cry of a butterfly

"I said, that's it for today!" Seeing that Compo had no intention of stopping, Chu Hua grasped the handle of the knife as quickly as possible, and attacked him.Pressing the man under him, pressing the blade against his throat——because the action was too unrestrained and rough, the other party's neck was cut with a shallow bloodstain by the sharp blade.He took a breath and yelled viciously, "I never planned to sleep with you, I advise you to give up this idea too, or I swear I will kill you!"

"You can do it. It's the same as death if you don't get you." With a half-true and half-fake tone in his tone, Compo stood up with a smile, and slowly approached Chu Hua with his fragile neck against the sharp blade , "It's just that there's one thing I've always wanted to know..."

The bloodstain on the neck was deepened by the sharp blade, and the pale skin slowly dripped dark red blood.

The young police detective was taken aback, but flinched back.

"I want to know..." He held the other party's waist tightly, and put his lips on his cheek, "Where did the butterfly tattoo come from..."

That was his shadow, his shame; that was his caries that could not be pulled out, the weakness that was sure to be hit, and the sore that would never heal.For a moment of bewilderment, Compo regained the initiative - the knife was now in his hand, and Chu Hua was pushed back under his body.

Chu Hua still wanted to struggle, but Compo had already pressed the knife against his lower body.

"Wow, wow!" He slashed the tip of the knife across his underwear and laughed. "Be careful, this knife is sharp. I don't intend to torture you."

It should be to prevent the blade from scratching his lower body. The knife penetrated into the edge of the young police detective's underwear with the blade slightly upwards - the ice-like touch stuck to the most secret part, and Chu Hua couldn't help but gasp. tone.

Compo flicked his wrist, and the white underwear was cut open—a beautiful pink toy just fell out.

"You're a fucking bastard, you're a pervert!" The confrontation between the two of them was not evenly matched, and now he was even more strangled and suffered a crushing defeat.Not daring to breathe, trying to restrain the trembling of his body, fearing the bad luck of being "castrated", he still yelled unconvinced, "You still can't get anything, you may not use a knife to force me to have sex with you! "

"I said before you let go of this awkward self-esteem, no matter how much you think about it, I won't do it." Compo shook his head with a smile, then swam his wrist and rubbed Chu Hua's face with the blade genitals.

The hard and cold knife surface brushed against the round and soft bead on one side, and then hit the plump and ruddy glans. During the whole rubbing process, Compo's fingers also seemed to be in contact with his stem, without any trace. The frightening touch without temperature is not much better than the blade.

But fear and pleasure complement each other and become a wonderful stimulus.

"Look, the little one is awake."

Even if he is lying down, he can see the meridians are swollen and distinct, and his stems are raised high, like a snake raising its head to attack.

Chu Hua turned his burning face away, secretly blaming himself for not living up to expectations.

"Now can you tell me where this butterfly came from?"

It is unwise to lie in front of this man.The young police detective was silent for a while and said, "My mother is a tattoo artist."

"Where is she now?"

"She's dead."

"Death before your eyes?"

"……Yes."

"How did you die?"

"Fuck you!" When he mentioned his mother's death, he still had an indifference close to miserliness on his face, but he yelled angrily, "You still have to think about the consequences of kidnapping a policeman !"

He discarded the basics and chased the trivial with rude abuse, to avoid the minor and ignore the major, but he didn't get a little kindness from the other party.

Looking at the butterfly perched on the swollen stem, Compo curled his lips and asked, "Have you ever done it with her?"

"...Huh?" Chu Hua's wide-open eyes were like black holes, and he was completely lost.

"Have you ever had sex with her? Your mother?" As if afraid that the other party would not understand, Compo did not stop his movements, and repeated it word by word, "Have you ever had sex with your mother?"

"You, you... what are you talking about..." His vision began to blur, his body began to convulse, his tongue became unbelievably dull, and he stammered, "I... I don't understand..."

"Did she ever make you lie flat on the bed with your lower body exposed like this?" Compo put down the knife in his hand, and instead used his fingers to soothe the other party's genitals.

"No... not..."

"Did she ever caress your genitals like this?" Fingertips scratched the bell mouth back and forth, the body convulsions under her hands intensified, and a little transparent liquid leaked out of the small mouth, "Although you couldn't reach orgasm at that time, And still feel happy?"

"No...it's not..." The soft feeling flowed all over his body from the genitals held in the hands of the other party, Chu Hua moaned uncontrollably, but begged with a painful expression, "Please...don't say any more..."

"Did she give you oral sex like this before?" Compo lowered his head, opened his soft red lips to cover the other's glans, and after several gentle licks, he gently bit his sac, "You cry again and again Begging her to stop, comfortably incontinent again?"

"Stop talking!" After a violent convulsion, he let out a painful roar that was not human, and tears burst out of his eyes that could no longer be restrained.

In fact, the eight-year-old boy could have prevented the death of his mother with the police patrolling the neighborhood that day.

But he stood in the shadows, watching the woman he should call "Mother" being strangled by the intruder, and suddenly lost his voice.

It wasn't until she widened her closed eyes in her direction that he yelled again, attracting the police.

"I just stood there, in that dark and cold corner, watching her die. I didn't cry out."

He closed his eyes, trying to make a smiling expression, but the tears couldn't stop sliding down the corners of his eyes, wetting the other party's fingers.

"Okay, I'm naked, and you've succeeded... you've seen the dirtiest, ugliest, stinky souls hiding under the clean exterior. If that's what you want, use those horrible memories Open me up, make me bloody, leave me with no bones left, then, you did it...you succeeded..." Chu Hua turned sideways, arching her white and naked body in a curled up posture, " Whatever you want to do next is up to you..."

Pain is the best mime.There is no need to say any more, his body has been completely exposed in front of this man, and he can see it all.He covered his eyes with the back of his hand, crying like a child.

"No, I will never hurt you." Compo turned Chu Hua around, took his hand covering his eyes, and gently hugged him into his arms, "The first time I saw you, I knew that one day I'll hold you like this."

"Nonsense... When we first met, you wanted to blow my head off with a shotgun..."

"That's not the first time we met," the man shook his head and said with a smile, "We met early in the morning, and it's been a while, but you forgot."

Chu Hua really forgot.He opened his confused eyes and tried hard to recall, but until the end of his memory, his impression of this person was still empty.

"If you have ever been to the Alps, if you have seen the Bay of Biscay, you will understand that you are as pure and flawless as the highest peak of the snow-capped mountains, and your eyes are so sad and clear..." Compo said softly Whispering, gently kissing the eyes with teardrops on the eyelashes, as carefully as kissing a dewy lily of the valley in the morning, "Now close your eyes and find yourself in a place without a rainy season, where the flowers and plants are moist and the air Dry, you fell asleep peacefully, without any fear..."

Chu Hua obeyed the other party's suggestion and closed his eyes, as if he had found a harbor to avoid the wind and rain.While he was about to sleep in a daze, he began to be a little confused about who the opponent he had been struggling with in the game was this mysterious man, who was the fierce and irresistible lust.

He was the same desperate and helpless boy 20 years ago.

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Chu Hua was awakened by a huge wind and waves, and it was pitch black outside the porthole, as if returning to the chaotic ancient times where the world was not divided.

The clock showed less than four o'clock in the morning.What he thought would happen didn't happen, so Compo just hugged himself all night, the warmth of embracing him seemed to still exist on his skin.This past night is as blurred and distant as a dream.

very bad.He should feel lucky, but he was inexplicably filled with an indescribable feeling of badness.Chu Hua tore off the quilt wrapped around her body in frustration, and went into the bathroom to take a shower naked.

After regaining consciousness, he put on his clothes and went up to the deck to look for Compo.

Where is he.Leaning on a cane, he stood at the forefront of the entire ship, facing the vast ocean.The tall and thin back seems to bear a great loneliness.

The dark sea and the sky bite together seamlessly, and the whole yacht has been heaving and bumping in their common embrace.With a sigh of relief, Chu Hua walked towards Kang Bo, and together they looked at the stormy ocean, and remained silent for a long time.

The end of the world seemed to be in front of him, and for a moment, he had the illusion that he was wandering with the man beside him.

Until a gap suddenly opened at the very far junction of the sea and the sky, and the sky above his head also blushed in response.Like a beauty whose conservative skirt corners are suddenly lifted by the person he likes, a cloud of lust mixed with blood rushes immediately blooms beside her smile.The young detective knew that the sun was about to rise.

He just caught a glimpse of the scenery before sunrise, and he couldn't help exclaiming, "It's so beautiful!"

The light brown hair blown by the wind inadvertently grazed his cheeks, soft and fragrant, making his heart tremble as if he was caught off guard by a caress.And the man beside him was still looking forward, with a gentle arc across his lips, "Have you ever seen the sunrise on the sea?"

"No, there are few opportunities to take a boat," confessed honestly to the other party, "and I can't get up so early."

Nodding his head slightly in agreement, Compa smiled, "No matter how many times I gaze at the sunrise, I feel like the first time I can't stop it, just like indulging in a bedtime sex."

The ocean seemed to be waking from a snoring, and the waves were as loud as the last snore.The wind is getting stronger and stronger, and the huge waves are shaking the yacht, and violent thorns and thistles grow all over the sea.

The icy waves hit the deck, the hull shook violently, and both of them began to lose their feet.Faced with such a situation, Chu Hua had to give up the idea of ​​watching the sunrise, and was about to return to the cabin when he heard Compo say, "Looking back now, you might miss the most beautiful affair in your life."

As soon as he finished speaking, he abandoned his cane, jumped over the rails of the boat vigorously, and jumped into the ocean.

"Kangbo!" Holding the fence of the bow firmly, he leaned out in panic, calling his name loudly, and it was the first time he called out his name, "Are you crazy! Come back!"

"Jump off the boat, we have to go to a place closer to it." Swimming forward for a certain distance, he turned around and shouted to the man on the boat, "Jump off the boat, follow me to chase!"

The sea water is getting redder and redder, and the wind and waves are getting bigger and bigger.When a big wave hit, the figure in the water disappeared.After a while, it appeared in a more distant place.After finally standing still amidst the violent shaking of the hull, Chu Hua yelled at Kang Bo without hesitation, "Kang Bo! Come back quickly! The waves are too big! You will die in the sea!"

"A disabled person dares to devote himself to the ocean, but you live like an old man waiting to be nailed into a coffin!" Compo showed his white teeth and laughed, enthusiastically encouraging Chu Hua to be like himself Crazy, "Come on, let me chase! You're going to miss it!"

As he spoke, he swam forward again, towards the place where the sun rose.The eccentric and crazy guy was sinking and floating in the wind and waves, swimming farther and farther, and then was swallowed by another big wave.

"Compar!" He called his name, and felt the fear of loss for the first time.

But the man never surfaced again.

The young police detective jumped into the sea even though he didn't get any response to several calls.

"Compo! Where are you?" The turbulent sea roared repeatedly, shoving his shoulders recklessly and piercing his bones.He choked on the salty and icy sea water, but still desperately called out the other party's name, "Compo! Where the hell are you!"

The sound of the waves was so shrill, just when Chu Hua was desperately thinking that he had completely lost this man, a pair of strong hands suddenly hugged his waist underwater.

"You bastard—" Before he could curse out, those hands dragged him out of the water.

Surrounded by blue water that is almost black, nothing can be seen.While struggling, the young detective only felt a person hugging him, and felt a pair of soft lips covering his own.

That kiss completely awakened the desire hidden in his heart.Like a child who has lost his way for a long time, he travels in confusion in search of the forest, and finally realizes suddenly at a certain moment, and goes to the ocean without hesitation.

Dig in life, or dine in death.

It's better to learn from the present and learn from each other.

The two kissed passionately in the water, spinning and sinking with a beautiful dance, and the crystal bubbles churned around.

They came out of the water again at exactly the moment when the sun came out of the sea.The dawn spreads like flowers, and the sea surface under the sun reflects the colorful light like peacock tail feathers.

An entire ocean was under a spell, the wind died down, the waves stopped.The warm and bright sea surrounded him, and there seemed to be no more shadows in the world.

Such overbearing beauty makes people dizzy. Chu Hua was once again overwhelmed by the magnificence of the sunrise over the sea. He intertwined the eyes of the man beside him with great joy, and sincerely praised, "It's really...so beautiful..."

He never thought that the icy ocean could be so beautiful, so full of tenderness that evokes emotion.

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The two of them who returned to the yacht were exhausted, lying side by side on the deck, panting heavily.

A hawk crossed their line of sight, across the face of the velvety blue sky after the storm.

"It's unbelievable that I jumped into the sea in a storm like a madman." Chu Hua turned his face sideways, looked at Compo, at his feminine and charming face, at his wet and ambiguous eyes Eyes, asked suspiciously, "You hypnotized me again, didn't you?"

The light brown hair appeared dark brown because of being soaked in sea water, and the pale face exuded a gentle light in the slightly smoky sunlight, elegant and handsome as if it were a god.Feeling the caress of the sun, Compo closed his eyes and shook his head with a smile.

Chu Hua asked unwillingly, "Can hypnosis manipulate others to kill for you?"

"Hypnosis isn't as omnipotent as you think. It's not witchcraft, it's not magic, it's just a well-intentioned deception, like those tricks of yours with coins up your cuff, to induce a person in trouble to temporarily abandon himself consciousness."

"Then," Chu Hua lowered his eyelashes and thought for a while, stood up slightly, looked at the other party seriously and asked, "Can hypnosis make me fall in love with you?"

Stretching out his hand to touch the pretty young face that was still dripping with water, the man smiled, "Haven't you already fallen in love with me?"

"Me? Falling in love with you?" He expressed surprise, feeling that the words were unbelievable, "When?"

"I don't know, it's up to you to tell me." Fingers slid across the back of the other's neck, using some strength to bring that face closer to his own, "Maybe it was the moment you decided to jump into the sea with me, Maybe it was the moment when you watched the sunrise with great joy, maybe it was now."

Sometimes it only takes a moment for the world to collapse.

"It must be because the sea water is as strong as vodka, and I was choked into a rut." After looking at each other for a while, Chu Hua leaned down and leaned close to Kang Bo, kissed his lips, and then stuck to his ear Said, "I want to have sex with you now."

She raised her eyebrows, but she didn't look surprised, she just smiled and asked, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I want to have sex with you." He took off his wet shirt by himself, revealing his bare upper body.Substituting "want" for the more emotional word "want," he repeated his decision, looking into his eyes, "I want to make love to you. Right now, right here."