The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]

"It will definitely be hated..."

--So sad.

"I don't want to be hated... I want to be admitted to Hope's Peak Academy... I want to become a [Super High School Level Manga Artist]..."

——So uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable.

Trembling and hugging her knees tightly, Asakawa Airi turned pale, curled up her body, and whimpered in pain like a small animal.

"I want to prove myself...but...why am I sick! Why is it at this time! If I don't get sick, if I don't suspend the publication..."

——It’s so bad, so bad, so bad, so bad, so bad, so bad.

"Be quick to prove yourself... In this way, I am... hope for Nagito... I have to be Nagito's hope..."

——So uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, so disgusting, so disgusting, so disgusting, so disgusting, so disgusting, so nauseous, so nauseous, so nauseous, so nauseous, so nauseous vomit.

"I can't fail, I can't... because if I fail, it's not hope."

"Airi, wake up! Airi!"

Komaeda Nagito knelt down in front of Asakawa Airi.

Seeing her clutching her head in pain, her black pupils had already lost their focus, the suffocating feeling of panic gripped Komaeda Nagito tightly, dominating his brain completely blank.

"Airi, can you hear me? Airi! It's all right...it's all over..."

——Airi, let's break up.

The words of the ruthless breakup, Asakawa Airi, her breathing was disordered, and the high-pitched tinnitus continued to buzz in her head, making her unable to hear the anxious calling of Komaeda Nagito beside her.

"I can overcome despair... There is still hope in me..." She raised her voice.

——I... want to enter Hope's Peak Academy with Komaeda, go to and from school with him, and study in the same class with him... I want to participate in school festivals, sports festivals, and school trips with him... He always thought that I was very promising, and firmly believed that I could become a super high school-level manga artist.But... I can't even overcome this little despair... It's really useless, useless at all.I hate myself who is so powerless that I can't even get into Hope's Peak Academy... I really hate it to death...

——I am really disappointed, I have also experienced this kind of farce, and I feel that my brain must be broken, so I can only look forward to the hope of being with you.I really regret it more than I could.

"Why do you say that kind of thing... Woo! I don't want it! I won't listen! Shut up!"

- Betrayed, betrayed, betrayed, betrayed.

"Don't dislike me... woo woo woo woo..."

The unbearable unhappiness and disgust caused by the emotional illness rushed out in one breath.The storm and high fever generated by negative emotions made the brain boil instantly, and Asakawa Airi's consciousness was even more cloudy and confused.

"I knew it early on. You have always mistook the affection generated by longing for hope as the so-called liking... I also know how much my so-called talent is. After all, it is just that I can draw. You are better than anyone in this world. Everyone has longing and love for hope. When you arrive at Hope's Peak Academy, see more outstanding super high school grades, and meet even better hopes, you won't care about my ordinary talent for painting at all... But... when you said you liked me... I was really happy... really happy... because I also fell in love with you a long time ago..."

The dark blue pupils contracted violently, and Komaeda Nagito's movement of trying to lift Asakawa Airi from the ground froze in place like a wooden sculpture made of clay.

The pain of suffocation tore through his existence, the extremely sharp sharpness seemed to dig into the inside of his heart, and the painful whimpering distorted his consciousness, as if his heart was crushed and burst in an instant.

Airi has always regarded him as the existence of hope.

He always thought it was Airi's kind words to encourage scum like him.

He doesn't have the self-confidence that he can become Hope, but every time Airi smiles at himself, he thinks, if only he can become Airi's hope.

What he has never known is that Airi is also so unconfident, worried that if he is not admitted to Hope's Peak Academy, he will abandon her because she has no hope and talent.

He couldn't believe it even more, it turned out that Airi had been working hard because she liked him, and even seriously misunderstood his longing for hope.

"It would be fine if I didn't fall in love with you...It would be fine if I didn't promise you at that time...If I didn't get deeper and deeper at that time, at the budding stage of the relationship, I would ruthlessly snuff out such a good feeling in the cradle... ...if only we were just friends..."

Asakawa Airi tugged on his collar in pain, crying almost like a roar.The uncontrollable emotions flowed from the bottom of her eyes along with the tears, such extremely painful emotions made her knuckles so hard that they almost turned white.

"It won't be so painful...I can't breathe...It hurts...It really hurts..."

Those angry, plaintive, and remorseful voices pierced his heart repeatedly like cold steel needles, Komaeda Nagito watched in fear as the light in Airi's eyes went out.

The ending of breaking up with Airi since I thought it was right, at least it is better than separating again due to the misfortune of being a waste of resources like him.

But... what have you done!Komaeda Nagito, what have you done!

Airi has always been worried that she would not be able to become a [Super High School Level Manga Artist]. She was always afraid that she had no talent and hope in her...but you still said such hurtful words when we broke up...

That's too much... really too much!

The main culprit that caused Airi to be so stressed and painful, you trash, trash... all you have brought to others is misfortune and despair—are you worthy of being liked by Airi! ?

When she was most painful and helpless, he left her in the name of breaking up.

Dayi said sternly that he didn't want her to be hurt... In fact, he was probably afraid.

I am afraid that the ugliness of my illness will be exposed in front of Airi... I am afraid that Airi will look disgusted like other people after knowing that I will attract bad luck... I am even more afraid that my own existence will kill Airi.

Therefore, I chose to escape in the most cowardly way.

——If Komaeda-kun disappears one day, I will definitely be very, very desperate!

"Airi...I'm sorry...I'm sorry I'm sorry..."

There seemed to be heat welling up in the depths of his eyes, and Nagito Komaeda heard himself whispering tremblingly, "Because of my existence—I've been making you very hard. I'm sorry, I haven't noticed your troubles and stress... And said such exaggerated things...those are all lies...all lies..."

"Airi doesn't need to prove anything at all... I just broke up because I was afraid... I was afraid that I would bring you misfortune... It really has nothing to do with talent... It's all my fault... It's all my fault... Airi, you have always been my hope..."

"Hope? Ha... ha, ha... You're not Komaeda... Komaeda wouldn't say something that doesn't wish for the chef... I'm already suffering from despair, and I've become what he hates the most!"

"Despair, despair, despair——! This feeling is really terrible! Komaeda will definitely sneer, saying that there is no hope in me... In order to save everyone from this predicament, he will definitely choose to kill me! As long as It's for hope, it doesn't matter no matter what...fufufufu...it really hasn't changed at all..."

"Why hasn't it changed!...I don't want to live up to your expectations, and I've been working hard. So desperately, desperately trying to draw the manga well. Really, it's really an unprecedented effort... even harder than before."

"I've... worked so hard... trying to change your perception of hope... trying to change your future... why... why..."

——Incompetent people keep repeating the cheap and empty words of "work hard, work hard"...it's nothing more than vulnerable self-comfort!

"Shut up! It's all your fault! It's all your fault! Why did you come to provoke me! I've obviously tried my best to stay away from you...Why are you talking to me, why are you being so gentle to me...Why are you saying you like me? ..."

——You're... you're to blame... oh puff puff puff...

Distressed, hysterical, and in pain, the cold liquid slowly flowed in the stomach, making an annoying gurgling sound, and the brain seemed to be pierced by a sharp pain, followed by continuous shrinking.

"Komaeda Nagito, I hate you! I hate you so much! Why do you want to confess to me... It would be fine if I didn't meet you! It would be fine if I treat you as a shit-stirring stick..."

"Yes... It would have been nice if I hadn't confessed to Airi... It would have been nice if I hadn't met Airi... I've thought about it many times too..."

"You!" Unable to control his emotions, knowing that venting anger is very bad, but the anger welled up, Asakawa Airi stared at Komaeda Nagito, bared his teeth, and slammed the pillow on the bed hard.

"I hate you. I hate you the most! Get out! Get out of my sight!!! The farther away from me, the better!!!"

"But...if we go back to that day...Knowing what a terrible existence I am, and knowing that I will bring you misfortune, I can't help but confess to Airi...I'm really terrible, right Bar……"

Reaching out to hug Asakawa Airi into his arms, the wound on his wrist burst open again, bleeding continuously.More and more blood loss made Komaeda Nagito feel that his life was passing, but he hugged Asakawa Airi who was struggling constantly as if he was afraid.

"Although it's true that I got close to Airi because of her talent, talent doesn't matter anymore! I like Asakawa Airi."

Gently kissing her forehead, Komaeda Nagito spoke carefully and word by word.

"In this helpless world, Airi is the only oasis for me, the only existence that thinks that there will be shining hope in me, and it is my unique hope."

"Even if there are other people in Hope's Peak Academy with better talents, I still like Airi...! I will always like Asakawa Airi!"

The extremely gentle words are full of pity and affection, just these few words, such a hug, bring a sense of peace of mind that almost melts the body and mind, all of which are tender memories that cannot be forgotten, and make Asakawa Airi's inner embankment collapse Crushed again.

Suddenly, she became short of breath, a lot of cold sweat broke out on her forehead and neck, and her whole body trembled uncontrollably.

"Airi—Airi—!" Airi's state was obviously not right, she almost regained consciousness just now, but she seemed to be pulled back violently by something.Now I'm dizzy from the pain, and I can't make a sound at all.

Nagito Komaeda wanted to feed some more blood to Airi Asakawa, but his body lost too much blood, he was hungry and weak, and he couldn't stand up just now, his legs went limp, his eyes darkened, and he passed out past.

"Uh, woo, vomit..."

The strawberry red room was a depressing dry atmosphere, the lungs convulsed as if resisting oxygen, and an unbearable sense of vomiting suddenly surged up.

It hurts……

The body trembled unbearably, and the internal organs seemed to be slowly melted by the heat of the whole body, and there seemed to be something rolling and burning in the stomach, making an annoying gurgling sound.

As if to hollow out this empty gastric juice, it stirs and springs up.

But there was nothing in his stomach, and he couldn't spit out anything at all, his throat just made a hoarse struggling sound as if it was blocked.

"...Whoa...vomit...!"

The feeling of vomiting did not disappear because of not eating for a long time, but the rising heat caused the consciousness to boil, and tears gradually flowed down Asakawa Airi's face.

It's hard to breathe.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts to death.

Stomach cramps, Asakawa Airi hugged her head and curled up in pain again.At this moment, the lacrimal glands are painful, but there is no water flowing out.

has reached its limit.

—then kill him.

The voice kept shouting in his head.

"Can't...can't do that..."

"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!"

"Nauseaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..."

——If you must kill someone, kill him.

"Shut up! Don't say it...don't say it!"

Throat sobbing, she bit her finger fiercely as if punishing herself.

The teeth sank deep into the flesh, and the wound gushed out scarlet blood. The pain made her a little more conscious.

However, this degree of pain is not enough.

This level of pain couldn't completely pull her back from the despair and madness.

She was afraid of doing something irreparably wrong.

——If you don't kill him, he will die too.Let him go on like this, and everyone will die.

"We'll starve to death here... No, no, Tanaka-san will kill the second classmate... And then Komaeda will die too..."

"We are finished! Everyone is finished!"

"We are hopeless! There is no hope!"

When he woke up again, Nagito Komaeda saw Airi Asakawa sitting on the head of his bed holding a knife.

"...Airi?"

His vision was blurred due to excessive blood loss, and he saw the black-haired girl tilt her head and stab him with the knife in her hand.Komaeda Nagito turned sideways, reluctantly dodging.

"Why hide?"

"Don't you like me the most? Didn't you say that I am your only hope? I want to go out, and my parents are still waiting for me..."

"I don't want to die here..."

"So—may I ask you to die for me?"

——Hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot!

I staggered and wanted to stand up from the ground, but I couldn't use all the strength in my body, but I heard the sound of "clang" falling from my hands.

Her legs seemed to be hooked by something, and she fell to the ground again unsuspectingly, Asakawa Airi reflexively looked at the culprit of the trip.

In the hazy field of vision, she could only see the ground that was dyed bright red and the white-haired boy who fell on the ground and was covered in blood. She twitched and fell to the ground.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

The author has something to say: super super bad and unsatisfactory writing! ! ! ! ! !What a pain!I'm sick of despair!Why did I boast in the first place that Airi would be executed! ! !I wrote three fucking plots, and found that the front and back could not be connected! ! ! ! !Really desperate!

So desperate! ! !So desperate! ! ! !The wife is desperate! ! !I accidentally synced up the outline on Friday...! ! !It’s just that there is no outline for the last few chapters! ! !Because when I was writing the outline, I found that Komaeda was so cute when I was young and I wanted to hug him, so I also wrote a section about Komaeda when I was young! !But all gone! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !Heaven, earth, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah!

Then half of the computer crashed today! ! ! ! ! ! !I am desperate! ! ! ! ! !