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This is special, Guo Zi'an has become an excellent child in other people's families.

Strong hands-on ability allowed Guo Zi'an to get rid of his aunt very early and live alone at home.Excellent grades make family members feel at ease and no longer control everything.And the precocious personality allowed Guo Zi'an to have his own small treasury when he was very young, and his parents assured him to spend more pocket money.

Guo Zi'an didn't worry too much about the money issue.

But money cannot make Guo Zi'an a normal child.

He grew up like an ordinary child, watching his parents quarreling, seeing the ugly faces of the world, feeling the malice of the world a little bit, discovering movies, novels, and comics, and escaping into Two-dimensional little by little.

When Guo Zi'an was in junior high school, he was also a cheerful, confident, enthusiastic and simple person who wanted to share his thoughts with his friends and parents.

But his sharing became a joke for his parents after dinner. His excessive talk made his friends feel pressured, and they gradually dared not talk to him anymore.It’s just that no friends told him at that time that there are differences between people. What others can do doesn’t mean he can do the same. Talking too much will make friends feel uncomfortable.No one wants to know about his life, his past, and his big grievances.

Later, Guo Zi'an learned to be silent.

Fearing that he would be hurt again, he gradually moved away from the crowd and sealed himself in the Two-dimensional.

Being closed has become a habit, and Guo Zi'an can no longer accept the enthusiasm.

When he met Ye Feimiao again, who was like his former friend, Guo Zi'an was both depressed and afraid of hurting Ye Feimiao's heart.

"..." Bai Shanjun frowned slightly after hearing this, "Don't worry, he's used to it."

"Won't it be uncomfortable if you get used to it?" Guo Zi'an asked back.

Bai Shanjun couldn't refute Guo Zi'an's words, but... Bai Shanjun sighed, "You are uncomfortable."

Since there is always someone who suffers, why do you have to suffer yourself?

Guo Zi'an lowered his head.

That's why he didn't refute when Bai Shanjun said he wanted to throw Ye Feimiao out.

Bai Shanjun made a decision in his heart, and he asked, "Is this all in your world?"

"Yeah." Guo Zi'an sighed slightly, "We have a term called social death."

Being in the society, enjoying the convenience brought by the society, is also naturally restricted by the society.Many things that are thought to have little difference are actually huge differences.

Guo Zi'an tried to ignore the rules and regulations of society, but fell miserably.

During the college entrance examination, his parents passed away, and he was in so much pain that it was difficult for him to concentrate on the exam.The grades are naturally very bad.The teachers all advised him to repeat his studies, but Guo Zi'an couldn't accept the reality, so he fled that place and found a junior college to live.

He thought that a diploma was just a piece of paper, and that if he had the strength, he could get a job anywhere.

Eating can indeed be done, but where to eat and what to eat, there is a big difference.

The difference between junior college and undergraduate is one word, but the difference is the threshold of many jobs.

It is not impossible for a junior college, but an undergraduate can easily have an interview opportunity and choose among multiple interviews.Specialist needs more effort, fame, relationship, and works to get the same interview opportunity.

Entering the workplace, undergraduates can hear flattery, and can blend into the group harmoniously and naturally.Specialist needs to work harder and have more courage.Especially when talking about salary with the HR department, and talking about promotion with the boss, this one-word difference makes it much more difficult.

Guo Zi'an had to admit it.Modern society says that everyone is equal on the surface, but it is still a hierarchical society.

A bachelor's degree is better than a college degree.It is better to have money than to have no money.Being handsome is better than being ordinary.Students with good grades will always get more smiles than students with low grades.

If you think there is no difference, you can try to raise a level.

Stepping to a higher level, you will find that the world will become wider.

And social death is even more terrifying.If you do something that is not allowed by society, the whole world will cast aside and target you.The Internet makes people have nowhere to escape, and they are pointed and pointed at everywhere.

Guo Zi'an chose to escape because he couldn't stand such a layered and hierarchical society.

"Tell me so much, you want to leave?" Bai Shanjun felt that Guo Zi'an was too frank tonight.

"I..." Guo Zi'an did have such an idea.

This is not the Internet age, and there are no high-tech products to record his life.He can talk nonsense and then turn around and say he didn't.Carrying the tent away from some and then some, that is, not seeing each other again for a lifetime.

Guo Zi'an saw that he had said so much, so he simply said more, "I don't want to make you unhappy."

Bai Shanjun tonight really scared him.

He was so happy at first, but the next moment he found that the people around him were silently walking away from him.That feeling made him want to live in an isolated island without humans even more.

"I'm sorry." Bai Shanjun didn't expect that he would apologize again so soon.

Guo Zi'an shook his head, "It's my fault."

His friends used to run away from him because he messaged too much, talked too much, complained too much, shared too much.

Guo Zi'an has passed the age when he likes to talk and share.It's just that in front of Bai Shanjun, he couldn't help but indulge a little bit.Wanting to show his true self, he couldn't help but say a little more.

The wind blew past Guo Zi'an's hair, gently lifting the slightly long hair.The hair was slightly disheveled, but it made Guo Zian's face look more harmless.

Those eyes and Bai Shanjun looked at each other, and Bai Shanjun thought for a moment that he had encountered a brown deer in the forest.

Warm, obedient and quiet, it will run away if it is slightly disturbed.

Bai Shanjun couldn't help but get close to Guo Zi'an, feeling the aura of Guo Zi'an's closeness, and only then did he have a sense of security that Guo Zi'an was by his side.

A small strand of hair on the top of Guo Zi'an's head was blown up by the wind. The hair stood up and swayed in the wind, like stubborn grass.

Bai Shanjun stretched out his hand to smooth it out, touched the strand of hair with his fingertips, but put it down again, instead brushing the hair around Guo Zi'an's ear behind his ear.

"It's not because of you." Bai Shanjun's voice was much softer, for fear that it would be too loud and bend the bristling hair.

Guo Zi'an didn't speak, but looked up at Bai Shanjun with disbelief in his eyes.

"I don't want you to live so far away." Bai Shanjun looked away, worried that Guo Zi'an would find the love in his eyes.

Guo Zi'an was attracted by the tail behind Bai Shanjun.

The tail wags left and right, not awkward, like a big girl who has met her lover.

One left and one right, slightly drooping, and awkwardly one left and one right.Guo Zi'an's eyes moved back and forth following the tail.

Bai Shanjun didn't wait for an answer, and observed Guo Zi'an from the corner of his eye, but found that Guo Zi'an's attention was attracted by other things.He followed Guo Zi'an's gaze, but it was his tail that had nowhere to rest.

Bai Shanjun grabbed the awkward girl and pressed her on her lap.

Seeing the immobile tail, Guo Zi'an felt a little sad, and really wanted to say: Let go, let him come.

With nothing to look at, Guo Zi'an had no choice but to answer Bai Shanjun's words, "If it's just with you, we can be neighbors."

He rejected Li Yanhuo, and felt that Ye Feimiao's character was too warm, and there was an inexplicable distance between him and Yuan Jinyu, but he got along well with Bai Shanjun.The distance he chose was to guard against Ye Feimiao, if Bai Shanjun lived next door, Guo Zi'an thought he could accept it.

It turned out to be just a neighbor.Bai Shan felt a little uncomfortable.

But compared to the previous distance, Bai Shanjun felt that it was easier to accept.At least they're a little closer to each other.

Bai Shanjun was afraid that Guo Zi'an would go back on his word, so he nodded immediately, "Okay."

Guo Zi'an exhaled heavily, and looked at Bai Shanjun, "I'm very happy that you can listen to me."

"As long as you want, I can keep listening." Bai Shanjun was also very happy.Guo Zi'an was willing to tell him so many things, and he felt like he was finally recognized by Guo Zi'an.

Bai Shanjun added: "I only listen to you."

It was a very common sentence, but Guo Zi'an's heart was filled with warmth.

When he was pushed out by his friends before, Guo Zi'an would think, why others could be so unscrupulous, but he was disgusted like this.Now that Bai Shanjun cares about it, Guo Zi'an really understands that it is good to have differences between people.

If Bai Shanjun was so serious and patient with Ye Feimiao, Guo Zi'an would not be able to experience the special warmth from Bai Shanjun.

He would selfishly hope that after Bai Shanjun treated him well, he shouldn't treat Ye Feimiao as well.

He selfishly thought that Bai Shanjun was only so special to him.

The two sat on the rock, watched the moon in the wind, and did not return to the cave until one o'clock in the morning.

Guo Zi'an originally wanted to go back to sleep in the tent by himself.

Bai Shanjun curiously asked if he could take a look inside the tent.

It's okay to look at nature.But he didn't know what was going on, Guo Zi'an, who had been blown by the wind for half the night, also had his brains twitched, and unexpectedly said, "I'll show you when I transform into a beast."

Bai Shanjun was very proud of his animal shape, so he agreed right away, and Guo Zi'an didn't even have time to regret it.

When Guo Zi'an and Big Tiger stayed in the tent, it was too late.

The tent is very narrow and can only sleep two people.Baishan is in the shape of a tiger, and one can only support two people.It was night, and Guo Zi'an didn't turn on the flashlight. One person and one tiger were huddled together in the dark tent. One can imagine the feeling.

It's rare for Bai Dahu to be so close to Guo Zi'an, and he couldn't hide his happiness.

The tail swayed uncontrollably, slapping the tent.

Hearing the sound, Bai Dahu quickly pressed his tail with the pads of his claws.But the material of the tent was not strong, so Bai Dahu didn't dare to use force.That leaves a little bit of leeway for the tail to continue slapping the tent there.

Guo Zian didn't want his tent to be damaged, so he grabbed the tail.

In Guo Zi'an's hands, the tail immediately became obedient.

But Bai Dahu's heart was beating faster and faster, and it seemed to be more violent than when his tail was beating the tent.

Guo Zi'an held Bai Dahu's tail, the fluffy feeling in his palm reminded him of how comfortable he was lying on Bai Dahu's belly last night.And at this moment, isn't the timing just right?

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-12-1700:07:40~2020-12-1722:53:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 Wei Yu;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Qi; 5 bottles of Xiaobaibai; 1 bottle of Qingli;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!