All the stars know that I am beautiful as a flower

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The man subconsciously closed his eyes, and the world fell into a frightening silence. The weakened vision increased the experience of other senses. He even felt the sound of the wind passing by his ears, knocking against the doors and windows... It was a mental breakdown. The pain did not come as expected, and Raines suddenly opened his eyes.

The door did open, and the airflow at the moment of opening made the glass windows of the semi-sealed room vibrate. Uranus was standing behind Jialin, wrapping his arms around his raised wrist, the thin white part The arm was held in the man's big hand, as if it would break with a little force.

Uranus has always been serious, and there is no obvious emotion on his face at this moment, but it makes people feel that he is full of anger for no reason. A person like Garin who is good at enduring pain is frowned by him.

He didn't even look at Reigns, he grabbed Galin's arm and was about to drag him up from the sofa.

Reigns was stunned for a few seconds, until he saw that Galin was no match for Uranus' brute force and was abruptly pulled from the back of the sofa. Then he realized that an inexplicable emotion enveloped his heart, which seemed a bit absurd. It seems no surprise.He couldn't help laughing wildly: "Hahahahaha Ludwig! What are you proud of?! Do you think you have won? You are just a pawn! A fetter raised by an old man! Do you think you can really get rid of it? Your destiny! Stop joking! What are you proud of?!"

"Touch me again! Touch me again!" Galin screamed being dragged by Uranus, "Touch me one more time, and I'll let them kill Reigns right now!"

Hearing the sound, the man stopped for a while, threw him to the wall next to him with his backhand, and leaned against it with his whole body, breaking his face and warning him: "Galin, you better restrain yourself! Don't threaten me, do you think I really dare not kill you?!"

"Kill me?" Garin's mouth twitched, "Once I die, the entire prison will explode, and the LM-9 fleet far away on Star Nash will automatically activate the self-destruct procedure, and all the nuclear weapons in this subsystem in the entire alliance will explode. ! We die together!"

Uranus stared into his eyes: "Are you crazy?"

"Did you know it for the first time?" Galin asked back.

Uranus looked fiercely into his eyes for a few seconds, then withdrew his hand and took a half step back: "Do you have bipolar disorder? Let's arrange for a consultant to take a look. I was diagnosed with gastric cancer in the middle stage. I didn't want to talk to you at first." What you said...too much emotional ups and downs is bad for your health, put aside everything at hand and go to the hospital with me in the afternoon. "

Jialin straightened his collar, turned his head, and raised his head again when he heard the words: "Don't you want me to die? I will stay for two or three months, and you will just clean up the mess and be re-elected as the commander-in-chief... If I die, you will be in power immediately .”

What he said was trying to provoke Uranus on purpose, Uranus paused for a moment, put his hand on his shoulder, and deliberately ignored Galin's dodge: "I didn't mean that, don't think about it. I still have something to do, I will send a car to pick you up in the afternoon."

He walked away a few steps, then turned around again: "You made the decision on the federation too hastily, and your foundation in the alliance is not stable. This move will inevitably cause a strong backlash from the federation, and the situation at that time is hard to predict. The alliance is still in a state of crisis. In the turmoil of regime change, there is no rush for the Union."

"Okay." Galin said, pointing to the room, "I won't kill him, but I want more power."

Uranus froze for a moment, nodded: "I promise you."

"This patient needs to be taken care of carefully. You'd better pay attention to what you say, and remember clearly the confidentiality clause when you come here."

"The results in the morning have come out. The cancer tissue has invaded the muscular layer of the gastric wall beyond the submucosa, but there is no spread of lymph nodes around the stomach or metastasis between the liver and the stomach. The situation is ideal. The course of the disease is within the controllable range. The postoperative survival is more than 20 to [-] years. It can be expected, but the main problem right now is that patients are unwilling to cooperate with treatment."

"...This is a problem. I heard that an old psychiatrist rushed over to see it a few days ago? During the consultation, he also mentioned that he has long-term bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder. You still have to put the patient's emotions on Number one, we can’t let go of the counseling work.”

"Yes."

A few doctors walked through the winding corridors of the inpatient department. The eighth floor was silent in the afternoon, only the slight sound of the nurses pushing the treatment carts past. There were a few guards standing in the corridors. The wide corridors were empty and covered with golden skylight.

This kind of picture can only be seen in the senior cadre ward of this hospital. The alliance and the Federation have the same huge problem of unbalanced development. It is highly enriched during the war, but civilian resources are generally scarce, and ordinary hospitals a few kilometers away from it are full of overcrowded scenes.

They quickly came to one of the wards. When they tried to open the door, a nurse came out. Seeing the person coming, he quickly nodded and said, "Director, are you looking for me?"

The leading doctor was stunned for a moment: "I didn't...?"

Half an hour ago.

"Alan, Director Zhou is looking for you." The nurse who was stopped turned around, and the man wearing the same white clothes as the nurse and wearing a mask quickly walked up a few steps. The figure of the other party was obviously quite eye-catching. People are tall and big - the vast majority of medical staff are beta, their physique has unique advantages in being competent for medical work, it is easy to make patients feel approachable, and they will not take maternity leave like Omega.

Allen couldn't help but look at him twice.

"There is a temporary problem with the communication system. I just met the director in Ward 817. He asked me to call you. Can you go there first?"

"But here I'm still—"

"It's okay, I'll stand for you for a while, you hurry over."

Allen hesitated for a while, but nodded, and when he passed by him, he said: "The patient is closing his eyes and resting his mind. No matter what he says, he can't leave the garden. You can stay with him for anything else. I'll go first."

The man nodded.

Lein pulled off his mask and stepped forward.

"...Long time no see." Rein whispered to himself.

When he saw Galin, the all-powerful young man was curled up in a recliner. He was wearing a cotton white hospital gown, maybe pajamas, covered with a light gray blanket, the color of the original varnished wood. The recliner was also covered with a thick blanket. His face looked young and tired. Rein squatted down beside him, facing half of his side, with black eyelashes.

He is quiet and fragile. The experience of becoming an Omega limited his physical development trajectory. His temperament and aura are so cold and powerful that if you don't get in close contact with him, it is often easy to mistake him from the news. A tall man like Lanos, but in fact when he is curled up in a small recliner, you will find that it is completely an illusion, he is actually so thin and so weak, as if he is no bigger than a cat How many.

Maybe it was because the afternoon light was too warm. The glass top of the garden covered the bodies of the two of them. Rein reached out his hand in a mysterious way and touched his eyelashes lightly.

He guessed that Jialin might wake up vigilantly, so he immediately withdrew his hand, but unexpectedly, he didn't. Maybe the treatment consumed too much energy. At this moment, the young man was still asleep with his head on his side, without moving.

"It's nice to see you again..." Rein blinked, "I miss you very much, Jialin."

His gentle sleeping face was like an illusion, accidentally filling a gap in Rein's heart about him, and the result was that his heart melted like a puddle of water, mixed with the beating of the drum Voice.He tentatively plucked his eyelashes again, felt the thin eyelashes slide over his fingertips, then leaned forward and kissed him lightly.

Garin still didn't wake up, and Rein was a little relieved. Most of the medicine was mixed with sedative ingredients, so he shouldn't wake up suddenly.

This kind of cognition is tantamount to giving him a shot in the arm, and Rein is slightly relieved.

"I said I would help you." He gently stroked the shattered hair on Jialin's forehead, and kissed him repeatedly, "Reigns' secret army is under your military port, do you know ?”

In fact, after figuring out his intentions for Jialin, he became a lot more frank. He was a very careful person in life, and his life experience made him obedient and loyal to certain beliefs, which also shaped his personality. .Most of the time, he is pushed by the tide of the times and his family. He has walked all the way for many years, and it can be said that he has been on the rise, and he has always been the top among his peers.

He rarely, or almost never, thinks about the meaning of his life, because there is no need.His belief is to defend the country and the people. On the day he was purged by Lord's "self-purification plan", he didn't realize that his existence was not for this political party and alliance full of unspeakable secrets. He is for his people.

This is what he means as a general.

He just followed the crowd according to the secular view of him, did what he called "what he should do", and reached the highest height he could reach... until Jialin appeared.

He has never seen such a person who disregards the world and has not been changed by the world. He is firm enough and tenacious enough. Rein has seen his iron blood and his ruthlessness. He stands at a distance from the world. The closest place to the ultimate power, as long as he is willing to stop and give up his hatred, he can spend the rest of his life lying on everything he has.

However, power and interests did not impress him in the end. In modern times where medical technology is not as developed as heavy industry, cancer is still a disease with a very high fatality rate. If he is willing to let go of the past, maybe he will live longer, but he insists on refusing to do so. .

Rein clearly knew that he didn't want Garin to die, he wanted him to live, because such a person was unique and rare, just like protecting some kind of rare and highly poisonous plant.

And this gradually became the meaning of his life.

He stared at the sleeping Jialin for a while, stood up and walked to the other side, leaned over from behind him, and hugged him weakly.

This half-squatting posture was actually a bit distorted and uncomfortable, but Rein didn't seem to feel it. His eyes happened to see the back of Galin's neck, and he could still see the traces of shallow scars when he looked closely.Rein's eyeballs moved slightly, and he stuck them up and kissed them lightly.

"It doesn't matter if you don't know." He said softly, "I will pave the way for you, and you can do whatever you want."

"You still have a lot of things you want to do, you haven't killed me, you haven't wiped out the Federation... Before that, please live well, okay?"

His movements were very gentle, giving people a strong feeling of cherishing, so that he could only see the back of Galin's head and the tip of a snow-white ear, and did not see the blanket under his other cheek. Slowly, a small piece of water stains opened.

Galin easily released the hand that was holding the trigger hidden under the blanket.

On that afternoon when the light was just right, the two young men hugged each other in a strange tacit understanding. Here, they just leaned against each other, rubbing their ears and temples together, but they didn't make any movements.

Jialin couldn't tell the truth from what he said, he could solve this trouble by raising his hand, but he might be really tired, his eyelids were so heavy, it seemed like he hadn't had such a stable atmosphere for many years, which made him feel that he could Relax and take a good rest without even wanting to open your eyes or think about anything more.

He felt the comfort he hadn't seen for a long time. The man behind him lowered his sense of existence very cautiously. There was no strong pheromone, no fierce kiss, and even the sound of breathing was very soft, but his chest was solid and reliable, like a most The Loyal Protector is as loyal and loyal as his master.

Jia Lin suddenly wanted to indulge himself, he really fell asleep, in fact, he had been forcing himself not to fall asleep during the previous period, but now he couldn't stand it any longer.

Forget it, whether it is true or false, war or massacre, we will talk about it later.

He was awakened by a burst of loud voices. When he woke up, it was getting dark. The captain of the guard stared at him nervously and asked, "Did anyone come here just now?"

Jialin looked at him, remained silent for a long time, and replied, "...No."

"Are you sure?"

"determine."

The men standing in the ward exchanged glances with each other, and went out one by one. The waiting medical staff came up, he paused for a while, and suddenly said: "By the way, I agree with the surgery, you go and arrange it." Bar."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head. At this time, he had been transferred back to the special ward, and there were heavy guards outside. His eyes looked out of the window through the glass window, and the blue sky in the distance came into his eyes. The bird flew by, bringing with it the sound of flapping wings.

It should be a very common evasive posture. The doctor next to him was stunned, and unexpectedly saw a kind of bone-piercing...shocking loneliness, like the eternal ice that separated him from the world. And it's unbearably poor.

The author has something to say:

Bipolar disorder is a type of mood disorder. The English name is Bipolar Disorder (BP), and the English alias Bipolar Affective Disorder refers to a type of disease that has both manic episodes and depressive episodes.

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is defined as a result of experiencing, witnessing, or encountering one or more actual deaths involving self or others, or the threat of death, or serious injury, or threats to bodily integrity. Delayed onset and persistent mental disorders in individuals.

(The above are all quoted from Baidu Encyclopedia, with a little explanation of terms)