I'm worse than ever since I was reborn

Chapter 5

Zhang Minhe closed the door of the apartment.

He thought of his previous life, at this time he was still pursuing Fu Zhen, and they would fall in love soon afterwards, he would beg Fu Zhen to live with him, and he would go shopping with Fu Zhen for daily necessities.But now, here is still a cold and lifeless room, without any trace of warmth, and the memories that supported him to live in the past have never appeared in this time and space.

Zhang Minhe burst into tears without warning, yes, how could he be the only one who has the chance to start again?I used to think that I was God's darling, but now I think about it, it's just a long-term punishment for myself.

It was like this when he broke down emotionally. He stooped into the living room and smashed everything he could touch. There were scars on his hands that had just been dug out by himself. He suddenly stood up and murmured : "Really, really will worry about me."

He started to pack his things, and the shards of glass he picked up cut his palms, and he began to feel an unspeakable sense of satisfaction. When he came to his senses, his arms were torn apart, and his whole body was buried in a blood bath.

In the dimness, he seemed to see Fu Zhen pushing the door and coming in, and approached him with a worried face.

In his previous life, he used a lot of hallucinogens at the end of his life, and eventually died of drug overdose, but now Zhang Minhe can no longer find out whether this is a phantom or real.

"Fu Zhen" couldn't help crying when he saw his blood dripping, like every time he felt distressed, he hurried over to support his lover, and said words that Zhang Minhe could no longer understand.

"Fu Zhen" comforted him, hugged him, Zhang Minhe laughed, laughed and cried, leaned on "Fu Zhen"'s shoulder, and said in a crying voice, "I... I was reborn."

"Fu Zhen" looked at him suspiciously, touched his tears, and went to find a bandage for him.

"Don't leave, okay?" Zhang Minhe pulled him back, "I saw that you are already with Yi Tan, I'm so sad... Really..."

In his previous life, he wanted to apologize to Fu Zhen countless times, begged him to forgive, and made promises for him. He said intermittently, saying that he loved him very much, would treat him well, would not let his father hurt him, and would trust him very much.

"Fu Zhen" was still ignorant, he just touched him gently, comforted him, and kissed him.Zhang Minhe had just calmed down a bit, when he saw "Fu Zhen" suddenly disappear, and his figure appeared not far away, picking up the broken pieces of Zhang Minhe.

"Really?" Zhang Minhe looked at him, stood up and walked towards him unsteadily, "Really, don't hurt yourself..."

"Fu Zhen" gave him a weary look, and cleaned up the debris into the trash can.

Zhang Minhe was fixed in place by this look.

He suddenly recalled a lot of memories, and this "Fu Zhen" might be a hallucination, which made his tears flow all over his face, because he suddenly remembered that he had seen Fu Zhen countless times in his previous life. tired look.

Zhang Minhe has some mental problems and is often tortured by his family. This problem was not obvious when he and Fu Zhen first started, but it gradually became apparent after they lived together.

Fu Zhen came out early to work hard, and there was a mother who was in poor health at home. It was his habit to take care of others, and Zhang Minhe did slowly get better under Fu Zhen's tight protection.

Countless times when he was in pain, Fu Zhen just leaned against him, comforted him, kissed him, and entangled with him, but he never thought that his father had already put too much burden on Fu Zhen, but Fu Zhen Be considerate of him and not let him know what his beloved father has done.

While Zhang Minhe was delirious, he suddenly remembered a lot of details. One day, Fu Zhen didn't come back all night, and he received photos and audio recordings of Fu Zhen and a strange man. At first he wanted to believe Fu Zhen, but Fu Zhen When Zhen came back the next day, nothing seemed to have happened, and the reason for not going home was also vague, but he went to investigate by himself, and all the evidence he found pointed to Fu Zhen.

He thought, it doesn't matter, he will always love Fu Zhen.

Zhang Minhe stood there, the phantom of "Fu Zhen" had disappeared.

This new life did not leave any memories with Fu Zhen, and even the ring that Fu Zhen gave him at the end remained in the previous life forever.

Last night, Yi Tan rubbed Fu Zhen's waist for a long time, but when Fu Zhen got up again, his legs and feet were still weak.

Simply because there was no fighting scene in this scene, Yi Tan wanted him to rest for a whole morning, but Fu Zhen sternly refused, because it would be too embarrassing to be too tired to rest because of that.

Yi Tan has a lot of work, but influenced by his previous life, after his rebirth, he felt that he still didn't have enough time to get along with Fu Zhen, so he tried his best to compress his working time, and simply repeated the work from his previous life. Now he can do it with ease. I also have more time to spend with Fu Zhen.

He sent Fu Zhen to the place and couldn't help exhorting him for a long time, and finally said: "Forget it, why don't you ask for leave, I'll go in and talk to the staff."

After saying that, he was about to get out of the car, Fu Zhen hurriedly grabbed him: "Hey, hey, how can this happen, people will say that I am playing big cards."

It was good to say that he could persuade his uncle, Fu Zhen was afraid that he would go back on his word, so he slipped away like a fish after getting off the car.

Yi Tan passed by a supermarket on the way, got out of the car and bought a pillow to put in the back seat, so that he could sit on the cushion when the payment was made.

When he returned to the company, he ushered in an unexpected guest.

Secretary Wang looked at the president in embarrassment, and poured a cup of coffee for the visitor.Yi Tan waved his hand to express that he didn't mind his dereliction of duty, and then Secretary Wang hurriedly left.

Zhang Jinyu's expression was uneasy, and his long-term prestige gave him an unapproachable aura. Unfortunately, Yi Tan had never been counseled in his previous life, not to mention that he was already an old man in his 80s in his shell. He walked over leisurely and sat down. He also raised Erlang's legs: "May I ask if Mr. Zhang is here?"

Before Zhang Jinyu started to speak, Yi Tan added: "With all due respect, visitors without an appointment should not be received. I hope Mr. Zhang will be more polite next time."

Thinking of his useless son, Zhang Jinyu held back his anger, and was still very polite to Yi Tan: "Take the liberty to come to Mr. Yi, I have something to discuss with you."

Assistant Liu found Zhang Minhe fainted in the apartment.

Although Zhang Minhe has been perfunctory with his work recently, it is not impossible to not answer a call all morning. Assistant Liu knew that he was a little sensitive, but he didn't know that his condition had reached this point. He was worried, so he had to go to his address to have a look. , It was found that the people in the apartment were not closed, and the blood was spreading, like a murder scene.

Assistant Liu had already entered 110 on his mobile phone, and was ready to press the dial button at any time. As soon as he turned the corner and entered the living room, the person he was worried about fell down in the living room covered in blood, and the surroundings were in a mess.

"Mr. Zhang? Mr. Zhang?!" Assistant Liu hurried over and tested his temperature, and he was still alive.He breathed a sigh of relief, "What's wrong? Did a robber break into the door?!"

Zhang Minhe couldn't wake up, and the 110 played by Assistant Liu turned into 120.

Zhang Minhe dealt with it urgently. The reason for his fainting was extreme stimulation, exhaustion, and hypoglycemia. Judging from the blood debris between his fingernails, the wounds on his body were clearly dug out by himself.

The doctor tactfully told him that the patient might have some mental problems, and it was best to go to the general psychology department for another look.

Assistant Liu saw that the medical staff had given Mr. Zhang a small bottle of glucose water, so he called Zhang Jinyu and told Zhang Jinyu that although he was Zhang Minhe's assistant, he used to work under Zhang Jinyu, and now he also takes orders from the former Mr. Zhang.

Zhang Minhe had already woken up, and looked ahead dully, but when he looked carefully, his gaze didn't fall into place.

Fu Zhen is a very decisive person. When he realized that Zhang Minhe's mental condition was not right in his last life, he took him to see a psychiatrist. Zhang Minhe was a bit shy about medical treatment, and he thought he was mentally ill, so Fu Zhen would despise him. , his mother committed suicide due to mental illness, and the relationship between his parents is not good enough. Most of his character and weakness come from a festering family.

But at least there is Fu Zhen, irritability and depression are not problems that can be solved by recovering by oneself. By the time Fu Zhen dragged him to the examination, he was already in serious condition, and his mental condition was very poor, so Fu Zhen took care of him for a long time , Fu Zhen was already very tired during that time, but he still made time to accompany him. In fact, he was very dedicated, but because of Zhang Minhe, he had to compress his work, or discuss with the director to advance his role. Pushed several times, making him hang up the stigma of playing big cards and being arrogant.

A person like Zhang Minhe might not be able to establish a good relationship with a normal person. Fu Zhen couldn't pull him into the sunshine, and Zhang Minhe was still clinging to him and falling down.

Zhang Jinyu asked Assistant Liu to give the phone to his son, and then scolded him. Zhang Minhe was expressionless, and his left ear went in and out of his right ear. He had long since had no expectations for his father, and even harbored hatred. He originally wanted to stay in the previous life with this hatred, so that a better and more sunny self could meet Fu Zhen, but the fact that Yi Tan was reborn and seized the opportunity stimulated him too much, and made his hatred for Zhang Jinyu reach the limit. peak.

He hated himself, but he couldn't just hate himself, otherwise he wouldn't be able to live.

Assistant Liu's cell phone radio was not good, and he heard Zhang Jinyu's swearing words clearly. He answered the phone in embarrassment and said, "Mr. Zhang, the doctor said that Mr. Zhang has mental problems. We are going to see Mr. Zhang. Can't stand the excitement—"

"Okay!" Zhang Jinyu interrupted him, "What kind of psychological problems are caused by thinking too much! When I was young, I was worse off than him. I handed over the company I worked so hard to build to him. You can watch him do it. What do you look like! Still being stimulated is hypocritical and has a fucking mental illness!"

Assistant Liu frantically pressed the volume button, but unfortunately the volume of the phone was different from the volume of the media and could not be changed. All these words entered Zhang Minhe's ears.

"Look at what good things he has done recently. He doesn't do any work, and runs after a starlet every day. I believe his ass!" Zhang Jinyu said, "Forget it, I have something to deal with, you can take care of him."

Assistant Liu took Zhang Minhe to the General Psychology Department. Zhang Minhe walked swayingly. Assistant Liu bent slightly behind him, protecting him in a strange posture, for fear that he would suddenly fall headfirst.

The result of the examination was not what Zhang Minhe expected, but it really shocked Assistant Liu. He was about to ask the doctor for advice, but Zhang Minhe walked out the door by himself. Assistant Liu said, "Hey! This is not a trivial matter. Your situation is so serious. Ask how--"

"It's okay." Zhang Minhe was very depressed, "I know what to eat."

Assistant Liu frowned: "Have you seen a doctor?"

Zhang Minhe gave him a list and asked him to help buy the medicine. Assistant Liu checked carefully and found that it was indeed consistent with what the doctor said, so he turned to look for medicine in doubt.

A few days passed in the life of a normal person, but the familiar medicine returned to him.

He had enjoyed the days when Fu Zhen took good care of him and gently persuaded him to treat him, but suddenly he returned to the days when he was living a hard life.

Zhang Jinyu also found out a lot of things. Because of Fu Zhen's appearance, his son gradually became disobedient, which filled him with a sense of anxiety.

Yi Tan sat across from him and blew on the slightly hot tea.

Zhang Jinyu smiled, his face could vaguely tell that he was an extremely handsome man when he was young, but unfortunately he gradually gained weight, and now he no longer looks like he used to.

He cut to the chase and said, "I heard that Mr. Yi has raised a child, and it just so happens that my worthless boy also fell in love with him."

Yi Tan's face darkened.

He said: "I think my child is still a child, relatively immature, dying. I hope you can lend your child out for a while, so that my child will not have such big obsessions. The terms are negotiable."