Fawn

Xiaolu didn't know if he was crying or not - he didn't move, didn't make a sound, just streaming tears, which made a wet spot on He Ruolong's shoulder.

Then he discovered for the first time that shedding tears was actually an energy-consuming thing. He gradually felt dizzy, and his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand on the ground.He subconsciously leaned forward to He Ruolong, but then he stood up straight again, because thinking that He Ruolong is not what it used to be, he couldn't help but rely on himself.

He Ruolong helped him to walk to the bed, and he obediently walked to the bed; He Ruolong pressed him to sit down, and he also sat down obediently.He Ruolong went to the outside room to wash a towel, and when he came back, he wiped his face carefully again.Sitting down after wiping, he turned his head and smiled at the deer. The smile was a smile, with a bitterness in it. Originally, he just wanted to laugh and didn't want to suffer, but the pain couldn't be controlled by him, and he couldn't hide it even if he wanted to.

Xiaolu half-closed his eyes, this time his face was clean, but his face was still flushed, his nose was not breathing well, he was wheezing, and occasionally he would twitch.He Ruolong looked at him, his vision became blurred for a while, and he couldn't see him clearly when it was blurred.It doesn't matter if you can't see him clearly, his eyes are imprinted in his heart, he opened his eyes to see his person, closed his eyes, and looked at his eyes.

He has betrayed Xiaolu and failed Xiaolu, but Xiaolu is really the love of his life.Before he met Xiaolu, he had never loved anyone, and in the future, he probably won't have the chance to love someone new again.Love Xiaolu, but also hated him, not because Xiaolu tortured his body, but because he robbed his teacher.He hated Xiao Lu fiercely for a while, and after that time passed, he gradually stopped hating him.

After all, hate is no match for love, because hate requires effort, but love does not.

Slowly moving to the side of the deer, he bent down, fumbled to untie the laces of the leather shoes for the deer, and then tugged on the deer's two legs.Let the deer half lie and half sit on the head of the bed, he turned to look at the deer again: "You, sometimes you are like a child, sometimes you are like a madman."

Then he tremblingly raised his legs and got on the bed.Lying on his back next to the little deer, he took a cold hand of the little deer and brought it to his mouth for a kiss.

Xiaolu raised his head and made a posture of closing his eyes and resting his mind.The tears came suddenly and unexpectedly, but it also seemed to be premeditated, because he always had He Ruolong's person and He Ruolong's illness in his heart.After living for a long time, people and diseases turned into huge rocks, falling down and pressing down on him silently and invisible.He didn't feel it when he was busy, but once he was free and went home and saw He Ruolong, the weight of the boulder appeared.

Breathing gradually became smoother, and tears gradually dried up.Xiao Lu opened his eyes again, and said in a hoarse voice, "I still like you."

Then sniffling, he continued, "I just don't believe you."

Lying on his side with his upper body supported on his elbows, he stared into He Ruolong's eyes for a moment in silence, then lowered his head and kissed He Ruolong's lips.The free hand gently covered He Ruolong's neck, and his palm was just pressing against He Ruolong's Adam's apple - no other violent movements, just sticking.He Ruolong suddenly made a swallowing movement, and his Adam's apple slid clearly in his palm.

Then his hand moved down slowly, unbuttoning He Ruolong's jacket.The front of the white silk gown was opened left and right, revealing a broad, bony chest.The pale skin was thin, almost stretched over the two rows of thick ribs.The deer's lips moved down slowly, gently sucking a nipple.He Ruolong's nipples and genitals are clean and tender red, Xiaolu thinks this color is very beautiful, like a cherry blossom that bloomed too early, falling on a spring snow that came too late.

The hand continued to go down, and finally stopped between He Ruolong's legs.At this moment, He Ruolong stretched out his hand and grabbed his wrist, and laughed softly as if mocking himself: "It's now an empty gun, and there is no food left to feed you."

Xiao Lu raised his head and looked at him with straight eyes: "I want it, right now."

He Ruolong let go of his hand, and smiled helplessly.

Fawn drew the curtains and closed the door, then stood by the bed and began to undress.Seeing this, He Ruolong was very surprised, because he thought Xiao Lu just wanted to play with him, and there was no need to take off his clothes.

However, the deer not only took off, but also took off completely naked.Standing on the bed with his back facing He Ruolong, he said in a low voice: "I know you like my ass. I took a shower in the morning and it was clean. You can play whatever you want, and I won't resist."

Then he straddled He Ruolong's chest, knelt down and made a prone position.His little butt, snow-white and round, was pushed high up in front of He Ruolong; the soft organs between the legs hung down, and the tip seemed to touch He Ruolong's chest.And he also fit tightly against He Ruolong's abdomen, the other's trousers were pushed back to his thighs, he lowered his head and sniffed in the thick pubic hair, then opened his mouth to enclose the other's things.

He Ruolong raised his hand to caress his buttocks carefully, stroking it, and suddenly asked: "Xiaolu, if I die, will you find a new one?"

The little deer paused for a while, then snorted and answered: "Yes."

He Ruolong asked again: "Then what do you want to find?"

The little deer spit out the half-soft and half-hard thing in his mouth, and replied in a low voice: "You are like this."

He Ruolong pressed a finger against the opening between his buttocks, and slowly inserted it in: "Then don't let him fuck your ass."

Xiaolu twisted his waist impatiently, subconsciously wanting to get rid of He Ruolong's fingers: "Why?"

He Ruolong poked his fingers all the way to the root, and then gently rubbed the deep part: "Your ass is very good. When I was able to do it, I didn't do it a few times. Now that I think about it, it's a shame. Panic. I suffered a loss, and others should not try to take advantage of it."

Xiao Lu turned his head back: "It's hard, what do you want to do now?"

He Ruolong shook his head with a smile: "Give it up, just a little thing, keep it for your little mouth!"

Xiaolu thought for a while, but then stood up.Lifting his legs and turning backwards, he faced He Ruolong and sat down again, gritted his teeth enduring the pain, and slowly engulfed him with his body.

When he finally sat down to the bottom, he was already sweating all over his head and face.Frowning tightly and holding his breath, he endured it for a while, then raised his eyes to look at He Ruolong, and exhaled softly: "This posture is called pouring candles, I only did it once, this is the second time. "

He began to move his body up and down tentatively, his expression was painful, almost to the point of twisting his eyebrows.After doing this for a while, he propped up the bed with one hand and leaned over as if he couldn't support it, panting and said: "It hurts..."

He Ruolong pulled his arm upwards: "Come down, Xiaolu, I know what you're thinking. Come down, I don't need you anymore..."

Fawn shook off his hand, straightened up again, and replied in a hoarse voice: "Do it a little longer, and the pain won't hurt if it's loose."

After the words were finished, He Ruolong suddenly got up and hugged him, rolled over and rolled into the bed.This time he held him in his arms and suppressed him, He Ruolong didn't say a word, and directly started a fierce attack.Xiaolu never expected that He Ruolong would suddenly become fierce, and the pain was nothing in an instant. He even had the illusion that He Ruolong would jump out of bed after the stormy joy was over. , to return to the original young and healthy appearance.

He Ruolong was happy on the deer only once, after one time, he collapsed, lying on the deer and couldn't move.

Lying on the bed sweating profusely, Fawn called to the ceiling, "Ruolong."

He Ruolong closed his eyes and smiled: "I'm not dead, I'm just tired... Don't worry, I don't want to die either... I don't want you..."

His voice was very soft and low, and he looked like a gossamer: "I can't give you up to others... The more I think about it... the more I feel that I can't let you go...I can't let you go..."

At the end of the conversation, he was silent.The little deer froze for a moment, then suddenly raised his hand to test his breath.His breathing was still there, and it was very steady, which showed that he was really asleep or passed out.

Folding his arms around He Ruolong, Xiaolu also closed his eyes, and let out a long sigh.