cry of a butterfly

—You pussy little bastard, why don't you let us touch you?

—Come on, we've got to give this self-righteous brat a try, and we'll burn his hair off...

-Woohoho!Look at his appearance, he is so scared that he is about to cry!He is a coward, a weakling, a coward!

Those tall bad guys poured some diesel oil from somewhere on his head, and then a spark burst out, and a strong burning smell came over his face.The burning hair smelled like sulfur. The immature boy fought back, bumped his head and beat him with his hands...

The fire was finally extinguished, his hair was nearly burnt, his face was covered in blood, and his hands were covered in horrible blisters...

There was a lot of noisy people, and the tragic sight of the boy made the older children jump for joy. They circled around him, clapped and laughed, and laughed shrilly, like a group of male dogs in heat around a bitch.

"I'm not weak! I'm not a coward! Go away... Go away!"

The man sat up from the nightmare again, his bare chest heaving violently, panting heavily.

It's three o'clock in the morning and the room is dark.Scholarly Mendi Forum

"Are you okay?" The other man beside him was also woken up by the noise, and also sat up.The two naked men sat side by side for a while, looked at Han Xiao who was still out of his body, and asked cautiously, "What's wrong with you? You've been yelling so suddenly for the past two days..."

"None of your business, bastard!" Han Xiao cursed viciously, wrapped his naked lower body with a blanket, and got out of bed.

"Did Compo come back? Did you see him?" Despite being scolded, this handsome cowherd still abided by his duty and behaved very docilely.He also got out of bed, hugged the man's strong shoulders and broad back from behind, kissed his neck and said, "I am very worried about the safety of me and my sister now, I betrayed Chu Hua, maybe Compo will Killed me..."

Han Xiao, who was standing still, turned his face slightly, and suddenly pushed the young man behind him roughly.

"You slut who eats everything, you cheap cowherd!" He strode towards the bathroom, and a strange and shrill female voice came out of his throat, "No one can touch you, except me!"

Han Xiao threw himself into the bathroom and stood facing the mirror for a long time.

The chest muscles are strong, the abdominal muscles are clear, and the blocks are like carvings.A strong man appeared in the mirror, with a healthy radiance on his dark tanned skin.A face with thick eyebrows and deep eyes, the outline of the nose is also tough and deep.

But he looked very bad. The nightmares of the past few days made his cheeks sunken, his eyebrows protruding, and the eyeballs were covered with bloodshot eyes, which almost completely swallowed the whites of his eyes.

Once you are weak enough to let the shadow take advantage of it, it will destroy you like a snow mountain avalanche...

It was already the fourth day since he returned from the abandoned factory. At that time, he woke up alone on the cold concrete floor, checked his body carefully, and made sure that he had no signs of injury.However, the terrifying nightmare has been pressing closer and closer since then, and the sense of despair like being under an avalanche cannot be shaken off.

Han Xiao looked at himself in the mirror for a long time, then completely immersed his head in the sink filled with cold water.He held his breath and plunged into the depths again and again, and emerged from the water again and again before he was about to drown.He slapped his cheeks, trying to get the nightmare out of his mind.

The stimulation of the cold water made him look refreshed. Han Xiao straightened up in satisfaction, but suddenly found a lot of hair floating in the pool.Like a large piece of ink pouring into the water, each piece is tangled and floating.

The man raised his hand suspiciously and touched his head. With the pulling of his fingers, another large tuft of hair fell down.

As long as you gently pull it with your hands, the hard black hair will fall off in large quantities like wilting autumn leaves.Han Xiao looked at himself in the mirror in horror. His hair, which was originally very thick, now showed his scalp faintly, and the ugly white spots were like a faded blanket.

The past reappeared, and the nightmare came again. This man completely remembered the self with his hair burned, so childish and helpless.

He smashed the mirror with his fist, his hands were covered with blood, and the weird and deep male voice rang in his ear——

Once you are weak enough to let the shadow take advantage of it, it will destroy you like a snow mountain avalanche...

"Are... are you really alright?" Xiang Di outside the bathroom heard this inhuman scream, knocked on the door worriedly, and asked softly.

"Get out... Get the fuck out of me!"

Kneeling on the ground, hugging her hair and howling miserably.Han Xiao could feel that the last string of reason in his mind was about to snap.

An avalanche is imminent.

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Before dawn, Niulang left his employer's residence and took a taxi in the early hours of the morning.Over the years, he has long been used to coming and going when he is called, and he is very law-abiding.

When Xiang Di opened the door of his sister Xiang Lai's room, he bumped into Tu Yuming—the man was dressed up and seemed about to leave.

Just as the two were staring at each other in a daze, Xiang Lai, who was wrapped in pink velvet pajamas, walked out of the bedroom.With messy hair and yawning, he seemed to have just woken up.What they did last night is easy to guess.That night in the spring breeze, Bureau Xiangdi could feel that his sister had a good impression of this policeman, so the idea of ​​adult beauty was always lingering in his mind.

"Your birthday." He gave her a pendant necklace studded with diamonds, his clear eyes anticipating her reaction, "This is a gift for you, I will never forget it."

"Birthday? My birthday?" Xiang Lai yawned, rolled his eyes, and said after trying to remember, "Oh, yes... it seems to be like this..." She took it from her brother's hand The chain, after a quick glance, said with disgust, "It's too small! The diamond on this pendant is too small, it's as small as your penis."

Thinking that she had told a perfect joke, the woman laughed wildly to herself.It seems that she didn't notice the flash of loneliness in the young man's eyes at all, not for anything else but for the birthday present she casually threw aside.

"I have something I want to talk to Xiang Di, can you avoid it?" Tu Yuming was very dissatisfied with Xiang Lai's reaction. This woman has been in a state of madness and hangover all year round, and she has never heard of her brother. ask.

"Of course, I will obey you, my handsome Mr. Policeman!" Xiang Lai rushed forward and kissed Tu Yuming heavily, his fiery lips blocked the man's lips, and the hand holding his face just returned Rubbing over that ugly scar.

There was a third person present, and Scarface Detective felt extremely uncomfortable, so he hurriedly avoided it.

Xiang Lai seemed satisfied with this, and yawned listlessly, then twisted his hourglass-shaped body, walked to his bedroom with his slender waist and hips swaying left and right.

"Hi," after my sister left, Xiangdi greeted each other politely and distantly, and said with a smile, "You guys are developing really well."

"Do you fucking know what you're doing?!" Tu Yuming couldn't help but yelled, he found out a lot from his sister, and knew that he was sharing the bed with Han Xiao. "If Chu Hua is not the murderer, if what Chu Hua said is true...do you know how dangerous you are now!"

"I know, I was attacked by the 'Raincoat Killer' at close range," Xiang Di shrugged lightly, "Although I can't be 100% sure, I can feel that they are one person."

"What?!" Tu Yuming yelled completely out of control, and then froze, "Then why...why..."

Xiang Di put on a no-comment expression, but turned his attention to the diamond chain thrown on the sofa.The young man gazed at it long and wistfully, while his sister fell asleep again.

"I don't understand, what are you doing?! What the hell are you throwing yourself into the flames like a stupid moth?"

Still not answering, Xiang Di picked up the chain and carefully placed it in his palm.He looked down at it in silence for a while, and suddenly he smiled selfishly, "I knew I should have asked you to give me this gift, and she would have happily put it on..."

"I'm not in love with your sister...in fact, I just want to get news about you from her..." Tu Yuming put his hand on Xiang Di's shoulder, tried his best to calm down his anger, and said softly, "Is it Compo? Did that weird rich man promise you something, so you put yourself in danger to help Chu Hua?"

Xiang Di raised his face, looked at the man in front of him as if he didn't know who he was, and replied after a while, "He promised me a dream."

Tu Yuming was stunned for a moment, the word "dream" is too old, it no longer exists in the dictionary of his life.

"I'm not a moth, I'm a butterfly." The young man raised his eyebrows mockingly, smiled slightly, and continued, "I've been waiting for this dream to help me rebirth all my life, and it's worth paying my life for it."

Detective Scarface wanted to say something more, but the other party had already turned around and left.

He turned his head to say goodbye to him, and said goodbye to him with a smile in his green eyes.

Goodbye, my handsome Mr. Policeman.

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Just when Han Xiao was racking his brains to kill his ex-lover, something happened that he didn't expect-Chu Hua voluntarily surrendered to the case.

The Ministry of Justice quickly sent people to intervene in the case, and claimed that the suspect had applied for "witness protection", and as the head of the Bureau, he could no longer contact him.Things aren't great, but not out of control.He has always been careful in his actions, Fan Tangsheng is dead, and Bi Ji is on his side. Han Xiao believes that Chu Hua does not have any evidence that can directly testify against him, otherwise Compo would not come to ask for peace.

What's more urgent for him now is to get rid of the turbulent shadow. Days of insomnia, hair loss and vomiting forced Han Xiao to no longer sit still.

He decided to see a psychiatrist.

The acting director, who had been rejected, walked out of the temporary office specially set up for this case, but unexpectedly, he happened to pass by a blond girl.

"Are you fucking using me!" The man heard the girl yelling into the phone, with anger written all over her young and beautiful face, "You want to get rid of me after you use me, it's impossible! Me and your stupid model My wife is different, and I won't obediently accept your mercy!"

Sasha angrily dropped the phone in her hand. The phone bounced on the ground and landed at a man's feet.She vented her anger on the stranger, and yelled at him in a bad tone, "Pick it up for me, you bastard!"

When Han Xiao bent down to pick up the mobile phone on the ground, he quickly ran through what Bi Ji had said to himself, and then he reacted completely instinctively—he walked to the other party, handed her the mobile phone, and put the broken Se smiled at her, "Do I look like an asshole?"

"Oh, I'm sorry..." Taking the phone, Sasha seemed to realize that her words just now were too rude, so she quickly extinguished her anger like turning off the engine.She squinted her eyes, looked up and down the man in front of her with a friendly smile and a friendly attitude, and then said, "I seem to know you, you are the star of justice in this city."

"I know you too." Han Xiao followed the other party's words and raised his eyebrows, "You are the girl who gives Mr. President the most headache in this country."

"I think maybe you're such a bastard," raised her eyebrows frivolously, and the blonde girl's smile and even her tone obviously had another meaning, "Anyway, bastards are all handsome..."

Looking at each other and smiling even wider, the couple naturally entered flirting mode.