food crisis [end times]

Xiang Luo put one hand on Zhu Yan's waist, lifted the blanket and glanced at his figure, then slapped Zhu Yan's ass: "I will die sooner or later."

It stands to reason that after the end of the man, the sage is completely uninterested in it.It's like a person who hasn't eaten meat for several months suddenly ate a lot of braised pork.I went crazy thinking about it before I ate it, and I got tired of it after reporting for a meal.

But Xiang Luo is different.He is very good at enjoying and savoring slowly, especially when his lover is by his side. He especially enjoys watching Zhu Yan after everything is over. To him at this time, Zhu Yan is really cute to the point of hair.

Zhu Yan once read on the Internet that this is unique to women.Every time Xiang Luo sees similar arguments, Xiang Luo must first doubt his gender.

Zhu Yan yawned unconscionably, turned over and saw that it was still early, but he was just too lazy to move.

It was rare for Xiang Luo to take the initiative to ask his own doubts after seeing him put down completely.

"You said... If it was really changed at the beginning, then the eldest son's son is eight years old, how could the third child only remember this matter now. After all, it is a family, no matter how close they are, they still look after the older child. .”

In fact, after Zhu Yan had doubts in this regard, many things were easy to figure out.

With two legs resting on Zhu Yan's thigh, Zhu Yan lazily let himself relax as much as possible: "As you said, everyone's brain will deal with the same thing in different ways according to their own situation. When something happened , People who know it are basically dead. So even if they can know different versions, no one can answer this doubt in your heart. But one thing is certain, it can make him suddenly have this conjecture, the boss They must be very similar to the second son's two sons, like when the children changed, as long as they manipulated a little, even he, the third uncle, didn't notice."

"Then if he was the one who killed the boss' son, how could he not know who he killed?" If it is true that there is little contact, it may happen.But with Zhu Wanjiang's vicious heart, he wouldn't let even an eight-year-old child go, so how could he not be sure who he killed?

"Actually, it's the opposite. It's more feasible to hide it from him because of his actions. It also has more excuses to do things like Li Daitao's death. If I was really the son of the boss, then what happened at the beginning is easy to understand. Then It was after the grandfather found out the viciousness of the third child, he changed his identity for the eldest for fear that he would repeat his vicious tricks. At that time, he only needed to send the child to a nursing home for a year or so on the grounds that he was frightened. The child changes quickly, and no one will doubt the difference if it is brought back. In addition... I remember hearing it mentioned when I was a child, my mother... was the second daughter-in-law, and her spirit was not good in that year. Very stable. My last impression of the role of mother is that she hugged me and said in pain, 'Fortunately, you are fine'."

"I remember you once said that your parents died when you were very young." Xiang Luo said silently.

The term "small" is really general.Three and two years old can be said to be very young, and eight or nine years old can also be said to be very young.

"You also found out?" Zhu Yan smiled wryly, "My memory lied to me. In fact, I remember most of the things from childhood to adulthood. It's just about my parents. My impression of them has changed over time. The passage of time is becoming more and more blurred. Sometimes I can’t even remember when they died. There are too many things from my childhood, and the old man is quite shy about mentioning them in front of me. As time goes by, I don’t seem to I care."

"At that time, you were too young, similar to traumatic stress disorder. This is your brain's protection of yourself, so it will process your memory." Xiang Luo said.

"That's why I said that I was deceived by my memory," Zhu Yan sighed, "But a complete story can be pieced together from their few words. If it is true that I am the eldest son, then the complete story is almost the same. It should be: At the beginning, the second son and the third son pushed out the eldest son together. As they grew up, the children became more and more mischievous. And the third child also decided to do something to the eldest son out of fear. Just like Zhu Feng That said, the two young ones hate the big one. The best way for children to show their dislike is to make trouble or play a prank. At that time, maybe Zhu Xuan just wanted to play a prank with his cousin or something else. Anyway Because the cousins ​​look alike and are close to the cousins, they were mistaken for Zhu Yan and were killed."

Zhu Yan put himself in the perspective of a bystander, like a melon-eating crowd telling this story:

"And the name Zhu Xuan has a certain prophecy meaning from birth. So parents have actually prepared for it. But they still can't bear this result. So after Zhu Xuan's mother couldn't accept it, she looked for the surviving Zhu Xuan. Yan is his own son, so he hugged her and cried that he was fine. Then he gave the old man an inspiration. Because the mother would not mistake her child, he made Zhu Yan take the place of his cousin. Shocked, the brain was in self-protection, which caused the memory to become disordered, coupled with the absolute trust in grandpa, he believed every word grandpa said. When Zhu Yan began to admit his new identity, everything behind him became more reasonable.

The master's thought at that time should be that he simply felt that he loved Zhu Yan too much, which is why he made the third son jealous and murdered him. Then as long as the grandson becomes a child who is not very favored, he can escape the disaster.It's just that he didn't expect that the third child was really mad, and killed the second son and his wife a year later.On one side is the only remaining son, on the other side is the most beloved grandson.For so many years, he has been struggling in this chaotic relationship, so much so that he told the truth until his death. "

This is the only condition, the most reasonable story that Zhu Yan can use his brain to tell.

Even Xiang Luo felt that this should be the truth back then.

However, Zhu Yan, the storyteller, finished all this, but smiled slightly, "These are just conjectures. Just like the question you raised before. No matter how many children change, how can the third family of blood relatives change?" It is only now that something is wrong? An eight-year-old child, even if he is frightened, should feel that his life is different. Besides, if the second child's family really loses their child, even if they cannot accept it in a short time, Using a nephew as a substitute, one year is enough for them to calm down. No matter how innocent the nephew is, it is also an indirect factor that killed his son. How can they pretend that it never happened? When something happens, it will definitely leave traces, it is impossible It’s as perfect as the story I told earlier. It made me never pay attention or doubt since I was a child.”

The children of the Zhu family will have one characteristic, that is, self-confidence.High self-confidence and narcissism in one's own abilities.

In this regard, Zhu Yan and Zhu Feng really deserve to be cousins.The difference is that Zhu Yan has always known how much he weighs, and he can adjust himself for the environment.

On the contrary, Zhu Feng firmly believes that he is the core of the world.According to the rules of the world, you should follow him, and then he will go to the dark on his own.

This also resulted in their very different endings.

Therefore, Zhu Yan still didn't quite believe that he would be so completely deceived by his memory.Even if he refused to think about it subconsciously, he would have concealed it too thoroughly.

Therefore, after sorting out his mood, Zhu Yan's perspective on this matter was that of a bystander.It is not important to make bold guesses from the perspective of a bystander. As for careful verification or something.

Zhu Yan firmly believes that there is no lie in this world that is so perfect that even he himself does not have the slightest doubt.

Xiang Luo couldn't help laughing and said, "It's like the sharpest spear attacking the strongest shield. Or, can God create a stone that he can't even lift?"

It is said that God is omnipotent.Can it conjure a stone that cannot be lifted by itself?If you can't, then it's not omnipotent. If you can't lift a stone, how can you say you are omnipotent?

It's the same with Zhu Yan.Zhu Yan felt that he was very smart and not easy to be deceived.But if you can't even fool yourself, how can you say you are smart?

Zhu Yan found it funny when he thought about it, turned over and pressed on Xiang Luo's body: "Let's see who is better at fencing."

Sure enough, a man's romance is still fencing.

Especially on the bed.

After the two of them tossed about for a while, it was as if they had completely let go of this matter.The two broke up the matter and talked about it thoroughly at once, but after today, neither of them will mention it again.

For Zhu Yan, his parents are just a symbol to him.It was his last safe haven for a warm family.This is a sustenance in his heart in the cold adult world.And who are these two people.It doesn't really matter.

For him, the most is to burn an extra paper in the future.

The investigation of Zhu's family is still going on, and Zhu Yan wants to clean up the remaining mess of Zhu's family.Gathering together the few remaining resources that were ruined was his last farewell to the family.

And when the matter was coming to an end, the police heard Zhu Wanjiang's last request to Zhu Yan.Hope he can adopt his daughter.

Zhu Yan went to the next city with Xiang Luo to see this cousin whom he had barely seen.

This cousin is called Zhu Ling, and she is six years old this year.When the end of the world just came, she was only four years old.It can be said that he has not enjoyed much happiness before the apocalypse, but he has to experience all kinds of post-apocalypse until now his family is ruined.

Her father and elder brother were all taken away, leaving only Zhu Ling, who was temporarily placed in the home of her mother's natal relatives.It's just that the relatives were affected by this, and looking at Zhu Ling was annoying, so naturally they didn't want to raise her.In the end, I got in touch with my cousin Zhu Yan, and I was happy to help get in touch and throw this hot potato out.

So when Xiang Luo and his wife came to visit, this relative was quite polite to them.

"Come in and sit down! He looks like a good boy, and he looks energetic. Are you married?" The hostess of the house smiled enthusiastically, but the hostess knew that there was a bloody feud between the two sides.Also did not speak.Just looking at the expressions of the two, thinking about whether they would be retaliated against.

In fact, Zhu Yan is really not a person who likes to engage in serial executions.He was still polite to them: "I'm married, but my wife is a man, that's the one next to me."

After hanging out with Xiang Luo for a long time, his face has thickened.Regarding the fact that his lover is of the same sex, Zhu Yan has become more and more free and easy.

When the hostess and hostess were astonished, Zhu Yan had already walked slowly in front of Zhu Ling.

In fact, this family also has children at home, but Zhu Yan recognized Zhu Ling the moment he saw him, even though the two of them hadn't seen each other very much.

Zhu Ling's eyes lit up and he called "brother", but soon realized that the familiar man in front of him was not his brother Zhu Feng.

Again, for children, it is also very easy to distinguish.

The little girl was very clean, her hair was tied into two sleek twin ponytails.Evidently groomed.Even so, the child looks thin and lacks energy.Apparently things haven't been going well lately.

No matter how great the conflicts are among adults, it is also the business of adults.This point, Zhu Yan learned very well from Xiang Luo.And no matter how bad it was, he wouldn't take his anger out on a little girl.After all these years, most of the dirty sins happened before she was born.

"Do you know me?" Zhu Yan asked.

Zhu Ling's eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Zhu Yan's, but her small mouth is obviously inherited from her mother.Sip together, with embarrassment and anxiety.

"Looks like we know each other."

"My name is Zhu Yan, and I'm... the son of your second uncle's family. I'm older than your brother. It's your brother."

Zhu Ling seems to understand but not understand.Looking at Zhu Yan for a moment, his eyes suddenly turned red: "Is my brother not coming back? Is it because I can't go home?"

Children who grow up in the last days will always be faster and more sensible than before, and know more.

As the name suggests, she is really a very clever child.

"I'll find you a new home," Zhu Yan said, "The past is over, you don't need to know. Or at least I won't tell you until you grow up. Do you understand?"

The hostess of the relative's house couldn't bear it: "The child doesn't understand this when he is young."

Zhu Yan only said coldly: "I learned this when I was her age."

Xiang Luo thought about it: "Who made her born in Zhu's family."

Just like Xiang Zongle.Children are good children.But his birth was doomed to his tragedy.

Zhu Ling's reaction was only to cry.

Zhu Yan took Zhu Ling's change of clothes and some of her supplies.When the incident happened suddenly and they took Zhu Ling away, they didn't have time to take anything away.

As for everything in the Zhu family, if Zhu Ling doesn't want to be implicated, it's best not to be implicated in anything.

After going downstairs to sit in the car, Xiang Luo drove, and Zhu Yan looked at Zhu Ling who was still sobbing.

After a while, he said something cruel:

"In the future, don't give your surname Zhu."

Naturally, Zhu Ling didn't understand, but Xiang Luo already understood what Zhu Yan meant, and wanted to ask, but with Zhu Ling present, it was difficult to ask too much detail.He didn't say anything, knowing that Zhu Yan would have his own ideas anyway.

When they got home, Xiang Yan and Zhou Tingting had been waiting at Xiang Luo's house for a while.After all, the two are two men, they have only raised a dog son, but have not been serious fathers yet.Can't take care of children, let alone take care of girls.Zhu Ling was already six years old, and it was inconvenient for the two of them to take care of her, so she called the second aunt, mother and daughter over to help.

I wish the family good genes, and I wish the Ling looks good.Xiang Yan hugged the girl in her arms when she saw it, but she felt a little embarrassed when she thought of the child's background.

"Although adults shouldn't count on children. But the adults in her family really don't give children good deeds. Such a big girl like a spring onion, just leave her alone. You say they don't care about anything when they close their eyes, When the child is wronged in the future, he doesn’t know who to cry to.”

Xiang Yan is a mother and has two daughters.Naturally, she knows best how much a girl has to face in her life.

Having experienced being separated from home at such a young age, the child's future will be difficult.

Zhu Yan didn't speak, Xiang Luo said: "Although the child is from such a family, it's easy for her to look at. We don't know how to accompany the child. In the end, this child still has to trouble you."

Xiang Yan didn't care about this: "I have two children in my family, and I will drive one sheep, and I will release the three sheep, so there is no trouble. Besides, such a big girl can understand a little bit, and she is better at serving than a little boy." Don't worry. Then this child will stay with me in the future?"

Xiang Yan is also used to it. Xiang Luo is Xiang Zongyan's guardian in the traditional sense.But Xiang Luo didn't want to raise him, so he gave it to Xiang Yan.Now that Zhu's family has collapsed, Zhu Yan is the only guardian. If he doesn't want to raise and send it away, it's normal to give it to Xiang Yan.

It happens that if there are more children in the family, it happens to be a family of four as before.Raising all children is actually less worrying than serving a live donkey, at least it is a good thing for Xiang Yan.

And Xiang Yan also felt that following the girl had a good relationship.

Xiang Luo raised his chin to Zhu Yan: "Let him think about it."

Zhu Yan also said, "I'll think about it again."

Xiang Yan stopped talking, and she also remembered that Xiang Luo and this girl's parents had a grudge against killing their parents.Even from a traditional point of view, cousins ​​are the same as biological brothers and sisters, but this blood relationship is not worth the blood feud of parents.

Zhu Yan didn't take revenge on his child, it was already his conduct, if he raised the daughter of this enemy again, it would be too much even from the perspective of a bystander.

Zhu Ling was placed on the kang in the Westinghouse.The kang was burned to drive away the moisture, and several layers of mattresses were spread.Zhu Ling grew up living in a bed and slept on soft mattresses since childhood.Fearing that she would not be used to sleeping on the hard kang, I laid out a few more layers.

After dinner, Xiang Luo prepared some snacks and candies for her, and gave her a few individually vacuum-packed cherry tomatoes, and told her how to eat them.And tell how to get up at night.

Afterwards, the child was left alone in the west room, Xiang Luo went back to the room, and saw Zhu Yan was on the phone with Zhang Fushang.

Zhu Yan's tone was a little dull, but his attitude was very firm: "This is the result of my careful consideration. The things in the neighboring city are too complicated, and there are too many victims. There is no public opinion control. They have already talked to Zhu's family. If someone organizes and instigates it, I'm afraid the situation will be even worse. Zhu Ling is the only remaining daughter of Zhu Wanjiang. The family members of the deceased zombies, their anger may even implicate me. Let alone Zhu Wanjiang's daughter. I have the ability to protect myself, but I may not always have the energy to protect a naive girl."

Xiang Luo basically understood when he heard this, he just sat by the bed and made eye contact with Zhu Yan.