The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]
Chapter 210 Komaeda-kun's Longing
Pain like an explosion in the head, when Komaeda Nagito woke up, the sun had already risen so high, I don't know how many days had passed.Although the body is still weak and weak, it is not as heavy as when lying on the hospital bed in a daze.
"Komaeda-kun, you've finally woken up... that's great! You've been in a coma for two days. Woohoo! Something happened to Koizumi-san and Saizonji-san..."
In the ear was the sound of Sinki Mikan crying, and Nagito Komaeda covered his buzzing head and interrupted impatiently: "Don't make noise."
"What's your attitude! Classmate Zuimu has been taking care of you!"
Looking at So Hinata, who is aggrieved and upholding justice for Satsuma, Komaeda Nagito feels more and more that he is an idiot.It really is the dregs of the preparatory subjects... I can't even see this wink, and it's vain to say that I'm looking forward to hope.
"What happened to Koizumi-san and Saiyuanji-san?"
Hinata Sou didn't look good towards Komaeda Nagito, and Komaeda Nagito who still had some headaches learned from Sonia's classmate who visited him together that last night when he was in a coma in the hospital, Koizumi Mahiru and Saizonji Hiyoko were arrested The prisoner among them was killed in the auditorium.
Ah...Koizumi-san and Saizonji-san were double-killed at the same time...It's really hopeless...
"Komaeda-kun, how is your health now? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
Seeing that he had a headache, Mikan Sinki handed him a glass of water with concern, and Komaeda Nagito's face became even worse.
Just after learning about what happened during his coma, he didn't need to reason at all, and decided that the prisoner was the sinister mandarin with a delicate and artificial expression in front of him.
Although he was in a state of confusion for part of his illness, he occasionally caught glimpses of this guy's expression.
It was an expression of complete despair that had lost even a sliver of hope...
The culprit who killed Koizumi-san and Saizonji-san is without a doubt Satsuki Satsuma!
Damn it!To kill someone not out of hope but out of desperation... This incident is absolutely unforgivable!
For everyone's hope, he must act for everyone, and find out the little tricks of this guy!Get closer to the truth of this incident!
"I'm so sorry, I can't let you go...Only this time, your criminal behavior will never be forgiven...!"
"... Huh? What are you?" Satsuki Mikan, who was attacked by Nagito Komaeda at the school grade referee, pouted slightly.Her voice was soft and waxy, with a crying tone at the end. Her aggrieved and innocent voice seemed to have suffered a huge injustice. She clutched the corner of her skirt and sobbed and complained: "Ah, that's it...you still have to bully me in the end."
"Obviously everyone is the same as me...it's always been like this..." However, one moment, he was still crying in a mournful voice, and the next moment his face twisted suddenly, and he grabbed his hair and screamed frantically : "Enough is enough! Already! Enough is enough!"
Seeing that Sinki Mikan was so stubborn when she was about to die, she found that she was more difficult than expected Komaeda Nagito frowned.He showed no mercy, no longer concealed his cold and sharp gaze like an arrow, and sneered mockingly: "Using sophistry to justify myself... make excuses to make it seem like I'm innocent..."
"Too cunning... cunning, cunning, cunning, cunning, cunning—"
Under the dim yellow light of the school referee field, a depressed emotion squeezed her chest, making Mikan start to have difficulty breathing. She grabbed her long hair hysterically and screamed: "Why did you forgive them so quickly! Why! It's me Where did it go wrong!"
"The next step is the crazy talk strategy?" Facing Sinki Mikan who yelled like a lunatic and was immersed in his own world, Komaeda Nagito, who was defeated after a few sentences, covered himself with a headache head.
"This is really tricky!" Chef Hope, who had exhausted all means, racked his brains on how to force Mu Mikan to admit his crime of murder.
How... how could it be like this...
"Stop making...jokes!" Zhongli Chiyin took the lead in yelling in disbelief, "It's actually the criminal who guarded us...killed...them...impossible...impossible!"
As if refusing the truth, she kept shaking her head: "Sinmu... have you deceived us?! Did you ask to take care of us for the purpose of killing people in the first place?"
"Woohoo... woohoo...hehehehe..."
Everyone saw Sinki Mikan who was violently grabbing his hair and suddenly let out a strange and happy laugh.The crystal liquid slipped from the corner of her mouth, the smile on her lips was raised high, and her hands were sickly clutching the white bandage on her arm.
The slightly drooping bangs covered the eyebrows and eyes, loomingly revealing the pair of pupils that had lost color, with a dim color that was slightly desperate.
"..." Komaeda Nagito's expression froze, "If my guess is correct... Could she actually be sick too? Suffering from the motivation of this time—the disease of despair."
"Then... Sinki-san is also because of this illness..." I couldn't believe that Sinki Satsuma would do such a thing, and everyone couldn't help but hold the expectation that "such an abnormal Sinki is sick".
"The symptoms that attacked her must be a veritable disease of despair." Komaeda Nagito, who observed her every move, became more and more sure of the reason for the sudden abnormality of Sika Satsuki, and he added sadly, "I lost everything. Hope... Desperate for all hopes... She is probably swallowed up by despair because of this despair disease. That's why she can... even laugh in such a desperate situation."
"Hehehehe..."
"That is to say, the guilty tree standing here is no longer [Super High School Level Health Commissioner]. She is another person who has been eroded by the disease of despair... She should be called [Super High School Level Despair]! "
From the beginning, everyone was provoked to kill each other because of the fierce collision between hopes.
For the sake of everyone's hope, he can be an enemy, and he doesn't care when he dies...but it's too bad now!During his coma, [Symbol of Hope] was destroyed by despair!
The anger in his chest kept rising, and Komaeda Nagito clenched his fists in pain: "That's why I can't forgive her! Because she didn't kill for hope, but for despair, absolutely unforgivable!"
"Huh? For despair...?" As if hearing some funny words, Mikan, who had been laughing in a low voice, suddenly lifted her chin slightly.There was a bit of provocation in her eyebrows and eyes, and she smiled at Komaeda Nagito in a contemptuous tone: "Woohoo, you are wrong."
"Wrong?...is...what's wrong?"
Komaeda Nagito's expression froze, and an ominous premonition strangely rose in his heart.
"Everything I do...is for Airi..."
Komaeda Nagito saw Sinki Mikan talking with a crazy expression.Her tone was gentle, her expression fascinated, as if she was recalling some beautiful things, she smiled very happily.
"Haha...only Airi...only Airi..."
I don't want to be denied by everyone, I don't want to be ignored by everyone, so I am willing to do anything...
Even if he is always treated like garbage...but——
He put his hand gently on his chest, and the throbbing throbbing in his chest brought about a slight tremor of excitement throughout his body.She couldn't restrain her excitement and said it over and over again, her face was stained with a few crimson flowers.
"Yes, only Airi-chan... didn't hate me... recognized my existence... forgave me, accepted me, and was willing to be friends with people like me... gave me the value of living... even if I Clumsy, stumbles, falls in such a strange posture... But Airi-chan has never hated me!"
"She said I look good! I have long purple hair and purple eyes. Those who call me ugly and bully me are all jealous of me. She also said that they are hopeless and hopeless garbage! My talent is very precious, I am a great little angel! Ah...Airi is the real angel!"
Komaeda Nagito's scalp felt numb at the nostalgic words of Sinki Mikan, and his heart started beating thumpingly.
"Ai Pear-chan is so gentle... She always said that everyone should work together to go out together... It was also because she was too gentle and didn't set up defenses against everyone, so she was killed by Hanamura! Actually, she didn't have to go...Because I went there because I wanted to protect Koizumi... Airi was killed because of Koizumi! Hanamura originally wanted to kill Koizumi! Why did Airi die!"
Sinki Mikan suddenly had a ferocious expression and gritted his teeth: "Why should Ai Li be killed!"
"That... that's Komaeda's fault too! It was Komaeda who sent the letter to Koizumi... Otherwise Hanamura wouldn't have done such a thing... Koizumi and Saizonji are both innocent!"
"It's to avenge Asakawa-san—" Komaeda Nagito scratched his buzzing head, "It's too bad that you fell into despair because of Asakawa-san... But, it's rare Isn’t it just right to kill even me at the same time... If you do this... the analogy will be perfect... Why didn’t you do it...?"
"Yeah...the most damnable thing is you..."
Sinki Mikan bit her own finger viciously as if punishing herself.Last night she almost hanged Komaeda Nagito with bandages, but she let go at the last moment... because this kind of death is too cheap for Komaeda Nagito...
Why... why did he still smile so happily after Airi's death!
"Forgetting Airi so completely...it's unforgivable..."
The nails sank deeply into the flesh, and blood gushed out, but he still couldn't pull himself back from the madness.
The heart of Sinwood Satsuma has been eaten by the poisonous snake named Despair.
Qihai Qianqiu murmured softly: "Airi... doesn't want you to do such a thing. She wants us to go out together..."
"Go out? Is it necessary to go out? Is it necessary to go out in a world without Airi! Everyone should die here."
More and more vicious thoughts strangled her heart, and Sinmu Mikan didn't care about her words of hatred.
"I know that I have committed an unforgivable crime. If Airi is still alive, she will be very angry..."
"But, but!" Mikan Sinki laughed strangely again, with a gloating tone, "Komaeda-kun, don't show this 'I'm hopeless' expression. When you think about it, you will be like me Yes. We are all the same. For one person, this feeling of liberation that doesn’t seem to matter to me—!”
"Completely... don't know what to say, okay?" The strong breath of despair in Sinki Mikan's words made Komaeda Nagito inexplicably uncomfortable with a sense of suffocation.He hates satsuma.
"How could I be like you!" If you are reduced to despair, you might as well die directly.
"Don't you understand?" As if mocking Komaeda Nagito, Sinki Mikan laughed maniacally.The desperate laughter exploded into the lung cavity and echoed in the school-level referee field. She squinted her eyes halfway, the corners of her mouth raised in a strange arc, and her bright smile was confident and mocking.
"That's right, that's because you lost your most important memory. You are obviously a person who is not forgiven by the world like me... It's rare that someone is willing to accept you... It's so pitiful that you still forget everything. ...It deserves sympathy...Ah~ah~ I really look forward to the moment when your faith collapses! It must be the best moment!"
"..." The dark gray-green pupils shrank slightly, trembling slightly in the eye sockets.
"Telling this to someone like you now, I'm afraid I can't understand it." Satsuki shrugged and said, "Hope or despair is none of my business! Thanks to that illness, I remembered the relationship with Airi. matter."
"That is to say..." Komaeda Nagito's voice trembled slightly.Because he was too shocked, he changed his mouth shape for a long time, and then asked with difficulty: "You are suffering from memory disease... Is that the case?"
"Then of course you know, right? The true face of the traitor who infiltrated us."
"Ah, you're so annoying, it doesn't matter who the betrayer is, okay! I should really kill you for being entangled in this kind of thing at this time...!" Sinki Mikan said angrily.
"But if I really kill you, Airi will never forgive me...I can't do something that makes her unhappy...After all, Airi-chan likes you the most...It's really enviable."
"What... you like me the most... what do you mean!"
Komaeda Nagito questioned loudly and sternly, as if calming his inner panic.
"Hehehehehe..." Sinki Mikan approached, stretching out his hand and pointing heavily at Komaeda Nagito's chest.
"Do you know why I didn't kill you? Because there are ways to make you more painful, wouldn't it be good to spend more time thinking about it? At that time, you will definitely regret it! You will definitely be as desperate and painful as me... No, you will be more desperate than me!"
She chuckled sarcastically, and raised her head slightly to his ear.
"The death of a loved one in front of me is caused by myself... This feeling of powerlessness..."
"It's a pity that I can't see it anymore—" Throwing down the heavy gun maliciously, Sinki Mikan raised his head and asked indifferently, "So Monokuma, can we start?"
Sinki Mikan was executed, but her last words were like pressing the wrong replay button, lingering in Komaeda Nagito's mind, reminding him over and over again that he might really be missing a very important memory.
baffling.
He yearns for everyone at the super high school level!Therefore, I must have liked Asakawa Airi from before.
How should I put it...it's purer, something like unrequited love.
Speaking of it, it can also be regarded as a [super high school level super high school level brain-dead fan].
Because no matter what the situation is, he loves the hope in everyone's heart!
And Asakawa Airi likes him the most...?Obviously impossible, obviously I hate him.
She was killed by Teruki Hanamura, which only shows that her hope is weaker than Teruki Hanamura's.
He has no regrets but regrets.despair?It's even more ridiculous.
No matter what kind of situation he is involved in, his most fundamental way of thinking will never change... The shining 【Absolute Hope】... Both he and despair exist only as its stepping stones...
He flustered, firmly, repeated over and over again.
No matter when, he is the partner of hope!This point will never change!
"Congratulation! Komaeda-kun! Congratulations on passing the ultimate death zone! Well done! And... it is still a very difficult challenge with a survival rate of only one-sixth... In order to praise Komaeda-kun, this is mine Be careful, please accept it!"
"This sign is... from Hope's Peak Academy?"
"Uh, puff, puff—this file is a collection of your personal data during the Hope Peak Academy era. In short, it is the personal data that you have forgotten!"
Nagito Komaeda flipped through the customs clearance bonus.As expected, So Hinata was a student of the preparatory subject as he had guessed.
He couldn't tell what it felt like, after all, he had long guessed that Hinata Sou had no talent that could be called from the very beginning.But he forgot about that... that's all.
But Asakawa Airi——
What kind of past with Sinki-san...it can make Sinki-san look like a different person...
What kind of mood does he have living with everyone in Hope's Peak Academy...
"There is one more thing that comes as a bonus! I said earlier that your memories of your school days were taken away, but Komaeda-kun must have seen the motivational video. I knew Asakawa-san in junior high school. So now the bleeding discount ! Give Komaeda-kun the memories related to Asakawa-san that Komaeda-kun has completely forgotten!"
"With this memory! Some things that Komaeda-kun never figured out will come to light!"
"Why do you..." Komaeda Nagito was about to ask Monokuma how it returned his memory.But there was a sudden pain in the head, like a buzzing snowflake screen, and vivid images were poured into my mind in one breath accompanied by complicated and chaotic memories.
"Pa-ta--" The hand trembled violently, and the materials fell to the ground completely unsteadily.
"Hmm, puff - I say Komaeda-kun! Looks like you can bring me more fun!"
The harsh laughter was accompanied by crazy emotions, rolling in waves like a tide, eroding his reason layer by layer, depriving him of his breath.
His voice was choked and unable to utter, and his emotions were on the verge of extreme collapse.
The hot liquid in the eye socket is about to come out.
I……
I……
love pear...
The extreme desperation caused the heart to scream loudly and tremblingly, the blood rushed straight to the head, and even the body trembled in fear.
What the hell did he do? !
What the hell did he do!
- You will regret it!You will definitely be as desperate and painful as me... No, you will be more desperate than me!
——The death of a loved one in front of him was caused by himself... This feeling of powerlessness...
Do not!
Do not--!
He subconsciously wanted to refute loudly.
The one who said he would protect Airi... the one who swore to protect her and never let her get hurt...
Why did he forget about Airi?Why did he choose to stand on the sidelines instead of stopping her at that time?
why why why--!
The noisy voice of Xue Huaping echoed in his ears, and the pain in his body was gradually submerged by a kind of despairing dizziness.
It can't...it can't end like this.
"Bah-ah-ah-"
"Where is Airi now! Give her back to me! Give me back Airi!"
He felt that his body was falling, and he struggled to climb up, trying to break through the darkness blocking him.
unforgivable.unforgivable!
his hope--
Love pear love pear love pear love pear love pear love pear love pear——
"Bah-ah-ah-"
"Komaeda-kun, are you alright?"
A cold object was suddenly placed on the forehead, and the sudden and stinging sunlight filled Komaeda Nagito's eyes widened in horror.
"...Sinki... Satsuma?" Komaeda Nagito stared blankly at the purple-haired girl in front of him.She was half bent, looking at herself with a soft and caring expression, and there was no trace of hysteria in her memory.
Sinki Mikan was taken aback by this strange look.
"Did you suffer from heatstroke after sunbathing for too long? Feeling pale?"
"You!" Komaeda Nagito didn't have time to think about what happened, struggling to sit up from the recliner, subconsciously turned his head to look for the shadow of Asakawa Airi, and saw Nanami Chiaki who was squatting on the beach building a castle, also worried Cast a concerned look.
The purpose of entering is the blue sea and blue sky, and the students playfully bathe in the sea.Hiyoko Xiyuanji is pestering Koizumi Mahiru to take pictures of herself.
Where's Airi... Where's Airi? !
Teruki Hanamura is not there either!
Komaeda Nagito paled in horror, and pushed away the Sinki Mikan standing in front of him, and So Hinata, who was helping Nanami Chiaki with ice cream, was almost knocked down, and the ice cream fell to the ground unluckily!
"Komaeda, you are sick!" Hyuga So was so angry that he wanted to catch up and beat him!But Komaeda Nagito was running too fast - smashing away everyone and everything in front of him like a madman, and he couldn't catch up in the blink of an eye.
Going to the restaurant!Go save Airi! ! !
Although I can't understand why I went back to before Airi's death, but as long as I stop it!Airi won't die!
Komaeda Nagito rushed to the restaurant in one breath, as if his body that had fallen into an ice cave seemed to be warmed up by running.
It is a speed unimaginable by others.
The door of the restaurant is closed.
Anxious, he slammed the door open with his body, but when he slammed the door open, the scene in front of him made his mind go blank.
An astonishing amount of blood was flowing on the ground, and Asakawa Airi was leaning against the wall with her head covered in blood just as she remembered.
how so!how so!Why, why ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !
Komaeda Nagito found himself unable to make a sound.The joy of thinking that she could save Airi was eroded by an even more desperate emotion.His vision became more and more blurred, he couldn't see anything except the girl lying quietly on the ground...
Killed Airi again...
Unable to think, afraid to think, afraid that the truth will return to the most wrong answer, and even its own existence becomes meaningless.
"Komaeda, Komaeda! Why are you here?" Hanamura Teruki looked at Nagito Komaeda who rushed in in amazement.
flower!village!Fai!Fai!
The growing negative emotions were like gnawing ants' teeth, Komaeda Nagito shrank his eyes, picked up a chair and threw it at Hanamura Teruki's head.
"Komaeda, you...you..." Teruki Hanamura avoided in panic, "Why are you crazy..."
Before Teruki Hanamura finished speaking, Komaeda Nagito threw a chair at him again.
There is only one thought in his mind - kill him!
kill him kill him kill him kill him kill him kill him—
"Komaeda!" Komaeda Nagito froze on the spot after being hit hard on the back suddenly.
"Sure enough, you are the one doing the trouble!" He was knocked to the ground unexpectedly, and his hands were pressed back so that he let go of the somewhat deformed chair in his hands.
what……
Those backlogged emotions couldn't help venting out, Komaeda Nagito let out a soft sob.
"Why are you crying... I didn't push hard..." Seeing the shit-stirring stick that was pressed by her on the ground suddenly burst into tears, Asakawa Airi let go of her claws guiltily.
Immediately, thinking of the things he had done, he hardened his heart and continued to press him to the ground like a prisoner.
"Airi..." Komaeda Nagito gently rubbed her head against her, the warm touch made his heart gradually settle down.
"Don't call me by my name in a nasty way. You won't be soft-hearted if you call me..." Looking at the white-haired head approaching, Asakawa Airi immediately warned, "I have a lot of debts to settle with you!! !"
"Airi..." The moment Asakawa Airi let go of her hand and pulled her hair, Komaeda Nagito turned over and embraced her who was pulling her hair.
He hugged her tightly.
——It's really great that you're all right.
"Why are you hugging me! You bastard sexually harassing me!" Asakawa Airi, who couldn't break free from her embrace at all, was so angry that she wanted to grab him!
The author has something to say: I am not good at writing abuse, I tried my best to make Komaeda cry!
But the abuse is just the beginning, and it will probably be a little more desperate later on, right?After all, Airi is going to suffer from despair too!
Airi: Perfect fraud!
"Komaeda-kun, you've finally woken up... that's great! You've been in a coma for two days. Woohoo! Something happened to Koizumi-san and Saizonji-san..."
In the ear was the sound of Sinki Mikan crying, and Nagito Komaeda covered his buzzing head and interrupted impatiently: "Don't make noise."
"What's your attitude! Classmate Zuimu has been taking care of you!"
Looking at So Hinata, who is aggrieved and upholding justice for Satsuma, Komaeda Nagito feels more and more that he is an idiot.It really is the dregs of the preparatory subjects... I can't even see this wink, and it's vain to say that I'm looking forward to hope.
"What happened to Koizumi-san and Saiyuanji-san?"
Hinata Sou didn't look good towards Komaeda Nagito, and Komaeda Nagito who still had some headaches learned from Sonia's classmate who visited him together that last night when he was in a coma in the hospital, Koizumi Mahiru and Saizonji Hiyoko were arrested The prisoner among them was killed in the auditorium.
Ah...Koizumi-san and Saizonji-san were double-killed at the same time...It's really hopeless...
"Komaeda-kun, how is your health now? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
Seeing that he had a headache, Mikan Sinki handed him a glass of water with concern, and Komaeda Nagito's face became even worse.
Just after learning about what happened during his coma, he didn't need to reason at all, and decided that the prisoner was the sinister mandarin with a delicate and artificial expression in front of him.
Although he was in a state of confusion for part of his illness, he occasionally caught glimpses of this guy's expression.
It was an expression of complete despair that had lost even a sliver of hope...
The culprit who killed Koizumi-san and Saizonji-san is without a doubt Satsuki Satsuma!
Damn it!To kill someone not out of hope but out of desperation... This incident is absolutely unforgivable!
For everyone's hope, he must act for everyone, and find out the little tricks of this guy!Get closer to the truth of this incident!
"I'm so sorry, I can't let you go...Only this time, your criminal behavior will never be forgiven...!"
"... Huh? What are you?" Satsuki Mikan, who was attacked by Nagito Komaeda at the school grade referee, pouted slightly.Her voice was soft and waxy, with a crying tone at the end. Her aggrieved and innocent voice seemed to have suffered a huge injustice. She clutched the corner of her skirt and sobbed and complained: "Ah, that's it...you still have to bully me in the end."
"Obviously everyone is the same as me...it's always been like this..." However, one moment, he was still crying in a mournful voice, and the next moment his face twisted suddenly, and he grabbed his hair and screamed frantically : "Enough is enough! Already! Enough is enough!"
Seeing that Sinki Mikan was so stubborn when she was about to die, she found that she was more difficult than expected Komaeda Nagito frowned.He showed no mercy, no longer concealed his cold and sharp gaze like an arrow, and sneered mockingly: "Using sophistry to justify myself... make excuses to make it seem like I'm innocent..."
"Too cunning... cunning, cunning, cunning, cunning, cunning—"
Under the dim yellow light of the school referee field, a depressed emotion squeezed her chest, making Mikan start to have difficulty breathing. She grabbed her long hair hysterically and screamed: "Why did you forgive them so quickly! Why! It's me Where did it go wrong!"
"The next step is the crazy talk strategy?" Facing Sinki Mikan who yelled like a lunatic and was immersed in his own world, Komaeda Nagito, who was defeated after a few sentences, covered himself with a headache head.
"This is really tricky!" Chef Hope, who had exhausted all means, racked his brains on how to force Mu Mikan to admit his crime of murder.
How... how could it be like this...
"Stop making...jokes!" Zhongli Chiyin took the lead in yelling in disbelief, "It's actually the criminal who guarded us...killed...them...impossible...impossible!"
As if refusing the truth, she kept shaking her head: "Sinmu... have you deceived us?! Did you ask to take care of us for the purpose of killing people in the first place?"
"Woohoo... woohoo...hehehehe..."
Everyone saw Sinki Mikan who was violently grabbing his hair and suddenly let out a strange and happy laugh.The crystal liquid slipped from the corner of her mouth, the smile on her lips was raised high, and her hands were sickly clutching the white bandage on her arm.
The slightly drooping bangs covered the eyebrows and eyes, loomingly revealing the pair of pupils that had lost color, with a dim color that was slightly desperate.
"..." Komaeda Nagito's expression froze, "If my guess is correct... Could she actually be sick too? Suffering from the motivation of this time—the disease of despair."
"Then... Sinki-san is also because of this illness..." I couldn't believe that Sinki Satsuma would do such a thing, and everyone couldn't help but hold the expectation that "such an abnormal Sinki is sick".
"The symptoms that attacked her must be a veritable disease of despair." Komaeda Nagito, who observed her every move, became more and more sure of the reason for the sudden abnormality of Sika Satsuki, and he added sadly, "I lost everything. Hope... Desperate for all hopes... She is probably swallowed up by despair because of this despair disease. That's why she can... even laugh in such a desperate situation."
"Hehehehe..."
"That is to say, the guilty tree standing here is no longer [Super High School Level Health Commissioner]. She is another person who has been eroded by the disease of despair... She should be called [Super High School Level Despair]! "
From the beginning, everyone was provoked to kill each other because of the fierce collision between hopes.
For the sake of everyone's hope, he can be an enemy, and he doesn't care when he dies...but it's too bad now!During his coma, [Symbol of Hope] was destroyed by despair!
The anger in his chest kept rising, and Komaeda Nagito clenched his fists in pain: "That's why I can't forgive her! Because she didn't kill for hope, but for despair, absolutely unforgivable!"
"Huh? For despair...?" As if hearing some funny words, Mikan, who had been laughing in a low voice, suddenly lifted her chin slightly.There was a bit of provocation in her eyebrows and eyes, and she smiled at Komaeda Nagito in a contemptuous tone: "Woohoo, you are wrong."
"Wrong?...is...what's wrong?"
Komaeda Nagito's expression froze, and an ominous premonition strangely rose in his heart.
"Everything I do...is for Airi..."
Komaeda Nagito saw Sinki Mikan talking with a crazy expression.Her tone was gentle, her expression fascinated, as if she was recalling some beautiful things, she smiled very happily.
"Haha...only Airi...only Airi..."
I don't want to be denied by everyone, I don't want to be ignored by everyone, so I am willing to do anything...
Even if he is always treated like garbage...but——
He put his hand gently on his chest, and the throbbing throbbing in his chest brought about a slight tremor of excitement throughout his body.She couldn't restrain her excitement and said it over and over again, her face was stained with a few crimson flowers.
"Yes, only Airi-chan... didn't hate me... recognized my existence... forgave me, accepted me, and was willing to be friends with people like me... gave me the value of living... even if I Clumsy, stumbles, falls in such a strange posture... But Airi-chan has never hated me!"
"She said I look good! I have long purple hair and purple eyes. Those who call me ugly and bully me are all jealous of me. She also said that they are hopeless and hopeless garbage! My talent is very precious, I am a great little angel! Ah...Airi is the real angel!"
Komaeda Nagito's scalp felt numb at the nostalgic words of Sinki Mikan, and his heart started beating thumpingly.
"Ai Pear-chan is so gentle... She always said that everyone should work together to go out together... It was also because she was too gentle and didn't set up defenses against everyone, so she was killed by Hanamura! Actually, she didn't have to go...Because I went there because I wanted to protect Koizumi... Airi was killed because of Koizumi! Hanamura originally wanted to kill Koizumi! Why did Airi die!"
Sinki Mikan suddenly had a ferocious expression and gritted his teeth: "Why should Ai Li be killed!"
"That... that's Komaeda's fault too! It was Komaeda who sent the letter to Koizumi... Otherwise Hanamura wouldn't have done such a thing... Koizumi and Saizonji are both innocent!"
"It's to avenge Asakawa-san—" Komaeda Nagito scratched his buzzing head, "It's too bad that you fell into despair because of Asakawa-san... But, it's rare Isn’t it just right to kill even me at the same time... If you do this... the analogy will be perfect... Why didn’t you do it...?"
"Yeah...the most damnable thing is you..."
Sinki Mikan bit her own finger viciously as if punishing herself.Last night she almost hanged Komaeda Nagito with bandages, but she let go at the last moment... because this kind of death is too cheap for Komaeda Nagito...
Why... why did he still smile so happily after Airi's death!
"Forgetting Airi so completely...it's unforgivable..."
The nails sank deeply into the flesh, and blood gushed out, but he still couldn't pull himself back from the madness.
The heart of Sinwood Satsuma has been eaten by the poisonous snake named Despair.
Qihai Qianqiu murmured softly: "Airi... doesn't want you to do such a thing. She wants us to go out together..."
"Go out? Is it necessary to go out? Is it necessary to go out in a world without Airi! Everyone should die here."
More and more vicious thoughts strangled her heart, and Sinmu Mikan didn't care about her words of hatred.
"I know that I have committed an unforgivable crime. If Airi is still alive, she will be very angry..."
"But, but!" Mikan Sinki laughed strangely again, with a gloating tone, "Komaeda-kun, don't show this 'I'm hopeless' expression. When you think about it, you will be like me Yes. We are all the same. For one person, this feeling of liberation that doesn’t seem to matter to me—!”
"Completely... don't know what to say, okay?" The strong breath of despair in Sinki Mikan's words made Komaeda Nagito inexplicably uncomfortable with a sense of suffocation.He hates satsuma.
"How could I be like you!" If you are reduced to despair, you might as well die directly.
"Don't you understand?" As if mocking Komaeda Nagito, Sinki Mikan laughed maniacally.The desperate laughter exploded into the lung cavity and echoed in the school-level referee field. She squinted her eyes halfway, the corners of her mouth raised in a strange arc, and her bright smile was confident and mocking.
"That's right, that's because you lost your most important memory. You are obviously a person who is not forgiven by the world like me... It's rare that someone is willing to accept you... It's so pitiful that you still forget everything. ...It deserves sympathy...Ah~ah~ I really look forward to the moment when your faith collapses! It must be the best moment!"
"..." The dark gray-green pupils shrank slightly, trembling slightly in the eye sockets.
"Telling this to someone like you now, I'm afraid I can't understand it." Satsuki shrugged and said, "Hope or despair is none of my business! Thanks to that illness, I remembered the relationship with Airi. matter."
"That is to say..." Komaeda Nagito's voice trembled slightly.Because he was too shocked, he changed his mouth shape for a long time, and then asked with difficulty: "You are suffering from memory disease... Is that the case?"
"Then of course you know, right? The true face of the traitor who infiltrated us."
"Ah, you're so annoying, it doesn't matter who the betrayer is, okay! I should really kill you for being entangled in this kind of thing at this time...!" Sinki Mikan said angrily.
"But if I really kill you, Airi will never forgive me...I can't do something that makes her unhappy...After all, Airi-chan likes you the most...It's really enviable."
"What... you like me the most... what do you mean!"
Komaeda Nagito questioned loudly and sternly, as if calming his inner panic.
"Hehehehehe..." Sinki Mikan approached, stretching out his hand and pointing heavily at Komaeda Nagito's chest.
"Do you know why I didn't kill you? Because there are ways to make you more painful, wouldn't it be good to spend more time thinking about it? At that time, you will definitely regret it! You will definitely be as desperate and painful as me... No, you will be more desperate than me!"
She chuckled sarcastically, and raised her head slightly to his ear.
"The death of a loved one in front of me is caused by myself... This feeling of powerlessness..."
"It's a pity that I can't see it anymore—" Throwing down the heavy gun maliciously, Sinki Mikan raised his head and asked indifferently, "So Monokuma, can we start?"
Sinki Mikan was executed, but her last words were like pressing the wrong replay button, lingering in Komaeda Nagito's mind, reminding him over and over again that he might really be missing a very important memory.
baffling.
He yearns for everyone at the super high school level!Therefore, I must have liked Asakawa Airi from before.
How should I put it...it's purer, something like unrequited love.
Speaking of it, it can also be regarded as a [super high school level super high school level brain-dead fan].
Because no matter what the situation is, he loves the hope in everyone's heart!
And Asakawa Airi likes him the most...?Obviously impossible, obviously I hate him.
She was killed by Teruki Hanamura, which only shows that her hope is weaker than Teruki Hanamura's.
He has no regrets but regrets.despair?It's even more ridiculous.
No matter what kind of situation he is involved in, his most fundamental way of thinking will never change... The shining 【Absolute Hope】... Both he and despair exist only as its stepping stones...
He flustered, firmly, repeated over and over again.
No matter when, he is the partner of hope!This point will never change!
"Congratulation! Komaeda-kun! Congratulations on passing the ultimate death zone! Well done! And... it is still a very difficult challenge with a survival rate of only one-sixth... In order to praise Komaeda-kun, this is mine Be careful, please accept it!"
"This sign is... from Hope's Peak Academy?"
"Uh, puff, puff—this file is a collection of your personal data during the Hope Peak Academy era. In short, it is the personal data that you have forgotten!"
Nagito Komaeda flipped through the customs clearance bonus.As expected, So Hinata was a student of the preparatory subject as he had guessed.
He couldn't tell what it felt like, after all, he had long guessed that Hinata Sou had no talent that could be called from the very beginning.But he forgot about that... that's all.
But Asakawa Airi——
What kind of past with Sinki-san...it can make Sinki-san look like a different person...
What kind of mood does he have living with everyone in Hope's Peak Academy...
"There is one more thing that comes as a bonus! I said earlier that your memories of your school days were taken away, but Komaeda-kun must have seen the motivational video. I knew Asakawa-san in junior high school. So now the bleeding discount ! Give Komaeda-kun the memories related to Asakawa-san that Komaeda-kun has completely forgotten!"
"With this memory! Some things that Komaeda-kun never figured out will come to light!"
"Why do you..." Komaeda Nagito was about to ask Monokuma how it returned his memory.But there was a sudden pain in the head, like a buzzing snowflake screen, and vivid images were poured into my mind in one breath accompanied by complicated and chaotic memories.
"Pa-ta--" The hand trembled violently, and the materials fell to the ground completely unsteadily.
"Hmm, puff - I say Komaeda-kun! Looks like you can bring me more fun!"
The harsh laughter was accompanied by crazy emotions, rolling in waves like a tide, eroding his reason layer by layer, depriving him of his breath.
His voice was choked and unable to utter, and his emotions were on the verge of extreme collapse.
The hot liquid in the eye socket is about to come out.
I……
I……
love pear...
The extreme desperation caused the heart to scream loudly and tremblingly, the blood rushed straight to the head, and even the body trembled in fear.
What the hell did he do? !
What the hell did he do!
- You will regret it!You will definitely be as desperate and painful as me... No, you will be more desperate than me!
——The death of a loved one in front of him was caused by himself... This feeling of powerlessness...
Do not!
Do not--!
He subconsciously wanted to refute loudly.
The one who said he would protect Airi... the one who swore to protect her and never let her get hurt...
Why did he forget about Airi?Why did he choose to stand on the sidelines instead of stopping her at that time?
why why why--!
The noisy voice of Xue Huaping echoed in his ears, and the pain in his body was gradually submerged by a kind of despairing dizziness.
It can't...it can't end like this.
"Bah-ah-ah-"
"Where is Airi now! Give her back to me! Give me back Airi!"
He felt that his body was falling, and he struggled to climb up, trying to break through the darkness blocking him.
unforgivable.unforgivable!
his hope--
Love pear love pear love pear love pear love pear love pear love pear——
"Bah-ah-ah-"
"Komaeda-kun, are you alright?"
A cold object was suddenly placed on the forehead, and the sudden and stinging sunlight filled Komaeda Nagito's eyes widened in horror.
"...Sinki... Satsuma?" Komaeda Nagito stared blankly at the purple-haired girl in front of him.She was half bent, looking at herself with a soft and caring expression, and there was no trace of hysteria in her memory.
Sinki Mikan was taken aback by this strange look.
"Did you suffer from heatstroke after sunbathing for too long? Feeling pale?"
"You!" Komaeda Nagito didn't have time to think about what happened, struggling to sit up from the recliner, subconsciously turned his head to look for the shadow of Asakawa Airi, and saw Nanami Chiaki who was squatting on the beach building a castle, also worried Cast a concerned look.
The purpose of entering is the blue sea and blue sky, and the students playfully bathe in the sea.Hiyoko Xiyuanji is pestering Koizumi Mahiru to take pictures of herself.
Where's Airi... Where's Airi? !
Teruki Hanamura is not there either!
Komaeda Nagito paled in horror, and pushed away the Sinki Mikan standing in front of him, and So Hinata, who was helping Nanami Chiaki with ice cream, was almost knocked down, and the ice cream fell to the ground unluckily!
"Komaeda, you are sick!" Hyuga So was so angry that he wanted to catch up and beat him!But Komaeda Nagito was running too fast - smashing away everyone and everything in front of him like a madman, and he couldn't catch up in the blink of an eye.
Going to the restaurant!Go save Airi! ! !
Although I can't understand why I went back to before Airi's death, but as long as I stop it!Airi won't die!
Komaeda Nagito rushed to the restaurant in one breath, as if his body that had fallen into an ice cave seemed to be warmed up by running.
It is a speed unimaginable by others.
The door of the restaurant is closed.
Anxious, he slammed the door open with his body, but when he slammed the door open, the scene in front of him made his mind go blank.
An astonishing amount of blood was flowing on the ground, and Asakawa Airi was leaning against the wall with her head covered in blood just as she remembered.
how so!how so!Why, why ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! !
Komaeda Nagito found himself unable to make a sound.The joy of thinking that she could save Airi was eroded by an even more desperate emotion.His vision became more and more blurred, he couldn't see anything except the girl lying quietly on the ground...
Killed Airi again...
Unable to think, afraid to think, afraid that the truth will return to the most wrong answer, and even its own existence becomes meaningless.
"Komaeda, Komaeda! Why are you here?" Hanamura Teruki looked at Nagito Komaeda who rushed in in amazement.
flower!village!Fai!Fai!
The growing negative emotions were like gnawing ants' teeth, Komaeda Nagito shrank his eyes, picked up a chair and threw it at Hanamura Teruki's head.
"Komaeda, you...you..." Teruki Hanamura avoided in panic, "Why are you crazy..."
Before Teruki Hanamura finished speaking, Komaeda Nagito threw a chair at him again.
There is only one thought in his mind - kill him!
kill him kill him kill him kill him kill him kill him—
"Komaeda!" Komaeda Nagito froze on the spot after being hit hard on the back suddenly.
"Sure enough, you are the one doing the trouble!" He was knocked to the ground unexpectedly, and his hands were pressed back so that he let go of the somewhat deformed chair in his hands.
what……
Those backlogged emotions couldn't help venting out, Komaeda Nagito let out a soft sob.
"Why are you crying... I didn't push hard..." Seeing the shit-stirring stick that was pressed by her on the ground suddenly burst into tears, Asakawa Airi let go of her claws guiltily.
Immediately, thinking of the things he had done, he hardened his heart and continued to press him to the ground like a prisoner.
"Airi..." Komaeda Nagito gently rubbed her head against her, the warm touch made his heart gradually settle down.
"Don't call me by my name in a nasty way. You won't be soft-hearted if you call me..." Looking at the white-haired head approaching, Asakawa Airi immediately warned, "I have a lot of debts to settle with you!! !"
"Airi..." The moment Asakawa Airi let go of her hand and pulled her hair, Komaeda Nagito turned over and embraced her who was pulling her hair.
He hugged her tightly.
——It's really great that you're all right.
"Why are you hugging me! You bastard sexually harassing me!" Asakawa Airi, who couldn't break free from her embrace at all, was so angry that she wanted to grab him!
The author has something to say: I am not good at writing abuse, I tried my best to make Komaeda cry!
But the abuse is just the beginning, and it will probably be a little more desperate later on, right?After all, Airi is going to suffer from despair too!
Airi: Perfect fraud!
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