Director of Rebirth

On November 2000, 11, Sunday, at 5:[-] in the evening, Shi Lei got off the traffic car, dragged his tired body, and walked slowly to the school. He left the school at [-]:[-] in the morning and ran to the grain and oil market near the urban-rural fringe Shi Lei stays there for a whole day, although he knows that due to the geographical relationship between the north and the south, whether it is the price of grain, oil or vegetables, there will be a certain difference, but Shi Lei's main purpose is to be able to see whether the food and vegetables are good or bad. , Exercise your eyesight.

The reason why I went to the grain and oil market this time was that when the uncles who were acquainted with each other chatted last week, they said that although the price of old rice is much cheaper, the quality is much worse than before, and some of them are mixed with broken rice. Things like stones, although they were just chatting with the uncles, made Shi Lei's heart move. When he returned to the old army during the summer vacation, Shi Lei once went with the old chief to collect rice noodles. He opened the bag and looked at it carefully. At that time, Shi Lei didn't quite understand it. In Shi Lei's opinion, there is nothing wrong with the white rice and noodles.

However, when the chief secretary opened the third largest white flour, he asked for another bag. Originally, when he returned to the company, Shi Lei wanted to ask why, but because of some other things, he got distracted. What he heard this time made Shi Lei suddenly understand what the chief secretary meant. What does action mean.

At the moment when he wanted to understand, Shi Lei didn't know why his heart suddenly felt blocked. Shi Lei, who had been in the basic company for more than ten years, knew too well how much physical strength the soldiers in the company consumed because of various training every day. It was just routine training. The training time will be six hours. If it catches up with the annual military training, acting, and zippering, which are essential activities every year, the sweat of the soldiers will drop drop by drop.

Eating well is the only thing the company chief can do for the soldiers. Only by eating well can you improve your physical strength. When you can't sleep at night, Shi Lei who is lying on the bed seems to understand why the old chief will check one by one when receiving the items , because the old quartermaster knew that those things would be delivered to the soldiers' dining tables through his hands.

Thinking about the food that was replaced, and thinking about the 120 soldiers in the company, Shi Lei felt heavy in his heart. It's not that Shi Lei doesn't know how to do everything for the sake of profit, but Shi Lei couldn't figure it out. What is the logistics officer doing to send unqualified grain and oil to the company?

Don't they understand that although ordinary soldiers do the most ordinary things, they are the ones who work the hardest?Don't they know that in the event of a catastrophe, these soldiers wearing soldier uniforms and military ranks will be on the front line?

Thinking of this, Shi Lei's clear eyes flashed a little haze, secretly made up his mind, if one day, when Shi Lei assumes the position of chief secretary, even if he tries to offend everyone, he must ensure that his soldiers enjoy the benefits they deserve. have rights.

It was precisely with this belief in mind that Shi Lei stepped up his studies like crazy, and even in order to sharpen his eloquence, Shi Lei even signed up for the college's debate club, in order to correct his lack of words.

"Shi Lei." Just after passing the corner, a greeting sounded, Shi Lei raised his head slightly lowered and looked forward, under the streetlight, Han Yueze, who was wearing a colonel's uniform, stood on the right side of the gate with his hands in his pockets, Shi Lei smiled, He quickened his pace slightly.

Han Yueze, who had been waiting for Shi Lei for more than three hours, finally saw that familiar figure come back, Shi Lei's weak and drooping shoulders made Han Yueze frowned deeply, and left the camp on the weekend to buy things for Eagle's mother and his aunt The old Han Yueze also ran over to find Shi Lei for dinner on a temporary basis, but he didn't expect to find out that Shi Lei was gone when he came to the school.

Knowing from Chen Yawei that Shi Lei would leave school every weekend, Han Yueze felt a little curious. As far as he knew, although military cadets also had weekends, they were generally not allowed to leave the school campus. Shi Lei needed to go out every week for something.

With this curiosity, Han Yueze waited at the school gate, what Han Yueze didn't expect was that the wait was only three hours, and the person he saw was no longer the spirited Shi Lei.

After greeting Shi Lei, Han Yueze strode towards Shi Lei. Han Yueze, who soon walked to Shi Lei's side, looked at Shi Lei quickly with the light on. The unconcealable fatigue in Shi Lei's eyes made Han Yueze frowned, "Tired?"

The deep exhaustion lingering around Shi Lei made Han Yueze tense his body subconsciously. He raised his head and glanced at Han Yueze. Shi Lei smiled and nodded, "Head, why are you here?"

Han Yueze looked at Shi Lei who obviously didn't want to talk, and smiled with the corners of his mouth, "Come out to buy something for friends, have you eaten yet?"

The answer to Han Yueze was Shi Lei's belly groaning, and Shi Lei pointed at his groaning stomach self-mockingly, "Frog croaks again."

Han Yueze raised his arm and looked at the time. It was almost seven o'clock. There must be no dinner at school at this time. Han Yueze made a quick decision and pulled Shi Lei's wrist, "Eat something nearby, you should turn off the lights at nine o'clock." ?”

Shi Lei nodded, "I can go back and eat instant noodles." Han Yueze, who was walking in front of Shi Lei's left, turned his head and stared, "It's not nutritious."

Shi Lei shook his head with a grin, and followed Han Yueze to the restaurant street next to the school without talking. Shi Lei, who was walking lazily, pointed to the third spring pancake shop on the restaurant street, "Head, it's just here Here, his family has free porridge to drink."

Following the direction Shi Lei pointed, Han Yueze saw a store that was fairly clean, and nodded, "Go, eat early and rest early."

After sitting on the seat and ordering the food, Shi Lei held the hot rice porridge that Han Yueze helped to bring back, and drank it in big mouthfuls. The rice porridge was a bit runny, but there were not a few grains of rice in it, but under this condition In the rainy autumn, the warm rice soup made Shi Lei squint his eyes comfortably.

Han Yueze, who was sitting opposite Shi Lei, looked at Shi Lei's cat-like expression, rubbed his hand under the table and held it tightly, the sudden strangeness was caught by the keen Han Yueze, a flash of panic flashed in his heart, and he quickly Turning his gaze to the kitchen, "Shi Lei, are you a junior?"

After a while, Han Yueze, who suppressed the strangeness, looked back at Shi Lei who was lazily sitting across from him and asked chattingly. Shi Lei nodded, "I'm a junior, and I'll graduate in one and a half years."

"What's your plan?" Han Yueze's heart moved slightly, and he asked urgently.

Shi Lei smiled, looked at the waiter who came over with the dish and said nothing, Han Yueze, who wanted to ask, saw the waiter who had walked to the table swallowed the question, opened a pair of disposable chopsticks and handed it to Shi Lei, " Fast food."

Shi Lei gestured to the chopsticks in his hand, bowed his head and ate the shredded potatoes that came up first. After half an hour, Shi Lei, who had eaten seventeen spring pancakes and shredded potatoes, finally put down the chopsticks in his hand, picked up the shredded potatoes and put them on the table. The rice soup on the side took a few sips, smoothed his throat, and smiled.

After Shi Lei put down his chopsticks, Han Yueze, who put the spring pancake in his mouth into his mouth, pulled a napkin and wiped his hands, "Take a break, I'll take you back."

Shi Lei chuckled, and shook his head, "No, this place is very close to the school, I can just go back by myself, leader, you should go back earlier, this place is quite far from your group."

Han Yueze shook his head, "I live here today, and I'm going to the military region tomorrow, so I've issued another notice."

There is a touch of irritability in Han Yueze's words. Even though he is used to the life of the head of the group, Han Yueze still annoys the endless meetings. What makes Han Yueze most irritated is that there are many meetings that cannot be handed over to the deputy head or political commissar. It must be him, the head of the regiment.

Han Yueze hates to hold meetings when things are too big. In fact, in Han Yueze's opinion, many things can be solved with just a notification. There is no need to call people together to hold a meeting. But although Han Yueze is annoying, he also knows that he didn't say this. Forget it, usually, unless the team leader is required to attend by roll call, he will never go. Han Yueze would rather train with the soldiers in the camp than participate in such a boring meeting.

The waiter was invited to settle the accounts, and the number of spring pancakes reported by the waiter made Shi Lei's eyes widen in an instant. Looking at the waiter's smiling face, Shi Lei coughed lightly, and hurriedly prepared to pay. Embarrassed, Han Yueze had already given the money to the waiter, and took the recovered money again. Shi Lei was not doing well, so he quickly stood up and beckoned Han Yueze to leave.

Walking out of the spring pancake shop, remembering the 92 pieces of spring pancakes and three plates of shredded potatoes that the two of them ate, Shi Lei couldn't help but laugh hahahaha, and turned to look at Han Yueze, "Boss, you have a good appetite, quite a man."

After making a small joke, Shi Lei laughed again hahahaha, the joy in the laughter made Han Yueze's face reveal an unconsciously doting smile, with his hands in his pockets, he walked on the right side of Shi Lei, Han Yueze raised his eyebrows, "It's rare. The eagle and I once ate 210 spring pancakes. It's not that we ate too much. The main reason is that they are too small."

Han Yueze's words made Shi Lei burst into laughter again, and he raised his thumb, "I have a good appetite." After laughing, his tired heart seemed to relax a lot. With a touch of leisure.

Han Yueze smiled softly. While walking, Han Yueze glanced at Shi Lei, who was walking leisurely and leisurely beside him with a big bag on his back, and suddenly felt a little irritable and very calm. Intertwined together, Han Yueze felt soft-hearted.

"Shi Lei, what are your plans for graduation?" Han Yueze asked softly when he was approaching the school gate, what he hadn't asked just now.

Shi Lei looked towards the school gate with a smile, "Go back to my hometown in Northeast China."

Shi Lei's answer made Han Yueze's heart skip a beat, his face was a little stiff, he turned his head to look at Shi Lei who was talking about his hometown with a smile, Han Yueze felt that his chest was so congested, he barely walked to the school gate, Han Yueze looked at him and waved to him quickly. Shi Lei's eyes kept flickering as he walked to the school.

Lying on the bed in the guest house of the military region at night, Han Yueze could not fall asleep for a long time. Today's meeting made Han Yueze no longer able to ignore the strangeness from the bottom of his heart. Han Yueze, who was already keen, had actually discovered that he was a little different from Shi Lei, but he had never paid attention to this aspect. Thinking about it, Han Yueze deliberately ignored this heartfelt movement.

Han Yueze kept thinking back, from the first meeting to the second meeting, Han Yueze didn't understand why Dudu became interested in this person. Maybe it was Shi Lei's unconcealable urgency that made him a little curious, but When we met again, Shi Lei's seemingly indifferent and peaceful appearance made Han Yueze feel that kind of loneliness, that kind of solitary loneliness, as if the whole world was left with his own kind of loneliness engraved in his bones. Although these words are literary, But Han Yueze felt this way.

When this feeling made Han Yueze think that he understood Shi Lei a little bit, Shi Lei's temperament changed again, peaceful, completely beyond his age, two completely different feelings of loneliness and peace appeared in one person, neither A sense of disobedience will not make people feel weird.

Han Yueze developed a strong desire to explore. In Han Yueze's eyes, Shi Lei, who had only met a few times, became more and more contradictory and attractive. The difference between each meeting made Han Yueze deliberately think that he was just curious, but now Han Yueze can't He lied to himself that his strangeness was curiosity. Shi Lei was ready to go back to his hometown, so the two people separated by thousands of miles would have no chance to meet each other. As long as such thoughts arise, Han Yueze will feel a burst of irritability and restlessness. In the eight years of the red line, Han Yueze has many such situations around him, but Han Yueze, who has never been tempted by anyone, never thought that one day he would be interested in a stranger.

Thinking of Fa Xiaoying once said that he is in the world of mortals and his heart is in the temple, Han Yueze smiled wryly, and slowly let out a long breath. Who is in the world of mortals and his heart is in the temple? The person who moves.

Han Yueze sat up in the dark, took out the cigarette that the political commissar put into his pocket today, lit one, took a deep breath, his eyes adapted to the darkness, he seemed to see the tired Shi Lei again through the white mist, secretly After cursing a national curse, Han Yueze strangled the cigarette, wiped his face vigorously, stood up and walked to the window, opened the window, and a slight cool breeze hit Han Yueze, causing Han Yueze to shiver physiologically. Although the temperature in City W is not as low as that in the Northeast, the temperature is still not high at midnight.

After being blown by the cold wind, the chaotic brain became clear again. In the cool wind, even the hot and bored heart slowly quieted down. Looking in the direction of the School of Economics, Han Yueze kept drawing Shi Lei's facial features in his heart.

From dark to dawn, Han Yueze, standing by the window and looking forward, kept drawing lightly in his heart one stroke after another, and the deepening traces made Han Yueze finally understand that he, Han Yueze, the former captain of the red line combat team Han Yueze and Han Tieren, the heads of the anti-aircraft artillery regiment, lost their sleeves.

Han Yueze, who had been thinking about it all night, finally figured it out, smiled softly, and his slightly low and hoarse laughter echoed in this small room, with deep joy and unmistakable momentum in the laughter In must win.

When the sun slowly emerged, Han Yueze took a deep look in the direction of the academy. Han Yueze murmured Shi Lei's name softly, and pressed his right hand to his chest. Since he was tempted, Han Yueze would not allow Shi Lei to escape. It's my own wishful thinking, even if I don't know how long this tempting will last, but for Han Yueze, it doesn't matter how this tempting came about, he knows what he wants is enough, Shi Lei, he will get it, he will get this Even the name carries a stubborn man.

Withdrawing his gaze, Han Yueze walked into the washroom, brushed his teeth, washed his face and tidied up his personal hygiene, and left the room. There are still two years left, and while walking, Han Yueze, who was calculating how long Shi Lei would have to graduate, stopped suddenly as if thinking of something, and stood at the entrance of the stairs , rubbed the bridge of his nose, and after a quick flicker in his eyes, a smile appeared on his face. Very well, he found a reason to temporarily keep him by his side.

After thinking quickly in his heart again, Han Yueze left completely and rushed to the canteen of the military area not far away.

Shi Lei, who had no idea that he was missed by others, had just come back from exercising, surrounded by a few friends, walking on the path back to the dormitory, Shi Lei listened to Chen Yawei talking about the basketball game yesterday, and looked at his face when he mentioned this matter. Shi Lei frowned at Chen Yawei who was still showing a trace of anger.

Although the matter was not serious, Shi Lei felt vaguely uneasy. During his two years in the military academy, what impressed Shi Lei the most was the irreconcilable conflict between the veterans and the new recruits. From the day he entered the military academy, seven days a week The number of days for postgraduate students to do exercises is five days, and the number of days for veteran students to do exercises is six days. They can rest on weekends, but recruits must go out for seven days, non-stop, and two days a day is fine. Graduate students are no different, but they also came to the military academy in the same year. Why can veterans take a rest, but they can't.

No one said anything in the first year. After all, he was still a newcomer. After all, he had just walked out of high school from home. But in the second year, this kind of dissatisfaction became more and more serious. The scale of the conflict has been launched between veterans and recruits.

From exercising to eating, from occupying a seat in class to borrowing books in the library, it seems that every time there is no dispute because of a major issue, what makes Shi Lei a little uneasy is the attitude of ignoring it from the college. Shi Lei always feels that this attitude seems to be brewing something.

Although Zhang Jian has warned more than once, what makes Shi Lei powerless is that warnings are not enough, the blood of soldiers is exposed bit by bit, Shi Lei is worried that there will be a large-scale fighting one day , Shi Lei once heard Cao Liang secretly say that such an incident happened in the college before, but was given a gag order. Shi Lei didn't know why the school still ignored it since it had happened before.

Back in the dormitory, looking at Chen Yawei who was about to wash up, Shi Lei stopped the three of them, looking at Chen Yawei, Shen Heping, and Tian Jiguang who were full of inquiries, Shi Lei took a deep breath, "You three know what happened before Bar?"

Shi Lei's question stunned the three of them, and then Shen Heping showed a hint of understanding on his face, "You mean the gag incident that happened to the veteran students?"

Shi Lei nodded, "Imagine that there have been several minor conflicts in the past six months. Although the incidents are not serious, the attitude of the school is very strange."

Shi Lei's doubt made the expressions of the three people who were not stupid suddenly change. Chen Yawei, who just had a conflict with the new student yesterday, changed the most serious expression. He put down the washbasin in his hand and walked to Shi Lei, "Stone, do you know something?" ?”

Shi Lei shook his head and frowned, "I don't know, but I feel something is wrong. It doesn't make sense for the school to have such an attitude. Don't forget, where we are, it's a military academy, and we all come from the company. If there is such a conflict in the army, at least the instructor will definitely find someone to talk to, but do you think there is?"

Shi Lei's question made the three of them look at each other in blank dismay, not knowing what to say, especially Chen Yawei, who didn't know what to think of, and his face became paler and paler.