you may never have loved me

Qu Lingxi was stunned for a moment, and said nothing more.

This probationary period lasted so long that Gu Shen had already been promoted to captain, and Qu Lingxi's teaching level was recognized by most of the students' parents.The names of these two people spread almost all over Liangcheng, and no one did not clap their hands when they mentioned it.

Now Nai Sang is not the only one who is looking for a blind date. Qu Lingxi is also a teacher, and Gu Shen is also a member of the rescue team. They all pull out their little sisters to introduce.

Qu Ling Xi Guang refused, only one head and two big, presumably Gu Shen's side will only make it worse.

However, Gu Shen didn't mention anything about the probationary period, and he didn't even ask Qu Lingxi if he wanted to make their relationship public.

Gu Shen might also be afraid.

Imagine.

During an annoying introduction to a blind date, Gu Shen proposed to Qu Lingxi: "Do you want to make our relationship public?"

It is very likely that Qu Lingxi will answer like this.

"Public? Public what relationship? Bed/partner relationship? Not so good."

Sometimes, in the dead of night, Qu Lingxi would wonder if she was too scumbag, using Gu Shen's body/body at night, sending Gu Shen to do this or that during the day, without giving him a title, and hanging on to others.

Think about it...it's really scumbag.

In fact, Qu Lingxi quite enjoyed this pursuit.

Until one day, it was Qu Lingxi's birthday in the Gregorian calendar.Gu Shen went out to do a mission, he promised to come back early, and went to the cake shop next door to buy a cake for Qu Lingxi's birthday.

Liangcheng is really short of supplies. There is only one cake shop in the town with a radius of a hundred miles, and it is not close to where they live.

Qu Lingxi recalled the luxurious birthday he had in S City last time. Compared with the two, he felt that the life of a rich kid with no worries about food and clothing was really far away from him, as if it was a thing in his previous life.

On the contrary, these days, he always thinks about his study abroad career, the days when he and Gu Shen lived together in a small apartment.The days when he and Gu Shen depended on each other for life always gave him the illusion that it was four years ago.

Cherish four years ago and Qu Lingxi, the current people's teacher, overlapped each other, creating a dream.

Qu Lingxi flipped through the magazine, saw that Gu Shen was about to go out, and said without raising his head: "Why don't you buy any cakes, it's so troublesome. I don't like eating that much either."

Hearing this, Gu Shen walked back into the room from outside the door, and leaned over to look at him, "No, today is Xiao Zhu's 25th birthday." I don't know when, Gu Shen liked to give Qu Lingxi more and more meaty nickname.

Little pig, baby, how disgusting and how come, fully exposed Gu Shen's old hooligan attributes that have been hidden for many years.

Qu Lingxi, however, has a feeling of... ah, it turns out that I am already 25 years old.Last week he went to the post office to bring the courier to Nai Sang. He happened to meet tourists staying at Nai Sang’s house. They were all young and lively, all college students who had not yet graduated. He didn’t know much about the content of the gossip. out of touch.

Qu Lingxi was stunned, thinking, I'm so old.I don't even want to celebrate my birthday.

Gu Shen bent down and kissed Qu Ling Xi's hair.

"wait me back."

Qu Lingxi paused in her heart, she just went on a mission as before.

Having said that, there is always a sense of uneasiness in his heart.On the way, he made a video with his parents and Qu Ling.The background of the video is a conference room in Xilin. Qu Ling was extremely excited because he signed a new contract.

"Xiaoxi, Gu Shen's half-sister is quite talkative, and she plans to leave the perfume line to us for cooperation."

Qu Lingxi didn't feel anything, she showed off her beauty, "Really?"

"That's right." Qu Ling was full of vigor and femininity, "His sister is nothing like him, except for the color of her eyes."

Qu Lingxi nodded, "He is like his mother."

Father Qu said: "When will you and Gu Shen return to City S. Your mother and I miss you very much."

Qu Lingxi thought for a while, "Maybe come back during Chinese New Year."

Mother Qu, who had been silent all this time, finally showed a smile when she heard the words.

The four of them chatted casually, staying with Gu Shen throughout the whole process.In fact, the Qu family has gradually regarded Gu Shen as their prospective son-in-law, but Qu Lingxi is unaware of this.

"By the way." Mother Qu brought it up first, "I was interrupted by your sister, and I almost forgot to mention it. Xiaoxi, happy birthday."

Father Qu and Qu Ling also showed similar smiles between father and daughter.

"Xiaoxi, happy birthday."

Qu Ling smiled bitterly, "One year older."

Mother Qu looked around, but did not see Gu Shen, "Isn't today the weekend? Why didn't you see anyone else?"

Qu Lingxi took it for granted, "Going out on a mission."

Qu Ling didn't know what he was gloating about, "I don't know why Gu Shen chose this path. It's much harder than being a boss."

Qu Ling asked the question knowingly, and Qu Lingxi was not willing to answer her obvious question, but twisted a corner of the tablecloth on the coffee table tangledly.

At this moment, there was a knocking sound outside the door.

Qu Lingxi held the phone and went to open the door.

It's Xiaozhuan.

Qu Ling smiled: "Long time no see, what have you been up to lately?"

"Xiaoxi, Brother Xiaoxi." Xiao Zan cried, "Brother Gu, it seems that something happened."

The phone with the video on fell to the ground.

The three members of the Qu family also heard the girl's voice, not knowing what happened, they were anxious and kept asking Qu Lingxi.

Qu Lingxi has long since neglected these things.

"Don't cry." He grabbed Xiao Zan's arm.

Xiao Zan still couldn't stop crying, "The weather is bad today, and they have to go out on missions, and I contacted Brother Gu, it's all my fault..."

"do not Cry."

Xiao Zan didn't seem to hear it.

He had known for a long time that the little girl liked Gu Shen in her heart, and he never revealed it.

Hearing this cry today, Qu Lingxi became even more irritable. She pressed her shoulders, slammed on the door, and said coldly: "I am his family member, I haven't cried yet. You are crying."

Xiao Zan was stunned in place, so stunned that he ignored the pain of his shoulder being pressed hard.

Qu Lingxi's eyes were red and bloodshot. She gritted her teeth and said, "Where is the accident? Take me to see him."

Xiao Zan came back to his senses, his eyes dimmed with tears: "...um...well, I'll take you there."

The driver was driving very slowly because of the heavy fog.

Xiao Zan had stopped crying, but he was still sobbing, "It's not snow. The driver of the ambulance team was sick today, so a new one was temporarily replaced. It was foggy again today, so the car hit a yak The signal over there is not good, so I can’t get in touch. I just said that something happened.”

Qu Lingxi looked at the thick fog outside the window, and said firmly: "He will be fine."

Xiao Zan: "...Huh?"

Qu Lingxi's tone was neither cold nor indifferent, "He's here to save people, and he won't get into trouble for such a ridiculous reason."

Xiao Zan's face turned pale, she looked at Qu Lingxi's slightly indifferent side face, and thought that this teacher Qu was different from what she had imagined.

"Besides." Qu Lingxi narrated a fact, "He is still waiting to finish his mission and come back to celebrate my birthday. I'll wait, he can't bear to have an accident."

Xiao Zan made a trembling voice: "But... this, brother Gu is not a saint, he can't predict such an accident."

"will not."

Qu Lingxi stared at her, refusing to comment.

"If I say no, I won't."

The car drove very slowly, so slow that Qu Lingxi wanted to drive, but was stopped by the driver and scolded: "You can only drive so fast in this foggy day! Do you want to have an accident too!"

Qu Lingxi closed her eyes and sat down again.

During the period, Qu's family made countless phone calls, but Qu Lingxi blocked them one by one.

Xiao Zan tremblingly said: "Teacher Qu, you can take it."

"No answer." Qu Lingxi pressed the corner of his forehead, turned his head and looked out the window, the curve of the corner of his mouth revealing his irritability at the moment, just like the fog floating around, "It's nothing more than asking me about Gu Shen's situation. "

Xiao Zan said: "Then you...then you should answer truthfully."

"How to answer?" Qu Lingxi looked sharply at the girl sitting with her neck tucked up, "Is it all right? Is there something wrong? Forgive me for not being clear. I don't know how to say it."

Xiao Zan shrank his head again.

Qu Lingxi touched her beating heart, suppressed her complicated thoughts, raised her head and smiled wryly at the little girl: "I'm sorry, I might be a little anxious."

Xiao Zan had already guessed the relationship between the two, and stammered: "No, it's okay, it's human nature."

The car finally drove to the accident site.

Qu Lingxi couldn't wait to jump out of the car. In the thick fog, the accident site had already been completely surrounded. Many wounded lay on stretchers moaning in pain, and some of the more serious ones were sent to the hospital for treatment early.

Qu Lingxi pushed through the crowd, squeezed to the center of the accident, took a quick look, and made sure he didn't see Gu Shen.He was anxious, his heart was about to jump out of his throat, he grabbed a nurse at random and asked, "...Gu Shen, he is also from the ambulance team, how is he doing? Have you seen him?"

The nurse shook her head.

Qu Lingxi grabbed another nurse and asked.

The doctors were too busy, and he dared not disturb them to help the wounded.

Qu Lingxi just turned around like a headless chicken.Suddenly a wounded man lying on a stretcher recognized Qu Lingxi and said hoarsely, "Yes... is it Teacher Qu?"

Qu Lingxi also recognized that the wounded was a member of Gu Shen's first team, and he had accompanied Gu Shen to school to find him.

He quickly squatted down, his good language communication skills for more than 20 years were completely useless at this juncture, and instead became even more incoherent, "Yes, I, Qu Lingxi. Do you know where Gu Shen is? Is he seriously injured? Why? , Why didn't I find him here...he went on a mission with you."

The wounded were also in great pain, and said hoarsely: "I heard that those who were seriously injured have gone to the big hospital in the next city with another group of medical troops. You may go there to find the captain. Here, all the ones left with minor injuries are minor injuries."

... Seriously injured.

Qu Lingxi's mind is completely messed up, and he doesn't have the ruthless style of chasing Xiaozhuan in the car. Now he looks like he is in a hurry to go to the doctor.

The only words left in my mind were serious injuries.

Qu Ling hurriedly grabbed a rescue doctor who was slightly free, and said sincerely, "I want to go to the hospital where the seriously injured patients were sent. I am a family member of one of the wounded."

The doctor frowned.

A nurse ran over in due time, holding paper and a pen, "Let me register. Which wounded person are you looking for, whose name is it? And what is your relationship with him?"

Qu Lingxi swallowed her saliva hastily, "Gu Shen, man. I am... I am him..."

The nurse looked up at the beautiful young man curiously, "Brother?"

"No, no." Qu Ling said regretfully, "I am his fiancé."

"...Oh." The nurse paused for a moment, and asked cautiously, "Well, our law on same-sex couples hasn't come out yet. I'll write about boyfriends for now, do you think it's okay?"

"Yes." Qu Lingxi nodded, looking at the nurse's eyes, as if looking at the angel who could save him, and his tone even contained some pleading, "As long as you take me to see him."

The nurse smiled and comforted her kindly, "Of course."

At this moment, the noisy environment became slightly quieter.

Gu Shen was holding a cane, and the tall figure walked towards him step by step.He was still handsome, but slightly battle-damaged.If the beauty is damaged and a little bloody, it will make people look forward to it even more.

Ecstasy welled up in my heart belatedly, and everything was settled.

Qu Lingxi recited it several times in her heart, fortunately, fortunately.

Seeing Qu Lingxi's expression, the nurse asked, "Is this your fiance?"

Qu Lingxi nodded.

The nurse was slightly surprised, "You are a good match."

Qu Lingxi gradually calmed down.

Gu Shen had already walked in front of him, and let go of a hug.

Qu Lingxi walked into his arms with a mournful face.

"Gu Shen." Qu Lingxi said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't cry just now. I thought I couldn't cry, and you would love me if I cried to you. Crying to others will only make others laugh."

"No." Gu Shen wiped away the tears on Qu Lingxi's face, and wiped a red mark on the boy's face with rough fingertips, "No one will laugh at you."

Qu Lingxi nodded dully, but in fact he was still wandering, the shock about Gu Shen's accident had too much psychological impact on him.It wasn't until Gu Shen stood in front of him properly that he slowly calmed down.

"I heard everything you said just now." Gu Shen limped on one leg, but was still joking, "Fiance, it counts."

"Do... count." It's not that Qu Lingxi doesn't want to admit it.

Gu Shen leaned next to his ear and said softly, "I've passed the probationary period?"

Qu Lingxi shook his head.

"There has never been a probationary period."

"It's always been you, and it can only be you."

"Gu Shen." Qu Lingxi looked up at him.

Gu Shen stroked the tip of his hair: "Huh?"

Qu Lingxi said, "Let's go home when we have time. My parents want to see you."

Gu Shen said solemnly: "Okay."

(End of text)

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