extinguish the stars

The winter nights are cold and long, and people's various thoughts are endless.Jiang Qi had been sitting at one end of the bench for a long time, and he hadn't even changed his suit.

Opposite is Gu Qinghan's home, and the child from yesterday is his son.Jiang Qi thought with a calm face, he and Yan Jin's child.Yan Jin is gone?In the past four years, he was determined to avoid everything related to Gu Qinghan, and he didn't know what happened.

?Jiang Qi's door was left open to listen to the movement outside.Although he didn't want to admit it, he was indeed waiting for Gu Qinghan to come back.It's been four years since he's ignored everything about Gu Qinghan, but at this moment, the high wall that's been firmly built seems to have been given a brick suddenly.

?——I want to ask him whether he has lived in peace during the past four years, and whether his heart aches for not being able to grow old with Yan Jin.

Jiang Qi thought silently, I just want to stab his heart.

Twenty minutes later, Jiang Qi heard the sound of the elevator door opening, he stood up and went to the door and opened it completely, and he saw Gu Qinghan walking out with yesterday's child in his arms.

When Gu Qinghan saw him, there was still a moment of surprise in his eyes, but soon, he smiled gently at Jiang Qi.

"Hello, Uncle." Gu Nian didn't recognize Jiang Qi, and said hello obediently in Gu Qinghan's arms, "Uncle, is the dog at home?"

Just as he was asking, Li Ergou grunted and squeezed out from Jiang Qi's legs, and hopped happily beside Gu Qinghan, wanting to touch Gu Nian.It was tall, and Jiang Qi fed it fat again. When it rubbed against Gu Qinghan, the latter was a little unsteady.

"Dad, can I play with the dog?" Gu Nian asked.

????? "Come and sit with me." Jiang Qi said calmly.

Jiang Qi and Gu Qinghan sat on both sides of the table, the soft light poured down, Gu Qinghan lowered his eyes, looking gentle and quiet.Jiang Qi looked at him, feeling both familiar and strange.

Gu Nian sat on the carpet in front of the sofa, getting along with Li Ergou harmoniously.

"He Yanjin's child?" Jiang Qi asked.

? Gu Qinghan nodded, his face was a little pale, and he coughed a few times.Since last night, he has not been feeling well. He originally wanted to take Gu Nian to the kindergarten today to have a rest, but he only fell asleep in the afternoon and was almost late to pick up Gu Nian.After going back and forth in such a hurry, after being blown by the cold wind for a long time, my chest began to feel stuffy again.

"What is your name?"

"Gu Nian."

Jiang Qi turned his head to look at the child, and sure enough, upon closer inspection, his eyes were still [-]% similar to Yan Jin's, "Yan Jin—how did she die?" He continued to ask.

Gu Qinghan lightly pursed the corners of his pale lips, "Yan Jin has a heart problem, so he is not suitable for childbirth." He covered his lips and coughed, "I didn't stand up when I was born."

Jiang Qi was a little surprised when he heard this, he looked at Gu Qinghan, who turned paler and paler.

"This is the path you chose." After a long silence, Jiang Qi heard his calm voice.

?Gu Qinghan only smiled slightly, "Yes," he said softly, "I chose it myself."

At this moment, Jiang Qi couldn't say any more heartbreaking words. He sat quietly and heard Gu Qinghan's cough getting worse.Jiang Qi poured a glass of water and handed it to him, Gu Qinghan took it, Jiang Qi accidentally touched his cold hand.

"Yan Jin really loves you. I would give up my life just to give birth to you." When Gu Qinghan took Gu Nian away, Jiang Qi said behind him, "But your heart is really cruel, just like before. .”

The things in front of him suddenly twisted and twisted for a moment, Gu Qinghan closed his eyes to relieve the dizziness.He didn't respond to Jiang Qi again, but just returned to his home with Gu Nian.

"Nian Nian, Dad is a little tired, take a bath first and then make dinner, okay?" Gu Qinghan smiled softly but tiredly.

"it is good."

Gu Qinghan locked himself in the bathroom, trying to warm his cold body with warm water.But he felt more and more pain in his heart, and he couldn't tell whether this dense and cold pain came from physical or psychological.

He didn't know how long he stayed in the bathroom, until Gu Nian called him outside, the voice seemed to come from a distant place.

Gu Qinghan hurriedly wiped his body a few times and changed his clothes. He was afraid that Gu Nian would be in a hurry, so he just wanted to go out quickly, but after some movements, his head became more and more dizzy, his heartbeat was chaotic and heavy, and the feeling of weightlessness became more and more difficult to resist.A second before his consciousness disappeared, Gu Qinghan tried to grab something, but he couldn't stabilize his body after all.

Jiang Qi sat in front of the computer, but his mind was erratic.Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and he listened carefully, it was the cry of a child.

Jiang Qi felt that something was wrong and quickly got up to open the door. As expected, it was Gu Nian standing at the door with tears on his face, "Uncle, my father fell down, and he can't get up..." The child was obviously terrified, crying so much that it made people feel distressed.

Jiang Qi was taken aback, picked up Gu Nian and went to Gu Qinghan's side.In the bathroom, he saw Gu Qinghan who was unconscious on the ground. His eyes were closed tightly, his hair was still wet, and he was lying in a pool of water stains. His forehead was bleeding, but his face was pale.

"Father..." Gu Nian cried in Jiang Qi's arms, Jiang Qi put him down, and went to help Gu Qinghan himself.

"Gu Qinghan!" Jiang Qi patted his face lightly, but he didn't realize it, his scorching breath hit Jiang Qi's fingers.

Jiang Qi probed his forehead, only to realize later that Gu Qinghan had a high fever.Jiang Qi immediately put his arms around his shoulders and picked him up from the floor.

When he hugged the person into his arms, Jiang Qi was surprised for a moment. He only knew that Gu Qinghan looked very thin now, but he never thought that he would be so light when he hugged him.His heart throbbed a little.

??Most of Gu Qinghan's clothes were soaked, and his hair was also wet and dripping. His jet-black hair made his face even paler.Jiang Qi frowned and looked at him, the man's weak body in his arms made him angry and painful.

Gu Nian cried and ran over to take a look at Gu Qinghan, while sobbing and calling her dad.

Jiang Qi was about to take him to the hospital, but he frowned and coughed lightly, as if he was awake.

?????"dad!"

?????Gu Qinghan's eyelids moved, but he still couldn't open his eyes, he just murmured drowsily, "Nian Nian, don't be afraid..."

Jiang Qi carried him to the bedroom opposite the bathroom, and Gu Nian followed closely.

"Baby, do you have a medicine box at home?" Jiang Qi placed Gu Qinghan on the bed, then turned to ask Gu Nian who came over.With tears in his eyes, the child looked at Jiang Qi suspiciously.

????? "Listen to me, baby, don't cry anymore, dad will be worried when he hears it. Look, do you know where dad keeps this thing?" Jiang Qi was in a hurry when he saw Gu Qinghan's pale index finger. Stick a Band-Aid on it.

Gu Nian finally nodded, held back his eyes and ran to the living room, and came in after a while with a small box in his arms.

Jiang Qi took it and opened it, and there were some commonly used medicines and band-aids inside.He brushed away Gu Qinghan's hair that was stuck to his forehead by blood, and carefully wiped it clean. The man trembled in pain when he disinfected it with iodophor.Fortunately, the wound was not big, but a little deep, and there was a lot of bleeding.Jiang Qi frowned and applied some Yunnan Baiyao on him before sealing it with a Band-Aid.

After treating the wound, Jiang Qi turned his head and gently hugged Gu Nian, "Don't be afraid, boys can't cry all the time. And the baby is great, it helped Dad."

Gu Nian nodded with sobs, grabbed Gu Qinghan's hand, and said to Jiang Qi, "Thank you uncle."

Jiang Qi smiled and rubbed the top of his hair.

He turned his head to look at Gu Qinghan, who had not woken up with a slight frown.Wet hair soaked the pillow.Jiang Qi looked at it for a long time, and finally got up and found the hair dryer in the bathroom. He sat sideways on the bed and half hugged him to pillow his legs, and then turned on the smallest gear to dry him slowly.

Gu Qinghan's soft, jet-black hair spread out in his palm, this feeling seemed familiar, many years ago, he often helped this person dry his hair like this.

Jiang Qi felt a little sore in his nasal cavity.But he still raised his head and smiled at Gu Nian who was close to Gu Qinghan, "Boys should also learn to take care of themselves."