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The farce started for no reason, the water was poured into the hot oil pan, and the whole class exploded and boiled instantly.

Zhang Hao and Fang Yichuan tore together, punched each other, the tables around them fell to the ground, and there was a loud "bang", the books and test papers were scattered on the ground, and someone around him pulled him, Xin Wan staggered, Only then did he avoid the chair that fell down, and Ping An became the chair's slave and was crushed flat.

Someone yelled "Call the teacher quickly", Xin Wan woke up like a dream, and hurriedly yelled "Fang Yichuan".Fang Yichuan's eyes were red, but he paused for a moment. Zhang Hao punched him up again, and his face was painted again.

The farce didn't end until Chu Hefei pushed open the back door and let out a roar. Both of them were called out. Chu Hefei turned pale and said, "Don't get together, clean up the floor!"

Xin Wan still seemed to be in a dream, which was not real. The light and cream focused on the mess in the class. The thick and sticky smell made Xin Wan sick to his stomach. He knelt down to clean up the test papers on the floor, and went to help Wen Xiang pack up. .

Although the back door was closed tightly, Chu Hefei's voice still pierced through the crack of the door, and the half-opened glass window pierced into the classroom. When Xin Wan put the vocabulary book on the table, he heard him roaring: "How old are you?" Now, let’s fight at every turn!”

Zhang Hao's raised volume also came in: "He hit me first!"

Xin Wan slowed down her movements in order to focus on the movement outside, but she didn't hear Fang Yichuan's movement from the beginning to the end, and she couldn't let go with her hanging heart.

Wen Xiang suddenly opened his mouth carefully and asked, "Why did they fight?"

When the table was straightened, Xin Wan shook her head, but remained silent.

The students around were whispering and vaguely heard his name.It was not time for class yet, and a huge crowd of people flowed outside, pretending to use the excuse of going to the toilet to watch. Xin Wan squeezed inside and saw Fang Yichuan's bruised mouth, with a strange expression, and his school uniform was dirty. The fruit juice and shoe prints are all stained on it.

Chu Hefei rolled up the lesson plan and slapped them on the shoulder a few times: "You two will read the self-criticism on the podium tomorrow, 5000 words, otherwise I will ask the parents to come tomorrow, understand!"

Zhang Hao reluctantly said "um", Fang Yichuan lowered his head, leaning against the wall with his hands behind his back as a pillow, and it took him a while to answer.

Chu Hefei patted the two of them a couple of times, hating the iron and steel, and then glanced at the crowd around him before leaving. The people, birds and beasts scattered away, Xin Wan didn't move, he hesitated to speak.

Zhang Hao gouged out Fang Yichuan's eyes again, and gave a heavy "cut" before agreeing to enter the classroom.

Fang Yichuan didn't seem to see him, and put his hand in his school uniform pocket. Xin Wan called him to stop, Fang Yichuan paused, and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Aren't you going to the infirmary?" Xin Wan approached a little closer, pointing slightly at his wound, "You're all purple here, and it's easy to leave scars."

"Don't go," Fang Yichuan's voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes avoided him, "It's only a man with a wound."

"Go," Xin Wan insisted, "I'll go to the infirmary with you."

There were not many people around, Fang Yichuan shook again.This kind of Fang Yichuan made Xin Wan feel strange, and his impression was quite different. It seemed that violence made him the surface of a lake.He suddenly walked to the glass window not far away, put his arm on the window lattice, changed the subject, and said, "Fighting is pretty scary, isn't it?"

Xin Wan paused, and said softly, "I didn't expect you to fight with him."

Fang Yichuan laughed: "I didn't expect that, I've never fought before."

"It's because he made such a joke, just... talking about me and yours," Xin Wan felt unspeakable guilt in his heart, as if he let the wound crawl on Yichuan's face, he whispered: "I'm sorry ah."

"What's there to apologize for? It's just that I didn't hold my breath," Fang Yichuan laughed, touched the wound again, gasped for air, and the silence seemed to melt away between them.

He suddenly said: "Xin Wan. Some things are really tiring. It's better to tear them apart than to suffocate, right?"

Xin Wan was stunned.

"I don't want to suffocate."

Fang Yichuan straightened up, faced him, and said in a relaxed tone, "Let's chat. Let me tell you, I stole 15 yuan from my mother the day before yesterday, and she found out today, and she scolded me bloody. My mother asked me 'Did you steal my money', I was worthless, and I admitted it right away. I am like this, I can't lie, and I feel guilty when I do something wrong."

Xin Wan didn't know why, so she responded dumbly.Fang Yichuan didn't hand over the initiative to speak to him, the sunlight splashed on the wall, making the wound more vivid, and he continued speaking on his own.

"Is it worthless? But I can't help it. Just like what Zhang Hao said this afternoon, I can't lie. I always feel that I am suddenly transparent and have nothing to hide," Fang Yichuan said, "I am the big fool." /force."

Xin Wan froze for a moment, looked at him blankly, and seemed to notice something.

Fang Yichuan rubbed his nose and laughed, with an indifferent expression: "Actually, he is right, I just like you."

A small explosion blasted away with great impact.Xin Wan was so astonished that her head went blank, she completely lost her ability to think, and stared at him blankly, "You..."

"Scared you?"

Xin Wan opened her mouth, but was unable to speak.

"When I realized that I liked you, I also had the same reaction. I felt that I was sick and wanted to stay away from you. I left you alone under the pretext, but I wanted to get close to you. It was like a schizophrenic. It is inexplicable to like this kind of emotion. You have someone you like, I knew it a long time ago, but I still choose to continue to be friends with you, there is no way, if this brain can be controlled like arms and legs, then it’s okay? I’ve been hiding it from you for a long time , I should say I'm sorry," Fang Yichuan's smile sank again, and said, "I thought about graduating from high school, but I'm too tired to hide it, so I'll be selfish for a while."

He took a long breath: "But I think about it now. You are such a nice person, and the person you like is probably not bad. It must be better than me. It's normal if you don't like me."

"I'm sorry." Xin Wan only said these three words, her voice hoarse.

Fang Yichuan's Adam's apple rolled down, his eyes were flushed, he wanted to speak a few times but he swallowed again, took a deep breath: "Forget it, I won't talk, if I continue talking, if he/mother cries again, I will be ashamed. That's all I said, it's over, I won't like you in the future."

He patted him on the shoulder again: "It's just that I can't be good friends with you in the future, and I won't be with you after school. This time I really played basketball. I joined the basketball team. I hope you will study hard in the future and be happy Yes—but I can copy homework for you."

Under the sun on Wednesday, Xin Wan suddenly wanted to cry, feeling sore and swollen. He didn't know the reason, and couldn't explain the reason. He saw Fang Yichuan withdrew his hand, and smiled very manlyly, saying, "Go back, go to self-study." gone."

This is very similar to their conversations in the past hundred days, as if they still go to self-study, copy homework, and then put it away in a hurry when the teacher comes.But Xin Wan clearly saw that some things had disintegrated and could never return to the past.

The author says:

I'm sorry I'm late. I was thinking of posting the manuscript after the class, but I felt that there was a problem with the manuscript, so I overturned and rewritten it, and I got it now.

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