Will strong O and weak A be happy?

"I'm mentally ill".

"what?".

As if hurt by my reaction, Du Yan pursed his mouth tightly, "If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have told you. Let me be sick and die alone."

Say what?

"What do you mean by death?" I looked at Du Yan, "Even if you are sick and dying, I will not give up on you. What about mental illness? We are not afraid of him, and cooperate with the doctor to treat him well, even if the doctor fails Okay, can't my husband support you?"

Although I know that he doesn't want me to raise him, the belief I want to convey to him is that I will always support you, even if you fail, there is still me.

"What's wrong? Yanyan", I asked him to sit sideways on my lap, with my hands tightly around his waist.

"Bidirectional affective disorder", Du Yan said unwillingly looking at me, his hands gripping his clothes tightly. "The performance is depressed and manic."

This is completely in line with his behavior a few days ago. I suddenly realized that I didn't feel relaxed at all. Instead, I blamed myself for not caring too much about Du Yan. Why couldn't I find out earlier? How long did I spend worrying about abandoning him after I found out?

"I am an orphan, but I have never given up looking for my biological parents. I am not looking for them to get anything, but just want to know what kind of people they are, and why did they leave me in the first place?".

"Sometimes it is very difficult for people to make decisions", I don't know the whole story of this matter very well, I just want to try my best to appease him, "Maybe they really couldn't raise you at that time?".

"You're right, they really couldn't raise me at that time," Du Yan paused, "Because my father died when my father was pregnant with me, and my father was stimulated and suffered from bipolar disorder. Soon after, he applied to the Social Welfare Department because he couldn’t raise me in a normal mental state, and I was sent to an orphanage.”

"I aborted the child at the time because I knew about the previous generation." You see, he showed me the information he found.

Report on the influencing factors of bipolar disorder: 1. The influence of seasonal changes. Usually, mania is more likely to occur in spring, and depression is more likely to occur in early winter;

2. Genetic factors of the cause of bipolar disorder: The probability of suffering from bipolar disorder due to genetics is very high. When one of the parents suffers from bipolar disorder, the probability of children suffering from the disease is higher than that of others.

"So you are worried that your child will also inherit this disease?" It was only after such a long time that I learned the secret of the year.

"Well, not only I'm afraid that my child will inherit it from me, but I'm also afraid that I will get sick early. In fact, what I'm most afraid of is whether you will dislike me after you know my disease." Du Yan looked at me deeply, his eyes darkened.

"How could it be?" How could I dislike Du Yan?Everything about Du Yan has its rationale, no matter what kind of disease he is, it will not damage his status and image in my heart.

"But you are so nice," Du Yan said with great difficulty, "Before I found my parents, I had some extravagant hopes. I hoped that they would be good people, at least they would be good people...".

"Now you have me, eight treasures, and one in your belly, so you won't be lonely anymore." Du Yan is also worried about gains and losses, which makes my strong A heart come alive again.

"I dreamed about my father," Du Yan said seriously, "What did your father-in-law say?" You can't praise me, I'm still a little embarrassed, hehe.

"He said, if you treat me badly and go out to mess around, he will come to you in person."

................OK.Or continue to look at the file.

Du Yan showed me the document and continued to read it.

"3. Biochemical factors: Whether it is mania or depression, it is related to the disorder of brain biochemistry. For example, improper use and dosage of drugs may also lead to bipolar disorder;

3. Stressful events: Stressful events can easily induce the onset of bipolar disorder, such as encountering failures and setbacks in life and work, and unable to make proper adjustments, resulting in emotional instability.

"After I'm pregnant, I may become unattractive, my actions will become sluggish, and I will no longer be effective at work." Du Yan's mood was obviously much lower.

"How can I stand with you like this? You are so outstanding."

"Why not? Yanyan, no matter what you are in my eyes, you are good. You conceived me and gave birth to me. I am too late to be grateful. Why do you despise you?".

"You are handsome, and you can cook soup...".

"Handsomeness is given by my parents. It is not easy for me to learn how to make soup. Besides, I was busy a while ago? I haven't made soup for a long time."

"I'm pregnant, do you like such a bulky body?".

"I like it, why don't you like it?" Du Yan leaned over and kissed me, as if he was satisfied with my words.At this time, Jiang Sheng discovered his blind spot.

"Then where is your father now?"

"Emigrated overseas a few years ago, with his current husband".

"So you observed him secretly and found that this disease is not as terrible as you imagined, and then you chose to give birth to Babao."

Jiang Holmes case closed.

"Ok".

"How do you remember what you told me now? After holding it in for so long, you gave me a child."

"If you didn't say, you accept everything about me, and I can handle it myself, so I wouldn't want to tell you."

Come to everyone to taste, so I won’t tell you, isn’t the word “talent” very sweet?Du Yan acted like a baby, really out of the box.My little o bubbles are really fresh and refined.

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