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In the evening, I walked back to Shuyue Lane.

Xin Wan couldn't remember the time, but only remembered that there would be white mist in his breathing, that there were shivering beggars wrapped in thin blankets under the overpass, and that there were affectionate men and women on the top of the overpass. He followed Song Heng, stepping on his shadow.

There was a plum blossom cake on the side of the road, it was very fragrant, and Xin Wan swallowed her saliva.

"Want to eat this?" Song Heng noticed his gaze.

"Can I have one?" Xin Wan winked at him expectantly, "I'm a little hungry."

The plum blossom cake caught up with the latest batch, and the aunt picked one up and put it in the paper, smiling all over her face, with folds at the corners of her eyes, she looked very kind, "Be careful of scalding the child, it's hot to eat on the road."

It was indeed very hot, still steaming, took a bite of the soft, sweet taste, Xin Wan squinted her eyes in satisfaction, and instinctively handed the plum cake to Song Heng's mouth, "Brother, try it, it's delicious. "

He played a wicked trick, and placed the piece he had bitten in the direction facing him, his Adam's apple rolled down with tension, and he stared at Song Heng's lips unconsciously, but Song Heng didn't eat it, and rubbed his hair casually : "I don't like sweets."

Xin Wan ate the whole plum cake, including the crispy skin, and threw the bag into the trash can downstairs in the community. When he got on the elevator, Xin Wan asked him in a strange way: "You don't like sweets?" , then what do you like?"

"Why do you ask this?" Song Heng pressed the 16f button, the elevator doors closed, and they were the only ones in the narrow space.

"I can make it for you, according to your taste," Xin Wan was terribly nervous, "Then would you like it?"

Song Heng glanced at him, but didn't answer directly, just said: "Maybe."

The nanny made the dinner, and the house was finally a little smoky. After dinner, Xin Wan sat on the sofa watching TV with her ball in her arms, and she couldn't help but look at Song Heng.At eight o'clock, Mao Nian came to deliver the checked luggage.

Qiuqiu seemed to be particularly interested in large suitcases. Song Heng was pulling the suitcase, and it was chasing and biting. Xin Wan followed, hugged Qiuqiu in her arms, and watched Song Heng open it. suitcase, asked: "Brother, can I help you pack your luggage?"

"No need," Song Heng squatted on the ground and took out his clothes.

"Then I'll stay here with you," Xin Wan sat on the computer chair in the bedroom, "chatting with you."

In fact, there was no chat, but he peeked at Song Heng while taking care of Qiuqiu, and occasionally said a few words.Song Heng didn't bring much clothes, and after they were neatly folded, he opened the closet and paused, Xin Wan held his breath, almost thinking that Song Heng had discovered it.

But Song Heng quickly continued to pack the clothes without saying anything, so he was relieved.

Xin Wan pinched Qiuqiu's dog's paw, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the blue square package at the corner of the luggage, which said durex.

This is no stranger to it, it’s available on supermarket counters.Song Heng also noticed it, and didn't shy away from it, and threw it into a closet beside him. Xin Wan asked, "Do you... always take this with you when you go out?"

"Mao Nian prepared it, just in case."

What if, what if you have a one-night stand with someone else?

The unhappiness in Xin Wan's heart did not dissipate, he looked at the black suitcase - Mao Nian must have her reasons for preparing that, maybe Song Heng will meet someone he likes on a business trip.It's really strange, before you get it, you start worrying about gains and losses unnecessarily, it's really sick.

Song Heng's suitcase had almost nothing but clothes and necessary toiletries, and it was packed very quickly. Naturally, Xin Wan had no reason to stay here anymore. He was holding Qiuqiu and hadn't reached the door yet , looked at Song Heng, and asked, "Will you travel frequently in the future?"

"I don't know, just listen to the arrangement." Song Heng closed the closet door.

Xin Wan didn't know where the courage came from: "Can I not go?"

A heart raised his throat, but Song Heng didn't answer him, he just said: "Go wash up, it's time to sleep."

When Song Heng arrived at the psychological counseling room on Daosan Road at the agreed time, there was a layer of mist on the glasses he was wearing. Shen You found him a cloth for glasses. When Song Heng was cleaning his glasses, he heard him say: "You came here, why don't you drive?"

"There's a traffic jam on the road, it's inconvenient to drive." Song Heng folded the glasses cloth and returned it. He didn't wear the glasses again, and put them on the side of the table. "Thank you."

Shen You glanced behind him, making sure he was the only one: "Didn't Xin Wan follow?"

"Today, Wednesday, he has class."

"If it was Saturday, he would definitely follow. You said you don't chat with Xin Wan very much, why is he so clingy to you?" He opened the cabinet and took out his notebook as he said, "It's just fine if you don't come. When it comes, I have to think about how to get him off."

Song Heng laughed: "It's like being a thief."

When they were in college, they didn't like to use a tablet to take notes. Shen You developed the habit of writing by hand. It was a very thick book, recording the cases and related papers he had seen. He flipped to the place where the bookmark was placed , "This is the record of that deep hypnosis."

Shen You got straight to the point, took a red pen, and drew a circle on Li Yuan's name, "I mentioned this name to you before, have you checked it at the police station?"

Song Heng said, "Let Mao Nian check it out."

Shen You probed: "Is that... dead?"

"Dead, jumped off the building, but it may be because he grew up in an orphanage, and there are no relatives to hold him accountable."

Shen You took a deep breath in anger: "That's why the correction center easily suppressed this matter - but what I want to talk about is not this, during the hypnosis process for Xin Wan, he mentioned that they both wrote suicide notes .You can go to the police station later, there should be a record there."

"Suicide note?" Song Heng looked at him.

"Xin Wan committed suicide before, you should know that. After Li Yuan committed suicide by jumping off the building, Xin Wan tried to commit suicide too, but she should have been rescued in time, and things didn't happen." Shen You lowered his head and wrote on his notebook. A mark, "He also mentioned a picture at the time, that is, he was lying on the bed and writing, and he should be asking for help. You can also go to the police station to check what was written."

Song Heng was silent for a while, "Write down my name and mobile phone number."

"Your?" Shen You looked at him in astonishment, unexpectedly, which made him want to laugh a little, "So he was asking you for help? ——It's very interesting, didn't we already break up at that time?" Responding, "Then you brought him home because of this opportunity."

Song Heng answered briefly: "Yes."

Shen You also had nothing to say, he tapped his fingers on the table unconsciously, and suddenly said: "When doing deep hypnosis, you usually make an assessment of the hypnotized person. I made a wrong assessment at the time, thinking that his memory of the past is not counted. Profound. In fact, looking at it now, he is at a critical point of 'forgetting' and 'remembering'."

He looked at Song Heng and stopped his hand movements: "You know what this means."

It was cloudy outside, and the wind was blowing on the window glass, and the temperature could be felt.

Song Heng looked away.He knew what this meant, so there was no need to say more, Shen You asked again: "Then... what are you going to do when he recovers his memory?"

"Send him away and maybe lend him money to keep him going to college if he needs it."

Shen You: "That's it?"

"That's it," Song Heng smiled, "What else?"

Shen You hesitated to speak, he lowered his head and pinched the body of the pen, thinking of Xin Wan's appearance in the hospital—fragile and pale, but when he mentioned Song Heng, his eyes were bright and clean, as if there was light.He knew that he shouldn't say the next words, but still couldn't hold back, Shen You cleared his throat, and said jokingly: "Let me tell you a secret. Xin Wan seems to have someone she likes recently, and she is pursuing her."

Song Heng's eyes moved slightly, but he didn't react too much: "Yes."

"Don't you ask who it is?"

"Not very interested."

The words were on the lips, it was neither confided nor swallowed, Shen You sighed.Song Heng glanced at his watch, he had a very tight schedule, and had to leave at three in the afternoon, just as he was about to speak, he heard Shen You ask: "Song Heng, have you really thought about getting back together with Xin Wan?"

This question made Song Heng pause, and tapped the table with his right index finger. Shen You knew that this was a micro-movement when he was anxious, so he clasped his hands together, "Are you telling the truth? I have thought about it."

Shen You couldn't help saying: "Then why do you..."

"I don't want to repeat that experience." Song Heng took one side of the glasses and put them on. The lens was not wiped clean, and the gray and white haze covered his vision. "Instead of doing it again, it's better to maintain the status quo."

Shen You was speechless.

"If he doesn't want to do the next step of hypnosis right now, let's take a break and just do the consultation." Song Heng changed the subject and stood up, "I still have a meeting, so I'm leaving first."

Shen You could only say: "See you later."

The author says:

Let’s make a transition, the next chapter is a bit messy, let’s continue tomorrow.Oh yes, thank you all for the starfish! !It turned out to be [-]!Shock