allow you this life

Zhou Fangran opened his mouth to say something but couldn't say anything, but suddenly felt empty in his heart, a little painful and sour, subconsciously wanted to follow but suddenly stopped, he laughed at himself and understood something.Then he turned around and walked out of the dormitory with the water bottle in hand, and walked to the small square in the dormitory area, where there were some restaurants around. He went into a fast food restaurant, packed a tomato scrambled egg topped with rice, and went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of iced black tea. After thinking about it, I went to the dessert shop and bought a Haagen-Dazs before returning to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, the little tit Wang Gu Qiu was humming a song in the bathroom while taking a bath, the big black Wang Zhang Feng continued to have fun after changing a game, only the flower mother Wang He Youxuan was talking on the phone with a smile on her face, but when she saw Zhou Fangran walking in, she was very angry , he covered the phone and shouted to Zhou Fangran: "Fuck you still have the face to come back! You can die outside!"

"Yo, you're still angry," Zhou Fangran walked in front of Huamu Wang, looking at Huamu Wang with her arms folded, her cheeks puffed and her mouth pouting. He Youxuan couldn't help feeling amused. The "Turkish Cuisine" of "Hedinghong" lay quietly in Huamuwang's trash can, and sighed: "Oh, you, forget it, I lost to you, look"

Zhou Fangran put the packed rice and iced tea in front of He Youxuan, then took out the bulging apple in his pocket and stuffed it into his hand, coaxing him patiently: "You must not have eaten well, it's my fault, I apologize to you Okay, this is a package for you, eat it quickly, do I ask you to apologize to you?"

"Hmph! Get lost! You are a dead slave who dares to tease Bengong! Bengong will definitely put you in death row!"

"Okay, go to death row, go to death row!" Seeing his arrogant look, Zhou Fangran transformed into a Haagen-Dazs from behind, and said with a pinch of his voice, "Oh, slaves are only treated by your mother, they are only slaves." Let’s enjoy the Haagen-Dazs that I don’t know how to make up before.”

"Pfft..." The corner of He Youxuan's mouth twitched, and he rolled his eyes.

But looking at the gleam in Huamu Wang's eyes towards Haagen-Dazs, Zhou Fangran knew that he was not angry long ago.

Zhou Fangran: "Who are you calling, they should be anxious."

"Fuck, I almost forgot, it's all your fault, you step back and come back when you need you." He Youxuan quickly picked up the phone and apologized to the person on the phone: "Little baby, little Wanwan, I'm sorry, little candied fruit. There's a fool who did something wrong and apologized to me, and even paid me attention." He pointed the middle finger at Zhou Fangran as he spoke, "Get lost! Don't bother me on the phone!"

Zhou Fangran had black lines and a shocked face.

Zhou Fangran knew this little baby + little Wanwan + little candied fruit. She was the girlfriend of the flower mother Wang He Youxuan.

That's right, you heard me right, this big lady who flaunts like a big butterfly, He Youxuan has a girlfriend named Ye Wan, who is from another department, and it is said that she is a flower. I don't know how the flower mother Wang He Youxuan seduced her. At first, I thought it was unbelievable. Since Ye Wan is a tie flower, what should I do? She is also the kind of coquettish bitch who is charming and beautiful, no peerless beauty, she should like the kind of sunny handsome guy or anal fissure, no, tough macho, but once When He Youxuan personally invited the three people in the dormitory to dinner and introduced Ye Wan to them, Zhou Fangran realized that Ye Wan was indeed pretty in appearance, full of beauty, but she had an innate "general attack" (slightly different from "female man"). different) temperament, no wonder it can attract this flower mother dog "total subject".And one of Ye Wan's good girlfriends is Xia Xiaoyi, the two rotten girls will definitely hook up as long as they have nothing to do, and then they will be mysterious.

Thinking of this, Zhou Fangran found it a little funny, but even more sad.

Zhou Fangran quietly put Haagen-Dazs by He Youxuan's hand, and looked at him quietly.

Then I thought of Lin Ancheng's description of himself just now, who poked him to death:

Lee, idiot

Zhou Fangran seemed to be smiling but couldn't laugh, a bitterness accumulated in his heart and it was difficult to release, it was very uncomfortable.

He knew that when Lin Ancheng answered his girlfriend's phone with a face full of happiness and satisfaction, he had already failed, and he had failed completely, and any thoughts would be futile.

It's okay, I haven't fallen in love with him yet.Zhou Fangran tried his best to comfort himself, but his heart still felt like a broken love.

Fuck, I haven't been in love yet, why is it like I've lost love, tmd!

The mood at that moment was full of mixed feelings. He was very aware of his current situation. If he didn't jump out quickly, he would only sink deeper and deeper into a quagmire, and finally he could not extricate himself. There was only a dead end. But, hehe, I have already died once?Of course it was Zhou Fangran's first love, his straight male deskmate, it seemed the most unforgettable one.

in memory

One winter night in the second year of high school, Zhou Fangran asked his favorite person to go out to press the road. At the intersection of a dark alley, under a dim street lamp, that person suddenly stopped him in his arms, Zhou Fangran couldn't see clearly On his face, only a few words could be heard clearly, and he exhaled softly in his ear:

"I can't help it, Fangran, I really can't help it, I... I still treat you as my best friend, okay? Still the same as before? "

Zhou Fangran struggled to break away from the other party's embrace, and laughed very chicly: "What are you talking about, haven't we always had a good relationship, old iron!"

"No, I know what you mean, I have already seen it... I"

Zhou Fangran's smile froze on his face for a moment, and then interrupted him with a smile: "What, what are you talking about, I have something to do, my house is in front of me, I'll go first, see you tomorrow, don't be late again , always let me smooth things over for you in front of the old class, go away, don't give it up!" Zhou Fangran didn't wait for the other party's reply, turned around and waved his hands, and walked quickly into the alley.

He didn't look back, but he seemed to be able to feel the complicated and fiery eyes behind him.

That section of the road was actually not too long, Zhou Fangran seemed to have gone through a spring, autumn, winter and summer. He remembered the road he walked side by side with this favorite person, the class he escaped together, eating a bowl of Mala Tang together, and the time when he was on a bicycle. On the road, the person I like the most is panting and struggling in the front, turning around and mocking myself sitting in the back seat with a happy face:

"Damn it! Zhou Fangran, you idiot, you can't even ride a bicycle, so I want to give you a ride!"

"Damn! Stop laughing! Get off the cart!"

So the two of them pushed hard in the front, and pushed happily in the back. Zhou Fangran shouted excitedly every time:

"Brother, you ride forward boldly! Ride forward! Ride forward!..."

"Damn! Don't sing the male duck voice! I've made you sing so boringly!"

……

All these, Zhou Fangran recalled while walking in the dark alley, all of them, especially his ridicule to himself, no matter whether it was direct or roundabout, there was no repetition.But just now he whispered soft words in his ear, the phrase "best friend, like before".

After walking for a while, Zhou Fangran reached out to touch his face, but found water...

The next day, Zhou Fangran rushed to the school, and the old class "informed" him indifferently:

"XX wants to change seats with you, I agree, is there any conflict between you two?"

Zhou Fangran was taken aback for a moment, and smiled: "Of course not, I just thought so too, I want to study hard, teacher."

……

"Headmaster, what are you doing? Are you in a daze?" Gu Qiu ran out of the bathroom with a doraemon-printed towel on her head and little yellow man-printed underpants, just in time to bump into Zhou Fangran was in a daze.Walking to Zhou Fangran with the milky fragrance of shower gel, he said with a serious face, "Are you alright, House Chief?"

"No, I want to go out for a walk." Zhou Fangran looked lonely

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about baby, I will go downstairs and wait for you tomorrow, mu~~~a" The flower mother Wang He Youxuan kissed the phone screen very hard, and then raised the orchid finger Swipe the screen, turn around and copy Xiao Nai Wang's serious face: "By the way, Xiao Fangzi, have you eaten by yourself?"

"That's right, Lao Zhou." The high-pitched Daheiwang over there put down his earphones and made a serious face +3: "You haven't eaten yet, just bring us food."

Zhou Fangran looked at them, at the group of lovely roommates in his "harem" who cared about him, and his nose felt sore.

"The dormitory is a bit boring. I'll go out for a walk. I've already eaten. Don't worry, remember to leave the door open for me."

He turned around and walked out of the dormitory quickly, out of the corridor, out of the dormitory building, and walked aimlessly along the artificial lake of the school. ? ?Zhou Fangran felt a headache, Lin Ancheng's shadow was always in his mind, his every frown and smile, that shining person standing at the end of the corridor.

"We are walking on the main road~~~ high spirits and fighting spirit~~~"

Zhou Fangran suddenly started singing, singing very loudly, and singing very hard, startled a girl passing by, and the passers-by around looked like idiots, but he didn't care at all and yelled hard:

"Forward...forward...".

Finally walking to a place where no one was around, Zhou Fangran stretched out his hand to touch his face, his face was full of smiles, bitterness and a little water.

OS: "Okay, great, that's it, Lao Zhou"

Zhou: "What kind?"

OS: "You jumped out of the swamp!"

Zhou: "Did I fucking jump out?"

OS: "You jumped out, you idiot!"

With Zhou Fangran's magical skill of flicking his fingers, that lifeless OS flew away again.

But now it's a little comfortable, Zhou Fangran let out a long breath, feeling a little relaxed.Fortunately, fortunately, fortunately, I didn't sink deeper, otherwise there would be no help.Zhou Fangran pursed his lips, gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, then turned around and walked back with a smile on his face.

Fortunately, I still have them, I am not alone.

Everything will be alright, you've all been through what to be afraid of.