The boss who returns to campus is rich and handsome

Ran Linle tried to empathize with that kind of life, and found that he couldn't empathize with him at all, and couldn't imagine Yu Yang's psychology.

Even if he has life experience as an adult, can rely on experience and imagination to complete those scenes, and can clearly understand that life has happened...he still can't understand Xiao Yuyang's mood.

That has gone beyond the life trajectory of normal people, it is abnormal, it is different from the childhood experienced by most people, it is special.

Thinking about it this way, Ran Linle felt that he had been staying in the orphanage as long as he could remember, which was actually a kind of godsend luck.

At least the environment is clean, and life is only a little poorer, but it is still well-fed and warm, and there is no worse part.

Ran Linle suddenly felt sorry for Yu Yang, and was full of annoyance at the experience of not being able to accompany him. How much he wished that time could be turned back, and his chance of rebirth would be earlier, so that he could take Yu Yang to escape from that environment so that he would never experience it. live that life.

Thinking of doing it, he raised his hand and stroked Yu Yang's hair, full of love and affection, and sighed sincerely: "I wish I had known you earlier."

Yu Yang didn't move, let Ran Linle rub his hair, and continued: "At that time, there were also women looking for her. Women are very different from men. Men often put on their pants and leave. They will take a look at me and throw them at me. A few bucks for sugar. But woman..."

After being silent for a while, Yu Yang said with difficulty: "Women will come to hug me, talk to me, and pinch my face. They smell bad, and their voices are very high-pitched, which is unpleasant. They will come to rub my face and burn my face. My hair is very hard, tied around my neck, and sometimes it pokes my eyes."

"so you……"

Yu Yang shook his head: "At that time, I was too young, I didn't understand, I just didn't like it. It felt like a... violation? Thinking about it now, it should be described like this."

The women had just finished that sort of thing with his mother, and with the aftermath of the obsession, approached without the toddler off guard.

Will touch his private parts, tease him, and make adult jokes with him.

Ran Linle gritted his teeth with hatred, clenched his fists to restrain his emotions, and tried not to negatively influence Yu Yang again after so many years.

Yu Yang recalled the details, and sighed softly: "My mother was the one who affected me the most. Later she got sick...it was contagious. She still has a bit of conscience, knowing that I am her own son, so she can't harm me."

"After she was diagnosed, she didn't let me get close to her. The house we live in is not big, just one bedroom, plus a small living room, more than 30 square meters. When she is active, I have to stand by the opposite wall, Leaning against a wall, unable to move forward."

Ran Linle hesitated for a moment, and said, "There are not many airborne diseases... Actually, there is no need to be so nervous, right?"

Yu Yang laughed at himself, and said nonchalantly: "I don't know, she was not quite normal at that time. I can't touch anything she touched, otherwise I will hit me with a stick. The stick is also divided into two ends." , One side was tied with a red string as a mark, and the other end was used to hit me. In fact, there was a burr on that side, and every time I was pricked by the burr, it hurt, and if the thorn could not be picked out, it would fester..."

"If I don't eat together, I wash my clothes by myself. I have to wear gloves, a mask, long-sleeved trousers at home, and I can't be barefoot. I have to wipe the floor with disinfectant every day, and wipe it many times... Anyway, that's it. Sometimes I forget She will cry, beat me while crying, and scold me for being too close to her."

"Don't get too close to her... What I remember most is that she yelled at me with disheveled hair, telling me to get away."

Four or five-year-old children have not yet given birth to a rebellious mentality, and their life stage has just reached the dependence and demand on the outside world, so it is easy to form inertial thinking.

If it was the [-]th Five-Year Plan, it would be better. It is the second stage of middle school, and he is more rebellious. He likes to fight against adults. When adults say to go east, he wants to go west.

But Yu Yang was too young to go through these times, he might even fall when he walks, and his wit of self-protection is not perfect.Faced with strong pressure, weak children can only obey, so as to avoid those beatings and scolding, and keep themselves in a safe zone.

His mother, as the most important woman in his life, asked him to stay away from this woman, otherwise he would be beaten and scolded.If he doesn't want to suffer, he can only be obedient, do what his mother says, and stay away.

Over time, this became a habit, engraved in his instinct.He was far from his own mother, and from the group her mother represented.In addition, he had the experience of being raped by women, and he didn't like this group itself, so it developed to this point.

Yu Yang looked sideways at Ran Linle: "I've always disliked getting close to girls... I can't do it."

Ran Linle asked: "Are you afraid?"

Yu Yang still shook his head: "No, it's just... uncomfortable."

"Would you be more comfortable with a man?"

"Ah."

Ran Linle covered his face in silence for a long time, finally let go of his hands, and completely compromised: "Then you can be with whoever you like, as long as you are comfortable. Anyway, it's... um... Don't wrong yourself. Don't be afraid, in the future Whoever dares to program you because of sexual orientation, I will be the first to disagree."

Feeling a little embarrassed after speaking, Ran Linle thought for a while, and after knowing Yu Yang's aptitude, he was the one who reacted the most violently.There is no one else, but he is the most excited, and he can't sleep or eat because of it.

Yu Yang also stared at him with a half-smile, teasing and teasing expression, obviously accusing Ran Linle of his abnormal behavior in the past two days, which made Ran Linle's cheeks feel hot.

Ran Linle changed the topic, followed the previous narration and asked: "Then you ran out by yourself?"

Yu Yang shook his head, and denied again: "It's like... my mother died of illness. She didn't go to the doctor, and she had been fighting with me in the house before she died. Later, she felt that she couldn't do it, so she took me out to find... relatives .”

"What kind of relative?"

Find Yu Yang's biological father, Ran Qingping.

This can't be said, it involves Ran Linle's own life experience, Yu Yang doesn't plan to let Ran Linle know for the time being: "A rich relative. She wants that family to adopt me, but she can't do it halfway. I ran away while she passed out. Yes, went to the orphanage."

Ran Linle frowned: "Don't you know the address of your relative? If you look for it now, you should be able to find it, right? Your mother must have a good relationship with that family. If you go now, you should..."

"I know, I don't want to go." After a pause, Yu Yang added, "I don't plan to go in the future. Lele, please remember, I will never have anything to do with that family, no matter what happens. My only relative is you .”