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Tao He stared at Ji Yao, "I don't want to trouble you, I can do it myself."

Ji Yao breathed a sigh of relief and said nothing.

After being silent for a while, he walked out again, thinking about driving, but took out the key, but fell directly to the ground because of trembling fingertips.

Tao He saw it, his brows tightened, and he went up to grab Ji Yao's hand, "Ji Yao, don't feel bad, I won't be too serious."

Ji Yao picked up the key from the ground, "...such a serious crime of injury... even a ten-year sentence is considered light..."

Tao He paused, "I know."

Ji Yao unlocked the car and got into the car, "I have to go find him, if he hasn't called the police yet, maybe there's still something to discuss..."

After starting the car, Ji Yao didn't drive away, but looked at Tao He, hesitating to speak.

Tao He stared down at him.

The roar of the engine was very clear in the middle of the night.

Ji Yao was surprisingly quiet in his heart.

He was silent for a long time, and finally heaved a long sigh, "Tao He...you also know that I am a policeman...so I understand the process quite well...the crime of injury...you need to talk about the evidence... ...I can buy you some time...but...you'd better hurry up and destroy all relevant evidence...and...people who know the court will do you some good..."

Tao He knew that he was conflicted.

He also knew that Ji Yao Mingming would not do such a thing.

He knew better what made him succumb in an instant.

Although this was only a momentary event, it made Tao He extremely ashamed and gratified.

"Ji Yao, I understand, don't worry."

Instead of going to work, Tao He took a taxi to the hospital, retrieved the car and mobile phone, greeted Tao Shu, said that he would not go to the company due to emergency, and drove directly to the clinic where Duan Fang was operated on.

This is not to avoid the police, but to avoid right and wrong.

At least they don't have to be handcuffed in front of so many people from Dow.

Tao He didn't believe that Duan Fang would show mercy to his subordinates at all.

In those days before, every day they got along, every time their eyes met, Tao He could feel the hatred in those eyes.

Even if it's a disguised smile, or plain.

Tao He didn't know whether he was crazy or not, but Tao He was trying his best not to be crazy.

The reality will not let you go just because of a person's weakness. Life is to keep falling and getting up, so that one's heart becomes harder and stronger.

So Tao He is not so unbearable when he is hit now.

In addition to psychological resistance, the more reason is that Tao He has already made preparations.

Just like what Ji Yao said, Tao He had consulted someone a long time ago.

This kind of preparation is going on all the time, when he is deliberately trying to get Dow, when he is trying to destroy Duan Fang's spirit.

Parking the car in front of the clinic, Tao He stared at the sign, which had already been removed.

The door was closed tightly, and there was a layer of dust on the window, as if the door hadn't been opened for a few days.

If Duan Fang calls the police, the police will definitely investigate, not to mention whether Duan Fang will remember these people, but it is still good for him to send them all abroad.

Tao He wanted to smoke a little, but he felt in his pocket and found that there was none, so he had no choice but to give up.

Everyone was sent abroad in a short period of time. The chief surgeon was troublesome because he had a successful career in China, but money and a guilty conscience could only make him agree.

Only when Tao He saw this abandoned clinic could he feel a little relieved.

In this way, the witnesses who performed the operation on Duan Fang are gone.

But illegal detention is more difficult. Although Tao He has deleted the video recordings from the security side before, but the house is there, and Duan Fang is still running with chains. It is easy to find someone in the community to testify that he goes there every day. .

Tao He breathed a sigh of relief.

It is simply impossible for Duan Fang not to call the police.

As for Ji Yao looking for Duan Fang, Tao He actually didn't expect much, but from Ji Yao's point of view, he can still understand Ji Yao's anxious mood.

Regardless of the outcome, there should always be an understanding between them.

Tao He trusts Ji Yao, and also trusts Ji Yao.

***

It was early morning when Ji Yao came out of the villa, and when he arrived at the place, the sky was slightly bright.

When standing at the door, Ji Yao found that the peephole on the anti-theft door was gone.

It is obvious that the lock was opened by a lock company.

Ji Yao tapped on the door twice, but didn't ring the doorbell next to him.

After all, I have lived here for almost two years, so I know the doorbell is broken.

As Ji Yao kept knocking on the door, the more he knocked, the more he failed.

Opening the lock proves that Duan Xiuping has returned home, if he is not here at this time...

Ji Yao's hands became lighter and lighter, and when he was about to leave, the door suddenly opened.

The person who opened the door was pale, with rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"I was drying my hair just now, and I didn't hear you."

Duan Xiuping stared at Ji Yao, as if he knew he was coming, he smiled lightly, "Come in."

Ji Yao suddenly felt scared.

I have been with him for two years, but I never seem to know him.

In those two years, I just added the imaginary Tao He to him, thinking that he was that kind of person, but in fact he was not at all.

Until now, Ji Yao didn't know what kind of person he was.

The only thing that is certain is that this person is really strong psychologically.

Strong enough to be castrated, but still escape calmly, dare to go home to take a bath, and still face Ji Yao calmly.

Thinking of this, Ji Yao seemed to be reminded suddenly by himself.

What kind of psychology can make Duan Xiuping go home without any fear?Are you not even afraid that Tao He will come to your door?

Ji Yao had a bad premonition, but still held a trace of expectation in his heart that he hadn't called the police yet, "I want to talk to you."

Duan Xiuping raised his hand, as if he was going to reach someone, but Ji Yao avoided it, with a faint smile on his face, Duan Xiuping felt a little hurt in his heart, "I just washed it, it's very clean."

Ji Yao didn't want to have any physical contact with him at all, and didn't want to enter the house.

Because through the partition of the door, the things inside are all too familiar.

Ji Yao didn't want to see those things, everything seemed to be a torture tool.

Duan Xiuping turned around and entered the room, his hair was slightly wet, long hair hanging over his ears, "I wanted to talk to you so much before, but you didn't even pay attention to me, now the boss came here, could it be because of him?"

Then he turned his face away, his eyes darkened, with a faint look of anger, "What's so good about that rich second generation, he can do anything wrong just because he has two stinky money, and you, as a policeman, have to help him break the law, you know what? When you saw me, you didn't help to report the case, you were already involved, and he got you involved."

Ji Yao spoke slowly, trying not to provoke him, "Since you say that, then I'm doing it for myself."

Duan Xiuping's figure disappeared from sight, he didn't know what to do, and his voice sounded a little far away, "Don't worry, you have been with me for two years, and I won't drag you into it."

Ji Yao stood at the door with an indifferent tone, "Did you call the police?"

Duan Xiuping's voice sounded from a corner of the house, "Not yet."

Ji Yao didn't really believe it, but on the other hand, he eagerly hoped that it was true.

"Ji Yao, you will come to me only if you don't call the police." Duan Xiuping's voice got closer, "You come in, I want to talk to you too."

Ji Yao was very skeptical, "Aren't you afraid that the person who came to your door is Tao He?"

"I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, but as soon as he comes over, I'll call the police immediately,"

Duan Xiuping held a small towel in his palm, "Ji Yao, you are a smart man, you won't let him come and fight me to the death."

There was no expression on Ji Yao's face.

After thinking for a while, he stepped into the house.

There was a faint layer of dust on the floor of the apartment, as if it hadn't been lived in for a long time, but other than that, it was very clean.

The layout and decorations are all the same as before I left.

Even the small pendant that Ji Yao casually threw on the shoe cabinet is there.

Ji Yao's eyes moved slightly, but his face was calm, and he sat on the sofa.

"Go ahead."

Duan Xiuping looked at him with a strange smile on his face, "Ji Yao, what do you want to drink?"

Ji Yao frowned, and answered irrelevantly, "Since you also want to talk, let's just talk about your conditions."

Duan Xiuping did not sit down, but walked slowly in the room.

"Ji Yao, don't you think of anything when you see this?"

Ji Yao felt that something was wrong with Duan Xiuping.

From the expression and tone of his speech, it is very different from before.

But it looked normal, but it was a different kind of normal.

Ji Yao frowned, "Can you stop talking about useless things all the time?"

After bypassing the sofa, Duan Xiuping stopped behind where Ji Yao was sitting, "Ji Yao, if you promise to follow me, I won't call the police."

Ji Yao froze for a moment, "You're crazy..."

Before he finished speaking, he covered his mouth and nose with a towel.

Ji Yao reacted quickly, grabbed Duan Xiuping's arm and threw him off, but he was still dizzy from the pungent potion smell.

"You are..." Ji Yao covered his nose, a lot of tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Duan Xiuping was thrown on the sofa in a messy state. He managed to get up from the picture above and looked at Ji Yao as if he was looking at something dangerous, "Ji Yao, you forgot that there is a compartment in our refrigerator for me to refrigerate Potion."

Later, Ji Yao couldn't hear what Duan Xiuping said very clearly.

The concentration of the medicine was very high, and Ji Yao soon fell unconscious. When he regained consciousness later, he realized that he had been handcuffed to the chair by him.

It was already very light.

Because he couldn't see the clock, Ji Yao didn't know how long he had been in a coma.

The person on the opposite side was filled with darkness, his whole body was sickly white, and he smiled very elegantly, "Ji Yao, you're awake."

Ji Yao was startled, and suddenly opened his eyes wide, "What do you want to do?"

Duan Xiuping looked at him with nervous concentration on his face, "You haven't been here for a long time, this is our home, we even had sex on this chair, Ji Yao, I remember it all."

Ji Yao's scalp was numb, and a rash appeared on his body instantly.

"I really want to have sex with you again, but I can't." Duan Xiuping looked calm, and his tone was very flat, "Why don't you come and fuck me?"

Ji Yao's lips trembled slightly, trying not to scold him.

Duan Xiuping's reaction, what he said, and his behavior of not calling the police and waiting for him were all very strange when he punched himself in the door.

Very abnormal.

Looking at it now, Ji Yao finally understood a little bit.

Ji Yao took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down, "Let's say something first, don't tie me up, it's illegal for you to do this."

Duan Xiuping looked at him, "Illegal? Then I might as well violate it more thoroughly."

Ji Yao felt a chill in his heart, "What do you want to do?"

Duan Xiu straightened his waist and looked down at Ji Yao, "That depends on whether you will follow me or not?"

Ji Yao looked up at him, "What are you thinking? Do you really think this is possible?"

"It's impossible... It depends on whether you want Tao He to go to jail." Duan Xiuping straightened the wrinkled skirt, "As for what I'm thinking, I just want you to read something."

Ji Yao watched him enter the bedroom and took out a photo album from it.

Duan Xiuping sat in front of Ji Yao, opened the album, and took out a photo from it.

"I never dared to put this kind of thing at home before, for fear that you would see it."

Duan Xiuping handed the photo to Ji Yao, "Look at this, this is my first boyfriend, he is my classmate, he is also very beautiful, but I don't like him very much, it's all because of my physiology. Need, you know, young people at that age have too much energy."

Duan Xiuping seemed very happy, and smiled slightly, showing his white teeth, "And this one is from the bar opposite the school. It's not a boyfriend, but he got sick later, and we haven't contacted him again."

"And this, this..."

"This man is a university teacher. He has a good job and a good figure. I wanted to be with him and live like this for the rest of my life, but at this time my mother was diagnosed with cancer. She has lived for me since she was a child. ...When I found out, I felt that I had to live for her once, so I broke up with him, thinking about finding a woman in the future."

Having said that, Duan Xiuping took out the last photo.

It was him and Ji Yao.

In the photo, Ji Yao had a straight face, with Duan Xiuping's hand on his shoulder, and a faint smile in his eyes, thinking that he was standing with his childhood playmate, and would always be together in the future.

"It's a pity that I just met the person I love at this time, but when I met him, I didn't know, and when I wanted to separate from him, I didn't realize it, but after I lost it, I realized that I wanted to be with him When he was together, I regretted derailing, regretted being sorry to him, the two years with him were the happiest time in my life, although...that happiness was stolen..."

Ji Yao opened his mouth with a difficult tone, "Don't tell me these things, I'm not interested at all."

Duan Xiuping seemed to have been splashed with cold water, with an embarrassed expression, "...just know, it's my experience anyway."

Ji Yao's eyes sank, "Is it finished? Can we get down to business?"

Duan Xiuping lowered his head and put away his things, "You hate me that much?"

"It's not hatred." Ji Yao looked at him with a very indifferent attitude, "I don't feel anything at all."

Duan Xiuping shivered slightly.

"I do not believe."

His face became paler, "I don't believe it, even if I'm a fake, after all, we've been together for two years, it's impossible for you to feel nothing about me..."

Ji Yao's eyelids were narrow, and he could see that he was very frightened.

Suddenly, I found that the thief was really sad. He stole something and took it as his own, but in fact it was still not his thing.

All he has is nothing.

Although it is not easy to love someone, it is even more difficult to pretend to be loved by someone.

But Ji Yao didn't want to show sympathy for this self-inflicted blame.

Maybe it was because I was too cruel, maybe...it was just like what he said, there was a little bit of hatred.

"no problem, no problem……"

Duan Xiuping's eyelashes trembled violently, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "I love you is enough... I'm sorry for you..."

Duan Xiuping took a few steps back and walked back and forth in the room.

Suddenly stopped his body, turned around with tears in his eyes, with a face like a ghost, grabbed the hose of the stethoscope on the cabinet and twisted Ji Yao's neck, "It's impossible that you haven't loved me...Ji Yao...I don't believe it ..."

Ji Yao's face was flushed, and he had difficulty breathing, "The one I love...is that you?"

The veins popped up on Duan Xiuping's face, his teeth were chattering, and his whole body was trembling. Seeing Ji Yao's face slowly change color, he suddenly let go of his grip, as if his whole body collapsed. Ji Yao gasped for breath, and his body began to trembling.

The stethoscope fell to the ground with a clang.

Duan Xiu walked away slowly, and went to open the window.

The living room where the two of them live has floor-to-ceiling windows. Because the floor is relatively high, there are no anti-theft windows, and there are only guardrails about one meter away.

Duan Xiuping opened the window, and the hot and humid wind came in from outside.

He turned around, looked at Ji Yao, and smiled, "Ji Yao, do you know how I got out of there?"

"I use the pull ring on the hard candy box, break it into several sections, and unscrew a screw every day."

"You don't know that the disgusting things I eat make me want to die..."

"But I can't die... If I die like that... no one will know... I don't want to just cheap him..."

"He treated me like that...I won't forgive him..."

Duan Xiuping stood by the window, his glasses were bright, and he couldn't see the eyes behind him clearly, "So... the first thing I did after I came out was to call the police."

It was as if an ice cube had been inserted into Ji Yao's mind, and it instantly cooled down.

"Ji Yao, let's die together, okay?"

Duan Xiuping came back, leaned down slightly, and pushed Ji Yao's chair to the window, "It's so high here, we'll jump down together, we'll be smashed to pieces, we won't be able to tell each other apart, and we'll be together forever."

Ji Yao's lips turned white, "Just push me down, don't die with me."

The shirt on Duan Xiuping's body was fluttering in the wind, his hair was fluttering, and his brows and eyes were inexplicably a little melancholy.

"Oh, it's fine if you don't want to, I'll die myself."

He stepped over the railing without turning his head, "If I knew this was the case, I might as well have chased you obediently back then."

Ji Yao didn't believe that he would kill himself, nor did he believe that he would commit suicide, but he didn't expect him to really jump.

He jumped, and then disappeared.

Because the floor is too high, you can't hear the movement below.

The curtains were rattling, and the sunlight outside was fierce, reflecting in Ji Yao's eyes like burning fire.

Love is a very strange thing.

Some people have had two lovers, but only fell in love once from beginning to end; while some people have had many lovers, but only one first love that has not had time to start.

Sitting alone by the window, Ji Yao thought of 'tossing and turning in pain' and 'no turning back'.

If Tao He is like this, what about this scumbag?