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Nine o'clock in the evening.

Another hospital.The hospital is really an annoying place. Xin Wan smelled the smell of alcohol and even wanted to cut off her stomach. She has to eat all the time and lose her temper. She is the most difficult master to serve.

"Do you know how many traffic jams there are from the vegetable market? I was in a hurry all the way, and I almost put a knife on the driver's neck," Shen You said aggressively and sadly: "When I got out of the car, I accidentally left the green onions I bought. It fell into the car!"

"You are not allowed to shout in the hospital," Xin Wan said weakly, "Why don't I buy you a bunch of green onions later..."

"That's not necessary, you are quite scary, it's the second time, your stomach is not good."

Xin Wan's stomach was still hurting, and he really wanted Song Heng to rub it for him - his palms were hot, and there were calluses on his fingertips, rubbing it would relieve the pain, Xin Wan asked softly, "How did you get in?" In Shuyue?"

"Your brother gave me the password and told me to come here, and his tone was as if someone was coming here, as if a bomb exploded in your house a second later." Shen You laughed, "Don't you thank me?"

"Thank you," Xin Wan also laughed, "Really."

The infusion was almost done, so Shen You went to ask the nurse to change the infusion.

The area around the ward suddenly became quiet, and Xin Wan thought aimlessly, what would Song Heng do if he were at home now?

Take off the suit first, and put the tie aside, the ribbon is like a dark river.Maybe he will kick the ball sticking to his feet aside, and make a tomato salad before dusk, and the sugar will slowly dissolve.I also thought of the way he looked at the documents, the lenses filtered out redundant emotions, so his eyes looked rational, like the sharp edge of a knife, but when he smiled, he was "blunt" and very gentle.

Xin Wan sniffed, raised her right hand to cover her eyes.

In all the helpless, alone, painful moments, he seems to be thinking about Song Heng forever.

After the needle was changed, Shen You just sat on the bed next to him and was about to take a disposable water cup when he saw Xin Wan turn his head sideways, his eyes flushed, and he said, "Doctor Shen, I want to chase someone."

Shen You raised his eyebrows, his surprised expression was undisguised, with a hint of teasing, he took a sip of water, "Yo, don't you fall in love early, which little girl have you taken a fancy to?"

"Song Heng."

Shen You choked up earth-shatteringly, his throat was so hot that it hurt, his shock was so strong that he subconsciously ignored the fact that Xin Wan knew Song Heng's name.

Xin Wan stared at the protruding wrist, and then at the silver infusion needle, "Doctor Shen, are people very greedy? At first I only thought that it would be great if I could see him every day. If I could Rubbing my hair, then I was very happy all day, and now it is even more excessive, I want to hug him, I want to hold his hand, and I really want to get him—a dream, isn’t it?"

He said in a daze: "But I don't know what to do. I haven't seen him for a few days. I feel like a broken machine that stops working. Only he can fix me."

Words are weightless, but Xin Wan still feels relieved.

"Are you... serious?" Shen You rolled his Adam's apple up and down, and asked tentatively, "That's you, your cousin, the man."

"Seriously," Xin Wan looked at him with bright and determined eyes, "Maybe I will never meet someone I like so much in the future, so whether he is a star or a moon in the sky, I will try."

"Aren't you afraid that I will tell your cousin?"

Shen You squeezed the disposable plastic cup, making a slight "click" sound.Blue and white hospital gown, pale face, light hair, with a beautiful sense of fragility, this is the first time he has looked at Xin Wan so carefully, in many cases, Shen You will subconsciously put Xin Wan in the position of "weak" superior.

Having entered a homosexual correction center, lost almost all close relatives, selective amnesia, including that face, which was so beautiful and good-looking, all these made Shen You feel that he could be vulnerable as he should be.

Pursuing someone is not a big deal, but Xin Wan has entered the correctional center, and after nearly a year of hints and "treatments", she has cultivated an instinctive aversion to homosexuality, and when she mistakenly believes that Song Heng is his cousin, she still Can say the words to pursue Song Heng.

Very brave.

Apart from "brave", Shen You couldn't find any other adjectives.

Before he could speak, Shen You said first: "Don't worry, just treat it in the psychological counseling room. According to the confidentiality agreement, I won't say anything casually, just to make fun of you."

"I didn't mean to be afraid of you telling the truth, otherwise I wouldn't have said it." Xin Wan was a little sleepy, trying to brace herself, "But, rather than knowing through others, I want to tell him myself." He was a little nervous, "Shen Wan Doctor, will you look down on me?"

"That's not possible," Shen You rubbed his hair vigorously, "It's just a surprise. Your cousin is hard to deal with, and many beautiful sisters and sisters in college chased him, but none of them succeeded. You should work hard on your own. "

"Hair is messed up." Xin Wan brushed her hair pretending to be annoyed, and yawned again.

"Hurry up and go to sleep." Shen You turned off the overhead light for him, leaving only a bedside lamp, "I'll be here with you, good night, have a good dream."

Xin Wan was probably really tired. She was in pain for a while, and it was slow for a while. No one could stand the repeated tossing, so she fell asleep very quickly.After he took a long breath, Shen You went out, and Song Heng called.

Shen You walked to the small balcony at the end of the floor, briefly reported that nothing happened, and asked: "It doesn't feel normal for him to suffer from stomach problems so frequently. Was his stomach so bad when he was in high school?"

Song Heng said: "He never had stomach problems in high school, but I had them more frequently."

"That should be the time to be in the homosexual correction center? That kind of abnormal correction treatment must be very harmful to the body." Shen You walked to the small balcony at the end of the hospital floor and leaned on the railing. "I have helped you a lot these few days." Looking at him, he has stomach problems just because you are not here and eating too casually."

"You call me if he has something to do, and I basically turn on the phone 24 hours a day."

"If you care about him so much, why don't you call and ask yourself? It's like an intermediary." Shen You laughed twice, the wind made his body cold, and he shivered again, "But to be honest, you are really good enough for him. .”

Song Heng laughed, "After all, he is my cousin."

Shen You hesitated to speak, the words were on his lips, but he still swallowed them.After chatting for a few more words, I hung up the phone.

I stayed in the hospital for a total of four or five days, smelling the smell of alcohol and crying outside all day, which was not a wonderful enjoyment.Xin Wan had nothing to do, Fang Yichuan called him once, and at the beginning he covered his head and face: "Why didn't you come to school again?"

"It's gastroenteritis again." Xin Wan took the phone away, "You're too loud."

"Are you eating shaved ice again?"

"No!" Xin Wan retorted, "This time the shaved ice is innocent."

"I should have taken you to the infirmary if I knew that day," Fang Yichuan said in a mature tone, heartbroken, "Why are you so worried?"

Xin Wan laughed: "Why are you like my grandma?"

"You... get well soon," Fang Yichuan said awkwardly, "I'll lend you the notes to copy when you come to school."

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Shen You was still talking about the poor handful of scallions he left in the taxi, so Xin Wan took him to eat noodles with scallion oil. Since he had just recovered from a stomach ailment, he could only eat a bowl of noodles with green vegetables.

"During the time your cousin hasn't come back, you will temporarily entrust me to raise you fat." Shen You took another bottle of iced Coke, took a sip, and squinted his eyes so refreshed, "But you Cousin should be back soon too—don’t look, you can’t drink iced Coke.”

Xin Wan withdrew her gaze from staring at the ice cola, and slightly opened her eyes wide: "When?"

Shen You tightened the bottle cap: "Ask him yourself."

Are you coming back?Xin Wan didn't know how to describe his emotions. When he poured hot water into the cup, the hot water overflowed—he felt like he was also a cup, but the ones filled were orange, red, pink, whatever. Sweet colors, or full of popping candy.

Before ten o'clock in the evening, it was only after seven o'clock, Xin Wan couldn't hold back to call Song Heng, and asked carefully, "Brother, when are you coming back?"

"The plane tomorrow afternoon." Song Heng said.

tomorrow is Saturday.Xin Wan was stunned for a moment, going crazy with joy, feeling that he couldn't breathe anymore, he clenched his hands vigorously to calm himself down, and then said: "What time is it, can I pick up the plane? "

"It's three o'clock, don't pick it up."

"Please, brother..." Xin Wan begged, "Let me go, I have nothing to do at home, please."

Unconsciously coquettish tone, soft and obedient, Song Heng paused, and said in a low voice: "At Xiwan Airport, I'll take the plane ticket for you, and if you can't find a place, tell me."

Xin Wan cheered up: "Okay!"

The author says:

Thank you for reading, reading everyone’s comments gives me motivation, this article should be around 12w (maybe earlier) not long, continue tomorrow_(:з」∠)_