[Zhongyingmei] I don't want to save you today

The life here is far more friendly and beautiful than imagined.The time inside seems to be sealed by the walls around the manor, making it almost impossible to feel the passage of time. Even the slight swaying of the leaves after the breeze blows is meaningful and meaningful, only the children's laughter brings There is a different vibrancy to this old manor.

Another half month passed in a blink of an eye.The classmates in one class accepted her quickly, and everything was moving forward steadily.

For the first time, she knew so many methods of operating her abilities, and also knew so much theoretical knowledge.While soaking up knowledge like a sponge, she also fell in love with talking to Charles every Sunday night.

Maybe it's just because her ability is so rare and powerful, or maybe everyone who arrives here has this opportunity.But Emilia, who had selectively forgotten these things, didn't care at all. She almost greedily absorbed the warmth and sense of security she lacked from the sea.

The one who reassures her that you will never be evicted and stay as long as you want, the one who will slowly roll her wheelchair outside the dorm after the conversation is over and say good night with a smile.

Every time she looked into those smiling eyes, especially when those blue eyes focused on her.Emilia wished she could drown her head in it, so that she would be his forever.

What is wrong with Emilia is too obvious, or she is so happy that she forgets to hide it-almost despicably waiting for others to find out, and then accept judgment or blessing while trembling.Finally one day, when she returned to the dormitory with a smile all over her face, she saw Li Qianhuan sitting on the bed, who was waiting for her at first glance.

Li Qianhuan sighed quietly, and said heavily, "Do you want to chat?"

The smile on Emilia's face froze, and she clenched her lower lip unconsciously.Most of the previous fluke mentality disappeared suddenly, and there were only several solutions left in my mind for a moment-it must not be discovered, this kind of... inexplicable feelings.

But after several unprocessed lies rolled around in her brain, she was finally defeated.

She couldn't bear to lie to such a good Li Qianhuan.

If she just deceived others like this, deceiving her roommate who cared about her since she came in, would she still be able to stay in school with a clear conscience?

Emilia took a long time to sit opposite Li Qianhuan.Biting her lower lip, she said after a while, "Actually, I can explain it."

Explain what?

She herself is not very clear.

——What? This is just a manifestation of the lack of fatherly love. She already has a boyfriend.This is gratitude, dependence, respect, and trust.But that wouldn't be love.

Li Qianhuan gave her a strange look, and said inexplicably, "There is nothing to explain. I just want to ask you what you plan to do."

"what?"

Emilia didn't recover, and made a single sound in a daze.

It seemed that she was amused by her, and the atmosphere suddenly eased a lot.

Li Qianhuan couldn't continue to keep a straight face, she explained helplessly: "I want to know whether you are going to pursue him or bury this feeling in your heart. The most important thing is - do you really like him? Are you sure?" Not on a whim or like..."

Li Qianhuan pondered for a while, and found an appropriate metaphor: "A feeling like a little chicken seeing a protector?"

Emilia shook her head: "Actually, I don't know very well, but...I really like him."

She vaguely had the answer in her heart, and the emotions she had been afraid to face shouted loudly under the blocked glacier, ready to gushe out from under the thin ice at any time like magma ready to go—this is not the lack of fatherly love This is not a fledgling plot either.It is not purely relying on trust and respect.Maybe this love is green and impure, but it is indeed liking, a woman's liking for a man.

Li Qianhuan almost screamed out: "Do you know how much older he is than you?"

Emilia nodded silently.

Li Qianhuan glanced at her, and manually closed his dropped jaw.It seems that she admires her courage and her ignorance after having love: "It's good that you don't regret it, and I can't help you with this kind of thing. But I can only tell you that Professor X is absolutely, absolutely not going to be with you. His student is in love. If you are really willing to pay the price for your love, first try to catch up with him and put yourself on an equal footing with him. "

Emilia nodded resolutely, lowered her head and looked at the skirt she had specially changed to meet him, and secretly clenched her fists.

She trains harder and harder, and sometimes even Li Qianhuan, who has been here for more than a year, feels terrible when she sees the amount of training.

too much-

Li Qianhuan anxiously looked at Emilia who was sleeping on the bed, her arms were covered with bruises.

—she pushed herself too hard.

She had seen her determination and her love burning like oil on fire.But apart from her blessings, there was also a faint worry in her heart—she was really not optimistic about this relationship.

But what can be done?

There is only one step at a time.

The next day, when Emilia woke up, it had been an hour longer than usual, and she wanted to get out of bed in a panic.Li Qianhuan, who had finished washing, looked at her while shaking the water in his hand and explained: "Your body is overdrawn, and you still had a fever last night. So I asked for a leave of absence for you."

Emilia was a little panicked, she shook her head and tried to get up from the bed, but Li Qianhuan had no choice but to comfort her patiently: "It's okay to take a day off once in a while, you've worked so hard recently, just treat yourself as a vacation. Besides, the combination of work and rest will be more efficient, and you won't learn much by going here today..."

Seeing that Emilia still didn't give up, Li Qianhuan raised his eyebrows and used his trump card: "The professor won't be happy if he finds out that you are consuming your body like this."

As for which professor they were talking about, both of them knew it well.

Emilia immediately lay down obediently. Although she had many chances to get in touch with him, maybe she could see him angry, but—until she was worthy of him, she was still obedient and did not give He's in trouble.

Before Li Qianhuan finished speaking, the words were choked in her throat. She was angry and funny. She knew it would be useful to mention him directly. Why did she talk so much nonsense before?

But thinking of this feeling itself, her heart sank slightly again.

After getting rid of complicated thoughts, Li Qianhuan walked out of the room and said: "You have a good rest, I will come to see you at noon, and help you cook something."

There was a knock at the door, and the room was completely silent.

Emilia couldn't fall asleep. Although her head was still dizzy and her body was so sore, the feeling of being in a daze after being silent was still wonderful.

First good night's sleep in so many days.

After the class bell rang, the campus, which was still faintly noisy, completely quieted down—it seemed that there was no physical class in the first period of the day.

Li Qianhuan thoughtfully opened the opposite window to allow ventilation.But there is no one on her side. Li Qianhuan's original words seem to be "I'm afraid you will catch a cold again".In fact, Emilia, a native American, is not very clear about the inevitable connection between blowing the wind and "catching a cold", but Li Qianhuan said that this is the experience summed up in her hometown for thousands of years.She was so frightened that she clicked her tongue secretly—is it such a long history?

cool.

Thoughts drifted unconsciously to distant places.

It was already the end of autumn at this time, and the fallen leaves on the grounds of the manor had never been swept, and it was said that it was because everyone liked it.Emilia recalled the previous school, no matter what season it was, the ground seemed to be spotless, so clean that there was no trace of human touch.

But this side is different, children with abilities related to the wind will roll up the fallen leaves on the ground, and smash their heads and faces at the opponent.I remember one time who seemed to hit the professor, and Iris, who was standing aside at the time, grabbed the ear and punished him to clean the toilet for three months.

Speaking of the relationship between Iris and Professor X, Emilia is actually envious.

I envy Iris who can talk to the professor so intimately, can ridicule or ridicule unilaterally without worrying about being alienated.She had seen the two of them talking once—Iris had chased Charles into Charles's office asking how soon Quicksilver would be back.From the beginning to the end, Iris was the only one talking. She spoke so fast that Charles seemed completely unable to explain, and could only laugh helplessly.

Emilia hadn't seen such a lively expression on him before, and after carefully looking at it a few more times to remember, she turned her attention to Iris, who was lazily leaning against the wall with her hands folded .

She unconsciously glanced across the soft, undulating curves of her body, her smooth long straight red hair, and finally her face.Those slightly raised glamorous eyebrows, plump red lips.

There is no doubt that Iris is beautiful.

The beauty is so presumptuous, because she never thought of getting it, trying to hide it.Even when she was sitting in the cafeteria with the children nibbling on sandwiches, it was as if she was in the spotlight.Even if you use a magnifying glass, you will never find any flaws.For such a beauty, even the strands of her hair and fingertips can reveal her charm, and in the blink of an eye, men who are favored by their eyes can be so faint that they jump into the river to commit suicide wrapped in quilts.

At that time, she looked away blankly, and Iris was busy arguing with Charles and ignored her.But what Emilia thought in her heart was that besides strength, there was still a lot to work on.

After going to the dormitory that day, Emilia found Li Qianhuan to have a heart-to-heart talk with her. She asked cautiously, "Does Charles have a girlfriend?"

As far as I know, no.

"Then what kind of type does he like? Will it be like Iris?"

Li Qianhuan was taken aback, as if he hadn't expected to encounter such a problem.

Probably not... But that's not sure either.I thought all men should like the type of Iris?

Didn't solve the problem at all...

Emilia sighed, and continued to ask: "Then will the two of them..."

Li Qianhuan really froze there now, the air was quiet for 5 seconds, and Li Qianhuan laughed exaggeratedly.

How can it be?If Iris and Kuaiyin were not together, I would never believe in love anymore.

What interrupted her thoughts was the bell for the end of get out of class.But this time the noise seemed different from the previous ones. Emilia turned her head to listen carefully, and found that the original laughter had become... cheers?

Although curious, Emilia was too tired to sit up from the bed, so she closed her eyes and guessed randomly by her ears.

Suddenly she had a flash of inspiration, and Emilia thought belatedly—could it be that the Quicksilver that Iris has been talking about has returned?

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