Chen Qing Ling continues to be happy

1.3 no regrets

Lan Wangji found himself walking alone on a mountain road. It was late at night, the sky was dark, and there was a gust of wind blowing from the valley.

"Where am I?" Lan Wangji thought to himself, shouldn't he be with Wei Ying in the land of Lingyuan?Why are you here all of a sudden now?Where's Wei Ying?

As we walked, the mountain wind brought a voice from afar, "Mmmm..." Low, like Xia Chong's ramblings, but Lan Wangji suddenly opened his eyes wide, this is Wei Ying's voice !

Yes, it was his voice, a suppressed moan that seemed to be in pain.

Lan Wangji jumped up and flew towards where the sound came from.

Lan Wangji flew to the top of the mountain and saw a simple wooden house.Pushing the door open, he suddenly saw Wei Wuxian lying on the ground, his pale face covered with sweat, and his body trembling.He seemed to be in great pain, but he gritted his teeth and didn't howl. He only groaned when he was in extreme pain.

"Wei Ying!" Lan Wangji rushed over, trying to hug him, but found that he couldn't touch Wei Wuxian at all, and he realized that he was just a phantom now.

At this time, a person walked in, and Lan Wangji turned his head to see that it was the warmth that should have been crushed.She came in with a bowl of medicine, knelt down, helped Wei Wuxian up, and said softly, "Drink the medicine!" Wei Wuxian nodded, and honestly drank the medicine.Maybe it was because he drank too quickly, or maybe it was too painful, Wei Wuxian coughed violently, and almost coughed up the medicine too.

Warmly straightened Wei Wuxian upright, and patted him on the back to comfort him. Lan Wangji saw that his waist was wrapped in a bandage, and blood was oozing from the bandage, which was where Jin Dan was.

Gently untied Wei Wuxian's bandage slowly, and changed his dressing.Because of touching the wound, Wei Wuxian twitched in pain.But he still clenched his teeth tightly to prevent himself from making a loud noise.

Sighing tenderly, he said, "Jiang Cheng is still under anesthesia and has not woken up. You don't have to do this. You can yell if you want to."

Wei Wuxian smiled weakly, shook his head, but immediately showed a pained expression because of the pain.

Ask tenderly: "Wei Wuxian, you gave the golden pill to Jiang Cheng, do you regret it?"

Lan Wangji also asked in his heart: "Wei Ying, do you regret it?"

Wei Wuxian said hoarsely, "No... regret..."

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A tear fell down his cheek, and Lan Wangji slowly opened his eyes.He dreamed again, this time, it was the process of Wei Ying cutting the pill.Although he didn't experience it himself, the scene in the dream was as real as it was, which made his heart ache and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

"Lan Zhan! You're awake!" Wei Wuxian's voice came from next to his ear, Lan Wangji turned his head and saw Wei Wuxian sitting beside the bed with that bright smiling face, as if he had forgotten all the pain and suffering Had it, or just endured it silently.

Lan Wangji felt pain in his heart, and frowned, why did you go through so much pain?Why do you have to bear it alone?

"What's wrong with you?" Wei Wuxian saw Lan Wangji frown, and immediately reached out to touch his forehead, trying to see if he was still having a fever.

Lan Wangji reached out and grabbed Wei Wuxian's hand, staring at him blankly.

"Lan Zhan?" Wei WuXian noticed the deep sorrow in Lan WangJi's eyes?Could it be that the fact that I gave Yuan Dan to him was discovered?Wei Wuxian panicked a little.

"Do you regret it?" Lan Wangji asked suddenly.

"Regret what?"

"Have you ever regretted dissecting the golden elixir?"

"Lan Zhan..." Wei Wuxian showed a weak smile, "It turns out that your heart hurts, and it's over."

"If you did it again, would you still do it?" Lan Wangji asked resolutely.

Wei WuXian looked at Lan WangJi, and replied seriously: "Yes, if I do it again, I will still do it. Even if it is not Jiang Cheng, but you, I will do it! For you, I am willing and will never regret it! "

"No, if there is a next time, you must never do this!" Lan Wangji excitedly stood up and said, "No matter who it is for, you must not do this! Did you hear me!"

"Lan Zhan..." Wei Wuxian thought of the fact that he had already given him the Yuan Dan, and was in so much pain that he didn't know what to say.

"I regret that I couldn't help you at that time, and I didn't even know the slightest bit of your pain at that time." Lan Wangji lowered his head, tears streaming down his face. "In the future, no matter what, I can't let you go through such pain again."

Wei Wuxian buried his head in Lan Wangji's arms, covering up the worry in his eyes, and said, "Lan Zhan, I'm really fine, I just want to be together now, okay?"

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"Wei Ying, promise me that you will tell me anything, okay?" Lan Wangji raised Wei Wuxian's head and said to her.

"I..." Wei Wuxian hesitated to speak, opened his mouth slightly, and looked at Lan Wangji in a daze.

Lan Wangji couldn't help but bent down and kissed her lips.It was warm and slightly sweet, different from the bitter kiss in the illusion of the sacred tree before.

Lan Wangji turned over and pressed Wei Wuxian under him.Wei Wuxian was taken aback, why did Lan Wangji suddenly become so domineering?She saw Lan Wangji gasping for breath, his eyes began to turn red, and there was faint blackness on his forehead.Not good, the demonic energy began to disturb him.Wei Wuxian thought to himself that it was his Yuan Dan that entered Lan Wangji's body and affected him.

"Lan Zhan, can we...cough cough... Lan Zhan, don't..." Wei Wuxian wanted to ask, can we take it easy, but she is currently weak and can't withstand Lan Wangji.

Lan Wangji blew softly in her ear, Wei Wuxian felt a little unbearable, his eyes blurred.

"Lan Zhan..."

"Wei Ying, I'm sorry..."

"Ok?"

"I have regrets..." Lan Wangji whispered while kissing. "Wei Ying, I love you..."

"Lan Zhan, I love you too..."

It was as if the soul that had been wandering for a lifetime suddenly found a home, as if the shell called strong was suddenly broken, Wei Wuxian couldn't help crying.

She hugged Lan Wangji's neck tightly and pressed his head firmly, not wanting him to see the tears she shed.At this moment, Wei Wuxian gave up struggling, revealing her weakest side.

Lan Wangji felt Wei Wuxian's relaxation, and he also relaxed his grip on her hand.

"Ah..." Wei Wuxian finally couldn't help shouting out, what came with the severe pain was bitterness, sadness, and the feeling of living in the face of death, a kind of tragic and stirring moment of life and death, joy at the moment...

The sun was slanting to the west, and I don't know when it will be. The clothes in the house are scattered all over the floor, and the hair band and the forehead are entangled, and they can't be untied.The air was filled with a mixed aroma of sandalwood and honey, and the white flower buds beside the bed gradually bloomed under the catalysis of the aroma, revealing the yellow stamens inside, trembling slightly...

The two were under the light gauze quilt, with their legs exposed. Lan Wangji woke up leisurely, saw Wei Wuxian lying in his arms, and thought of all the things before, as if in a dream.

He looked at Wei Wuxian's closed eyes, with teardrops still hanging on his eyelashes, feeling guilty for hurting her.He kissed her lightly, carefully licking away the tears.

"Hmm..." Wei Wuxian was woken up by Lan Wangji, turned over, the pain made her frown uncontrollably.

"Wei Ying, I'm sorry..." Lan Wangji said hoarsely.

Wei Wuxian was too tired, he didn't open his eyes, smiled, and whispered, "Lan Zhan...I'm fine..."

"Wei Ying, won't it happen next time?"

"Ok?"

Lan Wangji kissed Wei Wuxian's face lightly again, and said, "I won't do it next time, I'll hurt you..."

Wei Wuxian laughed.

"Wei Ying, we will always be together..."

"Well...we'll be together forever..."

Wei Wuxian said, but felt sore in his heart.