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Linhai, Xiwan City is a first-tier city with good development prospects and a large population.Song Heng grew up here, and has been studying in the best No. [-] Middle School in Xiwan City in junior high school. In the year of the college entrance examination, he was admitted to the top university here. He spent almost all of his most precious youth here.

Everything here is familiar to him, but he has never heard of this Ren'ai Hospital, perhaps because it is relatively remote in the suburbs.

Along the way, he played cross talk collections, trying to fill his mind with laughter and not leave room for daydreams.Song Heng couldn't tell whether it was urgent or hesitant, the speed of the car was sometimes fast and sometimes slow.

He just followed the navigation mechanically, when the female voice said "destination arrived", the car turned off, Song Heng suddenly realized what he had done, and swept into the dark night around him.

Are you crazy, you are obviously going to sleep, but you just came out like this, and came to see Xin Wan in the middle of the night.

After a long time, Song Heng called and looked up at the hospital at the same time.

It was a small hospital, with mottled traces of wind and rain on the white walls, and oil-green creepers climbing on it.

The other end of the phone quickly picked up, looking surprised and smiling.After hanging up the phone, Song Heng smoked a cigarette before opening the car door and walking into the hospital.

The doctor was waiting for him at the hospital gate.

"Ah, hello, hello, are you Mr. Song Heng?" The voice on the other end of the phone became real. It was a man in his early thirties who was wearing a white coat and looked straight. Song Heng walked towards the hospital, "My surname is Li, and the characters are steep, just call me Dr. Li."

Song Heng didn't like the hospital, and instinctively rejected the strong smell of alcohol and the ubiquitous crying and shouting in the hospital. He clasped the pack of cigarettes in his hand, and responded concisely: "Yes."

While waiting for the elevator, Dr. Li tentatively said, "After calling three or four times, we all thought you would not be coming—may I ask, what is your relationship with Xin Wan?"

Song Heng glanced at him indifferently, his eyes were fixed on the LED screen with scrolling numbers, and he remained silent.

Dr. Li was a little embarrassed, and smiled a few times to smooth things over: "Ah...haha, the relationship should be very close, isn't it an old friend for many years? In that difficult environment in the correction center, Xin Wan still seems to miss you all the time, so you As soon as I heard that something happened to him, I came here in the middle of the night, so I was very careful—”

When the elevator arrived, the door opened slowly, and at the same time Song Heng interrupted him, saying, "It doesn't matter."

The chattering noise in my ears finally stopped completely, and Dr. Li coughed in embarrassment.Song Heng was free and asked: "What is the correction center?"

Dr. Li touched his nose: "The homosexual correction center literally means treating homosexuality. What exactly is inside is something that the police are dealing with. We don't know very well."

Song Heng frowned, lowered his head thoughtfully, and looked at the medical knowledge on the wall to wear away time.The floor stopped at the fourth floor, and he followed Dr. Li to the ward.

The door of the ward reads 19-20 beds.Just as Dr. Li was about to reach out to knock on the door, he suddenly withdrew his hand and said hesitantly: "Although you said that you have nothing to do with Xin Wan, there are some things that need to be mentioned in advance. Xin Wan was transferred from the correction center. It's the closest to our place. Then we found out that Xin Wan's place...is wrong."

He pointed to his head.

"Amnesia. But it's not complete amnesia, it's selective amnesia. He now thinks he is 14 years old, and he doesn't remember any memories after that." Dr. Li smiled, "Be more careful."

Song Heng froze for a moment.Before the news could be digested and chewed, Dr. Li reached out and knocked on the door.With two beeps, the thoughts were crisply broken, bringing a blank.

Tens of seconds, no echo.

Dr. Li just pushed open the door, took two steps, turned his head and put his index finger on his lips, and said "shh", in a very soft voice: "Xin Wan fell asleep."

When Song Heng walked into the ward, he first smelled the sweet fruit fragrance, and then saw a bright moon outside the window.There was only one bedside lamp turned on in the ward, and it was thin and dim yellow. He lowered his head belatedly, and saw Xin Wan's sleeping face just like that.

"He has gone to bed very early these days, and he couldn't sleep without a sedative when he first came here." Dr. Li's voice was barely audible, "Mr. Song, you stay here for a while, I will go out and get the medical records .”

Song Heng nodded.

There was a sound of closing the door, and Song Heng was sitting beside another empty hospital bed, his whole figure was hidden in the darkness.He was a little thirsty, probably from smoking too much.The cigarette case was opened and closed repeatedly, and Song Heng raised his head after a while, looking at Xin Wan through the light.

The first reaction is: it really is him.

I haven't seen him for three years, but Song Heng's heart is unexpectedly calm.To be honest, he didn't recognize Xin Wan at first sight.Xin Wan's hair was a little long, and it spread out when she was sleeping, her face was fair, but her hair was black and soft, like a girl.

His appearance is no different from that of three years ago, except that he is thinner. He is very childish and looks small.

The sleeping position is lying flat.

Song Heng remembered that when they first opened the room, Xin Wan slept lying down like this.

That day when Song Heng graduated from high school, Xin Wan skipped class. After the group separated, Song Heng kissed him pretending to be drunk and took him to open a hotel.The two of them were extremely embarrassed and at a loss in the hotel, especially when they saw the cover on the cabinet.But in the end, he did nothing, lying on the bed like a corpse, in the same posture as the sleeping zombie in the animation.

According to the doctor, Xin Wan should not remember him now?

Song Heng stopped thinking about those trivial matters.

In about 5 minutes, Dr. Li came back and showed him the medical record.The brain had a slight concussion, the body had electric shock wounds, and the lower leg was broken.

Song Heng asked about "amnesia", and Dr. Li said that Xin Wan's amnesia was due to psychological barriers. He said concisely: "In extreme cases, patients will choose to forget what they don't want to recall and what they want to escape. Psychological protection mechanism."

Xin Wan wants to forget the time when she was 15 years old and beyond?

Song Heng suddenly laughed silently, turned his head to look at Xin Wan who was still asleep, thinking how much he hated himself for throwing away all the time related to them, as casually as throwing away kitchen garbage in the morning.

The first time they met was when Xin Wan was 15 years old.

outside the ward.

"It's getting late now, it's past ten o'clock, and I'm going to change shifts now," Dr. Li continued to lower his voice, hesitating a little, "Why don't you just sleep on the bed here and take him away tomorrow? "

"Didn't it mean that the beds are tight, why are there still empty beds?"

"It's Xin Wan who is afraid of people and doesn't like to be with others. He has nightmares and screams at night, and other patients can't sleep well, so he is free." Dr. Li smiled bitterly, "There is nothing we can do!"

Song Heng accepted the suggestion, but only accepted the first half.He called his assistant Mao Nian, but luckily the assistant was still up, Song Heng asked him to help contact Xin Wan's family and see if he could send Xin Wan there.

He came to see Xin Wan, just out of curiosity that he hadn't seen him for so many years, and doubts about his name written all over the bed, but he was not interested in taking his ex-boyfriend home for rekindling and reunion.

Dr. Li seemed quite satisfied with this response, and seemed to be afraid that if he ran away, Xin Wan would be lost again.Before leaving, he thoughtfully changed Song Heng's bed sheets.

Song Heng has a slight obsession with cleanliness, and doesn't think the hospital beds are clean, but always feels that there are all kinds of viruses and dirt entrenched on them, so he just pulls a chair, sits in the middle of the bed and falls asleep with his eyes closed.

It was uncomfortable to sleep like this, and Song Heng couldn't even tell whether he was asleep or awake.It seemed that he fell asleep only in the middle of the night, and even had a dream. In the dream, he walked to the edge of a cliff, stepping on a stone on the edge, and was precarious.

A harsh cry suddenly turned into a hand pushing behind his back, and when he fell, Song Heng suddenly woke up.

The surrounding sky is bright, and it is already daytime.

The feeling of waking up has not yet dissipated, Song Heng broke out in cold sweat all over his body, got up and breathed heavily, took a few deep breaths, and then followed the sound to look over, so he bumped into a pair of dark and clear eyes unprepared.

Xin Wan sat on the bed, he had a nightmare, he yelled loudly, his throat hurt a little, and he just came back to his senses.Her half-length hair hung on her shoulders, a little messy, her cheeks were blush from long sleep, and she looked at Song Heng with wide eyes.

Song Heng suddenly forgot all his thoughts, couldn't tell whether it was yesterday or today, and suddenly traveled back to three years ago, his lips moved, and when he was about to speak, Xin Wan spoke before him.

"...Hello?" He pursed his lips and stretched out his hand politely.

Song Heng subconsciously held his hand, a little cold and soft.The adam's apple moved, and other words were ineffective, and only one sentence came out.

"Hello."

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