Rebirth of you sb

Under the light, Shen Songru's eyelashes formed two fine shadows on the lower eyelid, the bridge of the nose was straight, and the thin lips were unconsciously pursed together.

The usual alienation from the bottom of his bones, at this moment, has become a kind of focus and innocence similar to a child.

In Xu Qingfeng's heart, feet are always a private place, seeing Shen Songru washing his feet with a calm expression, his thoughts are inevitably a little confused.

He still couldn't see through Shen Songru. At first, he kissed himself without warning, and then disappeared without saying anything. When he reappeared, he was in a perfect posture of a standard lover without any flaws. .

Or is it because his thinking is too mature and rational?

While Xu Qingfeng was thinking wildly, Shen Songru had already washed his feet, Xu Qingfeng saw that he was about to wipe himself with a towel, so he said nervously: "Songru, no need, I will do it myself."

He moved forward to retract his feet, but he didn't expect Shen Songru to raise his head at this time.

With a mocking smile on his face, he said, "Qingfeng, don't be so polite with me."

The distance between the two is very close, and when he raises his head a little, he can touch Xu Qingfeng's lips and kiss like a dragonfly. Just when Xu Qingfeng was a little sluggish and wanted to say something, he even brushed his tongue with the tip of his tongue as a prank. teeth.

"Qingfeng, why are you always so nervous when you see me?"

The slightly swollen foot had already been wiped clean by him, Xu Qingfeng looked at his back and said unconsciously: "Because I like it."

"what?"

The ears are sharp enough, Xu Qingfeng saw him turn around, and immediately said with a dry smile: "Worship, worship."

The temperature on his face burned up unconsciously, Shen Songru turned around with a smile, put a towel on his shoulder, and held a footbath in his hand, Shen Songru looked really weird like that.

"By the way, when will the filming be over?"

Shen Songru took a tube of ointment and sat down beside Xu Qingfeng.

"There's still about half a month left?"

"Does it hurt?"

Shen Songru's fingers were slender and fair, and her movements were indescribably gentle. Xu Qingfeng was stunned for a moment and said, "It doesn't hurt."

His fingertips were icy cold, and remembering what others said that people who play the piano have no warmth on their fingers, he couldn't help asking: "Songru, can you play the piano?"

"meeting."

"I'm going to study after a while."

"Still in that training class?"

"Ah."

After the medicine was wiped off, when Shen Songru reached for the toilet paper, Xu Qingfeng immediately retracted her feet to a safe range.

Damn, what does it feel like?After all the rubbing, why does the touch still seem to stay on it clearly?

"Qingfeng, why did you learn such things? If I didn't remember, you also learned calligraphy and cooking, right?"

Xu Qingfeng didn't want to talk about her experience with him, after hearing what he said, she hurriedly laughed twice and said: "Enrich yourself."

"pretty good."

"Ok?"

"I said this is very good. By the way, Qingfeng, do you want me to tutor you then?"

"what?"

"piano."

Shen Songru always had a teasing smile on his face. Compared with his various nervous moods, Xu Qingfeng couldn't help but despise himself in his heart. He nodded and said, "Songru, do you want something to drink? Tea? Coffee? I'll make it for you."

He wanted to get up, but Shen Songru pressed his shoulders and said in a low voice, "I forgot that my feet were hurt? What do you want to drink? I'll make it for you."

Xu Qingfeng avoided the doting look in his eyes, and hurriedly said: "Pure water is fine, it's in the refrigerator."

Then what?what's next?What are they going to do?See a movie?

Just when Xu Qingfeng was in a mess, Shen Songru's cell phone rang.

Xu Qingfeng's kitchen is connected to the living room, under the light, he saw Shen Songru's eyebrows wrinkled unconsciously, with an impatient and helpless expression on his face.

"How's it going?"

Probably because Xu Qingfeng didn't want Xu Qingfeng to hear what he was talking about, he and Xu Qingfeng pointed to the mobile phone in their hands, then frowned and walked towards the rooftop.

From Xu Qingfeng's perspective, one could see that Shen Songru's hand holding the phone began to exert force unconsciously, as if he was suppressing something.

Xu Qingfeng couldn't figure out what problems a person like Shen Songru couldn't solve, so he took the script on the coffee table and began to recite the lines silently.

Shen Songru made the phone call for about 10 minutes, and after the phone call, he stood on the roof for a long time. The weather was not as cold as before. Shen Songru stood there motionless, wearing a black shirt, and he was almost on the verge of meeting someone like that. The night merged into one.

"Songru, what happened?"

Seeing him entering the room, Xu Qingfeng hurriedly put down the script in his hand.

Shen Songru shook his head, with a lot of fatigue on his face.

He sat down next to Xu Qingfeng, and when he heard Xu Qingfeng ask him this, he unconsciously leaned his head on his shoulder.

"Qingfeng, I want to tell you something, these things have been hidden in my heart for many years, and I have never told anyone else." Xu Qingfeng sat up straight and was about to nod, Shen Songru said again: "After tomorrow, I hope you Forget, don't say a word in front of me again, and don't show sympathy with me."

The way of speaking really fits his personality, but Shen Songru looks a little weak at the moment.Xu Qingfeng thought for a while and said in a low voice: "Okay."

"More than ten years ago, my father was accidentally killed by my mother."

"As loose as..."

"It's incredible?"

Shen Songru's voice sounded a little mocking, Xu Qingfeng suppressed the intense tension in his heart, and sat upright, looking forward.For a moment, he was even joking with Shen Songru, but Xu Qingfeng thought it was impossible just thinking about his character.

"My father and my mother met when they were in college. My father was born in the countryside and had nothing. My mother was different. Because of my grandfather, everyone in that circle wanted to marry her. But my mother would not marry unless it was that man. ..."

Speaking of this, the irony in Shen Songru's voice became stronger.

"My grandfather has always been calm and wise, but I don't know why he educated my mother to have such a character, naive, love first, regardless of marrying a person whose status is much worse than hers, but after getting married, she maintains her previous personality. She looks like a big lady. Of course, my grandfather also opposed her marriage, but he only had one daughter from my mother. Didn’t he say that all the children came to collect debts from their parents? He finally agreed, and then things went in the direction he expected Developed, or worse than he expected."

Shen Songru didn't move when he spoke, and when Xu Qingfeng heard this, he couldn't help but cast a glance at him from the corner of his eye.

He looked at his script on the coffee table indifferently, and when he spoke, he was like a machine, with no ups and downs in his tone, as if he was repeating something monotonously.

"That circle actually doesn't allow people like my dad to enter, coupled with my mom's personality, other people's sarcastic remarks, lead to my dad's personality began to change, taciturn, neurotic. You know, everyone has their own self-esteem , It just so happens that he is the kind of person whose self-esteem is above everything else, and then quarreled and cheated." After a pause, he continued: "But it was my dad who cheated in the first place."

Speaking of this, Shen Songru unconsciously showed a smile, as if he had seen too many such things, the irony in the smile was not obvious.

Xu Qingfeng didn't want to see him like this, and said, "And then?"

"One is willing to give up everything for divorce, and the other is unwilling to die. The last one accidentally kills the other, and the remaining one is insane."

"As loose as..."

Xu Qingfeng thought of everyone's taboo expressions when they talked about Shen Songru's family, as well as Shen Songru's character, and thought it's no wonder.

"Emotions are especially complicated, just like no one would have expected that someone like my dad would cheat, nor would my mother be so obsessed with this relationship. Or maybe it was because her life was so smooth that she endured Because of any shock? In short, I have never seen such a stupid person like her, so stupid that people are pitiful."

At this point, Shen Songru sat up straight, with his head lowered, with a lot of sadness in his tone.

Xu Qingfeng didn't know how to persuade him, and after a moment of silence, he said: "That's why you moved abroad?"

"Well, my grandpa is just a daughter like my mother. At that time, I didn't care about power and status. I immediately disposed of my father's body and took my mother abroad."

"What about you, Songru..."

Xu Qingfeng wanted to say how this incident had affected you, but in the end, he couldn't say it again.

"That's it. When I'm not here, she will always say my name. When I appear in front of her with full expectations, she will accidentally remember what she has done, and then collapse in an instant. I am her." The reference surface of a failed life."

"But she's your mother..."

"Just because she is my mother, whether it's hurt or sad, I should bear it all?"

Shen Songru looked calm, but his eyes were full of unwillingness, doubt, and a little expectation hidden underneath.

Do you want to admit it yourself?At that time, Shen Songru looked like a helpless child.

In silence, Xu Qingfeng shook his head and said: "I don't know, I only know that after my parents passed away, I always regretted that I didn't treat them better before. Songru, she is there no matter what, do your best , as you said, as long as you work hard, no matter what the result is, you will never regret it."

Shen Songru stared at him quietly for a long time, with a gradually relaxed smile on his face, he said, "Xu Qingfeng, do you know? In the beginning, I always superimpose your figure with her unconsciously."

Xu Qingfeng didn't speak, but he could guess that Shen Songru said that she should be his mother.

"But you are much more sensible than her."

Xu Qingfeng smiled slightly, thinking that was the right thing to do, after all, he had already died once.

"When are you going to see your mother?"

"tomorrow."

Xu Qingfeng nodded and said, "Let's have dinner together when we come back."

When something happened, it happened. In fact, over the years, Shen Songru has never evaded his responsibility, but at a certain moment, this responsibility will make him fall into a psychological vicious circle unconsciously.

Compared with others, one's own powerlessness and unwillingness.

These things are hidden in his heart, and he has never told anyone. For a long time, Xu Qingfeng is the first person he wants to confide in. He doesn't know how his comfort will change him, but at this moment Every now and then, he always felt a little more relaxed.

Maybe it has nothing to do with Xu Qingfeng, it's just because he told the secret in his heart.

"Breeze, thank you."

While speaking, Shen Songru stood up and kissed Xu Qingfeng, with a little coolness in the corner of his mouth, pressing on Xu Qingfeng's forehead.

As if treating a virgin, Xu Qingfeng sat in the same place speechless, until Shen Songru left him before taking a deep breath.

In fact, the damage has already been done. As far as Shen Songru is concerned, he probably won't believe in such things as feelings in the future. Thinking of his attitude towards himself, Xu Qingfeng laughed at himself, and still took the script and recited his lines.

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Chapter 54 Chapter 54 They are very suitable together

The next day, when Xu Qingfeng arrived on the set, his feet were still swollen. In order not to affect the progress of the filming, when Zhou Tai asked him about the situation, he quickly shook his head and said it was fine.

There was also a scene of riding a motorcycle on this day. After the filming ended, Xu Qingfeng's feet became more swollen.

When he went back, he was supported by his little assistant, and the two of them drove his car to a traditional Chinese medicine shop specializing in bruises and sprains. The elderly Chinese medicine doctor kneaded and massaged him for a long time. I feel much better.

Over the years, Xu Qingfeng was most afraid of getting sick or something wrong with his body. He was alone, and there was no one around to inquire about his health. He thought of Shen Songru who said those words to him last night, and couldn't help shaking his head.

With this kind of person, I'm afraid he can't make any promises to himself.

"Midsummer" has been broadcast on TV for more than half, and as Xu Qingfeng expected, the audience's attention and enthusiasm have shifted to the male lead played by Chu Mo. Aunt Li called that day and said, "Qingfeng , why is the Chen Nan you played so bad?"

Xu Qingfeng coughed twice and said, "That proves that I am good at acting."

Aunt Li nodded over there, and after a moment of silence, she said, "Qingfeng, what's the story going on later? Are they together? What about you? Will the character you play die?"

Xu Qingfeng was surprised by her self-substitution, and said with a slight smile: "Aunt Li, what I said, are you not interested in reading it?"

"But I'm in a hurry!"

"No, I signed the agreement and can't spoil it in advance."

"Really? Even I can't say it?"

"Of course not, Aunt Li, there are still a few episodes left, so just wait patiently."

Aunt Li had no choice but to hang up the phone helplessly after persisting for a few more words.

Just like a child, Xu Qingfeng shook his head, his previously dull mood finally got better.

Because of the success of "Midsummer", Xu Qingfeng has gained some fame now. Amay called him a few days later and said that she had recently received several scripts, movies or idol dramas that were suitable for him. Acting as the male second and male third, but the cast and production standards have greatly exceeded the previous ones.

Xu Qingfeng was silent for a moment on the phone, and said, "Can you push it away for me?"

"Why?! Xu Qingfeng, you should go all out to raise your fame and status to a new level. How many times do you think you can meet such an opportunity?"

"Sister Amay, I want to take it easy."

Recently, Xu Qingfeng felt that he was too involved in the drama, and he would unconsciously think of Guo Hai and everything in the movie. He would unconsciously sympathize with everyone in the drama, and even thought that if Zhou Tai changed the script , What kind of different fate will they usher in.

This kind of feeling is very bad. By the time you find out, you have been sitting in one place and thinking about these things for nearly an hour.

In addition, Xu Qingfeng found a rented restaurant near where he lived.

The area where he lives actually has a very famous scenic area, the former residence of a famous poet in the Tang Dynasty, probably because of its great reputation, and the surrounding buildings are developing in the direction of antique.

The place Xu Qingfeng was looking for was only 10 minutes away from his community. The red eaves were covered by the green background, and the outside was dominated by a circle of tall fences. The dark green wooden door was locked with a bronze leopard head lock. Well, that day, he was also unintentional, but he was waiting for the traffic light ahead. When he was bored, he saw this place and the sublet notice on it.

Xu Qingfeng didn't know if it was a real ancient building or an imitation, but from the appearance alone, he liked it very much.

Amay was still complaining over there, and Xu Qingfeng only hung up the phone after she finished speaking.

Thinking of Su Lin who was very obsessed with food, he felt that he still needed to make a call and ask him to be his adviser.

I wanted to call him now, but the filming of the film was almost finished. After thinking about it, he decided to discuss the countermeasures with him after filming the film.

It's almost April, Xu Qingfeng stood on the rooftop and stretched, thinking about the plans he was about to realize one by one, his mood inevitably became better.

The next day, when he was standing in the filming and listening to Zhou Tai talking to him about the play, the little assistant next to him gave him a cautious wink.

"Is something wrong?"

"Your phone has been ringing for a long time."

The filming started after a while, Xu Qingfeng picked up the phone, and seeing the caller ID on it, he couldn't help laughing first.

"came back?"

"Ah."

There was a little warmth in Shen Songru's voice. After hearing what he said, the corners of his mouth raised, and he said, "What about you? The movie hasn't finished yet?"

"It's almost over. By the way, why did you come back so quickly this time?"

"miss you."

Xu Qingfeng was a little surprised by his straightforwardness, but at that moment, he felt a little sweetness in his heart.

After a moment of silence, he said: "By the way, I agreed to treat you to dinner when you come back. Are you free tonight?"

"Have."

"Then you choose a place? After you choose, send me a text message?"

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Tai had already called him over there, remembering Shen Songru's phone call just now, Xu Qingfeng answered in a good mood.

When playing with Shi Min, Xu Qingfeng was thinking, in his mood, he should actually like Shen Songru, right?

"Xu Qingfeng, what are you thinking? Because the recent state is good, are you complacent?"

Shi Min's expression can be said to be serious, but after being in contact for so long, Xu Qingfeng is no longer as afraid of her as he was at the beginning. He smiled apologetically and said sorry to her several times, and her expression really eased.

Shi Min is most afraid of thick-skinned people, after Xu Qingfeng thought about it, the smile on his face became even bigger.

"Breeze."

Shen Songru sent him a text message early in the morning, saying that he would come to pick him up.

Still wearing a black shirt, he stood there, even if he didn't say anything, he could easily attract everyone's attention.Xu Qingfeng's sexual orientation has long been no secret in this circle, and Shen Songru appeared here twice in such a short period of time, so when everyone looked at them, there were many inquiries and doubts in their eyes.

"Are you hungry?"

Xu Qingfeng shook his head, the fine sweat on his forehead was probably because he had been filming outdoor scenes recently, and his skin was no longer as white as before. Looking at him, Shen Songru felt that this person was radiant, more than himself. When I saw him for the first time, it was a lot brighter.

Reaching out to wipe off the sweat on his forehead, he ignored Xu Qingfeng's nervousness and said, "Let's go."

"Are they together?"

"Well, it seems to be."

Someone wailed and said, "Why does a god like Shen Songru want to be with a bastard like Xu Qingfeng?"

"What a rotten guy? Which eye of yours saw him rotten?"

Shi Min's voice was chilly, and the two gossiping staff members bowed their heads, she snorted coldly and said, "If you have to work half as hard as Xu Qingfeng, maybe there will be someone like Shen Songru who will take a fancy to you. "

After saying these words, Shi Min left, leaving the two staff members with their heads down for a long time before dragging each other away with shame on their faces.

Outside the car window is the sky that has just been wiped black. The western restaurant recommended by Shen Songru, Xu Qingfeng and Zhou Ningyuan have been here before, and it has been a while since I saw that person, but even just thinking of him, I still feel a lot of discomfort in my heart.

Shen Songru parked the car, watched him keep silent, and said curiously: "What's wrong? Qingfeng?"

Xu Qingfeng shook his head and said, "Let's go?"

The western restaurant has always been overcrowded. Fortunately, Shen Songru made a reservation in advance. Looking at the well-dressed men and women at the door, Xu Qingfeng felt a sense of shock. After a moment of silence, he said: "Songru, next time I come to my house, I will cook for you Is it good to eat?"

Thinking of Shen Songru saying that his cooking skills are mediocre, he coughed twice in embarrassment and said, "If you think the taste is not good, then forget it."

Shen Songru looked back at him and said, "I just like that kind of home-cooked taste, you know, except for Aunt Li's, I don't have much chance to eat it."

Xu Qingfeng nodded and was about to say something when he heard someone calling him behind him.

The voice was so familiar that he couldn't help but frown and turned around.

Behind them stood Zhou Ningyuan and Wei Ming. They were dressed in formal attire, as if they had just come out from a certain banquet.

"As loose as a breeze."

The faint smile on Wei Ming's face was just like Xu Qingfeng's usual expression every time he saw him.

Xu Qingfeng nodded and was about to leave when Zhou Ningyuan asked again: "Songru, are you eating here too?"

"Ah."

"Have you booked a seat?"

"Ah."

Zhou Ningyuan glanced at Wei Ming next to him, and said, "Songru, can we share a table? At this time, I'm afraid I won't have a seat." Shen Songru looked at him expressionlessly, and Zhou Ningyuan immediately said, "Why don't we have a table tonight?" Me please? Counting, we haven't seen each other for a while."

While speaking, he pretended to glance at Xu Qingfeng inadvertently, which was still the way he remembered, and after they separated, he put on his face the expression of Wannian Bingfeng.

Probably because he didn't want to see himself, Zhou Ningyuan smiled wryly, and said before Shen Songru could speak, "Go in?"

This restaurant ranks among the top few of its kind, with gorgeous decoration, crystal lamps occupying the whole restaurant in a starry posture, black marble tables and chairs, and silver tableware, showing coldness and luxury everywhere .

Shen Songru asked Xu Qingfeng what he meant, and after ordering for him, he handed the exquisite menu to Zhou Ningyuan.

Zhou Ningyuan was sitting opposite Xu Qingfeng, and Wei Ming was sitting on his left hand, which was an extremely uncomfortable position for him.

Sometimes I think it’s funny when I think about it, even if it’s just an illusion just a second ago I was still in love, but when I turn around, it seems that I can sit and eat and chat like ordinary friends who have never happened.

"Qingfeng, what are you thinking?"

Seeing the smile on Xu Qingfeng's mouth, Shen Songru couldn't help asking in a low voice.

Xu Qingfeng shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

"By the way, Qingfeng, I saw the TV series you filmed, and you acted very well, as well." Wei Ming paused, and said, "You are the first star I met."

"A fool can't be counted."

"I heard you're making a movie recently?"

Xu Qingfeng looked at Zhou Ningyuan on the opposite side, and responded without a mood.

"Say what?"

"love."

"Have you eaten well recently? Are you still cooking by yourself? How is the shop going?"

Zhou Ningyuan's concern was beyond words, Xu Qingfeng had a sarcastic smile on his face, and said: "It's all good, but these things don't bother you."

He didn't want to say anything more to Zhou Ningyuan. In the silence, Wei Ming recovered first, and then chatted with Shen Songru for a while, and the waiter brought Xu Qingfeng's steak.

According to Wei Ming's words, he joined the Zhou family's most important real estate company. As for Zhou Ningyuan, his latest game was successful again. Today they participated in the celebration banquet with people from the company.

I don't know how Zhou Ningyuan introduced Wei Ming in front of people, but with his character, he should still call Wei Ming his friend, right?After all, he is going to get married in the future.

"Breeze, I'm coming."

As soon as Xu Qingfeng picked up the knife and fork, Shen Songru had already taken the plate. Wei Ming watched him focus on cutting the steak for Xu Qingfeng, and couldn't help but laugh and said, "Songru, I've never seen you do it right. Who is having such a good time."

"Should be."

Shen Songru didn't raise his head, he only waited for the steak in his hand to be cut before he handed the plate to Xu Qingfeng.

In Xu Qingfeng's heart, no matter what Shen Songru said or did, it would always cause him to be nervous. Seeing him taking care of himself so considerately, he was a little moved and said thank you.

Shen Songru shook his head and said, "Hurry up, you haven't eaten well today, have you?"

With a lot of doting in his tone, Wei Ming turned sideways to let the waiter put his steak on the table, and said jokingly, "Songru, are you with Qingfeng?"

"I have this plan, but I don't know what Qingfeng means."

While speaking, Zhou Ningyuan unconsciously tightened his hand holding the knife and fork.

"Then you have to work hard."

After Wei Ming finished speaking, he looked at Zhou Ningyuan and said, "Ningyuan, do you think the two of them are suitable?"

Zhou Ningyuan stared blankly at Wei Ming. At that time, he felt that he had to say something, but when he opened his mouth, no sound came out.

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