my dad is krollo

Chapter 47 What I Believe

The surroundings suddenly became silent, so quiet that Simon could almost hear his own heartbeat.When the world turned into darkness in an instant, his first reaction was a little fear. He couldn't see anything in front of him. After falling into the darkness, his thinking seemed to stop functioning. He tried to open his eyes again, but found that there was no change. .The fear of the dark is different from other fears, it is step by step, slowly enveloping all your emotions.Simon forced himself to calm down, he raised his hands to cover his eyes with difficulty, pressed the eyeballs, and then slowly lowered his hands.Up to now, he can only force himself to keep calm, otherwise, what else can he do? He hasn't forgotten that there is still a Hisoka beside him.

"Little Simon~?" Hisoka's voice sounded, and at the same time, Simon heard another person's footsteps.This familiar pace made Simon froze suddenly. When he just woke up, he never thought that there would be another person in this room.The feeling that Hisoka gave him was so strong that he did not subconsciously perceive the surrounding environment.Besides, he would never have thought that Kuroro and Hisoka would be in the same room at the same time.

"Hisuo, I can't seem to see." Simon moved back a bit, and he turned his head to the place where Hisoka was sitting with his voice, stating the fact plainly. The voice sounded very stable, but Simon His body froze for a long time: "Everything is black in front of my eyes."

No one answered him. At this moment, a cold hand touched the back of his hand. Simon shivered reflexively, and immediately waved that hand away.The other party's reaction was faster, and he quickly grabbed Simon's arm at the same time as he made his move, calming him down.

Judging from the voice, Hisoka was sitting on Simon's left, so the person on the right should be Kurolo.

Simon's recklessness was only temporary, he could hear the other person's breathing, compared to the light non-existent breath just now, this breathing rate like a normal person is like deliberately telling Simon that there is someone around him .This recognition made his nerves relax a little, but Simon still turned his head and "looked" at the other party uncertainly. He blinked and asked, "Krollo?"

This is the first time Simon called his name in front of Kurolo. He either didn't call him before, or he called his father when he was acting.The child's eyes were dull, but they were staring wide open, and the empty eyes were out of focus. Although they met Kuroro's gaze accurately, those eyes seemed a little dull, without the agility of the past.Kuroro narrowed his eyes unconsciously. He gently put down Simon's hand, looked at him quietly, and hummed as a reply.Kuroro raised his head and glanced at Hisoka who was sitting on the other side. The other party got up knowingly, and quickly walked out of the room with rare cooperation.

The sound of closing the door also aroused a slight reaction from Simon. He could tell that Hisoka had gone out now, and he didn't know whether to go out to find a doctor or go out to play.However, Simon thinks it may be the latter. Hisoka has always been a person who does not miss old feelings. He has lost the value of providing fun for the other party because he is invisible.

The two sides were silent for a while, and Simon was too flustered to speak. The fact that he couldn't see anything was enough to upset him. No matter how calm he was on weekdays, he seemed unable to calm down now. calm down.As for the existence of Kuroro now, he feels even more disturbed, and he is even thinking - if it weren't for Kuroro's existence, what happened today might not have happened; if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't be here In Meteor Street, I would never meet Hisoka; if it wasn't for him, would I still be living a good life now?

Simon pushed all the responsibility to Kuroro, the invisible panic, the tiredness and grievance in his heart clamored to find a vent.But at this time, he replayed the last scene of Kuroro turning around and leaving in his mind again.Simon thought angrily that it was the man in front of him who deprived him of all the precious things in his life.

If it wasn't for him—if it wasn't for him! !

The killing intent rose in an instant, and Simon's hands were tightly tightened, as if if it weren't for his body not being able to move easily now, he would immediately pounce on Kuroro and fight desperately.

"You want to kill me." Kurolo accepted Simon's killing intent and anger without reservation.He has seen too many people who wanted to kill him, and he has seen countless innocent and vicious killing intentions.The thick hostility and murderous aura immersed in Simon's body are all icy cold, bringing a general coolness to people.He stared lightly at Simon's silent eyes, and said softly, "Do you think you can do it?"

The answer is of course no. Leaving aside the fact that he is currently in an extremely weak state, even Simon, who is in excellent condition on weekdays, will not be Kuroro's opponent.Simon froze for a moment, but still maintained his current state.The other party's words let him understand his current situation, but so what, Simon is now dizzy with anger, anyway, he has always been in a state of being aggrieved and beaten, so what if he is presumptuous once?As before, being obedient and not resisting, didn't it still have no effect!Simon usually doesn't get angry, but now it's hard for him to maintain his usual thoughts. He needs to vent his anger. The weakness in the past is now intensified. The direct cause of this incident is Hisoka, but Ku Luo Luo is not without responsibility.

Kurolo wasn't angry either, maybe it was hard for him to get angry.Simon's blindness was indeed a surprise to him, something he had never expected.The fact that Simon belonged to him was what he thought from the very beginning. It was not that he didn't know about Hisoka's murderous intent, but he thought Simon would find a way to deal with it. The flowers raised in the greenhouse were destined to die due to the harsh environment. If you die early and lose early, you will grow if you are released to fight with fierce beasts. Referring to the survival mode in Meteor Street, Kuroro thinks that this approach is actually not too much.It's too weak to die, but Kurolo hasn't thought about letting Simon die at this time.No matter what the reason is, Kurolo is not really an emotionless person, just like the members of the brigade are his companions, so their existence is very necessary.It's just that sometimes absolute reason makes him put this kind of emotion in the lowest position, just like a sort of importance in his heart, everything has a priority, and people are no exception.

The reason why he was kept was because Simon’s ability to read was very good. If one day someone in the brigade with a precious ability dies, then his power can be used to replace him, even if the person who died was Kuroro himself. Same.But these are just incidentals, but there are some deviations in everything that was originally arranged. Simon's blindness is the biggest link.When Hisoka called him, he could feel that things might get tricky, and his reaction after hanging up the phone made Maqi even more sensitive to detect something was wrong.Kuroro had seen Hisoka's injuries before, and the other party had a happy smile on his face, and his expression was very happy.

"Hmm~ It looks scary, Captain." Hisoka said that at the time, and the golden pupils in his long and narrow eyes slipped a stream of light: "Isn't it your decision~ I'm real, I didn't keep it~"

What Hisoka meant by this sentence, Kurolo would not know, but he still said it.

"Members in the group are not allowed to fight among themselves."

"It's really unfeeling, it's because you have to be likable~?"

Heartless?It is a bit funny to say such words from Hisoka's mouth.Hisoka had a bright smile on his face, and his injured hand had the marks of being blasted. There was no doubt about what Simon had done.The other party was in a good mood, with continuous smiles on his face, and Kuroro looked at him lightly, feeling a bit intrusive.

"Is it enough to quit the brigade~?"

"Unless someone kills you and takes your place."

"Does the leader hope it's Little Simon?" Hisoka leaned against the wall behind him and smiled, "I'm looking forward to it too~?"

It was indeed the decision he made at that time, Kuroro still had a calm face but felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and the result would be like this.

Kurollo looked at Simon's face, adjusted his sitting posture and continued to talk to him: "But it's useless to talk about it now, I will find a solution for the eye problem, you might as well eat something, have you thought about it?" food?"

There was a huge difference between the preface and the postscript, and the originally tense atmosphere in the room was suddenly diluted by these words.Simon was still in a state of being out of breath, but when Kuroro said this, he felt as if he had been splashed with cold water.He sat there in a daze, frowning, and he even doubted his hearing a little.

"I said, do you want to eat something?" Kuroro repeated again, in a begging tone, but he didn't hear the movement of his hand, and he had already ordered the meal to be delivered.

I have been relying on the nutrient solution for three consecutive days to survive, and now I really feel a sense of hunger in my stomach.But Simon cared more about his other words than eating. After a while, Simon spoke in a low voice: "Are you sure there is a way to cure it?"

Noticing the eagerness in the other party's tone, Kurolo smiled, nodded and answered, and said in an academically seeking tone: "Your condition may be temporary blindness caused by nerve compression, because your eyeballs have not suffered any damage. .” In fact, he wasn’t sure either, but just looked at Simon’s pitiful appearance and used a positive tone as soon as he changed the subject.

Simon wasn't talking, just leaned his head against the pillow, not knowing what he was thinking.

Kuroro picked up the newspaper on the side, dragged it across the sofa, and sat not far from Simon's bed to start reading. The room suddenly became extremely quiet, and the steady breathing of the two could be heard clearly.

Ku Luoluo's meal was delivered soon. He looked at Simon who was sitting still on the bed, and picked up a bowl of thick soup from the small dining table and walked to him.After stirring the steaming thick soup with a spoon, Kuroro sat on the edge of the bed and said to Simon, "Come on, let's have some soup first."

The smell of fragrant soup will make people feel very delicious. Simon was already hungry. He was lazy and hypocritical when he saw Kurollo say so. Luo Luo pressed it back.Kuroro stirred the soup a few times, and seeing Simon's current state, he approached him with a bowl.Simon felt the heat in front of him, and was about to raise the spoon in his hand, when he felt a metal object next to his lips, which felt slightly moist.

When he was about to raise his hand, he froze there. Although he couldn't see with his eyes, he was not stupid. The other party's actions were clearly feeding him soup.He could feel the spoon trembling against his lips, as if waiting for him to take a sip.Suffering such gentle treatment suddenly, Simon was a little unclear about what Kuroro was thinking, so he didn't speak for a while.

"Huh? It's too hot?" Kuroro didn't react extra, but took the spoon back and put it back into the soup to stir again.Kuroro looked at Simon who seemed to be in a daze, picked up the spoon and took a sip of the soup, and then brought it to the other party's mouth again. He said slowly: "This time it won't be hot, I tried it."

The spoon approached Simon's lips again, and this time he drank without any resistance.Simon was a little confused, and he didn't have any extra feelings in his heart. He just opened his mouth to drink the soup reflexively.Kuroro's speed is just right, there is no interruption, and it is not too fast. The two feed and drink one by one, and the atmosphere seems unexpectedly warm.The soup was finished soon, Kuroro put down the bowl, picked up another bowl of soup from the small dining table, and wanted to continue feeding.

Simon was a little speechless when he found that the other party brought soup again, but he didn't say whether to drink it after thinking about it.In fact, the first bowl of soup had already made him feel enough, and he wanted to eat other things more than these liquid products, but Kuroro kept moving, and he couldn't say much, so he also took Kuroro's that The soup was also gone.When the other party brought the third soup, Simon shook his head and refused with a black face. What should he do if he wants to go to the bathroom after drinking so much water? He said, "No, no, don't come again."

"Well, why don't you eat something else?" Hearing the sound of the bowl being put down, Kuroro's gentle voice sounded, and he seemed to be searching for what else Simon could eat: "There are very few things you can eat now. Less, or try this."

Feeling that a spoon was approaching his mouth again, Simon hesitated and opened his mouth, only to find that the thing he imported was soft, and after tasting it, he found that it was mashed potatoes.The taste is quite good, but it seems that the portion is very small. After taking a few bites, Simon didn't feel Kuroro's movements, and then the other party's voice sounded: "There is no more for you, the rest is mine."

Simon: "..."

It's not that Kurolo is stingy, but that Simon just woke up and eating too much food will cause a lot of burden on the stomach. He saw that there was still half of the mashed potatoes left, and after eating with a spoon, he got up and pushed the small dining table to the The other side is eating his lunch.

Simon sat on the bed alone and rubbed his eyes with his sore hands. There was no other feeling in his eyes, and he couldn't feel any light.Maybe because his eyes couldn't see, he felt that his nerves became a little sensitive, and even the slightest movement could trigger his reaction.He felt that Kuroro's logic was a bit strange. He could ignore him when he was intact, but now that he couldn't see him, he didn't leave him alone.Or is it that the thinking circuits of Meteor Street people cannot be considered by normal people?After calming down, his rationality returned. Thinking of Kuroro's so-called thinking of a way, he didn't know if it was reliable or not.Perhaps because of his blindness, Simon felt that things would probably not be worse than this, but he would be more open-minded.

He sat quietly for a while, and asked, "Didn't you go out with the brigade, why are you here with Hisoka?"

"It's Hisoka with me." Kuroro cut the steak, looked up at Simon and replied, "He called me as soon as he came out of the game."

The only advantage of being with Kuroro is that you don't have to guess whether the other party is telling the truth or not, because after getting along with him a few times, Simon knows very well that he will not lie.But he didn't understand that Hisoka called Kuroro, he couldn't see it anyway, so he simply closed his eyes: "You came here?"

"I didn't expect you to be blind." Kuroro spoke steadily, put down the knife and fork in his hand, and folded his fingers together: "I think you can survive."

"So you turned around and left?"

"That's why you got angry when you woke up." Kurolo smiled, turned his head to look in Simon's direction, and said slowly: "It's a trial, isn't it you who want to become stronger, as long as you show Hisoka won't kill you for the value of your survival."

Simon couldn't speak for a moment, he moved his lips, wanted to say something but found he didn't know how to say it.In this straightforward relationship between giving and taking, Kuroro never hesitated in his choice.

But what if he fails to show it?Are you dead now?

At that time, Kuroro will definitely say that you are too useless, so you can only die.

Thinking of this, Simon realized that his hands and feet were cold, and he was a little uncomfortable sitting all the time. He turned around and arranged the pillows, ready to lie down and continue to sleep.Kuroro's footsteps sounded softly again. He usually walks without making any sound at all, and sometimes he even uses his brilliance. Now he deliberately did not restrain these sounds, just to remind Simon that he came over.

Simon didn't bother to care about him, and tried to sleep on his side. He still hoped that he would be able to see the world clearly when he woke up again.

The sound of Kuroro's footsteps stopped by the bed. He looked down at Simon. He could guess seven or eight layers of what the little guy was thinking. He had seen this kind of psychology in books, but in reality it was indeed the first time. Encountered once.Seeing Simon didn't pay attention to him, and he wasn't unhappy, he just said softly: "I know you will survive." The pair of black eyes stared at Simon, and he leaned closer: "I have never seen this before." doubted."

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