you may never have loved me
Chapter 32
What Qu Lingxi ordered was the fat beef enoki mushroom topped with rice.This donburi is delicious, the juice is mellow, and there is a lot of meat. He has always liked it very much.
Now that the meal was so cold, he sat down and took a bite slowly, even though he was hungry, he couldn't finish it.There is a lot of ingredients, but it is greasy and meaty; there is a lot of sauce, but it seeps into the rice grains, and it can't be separated, which makes Qu Lingxi feel a little nauseous.
Just like the relationship between him and Gu Shen, how beautiful it was when they first met, but after it cools down, nothing but boredom remains.
He closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and finished eating bite by bite, thinking that he should have a light breakfast in the future, he couldn't bear this kind of excitement.
Qu Lingxi ate this meal very slowly.When the sound of traffic was heard outside the window, he suddenly realized that it had been more than an hour since Gu Shen gave up and left here.
From early morning to early morning, passers-by have already begun to live a nine-to-five office worker life.
Qu Lingxi really wanted to be hypocritical, posting a circle of friends to announce this relationship full of lies, so that the ending would be ceremonial.
He took out his mobile phone, bowed his head and thought hard about how to edit a piece of literary content to bid farewell to his short-term relationship and resume a happy single life.
After thinking about it, Qu Lingxi let go in a daze.
Looking back, he found that he had unconsciously switched the interface to the contact interface, and the one on top was Gu Shen.
Qu Lingxi was really mad at herself.The declaration of breaking up was eloquent and resolute, and it made Gu Shen speechless, but after he left, he still had nostalgia.
Behavior is one step ahead of the brain, and he has to deceive himself that he doesn't care.
He simply cut to the dialogue interface with Gu Shen, the first few pages were full of gossip between young couples, and Gu Shen also yelled "dear" and "baby".
Qu Lingxi was shy when he saw it before, but now he exploded when he saw it, and his heart was clear. When Gu Shen called him that, he was not thinking of him, but the pure and unaffected Bai Yueguang.
Qu Lingxi sneered, her fingers danced quickly, tapped on the Jiugong grid, and sent a message to Gu Shen.
After posting, he was refreshed and lay down on the sofa with a big smile.
Qu Ling smiled sadly, and Qu Ling dialed the number.His sister was nothing more than a few words of concern for him, asking him if he had eaten and how he slept last night.
Qu Ling didn't know that Gu Shen arrived late at night by plane, and only thought that her younger brother's boyfriend was still in Liangcheng to deal with those trivial matters.
Qu Ling probably hasn't gone to the company yet, she is sitting in the western restaurant and eating breakfast elegantly: "You haven't seen your parents for a long time, go home and have a meal in a few days. Your parents miss you."
Qu Lingxi was silent for a while, then whispered: "Okay."
Qu Ling frowned: "What's wrong with you?"
"What's wrong?" Qu Lingxi smiled, "I'm fine."
Qu Ling wondered, "You're fine...why are you crying?"
"I cried?" Qu Lingxi was taken aback by Qu Ling's words, he was still dazed, raised his hand to tuck the tears from the corners of his eyes, and was surprised to find that Qu Ling was right.
He literally cried.
"I'm watching a movie." Qu Lingxi said, "It's quite touching. It's about a pair of lovers who can't touch each other."
Qu Ling didn't say much, just replied lightly: "Really?"
I don't know if she believes it or not.
Qu Lingxi: "Well, it's very touching."
Qu Ling sighed, petted and said helplessly: "My silly brother."
Qu Lingxi asked: "...Is it obvious that I'm crying?"
"It's obvious." Qu Ling said, "I haven't seen you in real life, but I can tell you're crying just by hearing the sound. Can it not be obvious?"
Qu Lingxi smiled lightly, but the smile didn't reach her eyes: "It seems that my crying point is really low."
"No." Qu Ling said, "When you watched those tragic movies before, your expression didn't change at all."
What Qu Ling said is the truth, Qu Lingxi's crying point is not that low.It's not that low. When it comes to watching movies, most of them are malicious and sensational. He will only find them vulgar and boring, and he won't empathize with the audience.
So Qu Ling seldom sees his younger brother cry, and this time is considered a rare event.
Qu Lingxi said: "Yes. This movie is really good, I recommend it to you."
"Where do I have so much free time?" Qu Ling said helplessly, "Recently, Xilin is developing a new business model, and I still worry that I can't find a high-end brand to cooperate with us."
Qu Lingxi also has some concerns about the company's recent difficulties.Xilin started out in the retail industry. To put it bluntly, it is a small supermarket. Over the years, Xilin has developed rapidly. There are nearly a hundred chain supermarkets, almost monopolizing the business opportunities of small supermarkets in S City.It is difficult to have the opportunity to continue to develop.
Once the popularity is spread, it cannot be limited to this.Qu Ling quickly thought of developing new formats to expand the company's business.
Three years ago, she decided to set up a large shopping mall, from financing to capital injection, from flat land to high-rise buildings.The mall has been built, and the ribbon-cutting ceremony will be next month.
However, local brands have limitations, and only some domestic low-end brands are signed into the counter.This is contrary to Xilin's original brand definition of new formats. Unfortunately, the high-end line does not look down on the newly established local industry at all.
Qu Ling has no contacts in this area, and he doesn't know how to advance or retreat, and is in a state of desperation.
Qu Ling couldn't help complaining to Qu Lingxi: "In the past few days, we have contacted several domestic first-line brands offline and online, and they are not willing to cooperate with us. The key customer department has already extended its tentacles to foreign markets, but It is estimated that there is no return. No one cares about it in China, let alone abroad."
Qu Lingxi comforted her sister's frizzy mood, and suggested: "Then how about lowering your position, isn't Xilin always following the line of being close to the people?"
"No." Qu Ling said categorically, "The mid-to-high-end route was determined three years ago when planning, and it is impossible to change."
Qu Lingxi also heard about this incident.Although Xilin is a family business, it is listed on the market after all, and shareholders have a lot of power and voice.
At the beginning, Qu Ling proposed to open a high-end line, which caused strong dissatisfaction among many major shareholders. It was Qu Ling who gave up a lot of benefits to shareholders, so that shareholders signed the agreement.
Qu Ling would be the first to disagree if he gave up his previous efforts just because of the current disadvantages of attracting investment.She racked her brains and spent too much effort on this business.
Qu Lingxi has nothing to do about it, Qu Ling has no contacts in this area, let alone him.
Qu Ling skipped this annoying topic, "That's right. Do you want to work in any company after graduation? Your major in public society is too boring, and good jobs can only have nothing to do with majors."
Qu Lingxi did think about this question, he thought about it, and said, "How about I take a postgraduate entrance examination?"
"It's up to you." Qu Ling said, "It's not that you don't know about your work. Our whole family supports your personal ideas. No one can force you to do things you don't like. But you used to Don't you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"
"The past is the past." Qu Lingxi said, "Everyone may regret it."
Qu Lingxi did not think about taking the postgraduate entrance examination before, 24 years old, this age is not too old for most young people, but it is really two years older for fresh graduates.
The reason was that Qu Lingxi had been ill before and had suspended school for two years. According to the normal process, his current roommates and classmates should be his juniors.
Last year, Qu Lingxi thought that she was also a few years older than others, and if she really wanted to finish graduate school, she would not go directly to the third year, so she was a little reluctant.
But after going through these few days, Qu Lingxi thinks that it is good to go to graduate school, at least the small society he contacts is a little simpler.The failure of the relationship gave him some inexplicable evasive psychology.
Qu Ling sighed: "If you are not ready for anything, you can come to Xilin to work. There will always be jobs for you here."
"Okay, okay." Qu Lingxi joked, "I know. My family will always be my backing."
"Yeah." Qu Ling said, "Don't cry. Don't cry when you're broken in love."
Qu Lingxi never thought that she would be exposed by Qu Ling so quickly, and felt ashamed.Fortunately, Qu Ling didn't hit him as usual, and gave him some self-esteem, and ended the call after saying something considerate.
Qu Ling was drained of strength.He lay on the sofa, covered his face, and sighed softly.
Under the sycamore tree, various unknown birds chirped.There are often vehicles in the community, and the guard sits lazily in the security room watching TV dramas.
A strange black car had been parked under a building for more than half an hour.
Because it is a non-local license plate, the number is smooth and beautiful, which makes the residents who pass by always glance at it intentionally or unintentionally.
The driver sitting in the driver's seat is very young and handsome.Dressed rigorously in a white shirt and gray suit, he stared unblinkingly at a small open space ahead.
The phone in the backseat vibrates.
The driver looked in the rearview mirror and found that his long-term employer's colder expression than usual had warmed up a little. He took a breath quietly, thinking that the young couple should reconcile now.
He is Gu Shen's special driver, and he has been with Gu Shen for three years, so he knows his indifferent nature.But indifference is not the same as anger.
Today, his expression is obviously really angry.
But it didn't seem like he was angry with others, more like he was sulking at himself.
He didn't dare to speculate deliberately, so he had to pretend nothing happened, but he was actually very curious about the boss's emotional world.
The boss is obviously waiting for a phone call or a message, and when it arrives, the iceberg will gradually melt.
The driver just felt a little more relaxed, but in the next second, he noticed that Gu Shen's expression had changed again, and it became even uglier than before.
Gu Shen rubbed the space between his brows, and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the car window.
The driver looked along the angle, and it was clear where he was looking at the scenery, which was clearly the No.13 floor of this building.It was a piece of matcha green curtain, which would flutter gently when the wind blows.
Occasionally there will be a tall figure walking around, but only occasionally.
To be honest, he only saw it once.Only that time, his boss watched for a long time as if he was facing a big enemy.
"Let's go."
The driver turned around, "Boss, why don't you wait?"
Gu Shen was silent for a while.
After a while, he said: "Don't wait, he won't regret it."
The commercial vehicle drove through the community in a low-key manner, and the windows slowly moved up.
Gu Shen turned on the phone screen again, and looked at the last WeChat message that Qu Lingxi sent him like masochistic.
"By the way, Gu Shen, you probably don't know yet. I asked Yaya before. The name Rob has meaning, which means endless waiting. What a bitter meaning, so next time, please love him At the same time, remember to respect him more, even if you fall in love, don't look for a substitute again."
"Everyone is an independent personality, no one can replace anyone, I hope you know."
"I wish everyone well in the future, and I won't see you again——Quling regrets staying."
The author has something to say: I am a big pig _(:з”∠)_
Never promise again.Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angels who voted [Landmine]: Ting Jiegeng, whoever has a dream is great, and the girl is one of the stars in the sky; thanks to the little angels who irrigate [Nutritional Solution]:
10 bottles of Yumo and Dancing Douzi; 21449908 bottles of 5 and [-]; everyone is amazing if you have a dream; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Now that the meal was so cold, he sat down and took a bite slowly, even though he was hungry, he couldn't finish it.There is a lot of ingredients, but it is greasy and meaty; there is a lot of sauce, but it seeps into the rice grains, and it can't be separated, which makes Qu Lingxi feel a little nauseous.
Just like the relationship between him and Gu Shen, how beautiful it was when they first met, but after it cools down, nothing but boredom remains.
He closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and finished eating bite by bite, thinking that he should have a light breakfast in the future, he couldn't bear this kind of excitement.
Qu Lingxi ate this meal very slowly.When the sound of traffic was heard outside the window, he suddenly realized that it had been more than an hour since Gu Shen gave up and left here.
From early morning to early morning, passers-by have already begun to live a nine-to-five office worker life.
Qu Lingxi really wanted to be hypocritical, posting a circle of friends to announce this relationship full of lies, so that the ending would be ceremonial.
He took out his mobile phone, bowed his head and thought hard about how to edit a piece of literary content to bid farewell to his short-term relationship and resume a happy single life.
After thinking about it, Qu Lingxi let go in a daze.
Looking back, he found that he had unconsciously switched the interface to the contact interface, and the one on top was Gu Shen.
Qu Lingxi was really mad at herself.The declaration of breaking up was eloquent and resolute, and it made Gu Shen speechless, but after he left, he still had nostalgia.
Behavior is one step ahead of the brain, and he has to deceive himself that he doesn't care.
He simply cut to the dialogue interface with Gu Shen, the first few pages were full of gossip between young couples, and Gu Shen also yelled "dear" and "baby".
Qu Lingxi was shy when he saw it before, but now he exploded when he saw it, and his heart was clear. When Gu Shen called him that, he was not thinking of him, but the pure and unaffected Bai Yueguang.
Qu Lingxi sneered, her fingers danced quickly, tapped on the Jiugong grid, and sent a message to Gu Shen.
After posting, he was refreshed and lay down on the sofa with a big smile.
Qu Ling smiled sadly, and Qu Ling dialed the number.His sister was nothing more than a few words of concern for him, asking him if he had eaten and how he slept last night.
Qu Ling didn't know that Gu Shen arrived late at night by plane, and only thought that her younger brother's boyfriend was still in Liangcheng to deal with those trivial matters.
Qu Ling probably hasn't gone to the company yet, she is sitting in the western restaurant and eating breakfast elegantly: "You haven't seen your parents for a long time, go home and have a meal in a few days. Your parents miss you."
Qu Lingxi was silent for a while, then whispered: "Okay."
Qu Ling frowned: "What's wrong with you?"
"What's wrong?" Qu Lingxi smiled, "I'm fine."
Qu Ling wondered, "You're fine...why are you crying?"
"I cried?" Qu Lingxi was taken aback by Qu Ling's words, he was still dazed, raised his hand to tuck the tears from the corners of his eyes, and was surprised to find that Qu Ling was right.
He literally cried.
"I'm watching a movie." Qu Lingxi said, "It's quite touching. It's about a pair of lovers who can't touch each other."
Qu Ling didn't say much, just replied lightly: "Really?"
I don't know if she believes it or not.
Qu Lingxi: "Well, it's very touching."
Qu Ling sighed, petted and said helplessly: "My silly brother."
Qu Lingxi asked: "...Is it obvious that I'm crying?"
"It's obvious." Qu Ling said, "I haven't seen you in real life, but I can tell you're crying just by hearing the sound. Can it not be obvious?"
Qu Lingxi smiled lightly, but the smile didn't reach her eyes: "It seems that my crying point is really low."
"No." Qu Ling said, "When you watched those tragic movies before, your expression didn't change at all."
What Qu Ling said is the truth, Qu Lingxi's crying point is not that low.It's not that low. When it comes to watching movies, most of them are malicious and sensational. He will only find them vulgar and boring, and he won't empathize with the audience.
So Qu Ling seldom sees his younger brother cry, and this time is considered a rare event.
Qu Lingxi said: "Yes. This movie is really good, I recommend it to you."
"Where do I have so much free time?" Qu Ling said helplessly, "Recently, Xilin is developing a new business model, and I still worry that I can't find a high-end brand to cooperate with us."
Qu Lingxi also has some concerns about the company's recent difficulties.Xilin started out in the retail industry. To put it bluntly, it is a small supermarket. Over the years, Xilin has developed rapidly. There are nearly a hundred chain supermarkets, almost monopolizing the business opportunities of small supermarkets in S City.It is difficult to have the opportunity to continue to develop.
Once the popularity is spread, it cannot be limited to this.Qu Ling quickly thought of developing new formats to expand the company's business.
Three years ago, she decided to set up a large shopping mall, from financing to capital injection, from flat land to high-rise buildings.The mall has been built, and the ribbon-cutting ceremony will be next month.
However, local brands have limitations, and only some domestic low-end brands are signed into the counter.This is contrary to Xilin's original brand definition of new formats. Unfortunately, the high-end line does not look down on the newly established local industry at all.
Qu Ling has no contacts in this area, and he doesn't know how to advance or retreat, and is in a state of desperation.
Qu Ling couldn't help complaining to Qu Lingxi: "In the past few days, we have contacted several domestic first-line brands offline and online, and they are not willing to cooperate with us. The key customer department has already extended its tentacles to foreign markets, but It is estimated that there is no return. No one cares about it in China, let alone abroad."
Qu Lingxi comforted her sister's frizzy mood, and suggested: "Then how about lowering your position, isn't Xilin always following the line of being close to the people?"
"No." Qu Ling said categorically, "The mid-to-high-end route was determined three years ago when planning, and it is impossible to change."
Qu Lingxi also heard about this incident.Although Xilin is a family business, it is listed on the market after all, and shareholders have a lot of power and voice.
At the beginning, Qu Ling proposed to open a high-end line, which caused strong dissatisfaction among many major shareholders. It was Qu Ling who gave up a lot of benefits to shareholders, so that shareholders signed the agreement.
Qu Ling would be the first to disagree if he gave up his previous efforts just because of the current disadvantages of attracting investment.She racked her brains and spent too much effort on this business.
Qu Lingxi has nothing to do about it, Qu Ling has no contacts in this area, let alone him.
Qu Ling skipped this annoying topic, "That's right. Do you want to work in any company after graduation? Your major in public society is too boring, and good jobs can only have nothing to do with majors."
Qu Lingxi did think about this question, he thought about it, and said, "How about I take a postgraduate entrance examination?"
"It's up to you." Qu Ling said, "It's not that you don't know about your work. Our whole family supports your personal ideas. No one can force you to do things you don't like. But you used to Don't you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"
"The past is the past." Qu Lingxi said, "Everyone may regret it."
Qu Lingxi did not think about taking the postgraduate entrance examination before, 24 years old, this age is not too old for most young people, but it is really two years older for fresh graduates.
The reason was that Qu Lingxi had been ill before and had suspended school for two years. According to the normal process, his current roommates and classmates should be his juniors.
Last year, Qu Lingxi thought that she was also a few years older than others, and if she really wanted to finish graduate school, she would not go directly to the third year, so she was a little reluctant.
But after going through these few days, Qu Lingxi thinks that it is good to go to graduate school, at least the small society he contacts is a little simpler.The failure of the relationship gave him some inexplicable evasive psychology.
Qu Ling sighed: "If you are not ready for anything, you can come to Xilin to work. There will always be jobs for you here."
"Okay, okay." Qu Lingxi joked, "I know. My family will always be my backing."
"Yeah." Qu Ling said, "Don't cry. Don't cry when you're broken in love."
Qu Lingxi never thought that she would be exposed by Qu Ling so quickly, and felt ashamed.Fortunately, Qu Ling didn't hit him as usual, and gave him some self-esteem, and ended the call after saying something considerate.
Qu Ling was drained of strength.He lay on the sofa, covered his face, and sighed softly.
Under the sycamore tree, various unknown birds chirped.There are often vehicles in the community, and the guard sits lazily in the security room watching TV dramas.
A strange black car had been parked under a building for more than half an hour.
Because it is a non-local license plate, the number is smooth and beautiful, which makes the residents who pass by always glance at it intentionally or unintentionally.
The driver sitting in the driver's seat is very young and handsome.Dressed rigorously in a white shirt and gray suit, he stared unblinkingly at a small open space ahead.
The phone in the backseat vibrates.
The driver looked in the rearview mirror and found that his long-term employer's colder expression than usual had warmed up a little. He took a breath quietly, thinking that the young couple should reconcile now.
He is Gu Shen's special driver, and he has been with Gu Shen for three years, so he knows his indifferent nature.But indifference is not the same as anger.
Today, his expression is obviously really angry.
But it didn't seem like he was angry with others, more like he was sulking at himself.
He didn't dare to speculate deliberately, so he had to pretend nothing happened, but he was actually very curious about the boss's emotional world.
The boss is obviously waiting for a phone call or a message, and when it arrives, the iceberg will gradually melt.
The driver just felt a little more relaxed, but in the next second, he noticed that Gu Shen's expression had changed again, and it became even uglier than before.
Gu Shen rubbed the space between his brows, and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the car window.
The driver looked along the angle, and it was clear where he was looking at the scenery, which was clearly the No.13 floor of this building.It was a piece of matcha green curtain, which would flutter gently when the wind blows.
Occasionally there will be a tall figure walking around, but only occasionally.
To be honest, he only saw it once.Only that time, his boss watched for a long time as if he was facing a big enemy.
"Let's go."
The driver turned around, "Boss, why don't you wait?"
Gu Shen was silent for a while.
After a while, he said: "Don't wait, he won't regret it."
The commercial vehicle drove through the community in a low-key manner, and the windows slowly moved up.
Gu Shen turned on the phone screen again, and looked at the last WeChat message that Qu Lingxi sent him like masochistic.
"By the way, Gu Shen, you probably don't know yet. I asked Yaya before. The name Rob has meaning, which means endless waiting. What a bitter meaning, so next time, please love him At the same time, remember to respect him more, even if you fall in love, don't look for a substitute again."
"Everyone is an independent personality, no one can replace anyone, I hope you know."
"I wish everyone well in the future, and I won't see you again——Quling regrets staying."
The author has something to say: I am a big pig _(:з”∠)_
Never promise again.Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angels who voted [Landmine]: Ting Jiegeng, whoever has a dream is great, and the girl is one of the stars in the sky; thanks to the little angels who irrigate [Nutritional Solution]:
10 bottles of Yumo and Dancing Douzi; 21449908 bottles of 5 and [-]; everyone is amazing if you have a dream; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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