Fawn

Cheng Tingli was extremely busy. In the midst of his busy schedule, he went to the hospital to visit Xiaolu, and talked to Xiaolu in a soft voice: "Xiaorui wants to see you, can you see him?"

Xiaolu shook his head, his expression was very calm, neither sad nor happy, as if he was treating a very ordinary thing, without any emotion.

Cheng Tingli was sitting on the sofa chair beside the hospital bed. He was 50 or [-] years old, but he was still tall and tall, neither fat nor old.Slightly bowing his elbows on the armrests of the chair, he tilted his head and squinted at Xiao Lu: "Xiao Lu, godfather knows that you are sad, but don't worry, godfather knows it well. You are the same as Xiaorui. He is my son, and I must not let you suffer in vain."

Having said that, he lowered his eyes, avoiding Xiaolu's silhouette: "With godfather here, everything will be fine."

Xiaolu could understand what Cheng Tingli said, but he didn't take it to heart.Cheng Tingli knew it well, and so did he.

This time, Cheng Shiteng really hurt him too hard.

He was imprisoned by Cheng Shiteng for more than a year for no reason. He wasted his studies and yelled and broke his voice.

This is not a waste with broken arms and legs.Broken arms and legs, at least it can be said, and it can win the sympathy of others.But now he has been kicked by Cheng Shiteng and he has no children and grandchildren, and he can't say anything to the outside world.

He thought about himself again, but his life seemed to be over.Even if he continued to live on his last breath, he would still be living like a monster with neither male nor female, not as good as his own father who died early and was treated as a rabbit for others.

But at least his own father really did something ugly, and it's not wrong to provoke people to laugh at him.What about him?He questioned himself and decided that he was indeed a good man.Why would a good person have to fall to this point?Is destiny also genetic?Is it also predetermined?

Xiao Lu was desperate to the extreme, but was unusually calm, and only hated Cheng Shiteng.A person who can harm him like this can no longer be regarded as his big brother.

Xiaolu hated in his heart, his blood was surging with hatred, but he didn't show it at all.Living in the hospital silently, he didn't speak for a long time, thinking about his own calculations.He had been a good boy, but now he had had enough and was good enough.

Yu Hanwen visited Xiaolu once, Xiaolu was very cold and almost ignored him.He walked away awkwardly, Xiao Lu was a little impatient, because it seemed that he saw the dead come back to life, and it was a dead ghost that no one cared about, and even if the soul came back, he was still not welcome.

And on a rainy summer afternoon, Cheng Tingli came again to pick up Xiaolu and leave the hospital to go home.

Cheng Tingli saw that Xiao Lu was strangely stable, and felt uneasy, so he kept not allowing the young master to go to the hospital, fearing that Xiao Lu would be irritated if he saw him.The young master was so anxious at home that the plenipotentiary couldn't do it, so he called the hospital three times a day to inquire about the situation.Now that he heard that the little deer was going home, he stood in front of the gate early and waited.

The rain was too heavy, and the raindrops hit the ground, splashing like smoke and fog.The young master stood outside the gate, even though his head was covered with two layers of umbrellas, he was still drenched from his knees down.The three cars turned into the alley under the heavy rain, the young master subconsciously took a step forward, the umbrella on his head did not keep up, and immediately raindrops hit the top of his head, breaking eight petals.

The leading car slowly stopped in front of Cheng Zhai's gate, and a servant immediately greeted him out of the gate with an umbrella.When the car door opened, it was Xiaolu who bent down and jumped down first.Taking two steps forward in a muddy manner, he met the young master head-on.

The eldest young master turned around and grabbed the umbrella from the servant beside him, and held it high above the little deer's head: "I'll give you an umbrella, let's go together."

Xiaolu looked up at the young master, the young master's face was so familiar from childhood.Xiaolu looked at his face with profound meaning, just like reading a book or painting, trying to see "existence" from "nothing".

After reading it, Xiaolu didn't wait for Cheng Tingli, and walked towards the door with his head lowered.The young master hurriedly followed, and asked, "Is it cold?"

This made him ask too loudly, almost beaming.When dealing with Xiaolu at this moment, he couldn't hold his emotions firmly, he was neither happy nor sad, he wanted to be extra relaxed and lively, but he seemed heartless or gloating.

Xiao Lu shook his head and replied in a low voice, "It's not cold."

The young master didn't expect Xiao Lu to pay attention to him, and suddenly there was a light in his heart.He turned his head and smiled at his father behind him, and he followed the deer slowly.Cheng Tingli was someone who had seen this before, and when he saw this situation, he secretly sighed in disapproval, but in front of the crowd, he didn't say much, he only asked from a distance: "Go back and get him some children to eat!"

At this moment, the young master didn't even bother to look back, he just agreed with a loud voice.He put his arms around the deer's shoulders, obviously the deer is not cold, and he is not cold, but because of the heavy rain, he can't help getting cold for the deer, hissing while walking, looking like he is about to freeze to death .

When they entered the house, the young master smiled at the deer and said, "The hot water is ready, go take a bath first to get rid of the cold in your body. After you finish washing, the food will be served. Let's stay here Let's eat, okay?"

Xiaolu was noncommittal, and went to wash and change clothes.When he came out, he saw that the young master had already changed into a pair of clean trousers, and the porridge and side dishes were indeed set on the table in the main room.Low-spirited, the eldest young master laughed and let him sit down at the table, and handed the bowls and chopsticks to him personally: "Eat, you eat. I asked the kitchen to prepare some light dishes. See if they are too vegetarian?" Is it too vegetarian? If it’s too vegetarian, I’ll ask them to bring over some meaty ones, they’re all ready-made anyway, so there’s no need to wait.”

Xiao Lu raised his head with the bowl in his hand, and suddenly said, "Being so kind to me?"

The young master lowered his head and stared into the little deer's eyes, the smile on his face became more and more unstable, and finally, like water rippling, the smile finally completely dissipated, the corners of the raised mouth on both sides trembled slightly, and his breath also became disordered. Set up.

Without warning, he knelt down in front of the deer.

Raising one hand to support Xiaolu's thigh, he opened his mouth tremblingly: "Xiaolu, I know that I have done something wrong to you...I assure you—" He raised his left hand in a panic and raised three fingers: "No, I swear to you, I want you alone in my life, and I won't find anyone else. From now on, this house will be yours, and I will be yours too. I—"

Before he finished speaking, Xiaolu interrupted him softly: "I never promised to be with you."

Then he smiled, looked at the eldest young master and said, "Do you think that I am no longer a man like this, and that I have no other way to go except as a plaything for you?"

The young master was stunned for a moment, feeling that this was not something Xiao Lu could say.The raised left hand fell slowly, he hesitated for a moment while supporting the deer's thigh, he bent down and lowered his head, and put his face between the deer's separated legs.

His lips were pressed against his crotch, and through a thin layer of trousers, he kissed her lightly, and kissed again.Then he raised his head and faced Xiaolu, his expression was almost painful: "Xiaolu, I know I'm sorry for you. Give me a chance, I like you no matter what, I like you to death."

Xiaolu took the bowl and began to use the chopsticks to push the rice porridge into his mouth.The young master looked at him eagerly, wanting to wait for him to take care of him, but he didn't say a word, just ate.