you may never have loved me

Qu Lingxi was too lazy to answer such boring questions from Gu Shen, in fact, he knew very well that he had a deep prejudice against this ex-boyfriend, no matter what the other party said, he would not easily believe it.

He knows that this kind of prejudice is not objective and stubborn, but Qu Lingxi does not intend to solve it for the time being.

For his prejudices do not come without reason.Once bitten, twice shy.Who told Gu Shen to lie to him for so long before, these bad experiences have long been engraved in the depths of Qu Lingxi's mind, and cannot be easily erased.

Qu Lingxi didn't even lift her eyes, making it clear that she didn't want to talk to him.

Gu Shen was born with pride, and he never had the habit of being thick-skinned and forceful. Now he is only dealing with one person, but he has repeatedly tried and failed.

Lanka walked two or three steps ahead, and behind him was the silence of the dark tide, but he seemed unaware of it, smiled and twirled his curled beard with his fingers, and said with a curved smile: "Little friend, what are you doing?" Do you like my photo the most?"

Qu Lingxi raised her head obediently, and looked at Lanka with eyes full of worship and admiration for idols, and her eyes were full of little stars.This really looks like the kid in Lanka's mouth.

"Teacher, I won't say it first, just guess."

He had never been asked to guess.Qu Lingxi faced her idol with an inexplicable childishness.

Even Lanka was amused by him.

With a thought in mind, Gu Shen subconsciously glanced at Qu Lingxi, and what he saw was the flushed face that couldn't be controlled because of the shyness of seeing the idol.

Gu Shen thought to himself, his ex-boyfriend is so cute.The only thing that is not cute is becoming his ex-boyfriend.

The man wanted to touch the child's small head like before, but his hand was already halfway up. Thinking of the situation of the two of them now, he stayed in the air awkwardly, and then pretended to look at the watch on his wrist, pretending to be Looking at the scenery as if nothing happened.

However, this is a photography exhibition, it is indoors, and there is no scenery to look forward to. Gu Shen's pretended indifference does not seem to be admiring Lanka's works, but it gives people a sense of sight that he has something to leave.

Lanka narrowed his eyes and smiled: "Old Gu, is there something urgent? Can't you accompany me, an old man? It's all right, you're busy, and you're not interested in these things. The kids and I won't blame you for leaving early."

Old Gu... kid...

Gu Shen's eyelids twitched unnaturally.

He explained to Qu Lingxi that he and Lanka are close friends, which is actually nonsense.He and Lanka belong to the category of looking at each other and hating each other. If it weren't for Qu Lingxi's face, Gu Shen would have scolded the old man directly.

"Oh. I'm quite free." Gu Shen curled the corner of his lower lip coldly, "Just now I just checked to see if it's time for dinner. I heard from your assistant that you are not used to local food, so you ordered a Chinese restaurant .I tried it before and it was not bad.”

Lanka couldn't help shaking his beard.

Qu Lingxi looked over curiously.He once read all the interviews with Lanka, and then carefully observed that the artist has an obvious little habit.If he is happy and wants to hold back his demeanor, then his mustache will keep shaking.

In this way, Lanka probably wants to eat the national A dish that Gu Shen said.

But that's right, Lanka is a complete native of country A, and it's normal for him to be unfamiliar with the food here when he first arrives in country C.Reason told him so, but Qu Lingxi was still a little sad. The national cuisine is so delicious, with a wide variety and flavors. Whether it is spicy, sweet, or salty, all kinds of C national cuisine can satisfy him. taste buds.

Even when he went to Liangcheng and ate sesame cakes and sesame wine that he was not used to, he slowly accepted it. It was a bit unique when he thought about it. He hadn’t tasted it for several months and even missed it a little.

So my love for idols has slightly decreased.

Qu Lingxi looked at Gu Shen, and then at his idol, wondering if Gu Shen is the same?I have lived in country A for a long time, so I am not used to the food of country C.

After thinking for a second, Qu Lingxi withdrew her thoughts.

This is wrong, he is concerned about whether his ex-boyfriend likes to eat Chinese food or not.Anyway, the annual commemoration of Rob has passed, and Gu Shen will go back soon.

Then the two of them have nothing to do with each other.

Qu Lingxi patted his cheek irritably, he said that he had no interest in Gu Shen, but things always backfired.

But it's no wonder that it's impossible to fall in love in an instant, and it's impossible to pull away quickly in a short period of time.

After all, to ask is, "loved".

He already felt that he had done a great job, as long as he gradually weakened his feelings for this scumbag, gradually forgot about him, and then met a new handsome guy, this is the goal Qu Lingxi set recently.

Qu Lingxi writes orthographic characters in the memo every day. Once he thinks of a scumbag in a day, he will write down one stroke. If he does not think of this person all day, he will subtract one stroke.

Today he had actual contact with Gu Shen, this person also wandered around in his mind for a few times, he probably needs to write down a few more notes in the memo, thinking of this, Qu Lingxi started to have a headache again, the joy of seeing the idol Diluted a little more.

Naturally, Gu Shen didn't know that in a short period of time, Qu Ling Xilian had already thought about what kind of wedding invitations and sweets to give to Gu Shen when she married her future boyfriend.

He asked Qu Lingxi in a low voice: "Are you going?"

Qu Lingxi only likes Chinese cuisine, subconsciously wanted to shake his head and say no, thinking of going to Lanka, he hesitated for a while, then said: "Go."

Lanka squinted and smiled like an old fox.

He took Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen to watch the exhibition hall, walked to a painting surrounded by layers of people, stroked his beard and said, "Is it this one?"

What Lanka is talking about is "Micro Flower".

Although Qu Lingxi likes this work, he is not the favorite. He shook his head and said, "No."

After shaking his head, he was afraid that Lanka would misunderstand, so he immediately added: "I like "Mi Guo Hua" very much, but it's not my favorite."

Lanka was surprised.How is this different from the little information Gu Shen gave him?

He gave Gu Shen a contemptuous look, as if accusing him of being a boyfriend.Before Gu Shen lied to him to come to Country C, he said that Qu Lingxi liked his "Mi Guo Hua" the most. Was it all a misunderstanding?

Gu Shen spread his hands and said, "Don't look at me, I don't know either."

Lanka grunted relentlessly.

Looking at this scene, Qu Lingxi smiled so hard that his eyes crooked, and he said, "Teacher, come with me."

Lanka followed him as promised, Gu Shen didn't receive the invitation, but followed at the end with the cheek and leisurely.This exhibition hall is huge, and Qu Lingxi has just arrived here and has been looking for it for a long time.

Lanka followed Qu Lingxi with his hands behind his back, seeing that he searched left and right but couldn't find it, and said: "My little friend, you must have recorded other people's works as mine."

Qu Ling regretted that his love for his idol was misunderstood, and blurted out: "How could it be!" The eagerness was beyond words.

This time Lanka did not smile, Gu Shen bent his mouth.

Qu Lingxi was also a little desperate, and asked, "Are all the teacher's works displayed here?"

Lanka narrowed his eyes and thought for a while: "Not really."

Qu Ling looked at him expectantly.

Lanka said: "Before I did ask my assistant to hang up all my works. But I have written too much these years, and there are not enough hangers in your exhibition hall. I asked my assistant to hang some not very famous photography works for you. Put it away."

Qu Lingxi's eyes finally lit up again.

Lanka looked at Qu Lingxi with complicated eyes, "You...you don't like those rubbish, do you?"

Gu Shen never took his eyes off Qu Lingxi from the beginning to the end, his eyes gradually dimmed when he watched Qu Lingxi, like a star whose light was veiled.

Qu Lingxi frowned slightly: "Trash?"

Lanka smiled lightly: "That's right. Not all the things that come out of my hands are works, and some of them I am not satisfied with. They are almost like garbage."

Qu Lingxi tilted her head, and asked in doubt, "Then...then what work are you mainly dissatisfied with?"

"It's very simple." Lanka said, "It's not famous."

Qu Lingxi seemed to have lost her three views: "But I like your work because you are not famous... I think whether you are famous or not has nothing to do with the quality of the work. What the public likes is not necessarily the best. Teacher , I was raped by you before..."

Before Qu Lingxi finished speaking, Lanka interrupted him with a smile: "Young master, you are still too naive."

Qu Lingxi frowned again because of the word "little young master". He thought of the name of his servant at home.

Lanka said: "You look like a rich and well-clothed young master. You don't understand people like us who were born in hardships."

Qu Lingxi had read all the reports on Lanka, so of course she knew about Lanka's background.He was born in a slum in country A, and was brought up by a woman who traded flesh and blood, and this woman was his own mother.

In the eyes of his fanboy, this kind of experience undoubtedly increased Qu Lingxi's admiration for Lanka.When he fell into confusion, he relied on Lanka's works to inspire himself.

Qu Lingxi opened her mouth: "I, I understand."

Lanka sighed: "You don't understand. I am very grateful for the work "Mi Guo Flower". It is this photography that has brought me a lot of wealth and honor, and I was able to win the love of rich children like you. As for the previous ..."

"It's just evidence that I'm struggling in the mud."

"I used to suspect that I had no talent, but "Mi Guo Hua" proved me back then."

Qu Lingxi blushed, tears were about to flow out.

He shook his head and denied, "No, your previous work is also very good."

But Lanka snorted self-deprecatingly: "Art has no scale. The only thing that can prove art is the audience. No matter how much I like the old garbage, no one will admit it, it's me... well. According to your country C Tell me, what's up with Gu Ying?"

The last few words of Lanka are rarely used in the C language.

Gu Shen said quietly: "Gu Ying feels sorry for himself, and Gu Fang admires himself."

Self-righteous without talent.

Lanka coughed in embarrassment: "Old Gu. Your C language has improved a lot."

Gu Shen hummed without expression, and seeing Qu Lingxi's sad expression, he was not in a good mood—I asked you to cheer my little baby up like a Santa Claus delivering gifts, instead of telling him 'Santa Claus is all fake, it's all made by a boring old man like you. '

In the end, Qu Lingxi accompanied Lanka to finish a meal of national A cuisine.Lanka was very satisfied with the meal and left early.Qu Lingxi lay on her stomach sullenly.

Gu Shen said: "Should I take you to eat something else? I don't think you have eaten much."

Qu Lingxi shook her head.

Gu Shen smiled and said, "What? The idol is disillusioned?"

Qu Lingxi shook her head even more depressed.

Gu Shen sighed, as if he could not help it: "There are no fairy tales in the world, and Lanka has always been such a person. You have been deceived by gossip magazines."

Country A has never been as artistic as other countries, and finally produced a world-renowned artist, and the newspapers and media are always bragging about it.

If Gu Shen hadn't known this person a long time ago, he would have been deceived by the flashy appearance.

Qu Lingxi raised her head, blinked, and said stubbornly, "I don't feel cheated."

Gu Shen suppressed his laughter, and did not expose him: "Oh?"

Qu Lingxi drooped her head: "I just feel very sad. The teacher must have lacked confidence in the old works that were not recognized because of his background experience. But those are also very good in my eyes. I love so much."

Gu Shen was stunned.

Qu Lingxi said: "When he was young, he must have been full of expectations for those works, but no one appreciated them, so he doubted himself. He suspected that those works were ugly and bad, and suspected that he was on the wrong path."

Gu Shen thought for a while and said, "Maybe you are right."

Qu Lingxi held his chin and sighed.

Gu Shen asked, "Why are you sighing again?"

Qu Ling regretted: "The teacher's life experience is so pitiful."

Gu Shen laughed: "Then why don't you pity me?"

Qu Lingxi glared at him: "What pity you?"

Is the family entwined, or is the power over the Internet?

Don't think that he doesn't know who covered up the public opinion on the Internet before.

Gu Shen smiled, not angry, and sat down to trick him: "My little friend. I have known Lanka for more than 30 years. How do you think I know him? You don't really think that country A is only the size of an egg, do you?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2019-09-2823:18:55~2020-04-2323:42:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 261790171;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 19 bottles of Cijing; 10 bottles have been hacked by me under the control of Kawen;