Flamingo, Crow, Cat and Eagle

more intense, more painful

[Why...why is my love always like this...unable to end well, unsatisfactory]

Holding back her tears, she slowly let go of him with her clenched hands, and lowered her head to let her hair cover half of her face. She is no longer that innocent and ignorant kitten. The sooner this matter of feelings is resolved, the better. Injuried.

"It's late at night... let's go back and rest..." He got off the swing abruptly, walked past Mihawk and returned to his room without raising his head, closed the French windows, drew the curtains, and turned off the lights, everything was done in one go.

Mihawk stood alone, quietly looking at the floor-to-ceiling windows blocked by curtains, everything was quiet.

Mihawk was not seen for the next few days, and the food left every night would be emptied and washed the next morning.

The cat sat lonely on the sofa alone, this disgusting sense of alienation almost made her collapse, she didn't want to do this, she chose to go back to the past.

Walking out of the villa, soon the birds in the woods scattered and fled in panic, one after another the big trees fell, and the loud noise echoed in the forest.

"Tick tock...tick tock..." A woman squatted on the ground in the dust, with rusty blood dripping continuously in a small hole in the dirt

"How can it be repaired! Why can't it be done!" The woman stood up angrily and knocked down a big tree with her head.

"Forget! Forget! Forget for me!!" A tree that can only be embraced by ten people has been terminated for an unknown number of years.

"Huchi~huchi" gasping for breath and supporting his body, now his head is dizzy and everything is spinning

He took a staggering step, fell to the ground uncontrollably, supported the ground with his hands and struggled to get up, and leaned against the tree to relieve his dizzy head.

"...What are you doing!! Why are you doing this!" Mihawk ran from behind her, looking at the cat whose forehead had been festered to the bone, and whose face was covered in blood, he was about to suffocate

"Wait...when I forget..., then...you can be like before, always..." Blood kept flowing from her nose into her mouth, swallowing the rusty water in her throat

"Idiot...Are you insane? There's something wrong with your brain!! You're self-harming, you're going to die!" This was the first time he cursed and shed tears

"I can't die...I...can't bear it...you..." I stretched out my dirty fingers to wipe away his tears, but the dirt got dirtier, and finally I gave up and put down my hands

Mihawk carried her to the hospital in the city. In the pure white ward, the woman with gauze on her forehead lay quietly on the bed, and the man with the knife stood beside the bed, holding his hands tightly.

"Slight concussion, nausea and vomiting may occur for a few days, more bed rest will be fine, the rest are flesh injuries" the doctor's words did not make him feel relieved at all

Taking the medicine, he carried her back to the villa, opened the room that he had never entered before, and placed the cat on the bed covered by the pink veil.

Surrounding the room, he was attracted by a photo framed in a gold-edged photo frame. A girl with familiar hair color, with her long hair coiled up high, was wearing a white evening dress and was playing the violin around her neck on a stage. And next to the photo frame is a trophy.

All the photos from childhood to adulthood are hidden in this room. The only thing that remains the same is the smile on her face, which has always been so sunny, as if she was born for a smile.

After returning to the room and changing clothes, I went to take care of the kitten, put the trash can next to the bed to prevent her from vomiting after waking up, and took a basin of warm water to wipe her dirty hands and face.

[Too extreme... how should this be done]

Holding a dirty towel in his hand, the water in the basin is no longer clear, sitting on the edge of the bed looking at the forehead with a red bandage with a complicated expression.

[I used to commit suicide... amnesia, now self-harm and want to forget... what is going on in your mind]

As night fell, the cat on the bed hadn't woken up yet. Ying was cooking light porridge in the kitchen, but when he came back, the cat was nowhere to be seen.

"Kitten...kitten?" Pushing open the floor-to-ceiling windows and trying to find her figure in the garden, it was empty

"Big cat! The little cat is gone, do you know where she is!" ran to the living room and asked the big cat who was lying on the carpet eating dried fish

"Huh? Why are you looking for the owner, she is the safest in this country, don't worry about it" he gnawed on the dried shark fish indifferently

"She's still hurt, haven't you been guarding her every step of the way? Why do you have this attitude now?" I really don't like it's irrelevant attitude

"Mr. said before that I should respect all the decisions of the master. Now is the time for her to choose, and I have no right to interfere. No matter what the final result is, I will always follow her"

"choose?"

"Should I still be stalking you, pestering you with shameless means, or let me let you go clean?" The man in front of Tianhu had a dazed expression on his face

"Although my master loves you very much, her concept is... I love you, and you love me, then live happily together. I love you, and if you don't love me, then you will be free. If you are happy, then she will also be happy." just be happy" biting off the shark's fin and chewing in his mouth

"Master's love is deep in her bones, that's why she did such an extreme thing, but now she is also reflecting on herself. I guess the master's parents are educating her!" After the last sentence, Mihawk disappeared up

"Strange love, strange heart, Mr. Strange, what can be better than delicious food? Right little shark?" He asked while holding the shark, and then bit off its head and ate it into his stomach

"Ah, I want to eat big roasted meat, let the master roast it for me later." Flicking his tail, he lay on the soft carpet, waiting for the two of them to come back after finishing everything

On the top of the mountain, Mihawk finally saw the cat kneeling on the ground facing the cold tombstone. The wind was so strong at night that the surrounding leaves rustled.

"Go back to recuperate for me" walked over and took her arm to take her back to recuperate

"No need, it's all ready." The bandages have disappeared, and the forehead that was originally injured during the day is now smooth, and there is no sign of any injury at all.

"Go back..." Even so, take her back

cat and eagle

"I'm sorry, what I did during the day scared you. I don't know why. I just want to get what I want. Is it very, very selfish?"

"No...it's not..." Why did you start crying as soon as you regained your memory, obviously you were always laughing before?

"I've figured it out. It's time to tell you about my past. I know you must want to know why I lost my memory and what happened before I lost my memory..." Wiping his tears and sniffing his nose, he told him about what happened four years ago. things

The wind blew the leaves quietly, and Mihawk listened quietly. She was betrayed by her lover and forced to commit suicide in an attempt to escape from this world.

She wants a loyal lover, but meets someone who cheats on her.

She wanted a home, but she couldn't get it...

……

……

【so tired…】

Endless 'exhaustion' engulfed her, and her body fell straight in front of the tomb, her whole body was icy cold without any warmth.

"Little cat!!" The cold body, barely breathing, seemed to be dead, his warm body could not warm her broken heart

"Sir, it's useless to just shout, really...Master, it's better not to touch emotions in the future, tsk, I won't let men get close anymore." Tianhu came up at some point, and his tail swept away the cat in his arms

"You really don't love her?" Green cat eyes glanced at him

"I love her..." Finally he said it

"Really... I feel that you are very reluctant, forget it, let's do it like this, sir, go to bed early!"

"Where are you taking her?"

"Hache~ save my master's life, sir, calm down during this time" He cheated and flew to the distant sea

They caused ripples on the surface of the sea from time to time like a dragonfly touching the water, and soon a giant sea fish broke through the surface of the sea and devoured them.

"Little cat, big cat!" Mihawk sat on the ground and stared blankly at the sea with only waves left

This time the big cat really took the kitten away, just like four years ago, in a different place, on the same seabed.

"Hache~meow~" Tianhu stretched himself in the fish's belly, licking the fish blood on his paws

In the distance, a little black cat is emitting white light, and the original bright red internal organs under her body have turned into black-gray dead meat. She is relying on the flesh and blood of this fish to restore her vitality

"I don't know if the master and the master can make it to the end this time. Humans are really troublesome. Unlike us, we can directly mate/breed if we like it. You have to agree with me. You promise and I can be together. Trouble is dead." "Bored, complained, digging out a piece of meat and eating it into his stomach by the way

"Hmm~ It's comfortable!" The black cat turned into a human and stretched its waist to wake up, looking at the red place in confusion

"Master, you have entered the state of suspended animation again. This is the belly of the fish, and you have sucked a lot of its flesh and blood." He ran over and rubbed her and explained

"Get ready to go home, thank you very much for your dedication, I'm going to start" thanked the fish, and found a fresh place to bite off

The originally red viscera decayed at a speed visible to the naked eye, and turned into ashes. A giant fish in the deep sea twisted a few times in the water before turning its belly up and floating towards the sea surface.

"Yeah, freedom!" The fish came out from the belly of the broken fish, and the two cats regained their freedom

It took a few days to find the direction and return to the villa in Jewopa, and Mihawk has lived here alone for nearly a month, living a lonely life without cats playing.

"I'm back!! Mimi~" the kitten opened the door and yelled, jumping on him

At that moment, the originally empty heart was filled instantly.

"Did you miss me? Look, I brought you red wine." It was stolen from a nobleman's house on an island that passed by on the way back. After all, she didn't bring any money with her.

"Is your body okay?"