All the stars know that I am beautiful as a flower

62.

This afternoon, when Jialin just came back from the laboratory, the doctor changed his medicine, and Uranus walked in after him.

When the lifeboat was blown up, debris flew, and Jialin's back was scratched a few times. The wound hadn't healed yet. When he heard the sound of someone coming in, he quickly pulled up his half-taken clothes, hissing in pain. With a sound.

Uranus' eyes stayed on him for a while, then walked over, put one hand on his shoulder, and folded his raised collar.

Jialin didn't speak, and let him touch himself gently.

"I've been here for several days. I'm either checking or lying down. It's boring. Shall I take you out?" Uranus broke the silence first.

"I'm used to it," Galin said.

Uranus paused slightly with the hand on his shoulder, and sighed heavily.

He folded over and walked over, half squatting in front of the wheelchair where Galin was sitting. The smart wheelchair has a certain height. A child who squirms is the same as trying to be with his usual mother.

"Galin." Uranus didn't seem to feel anything wrong, he reached out and held Galin's hand on his stomach.The man's palm was broad and warm, and Jialin's cold hand was gently grasped. He subconsciously twitched, but finally did not break free.

"Galin." Uranus called his name again, and Galin wondered what he meant by that.Why did he suddenly not insist on calling him Adrian?Wasn't that the name he wanted to give his child...or a fine portrait?

Why didn't he blame himself for trying to kill his brother and father?

He is still squatting here, as if begging for forgiveness, what is he trying to do?

Jialin looked at him indifferently, nothing changed in his eyes.

"I'm too self-righteous, I've done a lot of things wrong." Uranus tried to speak, staring into Galin's eyes that looked so much like his mother, "In order to get to a high position, I finally chose to sacrifice Okaranla, I regret it so much and I want to make it up to her child - his and mine."

Ah, yes.

Galin thought.

He remembered that many years ago when he accidentally saw Uranus' computer and discovered the deepest secret hidden by the alliance, he even questioned Uranus why he did this.

His people mixed with the Federation's army, killed Ocalanla, and then blamed it on the Federation, in exchange for the justice of the war against the Federation, and was promoted to general in subsequent battles.

— But what did Uranus do back then?

He slapped him to the ground, pinched his neck viciously, and told him not to worry, as long as he behaved, nothing would happen.

What is he confessing now?

The past has passed, what else can he make up for?

Galin felt it was a bit ridiculous, and he took his hand out of Uranus' palm. His hand was white and bony, and he hadn't eaten anything seriously for nearly a month, relying entirely on glucose and emergency nutrition. The result of needle renewal.

It's actually very simple, he can't eat anything, and what he swallows will always be spit out intact, and he can't feel any taste.

His world is really simple, and there is nothing he likes.When he was a child in the laboratory, what he ate and drank was handled by professional scientists, and he had to eat as required, because "it was the most suitable for him", "after rigorous scientific demonstration", "excluded All external forces have an influence on the 'experimental results'", he has no chance to choose, he may have resisted when he was a few years old, and he will no longer resist when he knows that the struggle is meaningless.

Later, he was picked up by Uranus, and a special butler robot guarded his three meals a day, which was a little better, but he had never been interested in eating, and after escaping to the Federation, he let himself go. If it weren't for the high-intensity physical training, he would probably not eat for a whole day.

His upper abdomen was also injured in Ares's practical class, and he almost had stomach bleeding during the fierce battle of wa-352. He has a very young body, but no matter how young his body is, he can't stand such a toss.

"I'm seriously ill, isn't it?" Jialin asked suddenly, ignoring him.

Uranus recovered from his distraction.

He raised his head in confusion, and met Jialin's eyes.

Strangely, he didn't find the slightest trace of human panic in the face of force majeure on Galin's face. He was very calm and calm, and Uranos even saw a little unexplained, almost relaxed smile.

In fact, Reinhard, who has not been in contact with Galin for as long as Uranus, can see that he has always had a strong tendency to self-destruct, as if he has always regarded life as a burden, and living is suffering. , He doesn't cherish himself, he doesn't even care about the pain, in order to suppress the Omega's ♡ he mutilates himself with a knife, bloodletting, cutting the gonads with his own hands... He seems to be ready to die at any time, so that he has no will to live.

Uranus shook his head and held his hand back: "No, no, it's just ordinary gastritis and moderate gastric ulcer, don't think about it."

Jialin smiled and turned his face away: "You don't need to hide it from me, I know."

"Father," Galin called him, shaking his head slightly, "Sometimes when I think about it, I feel that I just died like this, and I'm not quite reconciled."

Uranus opened his mouth to refute him, but Galin stopped him, and he continued: "But on the runway a few days ago, I suddenly felt very indifferent. You said that I struggled to live for so long, what did I get in return? ?I want to kill those who have hurt me and those bystanders who claim to be innocent. For this, I will use any means. I want to seize the supreme power. I have been patient until one day I am strong enough, because only in this way I can send them to hell one by one,—and then?"

"Last night, I suddenly figured it out," Garin said with a slightly raised tone and lowered his voice, staring at Uranus, "—people cannot live with hatred and grief as their pillars, and they can really inspire people to survive. There is only love and light for desire and the will to live."

He smiled slightly, the light from the window falling on his face, making him look like he wanted to melt into it.

"But there is no love in my heart, I have nothing, only the engraved hatred, and the pain that eats into my bones."

His face couldn't tell whether he was sad or relieved, and because of the change in light, his complexion even improved, revealing a sense of solidification like an oil painting.

"Don't think so, what happened before is all my fault, I was wrong." Uranus stood up a little, approached Jialin, pulled him up from the back of the chair, and put the young man's forehead against the On the man's broad shoulders, the man hugged his extremely thin and thin shoulder blades, his cheeks rubbed against his ears and hair, "Don't think about it, you are still young, you have a lot of life to do." However, don’t be so pessimistic. Today is different from the past, medical technology has improved, don’t think so.”

The man babbled to comfort him, avoiding the wound on his back with his right hand and gently running along his spine, Jialin smiled softly, the look in his eyes was drawn away by the eyelashes, making it difficult to see clearly.

"I kind of want to get out," Galin said, pushing Uranos away.

"Hmm..." Uranus looked at him and hesitated for a moment.

Galin felt his gaze, raised his head, and asked impatiently, "What's wrong?"

"Your injuries are not fully healed. The temperature in the Hills State has been cooling down for the past two days. It may be possible to go out..." Uranus leaned over and touched the top of his hair in a rare soft tone, "How about waiting two more days?" sky?"

"Forget it." Jialin interrupted him, pointing the direction of the wheelchair to the end of the bed, "I'm a little tired, please go back."

"You..." Uranus hesitated to speak. Galin rarely talked to him in such a childish manner. Lanos compromised: "It's the garden behind the hospital, and I'll be back in half an hour."

He took the coat for Jialin himself, and Jialin turned his head and repeated: "I want to go out——leave here."

Later that time, Uranus personally drove him out. The temperature in the car was kept at a very comfortable temperature. Uranus helped him fold the scarf and coat and put them on the back seat before getting into the front and driving.

Galin looked at his side face, the 50-year-old man could not resist the years after all, the time left mottled lines on his face, the high eyebrows made his eye sockets deeply sunken, he was also one of the most beautiful girls in the joint military academy. Man... Jialin thought, he is old after all.

He rarely looked directly at his father, because the appearance of this man was always accompanied by pain and suffocating oppression. He acquiesced to the superiority of Uranus, and just forced himself to bear it, supporting him to walk through such dark years One of the few motivations that comes from him is that one day he can completely get rid of his shackles.

However, Uranus was over 50 in a blink of an eye, and he began to try to play a loving father, but there were already countless barriers between them, stabbing at each other like thorns, and torturing each other.

Jialin turned his head and looked out the car window, feeling an unspeakable sourness in his heart.

This feeling of neither sympathy nor sadness made him feel very strange, as if for the first time in his life, he had feelings for people other than hatred.

Since then, the relationship between Galin and Uranus has eased a little bit. It is hard to say what kind of state it is. It seems that both of them have forgotten the endless entanglement before, and tacitly maintained the appearance of being a loving father and a filial son. Come.

Uranus pampered Galin very much and satisfied almost all of his requirements. He even asked him when he was about to set off to return to West Asia, "Will you go to West Asia with me? The medical technology there is more advanced, right? Your illness is good."

Galin was leaning on the sofa in his temporary office, not wearing a hospital gown, wearing a loose white shirt and black trousers, scratching on the tablet casually.He seems to be used to this way of getting along, and Uranus' attitude towards him is between a child and a lover, ambiguous and vague.

He hesitated for a while, and Uranus rubbed his short hair that hadn't been cut for a long time: "You don't have to go if you don't want to. I won't force you."

At that time, a doctor rang the bell and told Jialin to go for a routine checkup. Jialin responded, stood up, turned around and said, "...I'll think about it. Will you accompany me?"

His tone was weak, as if he was a little fragile and scared. Uranus knew that some examinations would cause some pain to the patient, and the young man would inevitably be a little afraid.He nodded and wanted to go over, but unexpectedly a red light spot on the bracelet flickered, Jialin's eyes lightly fell on it, and he said understandingly: "It's okay, I can do it myself."

"I'm sorry." Uranos glanced at it, turned on his optical brain, and explained to Garin, "It's the plan for the meeting of the leaders of the seven countries, and the deadline is approaching."

The door was closed, but Uranus did not look at the projection of the light screen, but buckled the communicator on the pinna.

The voice of the staff came from the ear veins: "Commander, Reigns recently used the Democratic Party to make several big moves. According to the clues we got, the riots in the Seragher election were caused by him and his team secretly Planned.—As we all know, Seragher's ruling party has been steadily supporting the Republican Party for ten years, and Raines' move intends to break the check and balance of the two parties in the coalition."

"It's the same as I thought." Uranus murmured while touching his chin.

"Commander, this is extraordinary. Raines insisted on joining the Democratic Party, but you let him go, which has left hidden dangers. At first we thought that you were taking this opportunity to grasp the power of both parties in your own hands, but Obviously Raines is not satisfied with this anymore!" Melvin's voice became urgent, "Selagher is expected to re-election in a month's time, and now more than half a month has passed, if we lose in this game , if the elected person is not controlled under our command, or if the other party is not completely ours..."

"You don't have to worry about that. I've already paved the way and selected the candidate." Uranus tapped the table with his fingers, and his firm face was reflected on the clean surface of the glass.

"Commander?"

"—Garin Ludwig." Uranus said softly, "I will personally help him to the top, and everyone will see that he, as an alliance agent, sneaked into the federation alone and captured the high-level federation The loopholes forced the death of Federal Lieutenant General Lord von Nuremberg, forcing the Federation to exile one-third of the high-level military, and suspended his death in a frontal encounter with Reinhard, the commander-in-chief of the 117th Army of the Federal Air Force escape.

"Garin Ludwig was a hero to Seragher, and a hero to the League."

"..." There was no sound from Melvin for a long time.

Uranus' eyes fell on the glass at the corner of the table, where a vague shadow was reflected from another direction.

He turned his head and saw Jialin holding a glass, standing at the door a few meters behind him, his face pale.

"It's wonderful!" Melvin's voice was coming from the veins in his ears, "So that's it! You really have far-sightedness, and you won the victory three years ago-this is simply wonderful!"

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Thank you, little cute drops of nutrient solution!Although I don't know what it is useful for... Anyway, thank you for your support w~