extinguish the stars

In the morning, when little Gu Nian woke up, the first thing he did was to ask his father for a hug, "Dad, are you okay?" He frowned and asked, still a little worried, and lightly touched the wound on Gu Qinghan's forehead, "It hurts." Doesn't it hurt?"

Gu Qinghan shook his hand with a smile, "It doesn't hurt anymore, don't be afraid of Niannian. Dad was just a little sleepy yesterday, but he's fine now."

At the dinner table, Gu Nian, who was at ease, told Gu Qinghan how he called Jiang Qi and how Jiang Qi took care of him.

"Dad, I like that uncle very much," Gu Nian said, "and his dog."

Gu Qinghan just laughed, but his heart was sore.Jiang Qi's gentleness has actually been lost for a long time, and the little alone time last night seemed to be stolen.

There was an emergency in the hospital, and Gu Qinghan needed to go there. He entrusted Gu Nian to Aunt Qiao, and went out after eating a few bites of food in a hurry. The moment the elevator door was about to close, he saw Jiang Qi rushing this way too. Come.

Gu Qinghan hastily pressed the door open button and waited for him.

The elevator door finally closed, Gu Qinghan and Jiang Qi stood side by side, like two strangers, neither of them spoke.

"Thank you last night." When the elevator was about to reach the underground garage, Gu Qinghan said softly.But Jiang Qi didn't look sideways, walked out of the elevator and walked to the car without saying a word.

?He left Gu Qinghan behind.

? After dealing with the matter, Ning Ze was in a hurry, but his car was sent for maintenance, so Gu Qinghan lent him his car, and took over a shift for him by the way.In the afternoon, a patient with a complicated condition was sent, and it was too late for him to finish the emergency operation.

It was freezing cold outside, Gu Qinghan went to the hospital gate to stop the car, breathing in the cold air along the way felt a bit of suffocating pain in his chest.The wind was strong at night, and the gloomy clouds were blown away, revealing a few sparse stars.

Gu Qinghan got out of the car and walked towards the neighborhood stepping on the dead leaves on the side of the street.When passing the fountain in the middle of the community, someone was doing it on the steps.Gu Qinghan glanced at it and continued to walk forward, but after walking a few steps, he turned around and looked carefully for a moment.

Under the street lamp, Jiang Qi sat dejectedly.Gu Qinghan recognized him and felt that something was wrong with him.

"Jiang Qi?" Gu Qinghan called him softly, and walked towards him.

"Jiang Qi, what's wrong?" Gu Qinghan knelt down beside him, looking down at his face.

?????Jiang Qi raised his head slowly, his cheeks were slightly red, and his breath smelled of alcohol. He was a little drunk, and his out-of-focus eyes looked at Gu Qinghan, and he laughed after watching for a while With a sound.

????? "Gu Qinghan," he straightened up, "It's you again..."

Just a few words seem to be able to hurt people's hearts, Gu Qinghan smiled bitterly, "You are drunk, you will catch a cold if you sit here, go home."

????Jiang Qi frowned, "I can't find it. Look at these buildings, they all look the same. I've been wandering around for several times..." The drunk Jiang Qi was a little childish, complaining that he was lost There is no such thing as a home.

Gu Qinghan couldn't help feeling helpless, after so many years, Jiang Qi, who was vigorous and resolute, was still that road idiot.

"Let's go, I'll be with you." Gu Qinghan grabbed his arm and helped him up from the ground, and the two staggered towards home.

After walking for a short distance, Jiang Qi suddenly stood still, "Gu Qinghan?" He looked at the people around him again and asked, "Is that you?" He was actually not awake, and he checked over and over again.

"it's me."

"Why do you still want to come to me?" Jiang Qi frowned, staring at him for a long time, the end of his eyes was slightly red, "Stay away from me..."

Jiang Qi was a little short of breath, and forced himself to break away from Gu Qinghan's support, and hit Gu Qinghan's chest with his hard elbow, making the latter grunt, and immediately squatted down while pressing his chest in pain.

But the drunk Jiang Qi didn't notice, he broke away from Gu Qinghan's hand, and stood far away, "I can live well without you...", he murmured, not sure if it was for Gu Qinghan or himself.Then he took a few steps back unsteadily and fell to the ground unconscious.

The heart twitched with pain, Gu Qinghan pressed his chest tightly, the pain spread along the veins and eroded every nerve.There was a roar in his ears, and for a moment, his face was covered with cold sweat.Gu Qinghan didn't dare to move, his body froze on the spot for a long time before he coughed heavily, his throat was filled with bloody smell.

After the severe pain, he was exhausted.Jiang Qi was lying on the ground and fell asleep, Gu Qinghan struggled to pull him up.But he really didn't have the strength, his knees were weak and he fell to the ground, the two of them fell to the ground again, Jiang Qi was protected in his arms and did not wake up, but Gu Qinghan frowned in pain.

In the end, the patrolling security guards found them and helped Gu Qinghan send Jiang Qi back.

Gu Qinghan found the key in Jiang Qi's pocket and asked the security guard to put him on the bed.

He helped Jiang Qi take off his shoes and coat, and gently wiped Jiang Qi's face with a soaked towel. Under the light, Jiang Qi's face was firm and calm.Gu Qinghan looked at him quietly, thinking about what he said just now, his heart seemed to fall into the dark bottom of the water.

"I'm sorry..." Gu Qinghan murmured, "I'm sorry."

Sorry, I will stay away from you.

?????Gu Qinghan pushed open the door, Gu Nian had already fallen asleep, and Aunt Qiao was packing Gu Nian's toys in the living room, when she saw him come back, she poured him a cup of hot water.

???? "Qinghan, you don't look good." Aunt Qiao was a little worried.

????? Gu Qinghan smiled softly, "There are a lot of things to do today." His hands and feet were cold, and his face was pale and tired.

???? "No matter how many things you have to do, you must take care of your body," Aunt Qiao instructed, "Nian Nian is still young, and I need to rely on you."

????? After Aunt Qiao left, Gu Qinghan bent down while holding the water glass. He still felt a dull pain in his heart connected to his stomach. After enduring it for a while, he stood up and took some medicine.

Boiled water tastes dull and tasteless, and it cannot dilute the bitter taste of the pills in the mouth.Gu Qinghan suddenly discovered that he hadn't tasted sweetness for a long time.

In the middle of the night, the deliveryman delivered a small cake on time.Gu Qinghan closed the door, took the cake and sat down on the carpet in front of the bed in the bedroom, opened the box and took a bite.The soft cream melts in the mouth, and it is not as sweet as in memory.

Gu Qinghan leaned on the edge of the bed and raised his head to look at the night sky outside the window. The stars were far away and sparse, and it seemed that one of them went out in the blink of an eye.