allow you this life

Lu Ze sometimes likes to listen to some old-fashioned songs. He loves the atmosphere inside and the constant melancholy. After learning that Zhou Fangran was injured and hospitalized and entered the operating room, he was scared out of his wits. Seeing that the person he likes is kissing someone else passionately, Lu Ze will never forget this fucking mood and feeling for the rest of his life.

Fate is like this, it gives you some surprises from time to time so that you can cheer up and live.

Zhou Fangran looked indifferently at himself standing at the door with big bags and small bags covered in sweat, and Lu Ze's heart sank.And the third person's... face that he loathes enough to vomit.

"Hey~" Before the person could speak, Lu Ze threw the things casually, put his hands in his pockets and floated over, squinting his eyes and staring at the handsome boy in front of him, "Student Lin, you started to sell your face in broad daylight. and dignity?"

The corner of Lin Ancheng's mouth twitched, he suppressed the desire to beat him up, and smiled: "Don't come here without any problems."

Lu Ze ignored him and went straight to Zhou Fangran, staring at him with a melancholy expression: "It seems that you are all well? You are looking for a new love so soon."

Zhou Fangran opened his mouth to say something, but Lu Ze was dragged aside by Lin Ancheng, and staggered unpreparedly.Lin Ancheng showed displeasure: "If you see it, you can get out." Lu Ze straightened his collar, but when he was about to explode, he collided with Zhou Fangran's tired face and had to give up.

"I'll take care of Fangran for a few days, you go and rest." Lu Ze put the things on the table, his tone was unquestionable.

"I don't care. It depends on what Fangran means." Lin Ancheng poured a glass of water and put it on the table expressionlessly, "Drink it. Fangran, say something and express your opinion."

Zhou Fangran stared at the two of them in a daze, unable to regain his composure for a while. After a long time, he smiled slightly: "Then Lin Ancheng, you should go back and have a good rest. Lu Ze can just stay with me."

Lin Ancheng looked at him in surprise, a little unbelievable: "You..."

"Okay~" Lu Ze pushed Lin Ancheng aside with a smile on his face as if he had received the imperial order, "The master has already spoken, if you are not deaf, go away."

Zhou Fangran waved his hand: "You go back first, I have something to tell him." After speaking, he pointed to Lu Ze.Lin Ancheng was so angry that he gave Lu Ze a hard look, turned around and left.Lu Ze stuck out his tongue at Lin Ancheng's back.

However, before Zhou Fangran could speak, Lu Ze took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, rolled up his sleeves and picked up the basin with Zhou Fangran's changed underwear in it, and went to the bathroom, whistling while washing. After a while, he poked his head out and smiled: "Hey~ Do you think I am very virtuous now!"

Zhou Fangran nodded with a smile on his lips, "Well, yes, that..."

"Okay~" Lu Ze swiped his head back, not giving Zhou Fangran a chance to speak, but he never thought of knocking his head on the door frame, and said "Hey" in pain, looking at Lu Ze who was rubbing his head in pain, Zhou Fangran Frowning: "Be careful, it hurts."

"You care about me." Lu Ze bared his teeth but couldn't stop the smile on his face.

"Hurry up and wash!" Zhou Fangran sighed, "I have something to tell you after washing." He closed his eyes wearily.Lu Ze raised his eyebrows, then put away the smile on his face and went into the bathroom to concentrate on his work.

After a long time, Lu Ze's voice came from the inside: "I'll reheat the porridge later, you can't eat cold ones now." Zhou Fangran opened his eyes and looked at the white porridge on the bedside table, thinking of Lin Ancheng, this kid is sure now Too angry, Zhou Fangran couldn't hide the smile on his face, he felt that his spring had come.

"What are you thinking?" Lu Ze hung up the laundry and looked at Zhou Fangran's happy face, a little curious.Zhou Fangran smiled without saying a word, just closed his eyes and rested his mind.

Lu Ze didn't ask any more questions, took the porridge and went out, and when he came back, the white porridge on the tray was steaming again, and there were a few more small plates, "The doctor said you have to avoid spicy food now, so I'll buy it A few refreshing side dishes are not spicy." He put down the tray and helped Zhou Fangran raise the bed so that he could eat more easily.

"I'll do it myself." Zhou Fangran couldn't help but take a big gulp without taking the bowl with a spoon, gasping for breath when it was so hot, Lu Ze hurriedly patted him on the back: "Slow down, slow down, no one will grab you, hungry It's broken. That kid..." Facing Zhou Fangran's unhappy gaze, he had to change his words: "How did Lin Ancheng serve you, and didn't feed you well..."

"No," Zhou Fangran sipped the porridge, his mouth was vague: "I asked him to feed me, this guy was very repulsive at first." He picked up a little side dish and ate it, frowning: "Okay acid."

"Add more vinegar, otherwise you won't be able to eat it." Lu Ze felt strange when he heard Zhou Fangran call Lin Ancheng "that guy". It seemed that he and Zhou Fangran had never been so close.

After eating, Lu Ze cleaned up the rest of the meal and the dishes, and sat next to Zhou Fangran after cleaning his hands. He turned off all the main lights in the room and left only a desk lamp on the bedside table. Zhou Fangran stared at him the whole time, and let him Very uncomfortable, the two of them had nothing to say for a while.

Zhou Fangran was the first to break the silence. He coughed a few times: "Actually, I'm almost fine. I know my own body. Many... are all faked." "Oh~" Lu Ze looked expressionless, and he lowered his head.

"Have you eaten?"

"Uh, not yet." Lu Ze stared blankly at Zhou Fangran, and Zhou Fangran reacted in a daze: "Then hurry up and eat."

"I'm not hungry." Lu Ze's eyes dimmed. At this moment, he didn't want to leave Zhou Fangran, but he felt a little tired deep in his heart.

"You have to eat if you're not hungry. You can't do anything if you don't eat." Zhou Fangran scolded, and forced Lu Ze to leave. Lu Ze was annoyed, so he had to turn his face away: "I'll eat later, okay."

The two fell into a stalemate again, Zhou Fangran had no choice but to smile, "Thank you."

Lu Ze felt even worse after hearing this, he waved his hand: "Don't say that, it's annoying!"

Zhou Fangran looked at him fixedly: "Even if you bother me, I have to say that my gratitude to you is real, not fake. But you have to be clear, I am not that kind of person, I like to put people who admire me in front of me." A spare tire position is completely used by others as a fool, and when the resources are exhausted, they will be abandoned. People who do this are too scumbags..."

"What about you now?" Lu Ze kept staring at the tip of his shoe, his tone flat. "What are you doing now, giving me hope and trying to excuse what you did?"

"No, I..." Zhou Fangran didn't want to show the truth in his heart, he really enjoyed the current situation a little bit - he was willing to give everything if someone still liked him.This greatly satisfies one's own vanity, even if it runs counter to one's own principles and values.

"You like me." Lu Ze's face looked pale under the dim light.

"No." Zhou Fangran was eager to deny it, and Lu Ze laughed miserably, like a wounded little beast. "Did you like it?" He suddenly stared at Zhou Fangran, as if he was going to eat him.

Zhou Fangran was flustered for a moment, he hesitated and couldn't speak, "To be honest, there is no one else here." Lu Ze's still sharp eyes stared at Zhou Fangran.

In the end, Zhou Fangran nodded: "Well, a little bit, but...that was before."

"Okay, you don't need to explain."

Zhou Fangran, who was interrupted, looked at Lu Ze in a daze, and Lu Ze glanced at the figure that had been there but suddenly disappeared at the door of the ward, and smiled with satisfaction.

He turned to look at Zhou Fangran tenderly: "I am very satisfied with your words of liking."