Jason Confusion Award [Comprehensive British and American]

Slade, who has always been unrestrained and free, never thought before meeting Jason that he would become a male mother one day.

A feat that none of his own children had accomplished, a boy he picked up from Gotham had accomplished.Even if Jason looked twisted and weird at that time, but when he looks at you with his blue eyes, as if you are his whole world, you are his savior, who can say no ?

In the past, Slade has felt that the world is too unfair countless times. There are so many talented boys around Batman, but there are none around him.Seeing Batman walk around and little boys come one after another, Slade almost has red eyes.

But when he picked up the boy that belonged to him, Slade's pink eye disease was cured.

It is said that a wife is good for other people's family, and children are good for one's own family.Although Slade never thought other people's wives were good, he really thought that the children he picked up were the best in the world.

Even at that time, Jason was as weak as a little chicken, and he might be taken by the dog at any time.But in Slade's eyes, the other party is still the best kid in the world.

Slade, who experienced the feeling of a father's love for the first time, was so confident that he felt that for the other party, he could defeat the whole world.

In fact, he did.

Offending the League of Assassins for a child was something Slade had never thought of before.Although he was hired to steal a test tube of Lazarus Pool water, his original plan was to sneak in quietly.

But for the sake of the child whose name he didn't even know at the time, he just broke in with such fanfare.

This behavior can be said to be provocative.

But seeing the sickly cub come alive after a dip in Lazarus Pool, Slade felt he had no regrets.

Let alone the League of Assassins, even if there were five more, Slade felt that he would not be afraid. .

Slade had a wife and children, but he never had a home because he never wanted to stay for anyone.But in the process of wandering around with the cub, Slade was keenly aware of the other party's dislike for this life.

For a moment, Slade, who was never willing to stay for anyone, really seriously considered whether to change his current way of life.

But at the end of the day, he is not the kind of person who is willing to sacrifice himself and give selflessly.

He can go up the mountain of swords and into the sea of ​​fire because he likes someone alone, but he has never liked someone so much in the past that he is willing to change himself for the other person.

Even if he likes Jason now, to the point where he is willing to change himself for the sake of the other person, the prerequisite for the change must be that the other person also likes him.

He will never be able to give unconditionally for a person like some licking dogs, even if he does it for a while, he will stop immediately after realizing that he will never get the return he wants, and stop the loss in time .

So after having this idea, Slade tentatively wanted to give the other party a name to make the bond between the two of them deeper.

But the other party rejected Slade's idea, and the idea of ​​change that had appeared in Slade's mind disappeared because of this.

Perhaps as early as that time, he had vaguely realized that in the past that Jason had forgotten, there was likely to be a bomb that would destroy their current relationship.

In fact, many unconscious behaviors of the other party also showed that he is different from himself.

Maybe it's because he cares too much, maybe it's because he doesn't want to lose, maybe it's because he doesn't want to part ways in the future, Slade is eager to let the other party accept his ideas and become the same as himself before thinking of everything. people.

So, there was that bloody wedding.

At that time, Slade thought that the other party could not accept it for a while at most, and had a big fight with himself, but who knew that it was his act of wanting to keep the other party that contributed to the separation of the other party from himself.

Slade has never lacked visitors in his life, but this is the first time that he sincerely wants to invite someone to walk with him, and he even leaves a place for him in his future.

The woman he once loved did not receive this treatment, nor did the children who were related to him by blood.Jason got it, but Jason didn't want it.

It is said that if you do too many bad things, you will meet retribution, and Slade thinks that kid is probably his own retribution.

His many firsts and many exceptions were all because of the other party, but the other party chose to leave without hesitation, just like Slade left those who loved him in the first place.

Slade had countless opportunities to kill each other. When they met for the first time, on the way to the League of Assassins, Jason was so weak at that time that he didn't need Slade to do anything. He just had to leave the opponent behind. At that time Jason will definitely not survive.

But Slade didn't do that.

Later, Slade actually had many chances to kill the other party. When the other party rejected his suggestion to name him, when Jason's moves showed a bit of Batman's characteristics, when Jason fiercely opposed his behavior hour……

Slade had countless opportunities to kill each other, but he chose to give up.

And his giving up, in exchange for Jason's departure, Batman regained his second son, the appearance of the red hood, and the impossibility of himself and Jason Todd.

When he saw the other person again, seeing the Jason Todd who had remembered everything and retrieved the past, for a moment, Slade felt that the person opposite looked so strange.

The little brat who would stare at him, and only at himself, seemed to be imagined by him. Otherwise, why would the other party look so alienated now?

Maybe they have never been on the same road, even if they walked together for a short time, it was just because the other party forgot the way home and mistook themselves for family members.

And when the other party thought of everything, their separation became inevitable.

What if it wasn't for the bloody wedding, the quarrel that parted ways?

What he picked up was never his own cub, but Batman's second-generation Robin.

After he took Jason to soak in the Lazarus pool and healed Jason's injuries, Slade was often proud of the opponent's talent in the process of training the opponent.

At that time, he even thought, what if Batman had three Robins, he could kill all of the opponent in seconds.He even planned to take Jason to Gotham to show off.

But in the end, Slade found that the Joker turned out to be himself.

After discovering all of this, Slade's pink eye disease returned.

In the past, the cause of his illnesses was one Robin after another around Batman.But now, he was only jealous that Batman had Jason.

The little brat who made his father fall in love with him, but never really called him "father", turned out to belong to Batman.

What's even more hateful is that Batman never knows how to cherish a man when he is full of men.

Slade will never forget how embarrassed Jason was when they first met, and he can't ignore the unconcealable grievance and depression in the corners of Jason's eyes and brows when they meet again.

Batman, damn it!

After a fight with Batman, Slade goes to the bar where he was drinking when he first met Jason.

He was ignorant last time, and then he was "gifted from heaven" as soon as he went out.

This time he knew everything, and even more about the doomed separation between him and Jason.

Slade, who once wanted to give someone a home, continued to live his life without a home.

Everything seemed to be the same as before meeting Jason.

But Slade knew very well that it may take only one glance to remember a person, but it takes forever to forget a person, because he will never forget the little brat he once picked up.

Since then, Slade has never picked up anyone again, and has never had the idea of ​​​​giving anyone a home.He's doing his supervillain, his merciless mercenary, and the occasional satisfaction of getting his own marks in some anti-hero's fighting moves.

He didn't leave anyone behind, but he left his mark in the other person's life.