Rebirth of you sb

The shadows in front of him were full of figures, gathered in a large darkness, so Zhou Ningyuan understood that he was dreaming.

But there are some differences between the dream and the reality, for example, Xu Qingfeng joined his company, and he saw Wei Ming, and while he was with Xu Qingfeng, he was still with him all the time. .

There was a weird feeling of guilt in my heart.

After waiting for a while, Zhou Ningyuan realized that this guilt came from Xu Qingfeng, who at first he was just playing around, but then got together for a few years without knowing it.

Seeing him and Wei Ming lying on the same bed, Xu Qingfeng's face became ugly, Zhou Ningyuan saw his clenched fists, and his slightly trembling body.

No reason could be seen on his face, so Zhou Ningyuan felt guilty while unconsciously getting angry.

For so many years, this person has been treating himself with such an attitude. You think he loves you, but if you observe carefully, you will find that it may be just an illusion.

He's strong, he can recover in an instant.

At that time, Zhou Ningyuan broke up with him with a complicated mood.

Downstairs is the back view of Xu Qingfeng leaving the apartment without a trace of nostalgia. The back view looks a little lonely. At that moment, Zhou Ningyuan suddenly felt a little distressed.

But so what?After being entangled for so long, maybe it would be better for each other to end in such a way.

Besides, I am that kind of person.What qualifications does he have to ask Xu Qingfeng to never forget him?

A few days later, something happened to the company, and Wei Ming seemed to say something beside him. Thinking of Xu Qingfeng who was indifferent when he left, he became even more angry, and Wei Ming's words obviously matched some of his conjectures.

He ran to find Xu Qingfeng angrily, but he didn't see him for a few days, his expression looked haggard, maybe he had a cold, his face was slightly flushed, and his nose was also red, which was the same as every time he caught a cold in his memory Xu Qingfeng's appearance matches.

Maybe he was pretending to be strong.

Zhou Ningyuan stared at him blankly, feeling that throbbing pain in his heart again.

Although Wei Ming said that to him, even though he thought the same way, but the moment he saw Xu Qingfeng, he immediately denied all of this.

He didn't believe that Xu Qingfeng had exposed the company's secrets with the media.

Subconsciously, he hoped that Xu Qingfeng would deny it, but when Xu Qingfeng sneered and said, "If I did this, what would you do with me?", he saw that kind of expression on his face again. Ironic smile.

As if he had seen through some of the secrets in his heart, Zhou Ningyuan became furious, and finally punched him in the face.

After this, it shouldn't matter in the future, right?Zhou Ningyuan was dealing with the affairs of the company, occasionally thinking of Xu Qingfeng, and suddenly felt that the two of them hadn't seen each other for many years in an inadvertent moment.

He clutched his forehead, thinking that he was not used to it, but he was just not used to it.

Wei Ming would also come to the company to help him at that time, and would occasionally ask him when he saw him like this.

He avoided Wei Ming's concern with the excuse of being too tired.

I will never see Xu Qingfeng again, the world is so close, Zhou Ningyuan ignored the anxiety in his heart and buried himself in his work.

A few days later, Wei Ming was kidnapped. When he went to rescue him with cash, he saw Xu Qingfeng there.

It was a rainy day, and the raindrops fell on the dilapidated ceiling, and from there all the way down, finally falling on his body, gradually forming a strange shape.

Xu Qingfeng looked at him coldly, with a mocking smile on his face, but there was a vague expectation in his eyes.

All the company's working capital was withdrawn by him, and now he can only save Wei Ming, as for Xu Qingfeng. . .

In the flash, he came up with a perfect solution for Xu Qingfeng and himself. When facing Xu Qingfeng, he pretended to be indifferent and made ironic remarks.

He thought that as long as he gave others the illusion that he didn't care about Xu Qingfeng, those kidnappers would let Xu Qingfeng who had nothing to do with him go.

Over the years, he has always had absolute confidence in every decision he made, so when he knew the news of Xu Qingfeng's death, he only felt a little dark in front of him.

It was difficult to breathe, and his thoughts seemed to stop functioning the moment he learned of Xu Qingfeng's death.

He drove on a rampage and nearly collided with oncoming cars several times.

Numbness, numbness all the time, why don't you feel sad?Why no tears?Why do I always feel like I can't breathe?The feeling of dying in the next second.

There were many policemen next to the dilapidated factory building, he stumbled into it, remembering that when he came here yesterday, Xu Qingfeng was still sitting here and sneered at himself, there was a lot of sarcasm in the smile, it seemed that he blamed himself for not being able to see reality clearly.

Xu Qingfeng died, his own Xu Qingfeng died.

He knelt down next to Xu Qingfeng's body, unable to hear the reprimand of the police next to him, and he picked up Xu Qingfeng's body dully.

His body was cold, and there was a large pool of blood on his chest. His eyes were closed, and the bangs on his forehead were sideways. He seemed to be asleep.

But his body was unbearably cold. At that moment, Zhou Ningyuan felt a chill that penetrated his heart.

From now on, there will be no more Xu Qingfeng in this world, he will not call himself an idiot, he will not show a gentle smile to himself, and he will not say a word to himself again.

The person who has always put himself on the top of his heart, from now on, who else will treat him like this?

"Sir, you are destroying the crime scene!"

"Sir, please leave here! If you do this again, we will investigate your criminal responsibility!"

"Sir, we know that you are very sad now, but you can't hinder our work because of this!"

"Ning Yuan? Zhou Ning Yuan?!"

Many people came and went around him, including Su Lin who beat him, Lin Xiyu who shed tears, and Zhou Chuwen who hated iron but not steel.

He sat there with Xu Qingfeng's body in his arms. After a long time, someone whispered something to someone.

"Zhou Ningyuan is a nightmare."

How long has he been sitting with Xu Qingfeng in his arms?It's been so long that he can't remember.

Later, it seemed that the person brought by Zhou Chuwen forced him to be sedated directly. He clasped Xu Qingfeng's body with both hands. When others opened his hands, the joints of his fingers showed strange colors. Only then completely passed out.

Maybe it was just a dream. After waking up from the dream, he would probably be able to see Xu Qingfeng.

If I could see him, he would definitely say to him: "Xu Qingfeng, I love you, I have loved you since many years ago, but I don't know it myself. If you say that, will you be angry again?"

"Xu Qingfeng, don't be angry, you know, I've always been so shameless, and you also know that I'm actually an immature idiot, just like you said, so, please forgive me?"

When he woke up, the rainy weather outside finally ended. Su Lin came to him and said, "Xu Qingfeng is going to have a funeral today."

When he turned around, he always felt that as long as he pretended not to know, Xu Qingfeng was still living in this world, maybe in another parallel space, maybe around him, living happily, but he couldn't see him.

Later Wei Ming came, with a look of guilt on his face, he said, "Ning Yuan, I'm sorry..."

Zhou Ningyuan shook his head, looked at the cigarette butts in the ashtray and said, "I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. I lost the most important thing with an unrealistic fantasy."

He broke up with Wei Ming, and Zhou Chuwen handed over the position of Patriarch of the Zhou family to Zhou Ningyao. After Zhou Chuwen died, he and Zhou Ningyao completely cut off contact.

He was still young at that time, he thought he would die with Xu Qingfeng's footsteps.

The throes of losing Xu Qingfeng also began to flow slowly over time.

When he sees a young man in a white shirt, he will stop and stare, and when he sees Xu Qingfeng's favorite dish, he will freeze in place.

Accumulated little by little, until one day, when he saw his own appearance in the mirror, he realized that such a long time had passed.

For a long time, he forgot Xu Qingfeng's appearance, so long that even the feeling of heartache when thinking of Xu Qingfeng became weak.

However, in his heart, there is always a small wish.

The cycle of cause and effect, if he is sincere to the Buddha, will God give him another chance?

For example, let him and Xu Qingfeng meet again at the place where they met for the first time, such as dying in place of the young Xu Qingfeng?

Little by little, he was doing all the good with an almost devout spirit.

"He has never been married, and he has no son or daughter under his knees, but he is always working so hard."

Regarding other people's comments, Zhou Ningyuan just shook his head. He is not great at all, and he is not fraternal at all. He is just living numbly in this world with a small, selfish ideal.

Probably because of this reason, when Zhou Ningyao was exposed one day that he was the mastermind behind the kidnapping case a few years ago and indirectly killed Xu Qingfeng, there was no wave in his heart.

Even if Zhou Ning is imprisoned, can Xu Qingfeng survive?

Even if the entire property of the Zhou family changed hands in the end, so what?

Time passed year by year, and when he was about to die, his mood was extremely peaceful.

The reason for this, he thought, was probably because he was about to meet Xu Qingfeng in another world.

Three days later, Zhou Ningyuan still showed no signs of waking up.

Zhou Chuwen did not allow Xu Qingfeng to see him. In the past few days, Xu Qingfeng could only stay in the corridor of the ward for a short period of time.

Looking at the corridor divided by the lights, he felt tired. The tiredness came from inside his body, but his mind was active. Even if he was lying on the bed, he couldn't fall asleep.

In front of him is the appearance of him and Zhou Ningyuan when they were together. The memories that he had gradually forgotten, at a certain moment, were recalled clearly by him.

When in love, when quarreling.Zhou Ningyuan brought him happiness, pain, helplessness, and anger. . .

But no matter what kind of memory, Zhou Ningyuan in memory should be alive and well.

Instead of lying lifelessly on the bed like now.

What if he can't wake up?What if the organs in the body fail?

The more he thought about it, the more confused his thoughts became. In the end, Xu Qingfeng realized that he probably still couldn't bear Zhou Ningyuan.

It really is. . .

He shook his head, suddenly unable to stay in the hospital.

In the ward, the doctor looked at Zhou Chuwen with a heavy face, and said, "If Mr. Zhou continues like this, he might become a vegetable."

Zhou Chuwen clenched the cane in his hand and said, "Don't lie to me! He didn't hurt his brain, how could he become a vegetable?"

"There have been many cases like this in the history of medicine, and we still can't find the cause."

Facing Zhou Chuwen's anger, the doctor did not show timidity or guilty conscience.

Reluctantly, Zhou Chuwen added harshly: "At least he can speak."

"That's also unconscious." The doctor looked at him and said word by word: "Maybe it's because he received some major stimulation and he didn't want to wake up. Mr. Zhou, I think you should find someone who is very good for him." Important people tell the truth next to him, encourage him, and wake him up. Although he is not conscious, he can still hear what we say."

"is that useful?!"

"I hope you will try it."

Zhou Chuwen has always been stubborn, he just let out a cold snort to signal the end of what the doctor said.

But after persisting for a few more hours, he finally compromised helplessly with himself.

There was a smell of disinfectant in the ward, and Xu Qingfeng was invited to Zhou Ningyuan's ward by the people sent by Zhou Chuwen, and he couldn't bear to see Zhou Ningyuan lying on the hospital bed.

On the way here, someone had already told him what the doctor said. Xu Qingfeng had already felt this kind of thing as early as the second day after Zhou Ningyuan was in a coma, but when someone put this fact in front of him, his mood suddenly fell. It becomes very depressing.

Zhou Chuwen stood by the door, looked at him, then at Zhou Ningyuan who was on the hospital bed, and said in a low voice, "That child, it seems that you must be the one."

After a pause, he said another sentence in a deeper voice.

"Help him."

Xu Qingfeng heard the pleading in his voice, but when he turned his head, Zhou Chuwen had already left.

Zhou Ningyuan lay on the bed as if he was asleep, breathing lightly. When Xu Qingfeng approached him, he realized that there were wet tears on his face.

This discovery made Xu Qingfeng very surprised. Since he knew Zhou Ningyuan in these years, he has never seen Zhou Ningyuan cry once, probably because he is too strong, or because he doesn't want to show weakness in front of him.

But why are you crying in a coma?

Did you remember your mother?

Xu Qingfeng walked over to wipe away his tears.

He looked much thinner and gaunter.

"Qingfeng...Xu Qingfeng..."

Xu Qingfeng's eyes widened. At that moment, he rushed to Zhou Ningyuan's hospital bed and yelled loudly: "Zhou Ningyuan?!"

Zhou Ningyuan remained motionless, Xu Qingfeng couldn't help lowering his head and put his ear to his mouth.

"Xu Qingfeng, don't die, don't..."

Zhou Ningyuan's voice was so weak that Xu Qingfeng could hardly hear it, but at that moment, he saw the tears in Zhou Ningyuan's eyes.

Her heart beat faster, and just when Xu Qingfeng thought that Zhou Ningyuan was about to wake up, Zhou Ningyuan was still in a coma.

There is no major problem with the body, but why is it like this?

Xu Qingfeng sat beside Zhou Ningyuan full of disappointment, held his cold and somewhat excessive hand, and said helplessly: "Zhou Ningyuan, I am sitting here properly, why do you curse me to death? Or do you want me to die?" I'm dying, how about staying and flying with Wei Ming?"

After a pause, Xu Qingfeng laughed at himself and said, "Thank you, Zhou Ningyuan, for blocking my shot for me. If it weren't for you, I think I would have died again inexplicably."

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By the way, I can't bear the blood spilled.