

He likes to invite rewards from his own place after getting a full score in the physics test. Once he even asked that if he got the first place in the grade, he would let him promise him a request... Haha.

In the third year of high school, the proud kid also missed a mock exam, falling from the top ten to the top [-]. This should be a big blow to him who has always been proud.

The first time I found out about the ranking, I was eager to ask him to enlighten him, but I couldn't find it no matter how I looked...

In the evening, I went back to the staff dormitory exhausted, only to find the child curled up in a ball squatting at the door of his dormitory, very pitiful.

At that time, how did I comfort him?

If you don't get the best exam, the teacher won't be disappointed...

In the teacher's eyes, Yuan Chenrui has always been the best...

If you don't do well in the exam, you can go to university in the province...

When I have time, I can come back to see the teacher...

The teacher only wants you to be happy...

She only cared about comforting him, thinking that he was small, until lying on the same bed, she realized that the child seemed to be taller than herself.

The 1.2-meter-wide bed in the dormitory for teachers and staff, two people squeezed each other to sleep all night, in my impression, I was overwhelmed...

Teacher Shen blushed a little, quickly adjusted his expression, and said to Xiao Long, "Xiao Long, all the teachers come here like this."

Teacher Yuan added a serious sentence: "This is what happened in the third year of high school."

The latter's comforting tone was too serious, and was blocked by Teacher Shen with a glance.

"If you don't do well in the exam, you have a big psychological gap, don't you?" Teacher Shen asked Xiao Long with a smile.

Xiao Long nodded again and again: "I feel that I am very confident that I did so well in the final exam last semester, but..."

Teacher Shen placed his palm lightly on my left chest and said, "Here."

Xiao Long: "?"

Teacher Shen said with a smile: "Heart. Ask your own heart, the college entrance examination, what kind of existence is it in your life? Is it more important than life?"

Xiao Long paused, remembering about Jin Yiqian, shook his head and said, "Living is the most important thing."

Teacher Shen was about to speak, Xiao Ting was crying, and said again: "But, I don't want to live in pain, I want to be admitted to the University of Science and Technology, and I want to be with Wang Min, so that I can be happy."

Teacher Shen: "..."

Teacher Yuan: "..."

The two sighed together in their hearts, what a persistent child.

Teacher Shen said: "That's right, but do you now regard the college entrance examination as the most important thing in your life?"

Xiao Long: "..."

"It's one thing to think, but another to do it. Only when you let go of your heart can you really see it." Teacher Shen said gently, "Many people say that the college entrance examination is just a very small part of life. Part of the teacher thinks so, maybe you don’t think so at your age, because you haven’t experienced the rest of your life, and within your existing vision, the college entrance examination is the ultimate goal of your life. You are in the game, All the senses will be infinitely magnified. In the eyes of teachers or visitors, ordinary changes are like mountains falling apart, the sky is about to collapse in your eyes... A little fluctuation will make you lose your footing, You think everything you've done is in vain, don't you?"

Xiao Long couldn't help nodding.

Teacher Shen said again: "Think about it, after you finish the college entrance examination, you will go to university and work, you will have a career that runs through your life, and you will have your social responsibility and life mission... You may go to many places in the future. Go to Qinghai to see the source of mother Heyuan, go to Hainan to see the end of the world, go to Xi’an to walk the Silk Road, go to Africa to see the desert Gobi, go to Europe to see prehistoric civilization... It’s good if you have a lover with you, if not No, you can also convey your feelings with words and photos, tell him, let him enjoy the beauty of life with you... The world is very big, but you are just a small high school student in a small city, you Are you willing to let a few textbooks and a few test papers determine all your emotions?"

Being enlightened by Mr. Shen, Xiao Long felt that he really seemed to be standing at a very high position, looking down on the world. In comparison, he became so small.

"In ancient times there was the imperial examination, but now there is the college entrance examination. The college entrance examination only started in 1949. The Cultural Revolution was not included in the middle. Since the college entrance examination was resumed in 1971, it may not be the age of your parents. If you look at the college entrance examination in history, it is just the people in power. A rule of the game established in this era allows the people in this environment to develop a common value-to get into a university and get into a good university. But it does not mean that if you don’t get into a university, or you don’t get into the best university, your life will be Incomplete, right?

"Um……"

"You should have learned "Red Cliff Fu" in your Chinese class, 'If you look at it from its change, the world can't last for a moment; Almost', the college entrance examination is endless, as the times change, it may disappear or be replaced by other forms of rules, in the overall situation it is just a moment, but your seventeen or eighteen years old cannot be It cannot be repeated, as long as you have tried your best, devoted yourself to it, and experienced it, you don’t need to be sad and regret it. Because this experience belongs to you alone, it will make you grow and mature, To see this wonderful world with new eyes."

Xiao Long looked at Mr. Shen foolishly, never expecting that a physics teacher could be as eloquent as a Chinese teacher, fluent in philosophy, poetry and prose.

Sitting there, he obviously had an ordinary appearance and ordinary clothes, but because of these words, he exuded a unique temperament and charisma.

While saying these words, Mr. Shen was still watched by a pair of eyes with admiration and admiration. The corners of the eyes and brows of that person were extremely gentle...

"Looking back at your exam this time," Teacher Shen said, "Xiao Long, no matter what your rank is, the change in your ranking will not determine your ability in the teacher's eyes. I think, in Wang Min's eyes Here, it's the same."

"...Really?" Xiao Long asked anxiously.

"Of course. What we have seen is your seriousness and attitude," Mr. Shen encouraged, "Besides, you are already smart, so why worry about not doing well in the mock exam? It's not the college entrance examination. Excessive changes in political lectures will lead to qualitative changes. As long as you continue to move forward with this attitude, your future will be immeasurable... So, don’t let your narrow mind limit your development. If you can see through it, no matter where you pass the test, you will be very happy , be safe with the situation."

Go with the flow.

Wang Min also said the same thing, has Wang Min already looked away?

That's right, Wang Min never said that he must go to the University of Science and Technology, but he just believed that his grades are good, and it is inevitable to go to the University of Science and Technology.

But, but, if he really failed the exam, wouldn't he be separated from Wang Min?

……

After all, he is still a child, and it will take time to fully think about it.

Xiao Long was sorting out his still somewhat confused thoughts, and Teacher Yuan, who had been silent all this time, said, "Won't Wang Min worry if you don't go back to the dormitory so late?"

"Ah!" Xiao Long exclaimed, it's already nine o'clock in the evening!From wandering around after the exam to being picked up by Teacher Shen, he didn't tell Wang Min that his brother must be crazy looking for him...

"I'm going back!" Xiao Long stood up immediately.

"Okay." Teacher Shen put down the cup in his hand, followed him, and sent him downstairs.

I met a person at the top of the stairs: "Mr. Shen, hello, have you had dinner yet? Hey, isn't this Xiao Long?"

Xiao Long saw that it was his math teacher!Many of the questions in yesterday's test paper were muddled, and the last one was left unoccupied due to lack of time. Xiao Long felt ashamed to see the teacher, and nervously hid back.

"Hehe, hello, Teacher Yan," Teacher Shen patted Xiao Long's shoulder and said, "The little guy didn't do well in the mock exam, and he's in a bad mood."

The math teacher laughed and said, "Why are you nervous? Your capable teacher knows that. Speaking of which, my previous students, who failed the last mock exam, did very well in the college entrance examination! Hahaha..."

Xiao Long: "..." What kind of logic is this...

The math teacher came up and patted Xiao Long on the back hard, encouraging him: "It's the last few days, keep working hard, don't relax, you will definitely pass the college entrance examination!"

Xiao Long suddenly felt much better...

When parting, Mr. Shen said: "In the future, if you have any worries, you can talk to someone, talk to Wang Min, talk to the teacher, it's okay, don't hold it in your heart, you know?"

"Yeah, yeah, I know, thank you Teacher Shen." Xiao Long said goodbye, and trotted to the dormitory.

I didn't eat anything but a cup of hot cocoa at night, and I'm so hungry now...

Alas, this is not the most important thing, what is important is how is Wang Min doing now, I haven't been able to call him yet...

Before reaching the dormitory building, a hoarse voice came through the air: "Xiao Long——!"

Xiao Long slammed on the brakes and stopped, and looked towards the source of the sound, only to see Wang Min standing by the bushes ten meters away, under the faint street light, a sharp-edged face, with an anxious expression, flushed eyes.