am i dead

Ji Yao put his hands on the steering wheel and dialed Duan Xiuping's number.

"Would you like to have dinner tonight..."

"I still have a patient who has to work overtime. You can eat by yourself."

"Oh, do I want to leave you some food..."

There was already a beeping busy tone on the other end of the phone.

Ji Yao hung up the phone, turned off the engine, and looked up at the neon sign outside the car window.

Hilton Hotel.

It's much better than the cheap small hotel where I opened a room with myself.

Because Duan Xiuping is a medical student, and he is very clean. When we first got together, Ji Yao still lived in the dormitory of the unit. Every time, he would foolishly bring his own bed sheets, for fear of dirtying Duan Xiuping's body. In the end, he would be fucked His legs and feet were weak, and he had to squat on the floor to wash the sheets when he went back.

Looking at it now, why didn't I just suffocate this scum on the bed without using a bed sheet?

It is said that Duan Xiuping and Ji Yao were young, and they went to the same school since elementary school. When they met for the first time, Duan Xiuping came over with a football in his arms, shyly patted Ji Yao on the shoulder, and asked him It was a female student from which class, but Ji Yao was annoyed at the time, and found a brick to paste Duan Xiuping's face directly. The two of them fought vigorously in front of dozens of classmates, and accidentally injured several innocent children who came to watch The classmate finally punished the teacher of the Disciplinary Committee and stood in the corridor for a class.

And that discipline inspection teacher is wicked enough, he insists on standing with the two of them hugging each other, just like the two brothers, but he is afraid that the two of them will not follow suit, so he will come out from time to time to take a look, if he sees that the two of them are not hugging tightly, he will give him a good meal educate.

At that time, Duan Xiuping seemed to retort a few words, but after playing the teacher several times, he became scared, and kept holding Ji Yao tightly, for fear that the teacher would come out and play him again.

Ji Yao remembered that Duan Xiuping was taller than him at that time, and he hugged him in his arms, counting the blood spots on his school uniform with his eyes lowered, which was all caused by him hitting his nose with a brick just now.

Ji Yao's stomach began to growl as he counted, Duan Xiuping pretended not to hear it at first, but then he couldn't take it anymore, so he told Ji Yao that he still had a ham sausage in his coat pocket.

As soon as Ji Yao heard that there was ham sausage to eat, he quickly took it out, quickly used his small teeth to tear off the label, peeled the skin, nestled in Duan Xiuping's arms and gnawed furtively, while gnawing, beware of the teacher coming over.

Duan Xiuping was also the boss who didn't like it, blamed Ji Yao for not saving some for him, so Ji Yao stuffed the rest of it into his mouth, and after eating Ji Yao felt hungry, so he dug another piece out of his pocket. Genguo Danpi continued to gnaw, and then both of them were full, so they continued to hug each other and waited for the end of class.

After class, Duan Xiuping hesitated for a long time, but asked Ji Yao in which class he was a male student. Because Ji Yao was short-mouthed, he told him honestly and gave him his QQ number.

At that time, Xiuping was the boss in the school. Ever since he met Ji Yao, he automatically retreated to the second line and became the second child who covered the boss.

Later, Duan Xiuping felt that the name of the second child was too ugly, so he was automatically downgraded to the third child, becoming the third child who covered the eldest child, without a second child.

Although Duan Xiuping has worked so hard, Ji Yao didn't know about it until he graduated from university.

After graduating from university, Ji Yao went to a classmate reunion at his alma mater, unexpectedly met the discipline inspection teacher at that time, the old lady's hair was all white, and she started to show off about it when she met Ji Yao and Duan Xiuping, saying Why did these two fight so fiercely at that time? If it wasn't for their own education, how could they have such a friendship.

At this time, Ji Yao always thought, yes, he is not good at beating me now, so he stabbed me in the back with his cock, which hurts much more than slapping my face.

The two of them got together after Ji Yao graduated from university. Duan Xiuping became a psychiatrist, and Ji Yao was a policeman. Looking back on the past, Ji Yao felt that Duan Xiuping didn't look like someone who could be a doctor. Being a veterinarian is more or less the same.

But Duan Xiuping is still a doctor, gentle and gentle, wearing small glasses, he doesn't look like a person with memory.

But so what, Ji Yao loves Duan Xiuping anyway, no matter what he becomes, Ji Yao will still love him.

The lady at the front desk of the Hilton Hotel was bored with checking the occupancy rate of the room. When she lowered her head and was fiddling with the computer, she heard a cold voice above her head, "Just now a guest named Duan Xiuping opened a room with you, right?"

The man outside the counter had a straight white face, slender eyes and swarthy eyes, and was quite beautiful, but his face was stern and cold.

The lady at the front desk was still very polite, "Hi sir, what do you need?"

Ji Yao looked at her indifferently, and took out his ID, "Police, please cooperate, which room does Duan Xiuping live in?"

"...Ah..." The front desk lady choked, and hurriedly lowered her head to operate, "728 on the sixth floor, turn left in the lobby and there is an elevator."

Ji Yao stretched out his hand, "The room card."

The front desk lady hurriedly handed it to Ji Yao.

Ji Yao took the room card and turned left into the elevator.

The face reflected in the glass on the inner wall was pale and haggard, with sunken eyes. It looked like he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.

The elevator jingled and opened, Ji Yao grabbed the room card and went straight to 728.

Hilton's sound insulation is pretty good, but the voice of a woman moaning loudly can still be heard through the door panel, which shows how intense the inside is.

Ji Yao's hands on the card reader trembled a little.

The bodies on the bed are entangled together, and they are doing what they are doing.

Duan Xiuping was dripping with sweat, his thin waist looked like a pile driver, he was fucking that woman fiercely.

Ji Yao stared at the scene and took a long breath.

The woman who had just closed her eyes to enjoy herself suddenly opened her eyes, and then screamed strangely as if she saw a ghost, and raised her hand to pull the quilt to cover her body.

Duan Xiuping was taken aback for a moment, then picked up the big towel on the bed and tied it under his body, "...you...you following me?"

The man standing at the door rushed up with clenched fists and hit Duan Xiuping's nose so hard that his nose bleeds immediately.

But Ji Yao's tears also came down.

Duan Xiuping didn't care about wiping his nosebleeds, and grabbed Ji Yao's clothes with his backhand, "Ji Yao, listen to me."

There was no expression on Ji Yao's face, but tears fell down. He raised his hand to wipe it, but still poured out, and shook off the person beside him. Ji Yao didn't say a word, and directly kicked the door out of the house.

The people on the ground hurriedly fumbled for their glasses and put them on. Regardless of the image, they put a towel around their waists and started chasing him.

The cleaning aunts in the corridor stopped what they were doing, and looked up to see these two people chasing after each other.

In the end, Ji Yao was still at the elevator door to give Duan Xiuping a hug.

"Don't make such an ugly scene, can we, let's go back and talk about it if we have something to say."

Ji Yao turned his head slightly, staring at the man who was hugging him, "Do you think it's ugly? Do you have any face?"

Duan Xiuping freed up a hand to push his glasses, and wiped off the blood stains under his nose, "Ji Yao, I'm wrong, but you think I'm almost thirty, so I can't live without marriage."

Ji Yao's heart was pounding like a knife, "You knew you were going to get married, so what kind of man are you looking for?"

"Ji Yao, I'm sorry, listen to me first..." Duan Xiuping tightened his grip on the person in his arms, and was about to explain, but before he finished speaking, he saw Ji Yao's cold face, not blinking staring at himself.

The eyes were dark and heavy.

The two have been together for several years, and Duan Xiuping knows exactly what this kid wants to do.

Ji Yao is about to strike again.

Duan Xiuping suddenly shivered, let go of his hand, and took two steps back,

"Ji Yao... what do you want to do... if you have something to say..."

The elevator door jingled and opened slowly, but no one entered.

The cleaner next to him looked horrified at a nearly naked man being pushed to the ground and beaten violently. They froze for a moment, then hurriedly took the pager to call the security guard up.

Duan Xiuping ran away with his head in his arms, all the lenses flew out, leaving only a frame hanging crookedly on his face, he couldn't see anything clearly, it was fine if his eyes were blown away, but even the towel around his waist was blown away, Ji Yao really shouldn't have done it this time.

The people who were watching were afraid of being accidentally injured and wanted to leave, so they all called their friends and companions to come and see the naked man.

Duan Xiuping covered his face and managed to get up from the ground with great difficulty. He struggled to the cleaning aunt's cart and tried to cover himself up. Unexpectedly, Ji Yao's attack was so ruthless that even the person and the cart turned over when he stepped down. The towel The toothbrush was all over the place.

None of the cleaning aunts dared to go up to fight, and they all hid in the next room, trying to persuade the hero Ji Yao not to use his words.

When the security came up, Ji Yao had already finished fighting.

Duan Xiuping blocked Ji Yao's shoes with his arm, "Are you crazy?"

Ji Yao stepped on it hard, "I'm not crazy, I'm just blind."

After finishing speaking, he stopped his feet and left, but he was blocked by the security guards.

"Don't go, how can you hit someone casually?"

Only then did Duan Xiuping crawl out from the pile of towels, "Help me..."

Another security guard hurried up to help Duan Xiuping on the ground, "Hi, do you need to call the police or call an ambulance?"

Ji Yao sniffed, took out his police officer ID and threw it on the security guard's face, turned around and went downstairs.

It was completely dark.

In the distance stood a tall building, like a hand rising from the ground, holding up a piece of shimmering broken light, set like sequins on the ribbon of the night.

Ji Yao touched the car keys, but heard the phone ring.

The number that appeared on the phone screen was unfamiliar yet familiar, as if I knew it by heart before, but I couldn't remember who it was anyway.

Ji Yao hung up several times, but the person kept calling over and over again, Ji Yao was so close that he could only answer the phone, "Who?"

Before the car had time to start, Duan Xiuping had already rushed out of the hotel.

No suit, shirt buttoned in the wrong place.

The voice on the phone is low and inaudible,

"Ji Yao, it's me."

Ji Yao started the car, stepped on the accelerator and was about to leave, but Duan Xiuping blocked the front of the car, and then went around the car body, pulling the door desperately.

Ji Yao stared coldly at the man outside the window, "Get lost."

With the car window half open, Duan Xiuping's voice came in intermittently, "Ji Yao...you open the door first...let's talk..."

Ji Yao put down the phone, put the reverse gear on, looked up at the rearview mirror, hit the gas pedal fully and retreated, then turned his head and drove away.

The figure in the rearview mirror became smaller and smaller until it became a black dot and merged into the night.

The screen of the mobile phone on the co-pilot was on and kept on, as if someone was talking.

Ji Yao didn't realize it at all, nor was he in that mood.

A very old song was suddenly interrupted on the radio, and Zhang Huimei faintly began to sing and remember it.

After a long time, no one remembers those tenderness back then,

I held hands with you and said we would go to the end together.

But after such a long time, Ji Rao still remembers everything, and remembers clearly.

I remember two people fighting together and punishing the teacher to stand,

Remember that green kiss behind the bookshelf in the university library.

I remember that I have lived for more than 20 years, and I only like such a person,

But what's the use of remembering these, no, it's still not as good as a woman who can give him a marriage certificate.