ideal lover

The hospital ceiling was shaking.

The stones on the ground jumped slightly, and the whole hospital seemed to be hit by some heavy object. With a bang, all the vibrations stopped.

A big hole was kicked into the wall of the emergency room.

"Mr. Chuya?!"

The doctor who was still undergoing the operation looked at Chuya Nakahara, the rumored gravity manipulator, the cadre of Mafia at the port, holding the blood-stained black-haired boy in his arms and begging:

"save him."

It was just two words, and Nakahara was about to exhaust all his strength. He was called out of the emergency room, and a group of doctors walked in to rescue Hirano Ling.

Only a faint breath remained.

Even his heart was about to stop beating, his lover was about to die.

As long as you think about it this way, Zhong Yuanzhong is too uncomfortable to think about anything.

The wound is too heavy.

With trembling fingers, he pressed the wrong number several times, Zhong Yuan finally got through the phone: "Boss..."

"Mr. Zhongye, didn't you propose marriage today? Did you succeed?"

"I remember, you said that there is a person named Yosano Akiko who can heal all dying people. Hirano Aya was attacked and his wounds were serious..."

The warm blood coagulated on his body, his cobalt blue eyes were full of sadness, and his tone was so humble: "Please, find that person."

"Aya Hirano, really, there is no other way."

"...I see, Mr. Zhongye, I will let her come over as soon as possible."

The phone hangs up.

The first to arrive was Ozaki Momiji.

Zhong Yuanzhong also held the ring box in his hand tightly, praying non-stop: hurry up, hurry up again.

"Chuya, calm down first."

Her current tone can't be called comforting, on the contrary, it is more severe, and if Nakahara Chuya is allowed to lose control like this, the hospital will collapse before anyone comes to save Hirano Ling.

"Hongye, big sister..."

Looking at her with confused eyes, Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that his body was as stiff as if it didn't belong to him.

What else could he do for Aya Hirano?

He couldn't do anything except wait anxiously. It was the first time he felt so powerless. Facing the passing life of his lover, he couldn't take any action.

His Hirano Aya is so fragile, he is supposed to protect the children in the greenhouse, why do I have the idea that Hirano Aya can handle everything?

Is it me, am I too arrogant...

The memories gradually become clear, the picture belonging to Aya Hirano has never been dependent on him, why didn't Aya Hirano say it?

I always look at myself quietly from a distance like that, timidly daring not to make any demands, is it because I trust him too much, which puts him under pressure?

No, Hirano Aya.

If you want to rely on me, just tell me...

As long as you say something, I will definitely come back to you, Hirano Aya.

So, please.

Please don't leave me.

Perhaps the god heard Chuya Nakahara's prayer, and the moment he and Yosano Akiko rushed to the hospital, Chuya Nakahara seemed to hear the voice of hope.

"Where is the patient?!"

Directly and rudely broke into the emergency room, Yosano Akiko ignored the panicked actions of the doctors, and used a power on Sato Hirano Aya.

【Please do not die】

As long as there is still a breath of life left, Yosano Akiko can bring people back from hell.

unless……

"Invalid?" Yosano Akiko looked at Kobayashi Hirano Aya who hadn't changed at all, and doubts arose in her heart.

No, this is——!

The heart that has stopped beating, the cold body, this person is already dead!

"Prepare for him."

She was used to seeing life and death with Yosano Akiko and didn't reveal much regret, but saw the man with red hair who couldn't believe the truth, and felt that he was really pitiful.

It is normal for my lover to die in such a cruel way. I heard that he is going to propose marriage today, which is really tragic.

"No, catch up?"

Zhong Yuan also lowered his head, the soft sound that only he could hear hit his heart heavily.

Which step is wrong?Hirano Aya.

If I got home sooner, if I heard your tone wrong, if I could sense danger, if...

If, from the beginning, I had protected you, you should not have slept here.

From the very beginning, he went wrong.

……

The murderer who killed Aya Hirano was quickly caught. Even without the help of Mafia at the port, someone nearby reported the crime, and the murderer was successfully arrested by the police.

There was no intention of hiding at all, the murderer of Aya Hirano was resting at home leisurely, waiting for the trial in peace.

"Norio Hashimoto, 27 years old, employee of XX Corporation, married, his wife named Hashimoto Ryana, 27 years old, a housewife by profession, died in a car accident a month ago and died on the spot. The strange thing is that Hashimoto Ben Norio did not issue a death certificate for his wife, and did not hold a funeral after his wife passed away, but went to work as usual, and even his colleagues did not know that his wife had passed away."

"Is there a mental problem?"

Koye Ozaki guessed that Norio Hashimoto, who had been handed over to the port Mafia, looked indifferent, and he didn't show any timidity in the face of the coming torture, but a sense of relief.

"Chuya, do you want to do it yourself?"

The moment he saw Nakahara Nakaya appear, Hashimoto's eyes lit up, and in the darkness, residual emotions settled in his eyes.

Resentment, or pleasure after revenge?

These Central Plains people don't care.

"Why did you attack Hirano Aya?"

Why, to shoot at his innocent lover.

"how about you?"

The man asked him back in a low voice, his mocking eyes fell on Zhongya Nakahara.

"How can you be happy, you dirty mafia?"

……

The three roles needed to constitute a "family" in the eyes of the world are parents and children.Hashimoto Norio and Hashimoto Ryana, before they got married, they were homeless orphans.

Because he is an orphan, he longs for the "family" defined by the world even more.

We want home, we want a normal family.

Compared with love, they hope to have family affection, so when Hashimoto Ryana found out that she was pregnant, the two were extremely grateful for the arrival of this child.

I can’t wait to set up the baby room and prepare the baby’s supplies. Because the month is still young, I don’t know whether the child will be a boy or a girl. I am excited to prepare both. Whether it is a boy or a girl, they will do their best to love this unborn baby. child.

"We, will become happy?"

Touching the lower abdomen that has not yet been conceived, Hashimoto Ryana did not have much real feeling. Hashimoto Norio held her hand and said softly:

"Don't worry, we will be happy."

In the future, there will be a child who will become happier.

At that time, Hashimoto and his wife were a happy couple immersed in the upcoming newborn.

At that time, they did not yet know that the danger was only a matter of a second.

The collapse of happiness is just a momentary thing.

That day was supposed to be the day they went to the hospital for an obstetric examination.

On the way to the hospital, I accidentally ran into a gang that was fighting.

They should be fine.

Until the brown-haired man appeared, the sudden huge impact on the ground caused the wheels of the transport truck to slip, deviated from the route, and crashed into his wife.

Everything happened so fast.

When Norio Hashimoto came back to his senses, he saw his wife lying in a pool of blood.

"husband……"

The first reaction was to hold his wife's abdomen, blood and tears mixed together, calling himself weakly.

"Ayana—!"

His happiness just disappeared.

Unable to accept this fact, Norio Hashimoto lied to himself.

Go to work as usual, pretend that your wife is still there, and choose gifts for the upcoming baby from the mother and baby store.

Every day, every day, he did this, the whole nursery was filled with gifts, and Ayana, who was lying in a pool of blood, appeared in his dreams every night.

He lived in a daze until that day when he saw the brown-haired man and his lover again.

So happy.

Jealousy and resentment instantly pulled him back to reality.

"Why, you can be so happy?!"

"My Ryana, my children, they are so innocent, my children were not even born, look at this world, he was just taken away by your dirty executioner!!"

Norio Hashimoto could no longer keep calm, hatred distorted his face, and the desperation he roared made him look so pathetic: "You deserve it!!"

"A person like you is not entitled to happiness at all!!"

The dead silence after venting floated between the two of them, Nakahara just looked at him, his cobalt blue eyes reflected his ferocious expression.

"Don't look at me like that!"

"I'm not, I'm not someone like you!!"

"You deserve it!"

He retorted, trying to detect a trace of anger and resentment in Zhong Ye's eyes, but this man was just like a god, with pity and sorrow in his eyes.

"But my lover, Aya Hirano, he is also innocent..."

thump—

He has committed a crime.

He became a more criminal murderer than this man.

"Sister Hongye, send him back."

"Chung Ye?"

"Already, it doesn't matter."

Even if this man is killed, his Hirano Aya will not come back, so it doesn't matter anymore.

a week later.

Zhong Yuan Zhong also stood in front of the house, silent for a long time, timidly daring not to open the door.

Not staying at home for a week, overloaded with work, and visibly exhausted, even Mori Ogai couldn't stand it, so he asked him to go home and rest for a day.

【Family】

With just this one word, what popped up in my mind was the image of Aya Hirano welcoming her back home.

The time I spent with Aya Hirano was so warm, but now it is so painful to be alone in this family. I don't want to face the "home" without Aya Hirano.

There are too many traces of this apartment belonging to Aya Hirano.

Dead silence surrounded him, immersed in the memory that Aya Hirano still existed, and the sudden ringing of the phone broke the memory.

"...Yes, this is the Zhongyuan family."

"Reserved restaurant?"

"I see, I'll be there tonight."

He once agreed to go to the restaurant together, but now he goes there alone.

"...The seat in Block B reserved by Mr. Aya Hirano is near the window, and you can see the night view of Yokohama from here."

The waiter opened the seat for Zhong Yuanzhong and asked: "Do you need to eat now? I should help you prepare the pre-dinner snacks first. Your partner hasn't arrived yet..."

"No, I'm alone today."

Zhong Yuanzhong also interrupted, and the waiter stepped back naturally, ready to serve the dishes.

The restaurant played music, and the lovers at the next table seemed to be celebrating their anniversary, and the bandages on the gift boxes were shining.

[Laura and tommy were lovers.

Lola and Tommy are in love with each other

He wanted to give here everything.

he is willing to give her everything

Flowers, presents and most of fall, wedding ring.

Including flowers, gifts, and above all a wedding ring]

That day, the ring that was going to propose was buried in death with Aya Hirano's departure.

Nakahara Zhong also quietly looked at the empty seat in front of him.

Nervously eating the meal on the table, his mouth seemed to have lost his sense of taste, Nakahara also recalled his previous dates with Hirano Aya, it seemed that none of them were complete.

I would always leave Hirano Aya behind to do tasks, was Hirano Aya also in the same mood as I am now?

The feeling of being left alone in this world.

[No one knows what happened that day

no one knows what happened that day

How his car overturned inflames

His car inexplicably rolled in flames

Butas they pulled him from the twisted wreck, when people pulled him from the twisted wreck

With his dying breath, they heard him say, they heard him dying say:

TellLauraIloveher,tellLauraIneedher

Tell Lola I love her, tell Lola I need her

Tell Lauranottocry

tell laura not to cry

My love for her will never die

The love I gave her will last till death]

That day, when Aya Hirano was on the phone with herself, what was the last thing she wanted to say to herself?

It must not be meaningless words like "please pay attention to safety at work".

Hirano Ling, he must have told the lie in order not to worry himself, he must have been very scared at that time.

Why wasn't I by Hirano Aya's side when he needed me?

[And in the chapel where Lauraprays

in church

For Tommy who passed away

Lola prays for Tommy who just passed away

It was just for Laura he lived and died

His unfortunate departure is all because of Laura]

If he didn't go out on a mission that day.

If only he could get home sooner.

If he could have noticed the problems between him and Hirano Aya sooner, wouldn't they be happy now?

"Aya Hirano..."

As long as you call, the original sweet title has become bitter.

This time, you broke the appointment.

Leave me alone in this lonely world.

☆, Tsunayoshi Sawada