Jason Confusion Award [Comprehensive British and American]

Since Jason came back, the people who came to see him almost came in waves, and then left in waves, and some of them didn't seem to want to leave.

Among these people, some of them are known by "Jason", and a large part of them are unknown to "Jason" in his own world.

However, no matter whether the person who came was someone he had seen or not, most of "Jason"'s attention was still focused on Jason.

To be honest, he was a little confused about what kind of feelings he had for Jason now.

Said it was friendship, it seemed more than friendship.It's family affection, but it doesn't look like family affection.But if it is love, it seems to be less enthusiastic.

Speaking of before, after Jason left a red bean and left, although he would think of him from time to time, this kind of missing never occupied all of his life.

He is not a love brain, he only revolves around one person.He has his own life, his own ideals, and his own career, so he may think about Jason at some point, but not often, because he is still quite busy after all.

When a person is busy, how can he have time to think about things?

So it would be a lie to say that he doesn't miss Jason.But it wasn't true that he thought about Jason all the time.

If they hadn't met again, maybe Jason would always be just the one who appeared in his most desperate moment and saved himself for him.

But there is no if in this world, the reality is that they meet again.

It's just that it's different from Jason saving himself last time, this time it's me helping Jason.

Logically speaking, the other party saved himself once, and he helped the other party once, so they can be regarded as not indebted to each other.But the strange thing is that "Jason", who always hated to owe others anything, somehow didn't want them to settle this time.

He hopes that there is a bond between them, and he hopes that there is a connection between them, even if he owes the other party, it doesn't matter.

"Jason" has always been unwilling to owe others, because he has no sense of security emotionally.But Jason didn't even have to deliberately do anything, as if he had given him enough sense of security.

As for the reason, in fact, "Jason" couldn't tell what the reason was.Maybe it's because they are the same person, maybe it's because they have a similar past, or maybe there is no reason at all, he just fell in love with someone, what reason does he need...

and many more!

fall in love with? !

Realizing what he was thinking just now, "Jason" petrified in place.

He fell in love with Jason, is this any different from falling in love with himself? !

After recovering, "Jason" rushed to the mirror in the bathroom immediately.

Looking at himself in the mirror, he obviously had almost the same face, and obviously hated comparison with others, but at this moment "Jason" subconsciously compared his own face with Jason's.

With the same blue eyes, "Jason" feels that his blue is not as bright as Jason's; with the same nose, "Jason" feels that his own is not as straight as the other's; with the same mouth, "Jason" feels that his smile is not as good as Jason's The arc that rises is moving...

In general, "Jason" looks at himself as if he is looking at himself taken with an ordinary camera, but when he looks at Jason, he gives him a beautification...

"Heh—" "Jason" couldn't help but covered his face and smiled wryly. If he still can't realize what kind of feelings he has for Jason after all this, then he will be really stupid.

But if I have this kind of feeling for Jason, what about Jason for me?

Emotionally, "Jason" is actually a person with low self-esteem and pride.

Because of his low self-esteem, he is full of joy when others give him a point.Because of his pride, he never asks anyone for affection.

It's like when he faced Bruce, even though he was full of expectations, even if he was so eager, he could never express his expectations frankly like an ordinary child.

It is said that children who can cry have candy to eat, but "Jason" can't learn how to "cry", and he can't "cry".

If Dick had encountered what "Jason" had encountered in Arkham, Bruce would probably die of heartache and guilt, but "Jason" has the ability to turn all this into a battle.

As for the fight, maybe Bruce himself can't tell whether he feels more distressed and guilty, or more thoughtful and headaches.

It's not that "Jason" won't show weakness, he just doesn't want to bend his waist.

He used to have almost nothing, how can he lose the only pride he has?

"Jason", who can shed tears and can't lose his pride, threw these ten words into the trash can when facing love.

Pursuing the matter of a partner, can that be called losing pride? !

Although "Jason" has never pursued anyone in the past, but he has never eaten pork, can he still see a pig run away?

Don't forget, beside him, there are Baby Bruce and Dick the self-propelled self-propelled cannon "taught by precepts and deeds".

Even though he can fight while flirting/talking, but when he is about to pursue love, those words that he can say when facing the villain without even thinking about it, now he can't say it.

Some things you say easily because you never take them seriously.

But if you say it with a serious and rigorous attitude, some things really cannot be said easily.

While tossing and turning for his love, "Jason" suddenly remembered the red bean.

He took out the red bean that Jason gave to him again from his pocket. In the East, red bean means lovesickness. Maybe the fate between them has been written from the beginning.

It's just that "Jason" doesn't know what price will be marked on the gift given to him by fate this time.

Among the two, "Jason", who was the first to realize this feeling, waited for Jason's confession before he had time to confess.

"... Have you ever considered that maybe our relationship can go further..."

"Jason":? ? ?

"Jason" looked at Jason, who was still talking non-stop, with an imperceptible nervousness on his face, a little unsure of what the other person meant, whether it was what he thought.

"what do you mean?"

"If I have to believe that there is someone who will love me forever, I would like to believe in 'myself' more than others." The world has restarted countless times, and many people may have appeared by his side last time, and the next time will be Eternal life never seen.

Even Bruce, not every time the world restarts, can become Jason's father.

There is always a reason to love others, but there is no reason to love yourself, because it is instinct.

More importantly, Jason has met many Jason Todds, and this is the only one that moves him.