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An Shui always felt that An Zhi was a little angel sent to her by heaven.

Too much? Smart and well-behaved, gentle and sensible, he has been a cute and caring little padded jacket since he was very young.The life of a single mother is very tiring. Work, band performances, and some irresistible entertainment and social activities take up most of her time.At that time, Anzhi was only six years old. He was obviously too sleepy to open his eyes, but he still hugged the rabbit doll and huddled in the corner of the sofa, waiting for his mother to come home.

When An Shui opened the door exhausted and saw her daughter who had fallen asleep in the corner of the sofa, her inner fatigue was healed by her peaceful sleeping face, and she gathered infinite courage and strength from the bottom of her heart.

Raising children is not an easy task, it can be said that it is very labor-intensive.After An Zhi entered adolescence, An Shui was always worried about whether she would be isolated and excluded in school, and what was more serious, would even be bullied by the school.She asked? Anzhi, Anzhi's answer is always? Yes——

"There is no such thing."

"Mom, you? Don't worry, I'm fine at school."

An Shui can't be relieved, An Zhi has always been unwilling to make her worry too much, and has a character of reporting good news but not bad ones, even if he was really excluded, he would definitely not tell her.Therefore, An Shui could only observe secretly by himself, asking around, asking? Did An Zhi make any friends in school, and which day he could take them home for dinner.

What was An Shui's mood when she said this sentence, she has forgotten by now.But An Zhi's timid expression and slightly disturbed gaze, An Shui will never forget, like a deep scar, engraved on her memory.

"...Do you have to have friends?"

She lowered her head sadly, and grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly, as if she had done something wrong.

"But I prefer to be alone."

Daughter is lying.

An Shui clearly understood this point. Every time An Zhi lied, he didn't dare to look at her like this, which was very obvious.Even so, An Shui couldn't expose her, she couldn't expose this lie, she had to protect her daughter's self-esteem, which was as thin as a cicada's wing.

"You don't have to have friends, it doesn't matter if you don't have friends."

"Mom just asked casually."

She was also lying, how could she just ask casually? An Shui obviously cared so much that she called the school teacher several times to inquire about the situation.Her daughter is already very fragile physically, and she does not want Anzhi to suffer any more psychological trauma from the bottom of her heart.

So after moving to Xijing, when An Zhi said that she had made friends, An Shui was really happier and excited than An Zhi.The girl named Qin Siyu is not only beautiful, but also polite and has a generous personality.He also treats Anzhi with sincerity, and even comes to visit with fruit when he is sick.If it weren't for An Shui's lack of confidence in her cooking skills, she would have left Qin Siyu for dinner that day, she was too enthusiastic.

But compared to the changes in my own daughter? It's nothing.It's like the melting of winter snow, and the tender shoots that were originally covered under the white snow quietly reveal their sharp tips.The smile on An Zhi's face obviously increased, and she began to look forward to every day of school. She would go out with Qin Siyu on weekends and asked An Shui for help when she didn't know what to wear. She would happily share the school with her mother. There are interesting things, and he will also show a sweet smile from time to time to his mobile phone.

She is in love.

Or someone you like.

An Shui always had such a premonition, and it was very strong, but An Shui didn't mention this topic at all.There is no need to mention it specifically, An Zhi is not young, she is 17 years old, only one year away from the legal age of adulthood.She already has a basic world outlook and judgment ability, and knows right from wrong.An Shui believed in her daughter without any additional conditions.

Only occasionally, An Shui wondered who this person was.A lively and cheerful sunny boy?Or......

"It's a girl."

"is it beautiful?"

"pretty."

An Shui moment? You know who it is.

For the fact that her daughter fell in love with Qin Siyu, she did not have any surprises or surprises, it would be better to say that this kind of development couldn't be more normal.An Zhi has never had any friends since he was a child. He is such a nice person when he first meets him. It is hard not to be tempted.But when An Zhi said that Qin Siyu had someone he liked, An Shui inevitably felt a little regretful, Qin Siyu was really good.Later, An Zhi's condition worsened, and Qin Siyu came to the hospital to accompany An Zhi every day. An Shui looked at the two children and felt that they liked each other.

It's just that one didn't dare to tell, and the other didn't know, so they separated abruptly for six years.

At first? At the beginning, Anshui didn't intend to take Anzhi away and go to a distant place.In fact, ex-husband Jiang He always came to harass him, asking for custody rights in the name of visiting Anzhi, and his words revealed a hint of wanting to remarry.Didn't An Shui give him a few? Slapping him was enough. After the operation, Anzhi welcomed her 19th birthday in two months.She has long been an adult with full capacity for civil conduct. In the past 64 years, Jiang He didn't care? She recovered from her heart disease and came here to ask for custody.Also remarried, resuming a big-headed ghost!Ever since Jiang He expressed that he wanted a second child, An Shui had made up his mind to stay away from this cold-blooded man, and it was best never to see him again in this lifetime.She was very angry at this coquettish operation, and with the idea that she could not afford to offend or hide, she took Anzhi and left the imperial capital.

When I returned to Xijing again, I saw these two children making out on the sofa, which really gave An Shui a big "surprise".

The day before the wedding, An Shui couldn't sleep. The two families lived very close to each other, in two adjacent communities.She was just a little excited, a little nervous, and a little overwhelmed.

Yes, at a loss.

In the past 20 years of her life, An Shui's role has always been a mother, a respectable single mother. Raising An Zhi is the only thing she has to do and must do.In the blink of an eye, Anzhi will get married tomorrow. She will formally start a family and start a business. It seems that her work and tasks will end tomorrow, officially and grandly.

While An Shui breathed a sigh of relief, his heart felt empty.

She is no longer young, no longer beautiful, only her elegance and intellectuality are timeless, telling the fragrance of time.

An Zhi and Qin Siyu didn't have children, which was beyond An Shui's expectation, but it didn't matter, it wasn't a serious matter.Although there is no child, but every winter, the two daughters will bring a little girl to visit her.The little girl's name is Qi Lin, and she sweetly calls her grandma.An Shui saw that she looked like Si Yu, but this cute and cute girl was very similar to An Zhi. If the two of them hadn't been pregnant, An Shui really thought she was their biological daughter.

"When I saw Qi Lin, I remembered? When I was a child? You, so small, hugged my leg and wanted me to hug it."

An Shui coughed softly, and she looked at her mottled hands, the hands that played the piano, once transparent as jade, now covered with brown and yellow spots.

How cruel is time? Silently? Silently show you the changes? Look, you? There is nothing you can do, you can only silently accept your old age and aging.

Silently towards the end of death.

"Don't be busy, I don't want to eat apples."

An Zhi stopped the knife in her hand, and she sat beside the hospital bed, wrapping her mother's hand that was undergoing infusion.

"Si Yu said that you have been skipping meals recently, and you have no appetite. You don't drink the chicken soup I specially made for you, and you don't eat apples."

"Now I finally understand how you felt when you advised me to eat more."

An Shui laughed when she heard that she was still talking like a child, so aggrieved, and when she laughed, her chest began to feel stuffy again, and she couldn't breathe.It's breast cancer, which is at an advanced stage. The doctor said that if it is well taken care of, some people can live another 20 years, so don't worry too much.

An Shui felt that 20 years was a bit long. She didn't intend to live too long. She was already in her sixtieth year, so it was enough.

As if foreseeing his own death, An Shui had a dream the night before.

It's a dream, and it's like a lantern, the clear picture is vivid in my mind.

She was imprisoned in a gorgeous and cold palace with gorgeous dormitory and shining golden light, but it was just a cage.She hated everything she saw, the cold and decisive dragon, the empty and silent corridor, and the little monster who always looked at her timidly.

Even though it was a child that came out of her belly.

Although she called her mother.

So what, she won't respond, and she won't give the child a look.

Pregnancy has never been what she expected. Perhaps when she was young, she had fantasized about getting married with the man she liked, conceiving their child together, and enjoying family happiness.But the moment she entered this palace, this beautiful fantasy burst like a bubble under the sun.

A dragon will not be a human companion, she can only see desire in the dragon's eyes.

The pain brought to her by the second pregnancy was many times stronger than the first one, and the pain from the abdomen was about to come? She was tortured until she lost all reason.Her hair was wet with cold sweat, and she had never realized so clearly for a moment that the monster in her stomach could not come out, it was just a demon.

"kill me."

These were the first words she said to the child.

When she made such a request, her whole body was drenched in cold sweat, and the girl shook her head tremblingly, terrified and resisting.

"Please? Kill me."

There was still no response, but the pain in her abdomen was about to overwhelm her. She couldn't take it anymore, and said to her in a trembling voice.

"Mom please?"

This is also the first time she calls herself a mother, in order to confuse that girl? Girl? and pull out her sword.

The pain disappeared instantly, she gasped for breath, staring blankly at the dome above.The blood spread from under her body, and the girl? Girl? Kneeling beside her, tears kept falling down.

She tilted her head to look with difficulty, and carefully observed the child she had abandoned since birth. In fact, she looked a lot like her, with similar eyebrows and eyes.

It's her child, it's her daughter.

"Thank you."

She said to the girl with her last breath, and then closed her eyes.

If there is an afterlife, my mother will definitely make up for you and raise you up well.

Won't leave you again? Alone.

An Shui opened his eyes and understood everything.

When he was dying, An Zhi and Qin Siyu were by his side. An Shui didn't feel scared or lonely, but just watched his daughter's tears constantly falling, and felt very sad.

Her trembling hands caressed the side of her daughter's face, and gently wiped away the hot tears.A relieved smile appeared on An Shui's face, and she asked softly.

"In this life, how is my mother doing?"

The moment of An Zhi?

"You are the best mother, no matter what life you are in, you are the best mother."

Lied to her again.

An Shui smiled, his right hand slowly slid down, and finally fell powerlessly.

I may not be the best mother.

But you? Will always be my proud child.

Always will be.

Mommy loves you?.

The author has something to say: I am crying again, woo woo woo.

Others' stories are sweet and sweet, but mine is: err.

I will never write this kind of true feelings again [wipe away tears]

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