Remarriage is not easy

Ji Nan fetched water and helped Nie Ting wipe his hands, the white shirt was all dyed red, Jin Nan didn't dare to touch his hands, and stood aside stupidly holding a towel.

"You really don't need to go to the county to see a doctor?"

Nie Ting put his hand into the basin and washed away the blood, "No need, it's fine."

Ji Nan wanted to say something, but swallowed it back, repeating that it seemed that she cared about him very much.

In the evening, Aunt Liu heard that a customer had hurt her hand while cutting the rice, so she asked his grandson to bring up a bag of eggs and a packet of peanut cakes. It is not easy for people to save some eggs.

The children rarely saw guests from outside the village, so they hid behind Su Yi and secretly looked at Nie Ting and Qin Zheng. Su Yi rubbed the top of the children's heads, "Don't be afraid, little iron ball, they are all good people."

"Can I give the two uncles peanut crisps? My grandma made it herself." The little iron ball asked Su Yi in a low voice.

"Okay, go ahead, they'll like it."

The little iron ball walked over holding the paper bag, stood in front of Nie Ting, tiptoed and breathed lightly on his injured hand, "Uncle, Huhu, you won't hurt anymore."

Nie Ting softened his heart, "Well, it doesn't hurt, thank you kid."

The little iron ball took out a piece of peanut cake, and passed it to Nie Ting's mouth, "Uncle, eat a piece of peanut cake, it's very sweet, you'll get better soon!"

Nie Ting was stunned for a moment, hesitated a little, opened his mouth, and let the small iron ball send the peanut crisps into his mouth.

"Don't!" Ji Nan came out with the money, scared out of his wits by the scene in front of him, "Don't eat it, don't give it to him, he is allergic to peanuts!"

The little iron ball trembled in fright, and the peanut cake fell to the ground. Su Yi hurriedly picked up the little iron ball and stood aside. Nie Ting was stunned, his Adam's apple rolled, and his eyes gradually fogged up.

Qin Zheng pulled Su Yi away, took away the small iron ball, and gave them the space.

"Nan Nan," Nie Ting said, choked with sobs, the mist in his eyes turned into water and overflowed from his eye sockets, "Nan Nan, you still remember, you really are pretending to have amnesia."

Ji Nan smiled wryly, yes, I still remember, I remember that he was allergic to peanuts, when Ji Nan first arrived at Nie’s house, he ate a kind of pastry called West Toast, fragrant and soft bread with fragrant peanut butter in the middle, Ji Nan couldn’t bear it After eating all of them, save a big piece. When Nie Ting comes back, he secretly hides behind him and goes up to him, "Brother, close your eyes, I'll give you something to eat."

Nie Ting closed his eyes, and took a big bite of the sidos that Jin Nan fed into his mouth. That night Nie Ting developed a rash all over his body, had difficulty breathing, had a fever, and almost went into shock. Fortunately, he was rescued in time. From then on, Jin Nan paid special attention to it. , never dared to let Nie Ting touch any food related to peanuts.

Unexpectedly, it was such a small detail that exposed him.

"Yes, I don't have amnesia, I pretend to have amnesia," Ji Nan said helplessly, "But what does it matter, Nie Ting, we can't go back to the past, we can't go back, I said amnesia, you can feel better, You have to understand that you are worse than a stranger to me now. At least a stranger will not leave a wound in my heart. I don't want to hate you, but I don't want to remember you. Do you understand? We can't do it anymore. "

Nie Ting didn't know what kind of message Chen Zixuan sent Ji Nan that day, that phone was never found, and he didn't know that Chen Zixuan used his phone to post that Weibo, after he made up the card, he retrieved Weibo again, Nothing unusual.

Chen Zixuan kept asking to see him, but he refused to see him. To this day, Nie Ting still doesn't know what happened that day. He simply thought that Ji Nan was disappointed by his missed appointment.

Ji Nan also didn't know that Nie Ting was not with Chen Zixuan at all, he didn't dare to listen to the explanation, he was afraid of hearing the facts he didn't want to hear, afraid of hearing any news about him and Chen Zixuan from Nie Ting, he just wanted to be ostrich.

"We can start from scratch, you believe me again, I didn't miss the appointment on purpose that day, I..."

"Nie Ting," Ji Nan interrupted him, "no need to explain, needless to say, I really don't want to mention the past, no matter what your reason is, I don't want to know, really, I just want to live well now , My life should not only be about love, and so should you, you still have a lot to do."

"No, I can't do it, Nannan, I love you, I have always loved you, in the two years since you left, 789 days, I haven't missed a day of you."

"It's just that you feel guilty about me in your heart. I can only tell you that I can't look back. There is no possibility between us. How many times do you want me to say it?"

In silence, Ji Nan was scalded by a tear falling from Nie Ting's eyes, and fled in panic.

Qin Zheng handed Nie Ting a pack of tissues, and patted him on the back, "Give him some time, you have to think about it from his standpoint, how determined was he to reconcile with you at that time, and holding him again What kind of anticipation did you prepare to get the certificate with you, but you missed the appointment after waiting for a day, and if it were you, you would never listen to his words and give him a third chance, Nie Ting, come on."

For the next few days, Jin Nan deliberately avoided Nie Ting. Before, he pretended to be amnesiac and could pretend to stand in front of him calmly, but now he can't face him after challenging Jin Nan. No, Heng eyebrows were cold, he didn't want to embarrass himself for the past, it took two years to let it go, and then he picked it up complaining and hating, the one who suffered was himself.

On the fourth day, just as Ji Nan avoided Nie Ting and went into Su Yi's room, Qin Zheng shouted from the next door: "Come here quickly, Nie Ting has a fever!"

Almost immediately rushed out.

"What's wrong with him? Take a look."

Nie Ting's face was red and he was short of breath. When Ji Nan called him, he just opened his eyelids weakly and didn't respond. His forehead was terribly hot. Ji Nan held up his injured hand, only to realize that he had been cut by a sickle. The broken wound was infected and festered, and everyone was anxious. It was late at night, and there were only barefoot doctors in the village. Ji Nan made a quick decision and carried Nie Ting on his back, "Go to the doctor's house."

Su Yi and Qin Zheng helped to support Ji Nan by shining the flashlight. It was really hard for Ji Nan to carry Nie Ting's body on his back, but he was stubborn to carry it. Qin Zheng asked Qin Zheng to do it a few times, but he refused Let go, grit your teeth, and move step by step on the country road with difficulty.

The village doctor looked at it, found some antipyretics for him to take, and then found a knife and burned it on the fire to drain the pus and blood. "Tetanus causes infection. You have to go to the county hospital after dawn. It may cause infection in other parts, and we should also pay attention tonight, a persistent high fever can easily cause convulsions, if the medicine doesn’t work, let’s lower the temperature physically first.”

Ji Nan carried him back step by step along the way he had come. Using the most primitive method, he found alcohol and smeared the soles of his feet every few minutes to cool down.

"Go and rest, I can do it alone."

Su Yi wanted to say something, but Qin Zheng stopped him and dragged him to the next room to rest.

Under the lamp, Ji Nan looked at Nie Ting so closely and quietly for the first time in two years. His eyebrows and eyes did not change. When he closed his eyes, they changed from fierce to soft. Ji Nan raised his finger subconsciously and drew his Nie Ting, who was in a semi-conscious state, seemed to sense it, and raised his hand to grab Jin Nan's fingertips, his lips parted and whispered, Jin Nan leaned closer, his hot breath accompanied by a low voice The whisper hit Ji Nan's eardrum.

He was calling Ji Nan's name, one after another, "Nan Nan, don't go, Nan Nan, come back."

Ji Nan looked at him for a long time, but finally withdrew his hand.

The next day, the fever subsided, but he still didn't wake up. Ji Nan ran to the village chief's house early in the morning to borrow a car. When the village chief heard that Mr. Nie from afar was sick, he picked up the loudspeaker and yelled. After half an hour, the few laborers in Qi village were called together, and they carried Nie Ting onto the wooden bed and down the mountain. Ji Nan trotted behind, thanking him all the way.

At the foot of the mountain, the van had already been parked by the side of the road, and Ji Nan followed the car to the county hospital.

After the hospital examination, he said that he was infected with tetanus, and accused the patient and his family members of being ignorant. If a rusty object such as a sickle was cut, a tetanus shot should be given immediately, otherwise the wound would fester and pus, and in severe cases, be life-threatening.

Ji Nan nodded again and again to admit his mistake. Indeed, it was his fault for ignoring this issue at the time.

Nie Ting was arranged to live in the hospital, and Ji Nan stayed behind to take care of him.At night, Nie Ting woke up after the infusion and his fever subsided. Ji Nan hurriedly asked him what was wrong. Nie Ting looked at him unblinkingly, but asked, "Nan Nan, I remember you recited Me, you've been watching me all night, I'm not dreaming, am I?"

"Don't worry too much. You were in our school. I got hurt right under my nose. I would do it to anyone. It doesn't matter if you are Nie Ting or not."

Nie Ting didn't speak, but looked at him, knowing that there was a thorn in his heart, and it was impossible to forget it so easily, but this was already very good, at least it proved that he still had Nie Ting in his heart, but he refused to admit it, dared not admit it.

The old saying "Once bitten by a snake and ten years afraid of well ropes" is not unreasonable. After being injured, people will subconsciously form a psychological mechanism of self-protection. After being traumatized, they deny their emotions and feelings to escape the psychological pain, trying to prevent the same thing from happening again.

Nie Ting knew that what he had to do now was to break through his psychological defenses, break through his defenses, and give him a sense of security before he could approach him again.

Only take your time.