suboptimal happiness

Faced with bad luck, Lan Xiao and Guan Chengyi let go of their personal prejudices and took out the spirit of visiting the thatched cottage and pleading guilty. They finally got Mr. Fan's answer right at the second wine table to his satisfaction. Once Jinkou was opened, the account was saved.Guan Chengyi also went bankrupt, his wallet cleaner than his face.When the market was in a downturn and the stock market was deadlocked, he cut his meat and liquidated his position. He barely got 3 yuan. He bit the bullet and went to his mother to borrow 2 yuan to make up 5 yuan in compensation.The mother didn't say anything, and immediately remitted money to him, but Guan Chengyi was unwilling to tell him about this mistake at work after all, and used the excuse of being locked up in the stock market.This month and next month's salary advanced in advance, and Lan Xiao AA made a bill for Mr. Fan's food and drink gifts. Holding a 50 denomination RMB, Guan Chengyi studied how to spend these 60 days.

He is not related to Shi Linhao, so it's okay to borrow Guan Chengxin for a few days, but after a long time, he feels in debt psychologically.But in the current situation, if you don't have the audacity to live, you can only sleep on the road and nest in the bridge hole.Guan Chengzhi confessed the possibility that he will live temporarily for about 2 months, and proposed that these 2 months can be regarded as renting, but the rent will be paid later.Shi Linhao could see that he was a little ashamed, as awkward as a criminal suspect who confessed and lenient, and responded carelessly: "I can live as long as I like. I rented a room and a half at the beginning, and the half room was originally from the village to work. I come here every now and then, and I can talk to someone when they come. I am too happy, and none of them has ever paid me a dime. If you don’t like it, don’t say whether to rent it or not. Brother is sincerely willing. You live."

The living is settled, and the luggage is brought back from the tenant, leaving only a livelihood issue.Guan Chengyi is someone who can definitely save money from his mouth without borrowing money from his friends. He calculates that his rent will be 500 yuan after repaying the loan every month, and 2 yuan can be used to start renting again in two months. It is estimated that in the next year, we will choose to rent together, and strive for 1000 a month. In this way, we need to pay three deposits and one deposit for the first time (pay three months’ rent for the first time, plus one month’s rent as a deposit), and this 500 plus the third month Only the salary can be afforded, but if I have to rent a room and a living room alone, I am afraid that I will not be able to rent it after 1000 months.

With a clear goal, Guan Cheng has also planned the living expenses of about 1 yuan per day, and intends to tighten his belt to survive the short-term hardship.Due to Mr. Fan's "many adults", Guan Chengyi can report to the leader.The leader was very satisfied with being able to keep Mr. Fan. He was no longer angry with Guan Chengyi and Lan Xiao, and had a kind attitude. He encouraged Lan Xiao to go back first.Next, the leader kindly informed Guan Chengyi to switch to the cash counter and take over the cash work.

Guan Chengyi was stunned.We must know that the transfer of jobs is common, but Guan Chengyi's original job is not a sweet pastry, at least it has a future and money, while the cash job is a dirty job with no prospects. This kind of transfer is a mistake internally. "Punishment, demotion".

"Boss, I still want to be in my own position." In formal occasions, everyone calls the director, but they are young, and sometimes they call "boss boss" with the director, which seems more friendly, and the director also likes what they give. call.The boss and Guan Chengyi have no grievances or enmities, and they are usually regarded as cherishing them, so Guan Chengyi said the truth from the bottom of his heart at this moment: "It's not clear that I made a mistake, should I be punished?"

Guan Chengyi doesn't want to bite Lan Xiao for comparison, but is it fair to have to bear this matter by himself?

"Do you want to deal with you alone, and Lan Xiao will be fine? Since Mr. Fan will not move his account, you have also made a lot of efforts to deal with the aftermath. I also want to make a big problem into a small one. Hmph, Mr. Fan is Let Lan Xiao off, he complained to you before accepting your apology. The head office originally ordered you to do an inspection and deduct half a year's wages. We emphasized your follow-up remedies in the report and asked for the customer's understanding to save Today's situation. Don't be dissatisfied, you know it hurts when you fall, let's see if you will do it again next time?"

Guan Chengyi suffers from internal injuries, and the daily working environment makes him depressed. He seriously reflects on his behavior, but he can't think too much.Wu Zimu talked to him several times on the phone, first to comfort and sigh, and second, to hear that Lu Yi's transfer procedures have been completed, and she has indeed gone to the Development Zone branch.The funny thing is that as Lu Yi's colleague, Guan Chengyi didn't know what he did when he never showed up, and Director Yang also went to Beijing for a meeting, Guan Chengyi never caught Lu Yi.

Poverty may not destroy a person's spirit, but it combined with setbacks can damage people's will to the greatest extent. Guan Chengyi can no longer keep flattery, and he is suffering in his heart all the time.He desperately wanted to find out his mistakes as a lesson for the future, but he just couldn't define the point of mistakes.Can't find the root cause, doesn't that mean there will be a next time?

Unable to unravel his knot, Guan Chengyi rejected Shi Linhao's kindness for dinner like an ascetic, and swallowed mouthfuls of cold steamed buns alone.The pain magnified the unyieldingness in his bones, and blindly regarded Shi Linhao's kindness as relief.The obvious thinness cannot be covered up by the calm expression he pretends every day. Shi Linhao discovered his inner changes before he knew that his belt was getting wider, and a withered breath enveloped him.

Shi Linhao wanted to show his sincerity, but they didn't give him a chance.In the blink of an eye, it seemed as if their relationship had regressed and become co-tenants. All the gossip they had had as friends was shot down, leaving only a "Hi" that they met by chance.Since he went out in the early morning, Shi Linhao could only chat with Guan Chengyi at night, but he deliberately returned early a few days ago to sit down with Guan Chengyi to complete the task of solving problems while eating and drinking, but every time he was rejected by "just finished eating", and then changed. Came back to sleep.Such an obvious evasive behavior caused Shi Linhao's displeasure in his heart, and he simply stopped showing his favor.

Shi Linhao is also a man in his thirties. He has been bullied by power and money and raped by life.If it wasn't for the early morning rain that made Shi Linhao tiptoe to Guan Chengyi's room to get a poncho, and if it wasn't for the scene his flashlight accidentally scanned, he probably wouldn't care about other people's self-torture.

The bitten steamed buns were scattered in his hand, and the water cup by the bed. He picked up the steamed buns and wanted to put them next to the cup, but he didn't want to spill powder from half of the steamed buns.Putting the steamed buns back to their original state, he exited with a little panic.After the rush hour of vegetable sales in the morning passed, Shi Linhao, who had bought steamed buns and porridge, did not gorge himself on hunger after busy work like before. The mouthful of food in the early morning was so bitter that he couldn't swallow it now.

Shi Linhao was inexplicably restless all morning. He had been used to a calm beating heart for a long time, and he couldn't adapt to it.I went to the entrance of the market and called my big fat wife to help me look after the stall, and told her that if I didn't come back before closing, the leftover vegetables would be covered with a cloth.Hiding outside the bank, he saw Guan Chengyi coming out during his lunch break. Guan Chengyi, who was walking fast, never expected to be followed, and went straight to the depths of Osmanthus Park.At noon, there were not many people, Shi Linhao didn't dare to get too close.Guan Chengxin opened the bag, spread a plastic bag and sat on the floor.Shi Linhao watched as he slowly took out the water glass and steamed buns.

Guan Chengzhi takes a one-hour break at noon, and it only takes 10 minutes to walk from his unit to Osmanthus Park, but he always walks along a river bank in the park for another 10 minutes.With no appetite, he broke open the steamed buns, picked up a handful of salt from the small box that was originally filled with paper clips and now filled with salt, sprinkled it evenly, and picked it up again.He couldn't say whether he was hungry or not. He would eat when he was supposed to eat. There were four steamed buns for one yuan, one in the morning, two at noon, and one in the evening.People cannot lack the intake of salt. He bought a bag of salt for one yuan and sprinkled some in the steamed buns every day.

Shi Linhao's eyes were locked on Guan Chengyi's throat. He stared blankly at the river, chewed slowly, and took a sip of water from time to time, as if he had to force himself to swallow the food.Shi Linhao's heart ached. He knew that there was no comparison, but Guan Chengzhi just wanted to dig out his memory of himself who was down and out like a stray wild dog.Guan Chengzhi didn't stay for long, and he had to go back to work in about 10 minutes.

In the afternoon, Shi Linhao checked Guan Chengyi's belongings carefully like a detective without leaving any traces. There was a pack of iodized salt in an inconspicuous box.There is little fire at home, and a large bag of salt in the kitchen is rarely used. How could Guan Chengyi, who used to cook noodles at the beginning, didn't know.

Now that he knew the whereabouts of Guan Chengyi, Shi Linhao went back to the stall and sold it to the market by himself.In the evening, the park becomes lively, with fitness dancers, people doing exercises, and people taking walks to enjoy the cool air. It is almost bustling with people.Shi Linhao guessed that Guan Chengyi would not be among the noisy crowd. The river passing through the park was only a section of the moat. Shi Linhao walked along the river and saw Guan Chengyi sitting quietly in a remote place that was about to flow out of the park.It's only been three weeks, and the former vitality of this big boy is being barren little by little.

Guan Chengyi faced the calm river and tried to find peace. He knew that he had to calm down before he could think, but every day he walked into the unit, he couldn't find peace.The rumors of sexually transmitted diseases have not completely dissipated, and the job change made the person who replaced him choose to avoid it a little embarrassingly. Now don’t say that he can’t afford the lunch box at noon (ordered by the same company, it is delivered at noon. Usually colleagues sit together and eat chat), even if he could afford it, how could he approach colleagues who wanted to avoid him?In the work unit, he has become an embarrassing existence, not only embarrassing himself, but also embarrassing his colleagues who have no conflicts with him.

Lu Yi, if you don't do something wrong, you won't hide; Director Yang, you must have watched the video, why did you transfer Lu Yi instead? It is absolutely impossible to get it in your hands and then settle the score, because you have to clean up Lu Yi. Even if they are in different branches, it is easy for Director Yang, and he can find Lu Yi casually.Guan Chengyi resolutely refused to let a person who stabbed him step on him to gain blessings.So he thought hard, tried to analyze, and looked for a way to turn the tables.

Guan Chengyi’s self-torture comes from his taking life too seriously. He sees through the injustice of power and accepts the existence of black and white, but he can’t convince himself to accept it because it’s Lu Yi, a former friend, because even if he is Jealous of Director Yang's appreciation, destroying the possible marriage has already achieved the goal, why bother to black-hand the stock with no bottom line, why do they do it!Even if you die, you must understand!The deepest pain is that Guan Chengyi lacks the capital to fight back against Lu Yi, and this subconscious tells him that he has no choice but to end.

Going home with a cold dew, Shi Linhao was surprised that he was still awake.Since he works earlier than ordinary people, Shi Linhao will lie down after ten o'clock if he has nothing to do.

"Big Fatty, do you remember?" Seeing Guan Chengzheng nodded, Shi Linhao came out of the kitchen with a basin and continued: "His mother-in-law came from the countryside and had nothing to bring with her. She carried 2 baskets of homemade grass eggs. He sells cooked food and the refrigerator at home There’s not enough room for semi-finished products in the freezer, so where can we put so many eggs? It’s hot, we can’t store them, and there are boiled tea eggs in a basket, so we have to replace our dishes with eggs.”

"The chickens and eggs raised at home are good." Shi Linhao complained a bit, and Guan Chengxin offered a word of comfort, but Shi Linhao stopped him immediately.

"You're right, don't put it bluntly, I ate 6 today, and it still smells like chicken shit, so come and eat 6 too." Shi Linhao unreasonably pushed Guan Chengyi, who was about to go back to the room, to the sofa On: "Eat, you try too."

"I just came back from eating, and I really can't eat."

"Eat 2 hours before your meal and chat 2 hours after. It's already exhausted. Can you help me? Look at this pot and there are at least 20 more, so you can kill a few." Shi Linhao said nothing. Delaying his work, he peeled off an egg with great dexterity and handed it to Guan Chengyi: "Actually, the first one is not bad. The big fat guy is good at it. I am willing to eat good tea."

The egg is right on the lips, even if you refuse it, it may be stuffed. Shi Linhao, who seems to be no more stubborn than nonsense, Guan Chengcheng took it with gratitude.

"The egg yolk is still a bit dry. You can mix it with some yogurt." There was actually yogurt in the refrigerator, and Guan Cheng, who was eating an egg in his mouth, was not as quick as Shi Linhao when he declined politely. He held it in his mouth, and put one directly into Guan Chengyi's hand.

While Guan Chengyi was drinking yogurt in silence, Shi Linhao peeled another egg, forcing Guan Chengyi to eat two tea eggs. Seeing that he was determined not to eat any more, Shi Linhao had no choice but to give up and put the small pot in the refrigerator, muttering: "I'll take a few tomorrow morning, and I said, don't go out to eat tomorrow morning, just warm up a few more eggs and help share."

In his free time the next morning, Shi Linhao purposely rode a big fat pedal home to count the eggs. In fact, he didn't need to count the eggs when he brought them out of the bowl, except for the ones he took away in the early morning, there were not many eggs.While I couldn't help but want to start cursing, I couldn't help but feel reluctance and reluctance in my heart when I thought that he must be Yanjiamo's breakfast again.

What stopped Shi Linhao from asserting himself again was the scene that happened that night. Guan Chengyi came back with a catty of eggs and explained that he didn't like tea eggs and boiled them himself. Sure enough, one of the eight eggs was missing every morning, but Shi Linhao saw one more egg every day in the carton where Guan Chengxin put the salt.Having lived a few years longer than Guan Chengyi, he understands that the child is really suffocated, and he can't vent it to toss himself.There is no good strategy. Shi Linhao, who came here, believes that he can figure it out on his own after tossing enough. It is better to give him less "stimulating" warmth.

Shi Linhao just made a decision and let it go, Guan Chengyi was irritated and went too far.

Li Qingqing came to the door.

"I'm Lu Yi's girlfriend," Guan Chengyi walked out of the counter before stepping out of the hall, Li Qingqing straight to the point to Guan Chengyi: "The situation at your girlfriend's house is that he deliberately left it in the copier, and the gonorrhea is also because my classmate is here with you As a nurse at the medical examination hospital, I went to her to take the opportunity to entrain the test report, and then pretended to call your unit from the hospital. Lu Yi answered the phone and shouted in surprise, "Gonorrhea! Impossible!". He used me to squeeze you out, turned around and married Your girlfriend, climb up a high branch, I can't take advantage of him..."

"Lu Yi married? Who did she marry?"

"Get in the car, you go directly to ask Lu Yi!" The woman in front of Guan Chengyi gritted her teeth, releasing the fire of resentment: "Did you get dumped without knowing that that bitch married Lu Yi? Aren't dogs and men all from your bank?"

"You mean Lu Yi and Yang Zhenzhu?" Guan Chengyi thought it was outrageous even if he asked.

"The pair of sluts have registered for the banquet at Lu Yi's hometown, and they're back from their honeymoon." Li Qingqing wanted Guan Chengyi to join forces with him to take revenge on the wrongdoers. Water, use your own way to frame others" in the absurdity of "How did she know that Lu Yi was transferred here?"

Guan Chengyi couldn't believe that Lu Yi and Yang Zhenzhu were married at all. He walked into Director Yang's office as if wandering in nine states, and then the woman Li Qingqing's upper and lower lips collided rapidly, making all kinds of sounds: sad, angry, Crying and exposing Lu Yi's despicable and shameless behavior.

But after listening to the director, he calmed Qingqing's excitement with a smile on his face, and persuaded her that the deal was done, and a good man was waiting for her ahead.Qingqing stared at the director, and suddenly started shouting and reprimanding hysterically.The sharp voice attracted the security guards, and also recalled the departed souls of the bystanders. The heart lamp in the dead end was instantly ignited.

Pointing at the most insidious person, he blurted out: "It's you, behind him is you!"

The director didn't answer, and Guan Cheng, who deduced the eighty-nine, couldn't bear it and punched out, even Li Qingqing, who was sloppy, was stunned and dumbfounded.The security guards were not stupid, several people rushed up and held Guan Chengyi as if they were catching bandits.