Be a mermaid after 1000 years

Hearing that Chardy closed the door and left, Blanche continued: "In my memory, my father is rarely happy at home, although his subjects and his generals and soldiers respect him very much. , love him, he is also very kind to them, and rewards and punishments, everyone said that he is a successful leader, but also a person of noble character, but he never smiled at me, he always He drinks non-stop, shuts himself in the room when he is drunk, no one dares to disturb him, I often wake up in my sleep, and then hide in the quilt shivering, the things in his room are always They were secretly replaced one by one, and once, I even saw him crying, the kind of crying that belongs to a man, very silent but painful.

I hope he can be like those ordinary farmers in the territory. When he gets home, he will carry the children on his shoulders or touch their heads. But I dare not get close to him, I am afraid to see the loneliness in his eyes, and I am afraid that I will remind him of my mother, and then drink and throw things. I always thought that he loved my mother very much, and only when she left Later, I was so sad and depressed, so I hated that woman, hated her for leaving us for a higher power, hated her for causing me to not have a complete family, a strict but enlightened and loving father, and a beautiful and gentle mother. "

Blanche chuckled twice, and said: "Hehe, it turned out that the beginning of all this was so ridiculous, they started rashly and ended irresponsibly, but I don't know who to blame, they all deserve sympathy , no one is so wrong, what about me? Zoe, is it all my fault? I would rather the truth be as I thought it would be than the answer now, at least I would be okay then Find a reason to blame all my childhood misfortunes on that woman, but now I find that my existence has become so ridiculous, why do I marry if I don’t love, why do I have to betray when I marry, why can’t I keep talking about love? Choose to forgive? I'm like an insignificant person between them."

Li Miaowei turned his head to look at Blanche. The big man's tone was flat, but his expression was a bit lonely. He knew that Blanche didn't want to get an answer from him, he just wanted to find someone to listen to. These emotions accumulated in his heart for many years, he may never have said these words to others, whether it is inferiority complex, loneliness and longing for family affection, or pride, responsibility and disappointment, he bears it silently alone, so Li Miao Wei didn't say anything, Blanche spoke for a while, then stopped, lay down, put his head on his lap, and looked up at him.

"What's the matter?" Li Miaowei felt embarrassed, so he covered Blanche's eyes with his hands.

Blanche pulled his hand down, held it in his hand for a long time, and said in a low voice: "Thinking about it, I have no right to blame them. I am also a fool. I have the same clumsy impulses as my father, and I can't blame them." Irrational and not intelligent like my mother, the first time I saw Teresa was also at an aristocratic ball. Looking at her, although she was dressed as a maid, she was more beautiful than any noble mermaid. I fell in love with her the first time I saw her. She came over and handed me a handkerchief, and smiled at me. I think she is the one I'm looking for, the one who can give me the warmth of my family, let me take care of her, and love her for the rest of my life. She proposed marriage to her master soon, regardless of the ridicule and opposition of everyone at the time, and never thought about whether we are suitable."

Having said that, Blanche looked at Li Miaowei's face, and carefully apologized, "I'm sorry, Zoe, forgive me for saying that in front of you."

Li Miaowei lowered his eyelids and hummed. At that moment when he heard Blanche say that he loved Teresa, he really felt a little sour in his heart. Li Miaowei secretly despised himself. He's becoming less and less a man, so what's the difference between him and those women who are jealous at every turn, and who like to mess around when they have nothing to do.

"It's okay, she is your ex-wife, it's normal for you to love her."

Hearing what Li Miaowei said, Blanche just looked at him apologetically, kissed the back of his hand, and did not deny his first love.

"I was thinking just now, did Teresa love me or not when she married me, or was she just intimidated by my identity or blindly obeying the arrangement of the master? I didn't want to think about it before, it would make me feel Very incompetent, aside from the status of the Duke and the wealth of the family, do I have no personal charm.

I am very busy with work and sometimes ignore her. When she complained to me for the first time, I didn't know what to do, so I gave her many expensive gifts. She was happy for a while, dressed up beautifully every day, and participated in various noble I thought the problem was solved, and I would do it every time she was upset, because other people did the same thing. Most mermaids like expensive, beautiful, and dazzling things. I told her, I can satisfy her whatever she wants. Gradually, Teresa stopped complaining to me. I am very proud and feel that I have handled it well. We are a happy couple. Haha, Zoe, do I look like this? like my mother?So easily deceived by false appearances. "

Li Miaowei touched Blanche's hair comfortingly. His hair was cut very short and looked hard, but in fact it was quite soft, just like Blanche's character.

The man obviously felt very good about this kind of comfort, and he arched his stomach hard, not sure if this guy did it on purpose, but Li Miaowei's little chicken coop without underwear was crushed and run over, and he was a little energetic But Blanche didn't feel it at all. Li Miaowei's self-esteem was greatly hurt, and he thought to himself, whether to throw this dirty big head out or throw it out.

Fortunately, Blanche didn't want to take advantage of it this time. After dawdling for a while, he continued the topic just now and said, "That's why when I found out the truth, I was so angry and felt completely fooled by them. My mother is like this." , Teresa is like this. Mermaids are simply a group of untrustworthy guys. They are greedy for vanity, pursuit of pleasure, and have no morals and integrity. Zoe, it is you who gave me a new view on mermaids, and you can understand mermaids. Happy knot to pursue and accept something. In fact, money, wealth or status are not important. Only when a person knows independence, self-esteem, and self-love, can his heart be enriched and he can handle his emotions more rationally. Whether it is Mermaids, or Motan people, should be the same."

Blanche spoke emotionally, those too esoteric Li Miaowei couldn't fully understand, he nodded solemnly, but he was thinking in his heart, talking nonsense, money is still very important, if he has 20, no, it doesn't need that much If he had [-] to [-] yuan back then, Miaomiao would have been able to continue studying in college, his parents would not have worked so hard, and he would have been able to marry a wife early, maybe now that the children are all running around, how could he be here? The hell with a man who is tired and crooked, not to mention changing to a mini penis, not even having to wear underwear, and this head, it's too heavy to die, and the legs are numb and you have to hug it, rich people say money is not important , I really want to slap him twice, alas, I don’t know if my parents and sister are doing well now, and Yuefen, I’m so sorry...

"Zoe?" Seeing that he was in a daze, Blanche pressed his finger against his stomach and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Li Miaowei coughed twice guiltyly, and said: "Of course I was thinking of you, that...the matter of Teresa and Kaxiu is over, don't think about it anymore, it's a man, so you have to go to it bravely. Let's see, who hasn't encountered a lot of bad luck since he was young? I know a bad guy. A car could drive him into the hospital, and indirectly killed his younger brother. In the end, he was going to marry his wife, but he was hacked to death by a hooligan. It’s also about being happy, it’s about living when you’re dying, it’s fine if you think about it, I’m not going to comfort people, that’s what it means anyway, as long as you understand.”

Blanche was stunned, and asked, "Zoe, how did you know about Teresa and Kashu, Chardy told you?"

Li Miaowei realized that he had slipped the tongue. Not many people should know about this matter. He didn't want to hide it, so he honestly admitted: "The last time I went to the palace, I overheard a few words between Reins and Ke En. , Actually, I don’t know anything, I just made a rough guess.”

Blanche's eyes darkened, but he quickly let go, and said frankly: "I should tell you something, I promised you last time..."

"It doesn't matter if you don't say anything!" Li Miaowei quickly interrupted him, "Really, it's all in the past. I blamed me for saying something wrong last time. You don't have to worry too much about it."

"Even if I don't say it, you will hear it from those boring people one after another in the future. Instead of this, it's better for me to tell you."

"Then... okay." Li Miaowei saw that Blanche seemed to have thought through many things.

"The things published in Entertainment Weekly last time are all unfounded."

"Well, I know." No matter how bad this man is, he would never domestically abuse his wife. He said Teresa committed suicide. Li Miaowei also didn't believe it. It's not that he looked down on those mermaids. They are all good and timid. Suicide actually requires a lot of courage.

"I don't know how Teresa got on with Kaxiu. I didn't even know about it until she died, so I don't blame them for laughing at me. You have met Kaxiu and know his advantages. He has outstanding looks and He is a prince with a naughty mouth. Not only is he doted on by the family, but he is also very popular with the mermaids. Because Kaxiu is jealous, there are many people who are looking for death and life. He is my cousin. Although I didn't like his frivolous behavior before Behavior, but it's not my business after all, I didn't expect him to have a crush on Teresa."

Li Miaowei opened his mouth, wanting to say that there are people who love this kind of scum, are they all a bunch of idiots?But when he thought that Teresa was also in the ranks of the brain-dead, he refrained from saying anything.

Blanche seemed to see what he was thinking, the man curled his lips, stretched out his hand to pinch his face, and said, "I didn't expect you to smash his head off that day, to be honest, I was here to catch the rape , the ending was beyond my expectation, Zoe, I was actually very happy that day, and I felt a lot more relaxed, maybe it was from then on that I fell in love with you."

"Ahem, don't be nasty, keep talking!" Li Miaowei pulled Blanche's hand off with a blushing face.

Next, Blanche spoke a little slowly, "I... have always hoped Teresa could give me a child, but she said that she is still young and doesn't want to have a child so early, so I agreed, I think she said It makes sense, we still have a long time, so we are not in a hurry.

I had a training mission that time, and I had been away from home for more than two months. I missed her very much and couldn’t wait to go back to her. At this time, I received a phone call from home. I thought it was her... Xia Erdi Tell me, she's dying... The miscarriage caused massive bleeding, so she didn't dare to go to those big hospitals, so she secretly found a small clinic, locked herself in the room when she got home, and when Chardy felt something was wrong, she was already That's too late……"

"That's... Kaxiu's child?" Li Miaowei felt extremely uncomfortable. Hearing this news, what would Blanche feel at that time.

"I rushed back to see her for the last time. She was dying, and she even told me, don't blame Kaxiu, she did it voluntarily. She planned to divorce me when I got home. She I thought Kaxiu would marry her..."

Li Miaowei's eyes were red when he heard this, and he shouted: "Okay! Don't talk about it."

"Zoe, are you... Are you feeling sorry for me?"

"……Um."

"Don't be sad, I feel lucky now."

As he spoke, Blanche stretched out his hand, grabbed Li Miaowei's neck and pulled it down, and he raised his head himself, and the two of them pressed together and kissed tenderly for a while, without any lust, just wanting to comfort each other.

The room was quiet for a while, and then Li Miaowei remembered that the most important thing at the moment had not been resolved. He asked, "What about Remy? Have you discussed it with your mother? What does she mean?"

Li Miaowei only listened to what Morena said to Blanche just now. He probably knew that Morena loved the old duke, but the old duke didn’t love her. There was an affair, and Morena refused to forgive him, which led to their divorce. As for the details, he didn't know much about it, so he didn't know that Morena threatened Blanche through Xiulan.

"She said that Prince Partridge knew what my father did wrong. He threatened that if Remy was not spared, he would publicize this old story. Doing so would not only ruin my father's reputation. , it will also shake my prestige in the army, because a large part of the senior generals have followed my father, they trust him and respect his character, this matter will have some adverse effects, Of course, there will be certain losses in business.”

"So you promised them?"

Blanche pursed her lips, her face turned cold, "No!"

"Then you are not afraid..."

"There's nothing to worry about. I still have this confidence. My father has my father's way of doing things. I have mine. I'm almost thirty. I'm not the teenager who was still groping for everything. Willing to follow me is not just because I have a good father. The most important point is that if you threaten this kind of thing once, there will be a second time. As long as you take a step back, you will be controlled by others everywhere in the future. I think, even if my father Alive, and he would agree with me, that while he has made a mess of his private life, he has never lost his position in business."

Li Miaowei thought for a while, nodded, and agreed with Blanche's handling method, "I don't understand the truth, I just feel that I have done something wrong and I should learn a lesson."

"Well, Zooey, you may have to stay at home for a while longer."

"nothing."

Seeing his quick answer, Blanche couldn't help laughing, "Hehe, didn't you win a lot today?"

"Oh, forget it, it's all impractical things, bow ties, pipes, and Diddy's messy gadgets, but as long as everyone is happy, yo, it's getting late, I'm going to the pool Soak, that..." Li Miaowei scratched Blanche's face and said, "Go and wash your face, eat lightly these days, you must be too angry to spray nosebleed."

"..."

When Li Miaowei was about to walk out of the living room, Blanche stopped him again.

"Huh? What's the matter, is there anything else?" He turned around and asked.

"The unlucky guy you mentioned just now, the one who was hacked to death in the end, was it a temporary fiction to comfort me?"

"Of course not, there really is such a person!" Li Miaowei's eyes widened.

Blanche shook his head emotionally and said, "Well, it's incredible that there are such stupid people in this world."

"..."

A few days later, just when Blanche thought that the Prince's patience was about to run out, the situation took a turn for the worse. When it was approaching noon that day, Bernie Cecil suddenly came to his office with two of his men.

"Bernie, sit down, what do you need from me today? Has there been any progress on the gray wolf case?"

The police chief had a troubled expression on his face, his eyes flickered a few times, and he winked at one of his subordinates.

The man bravely stood up, showed his ID, and said, "My lord, please follow us to the police station to cooperate with the investigation."

Bernie hastily added, "Just going through the motions, you'll be back soon."

Blanche frowned and asked, "Bernie, what happened?"

Chief Cecil hesitated for a moment, raised his head, looked directly at Blanche, and said, "The cleaners found Gland Turner's body in an alley early this morning."

"Who is Glenn Turner?" The name is so familiar.

"Don't you know? It's the key person in your honor lawsuit, the reporter from Entertainment Weekly."