midsummer night

The doctor looked at He Xiyuan's pale face, and said tactfully, "I just read a few of your test results, which are consistent with that report. Because the case is special, I wrote it down."

"The age you wrote on the case also matches that report. I asked my old colleague for the report. It should be a young Alpha. He called us a few weeks ago and asked if the matching degree will increase with age. change with the change.”

He Xiyuan's breathing speed accelerated, he looked up at the doctor's eyes, looked away, then moved back, and asked softly: "So, will it change?"

The doctor said: "There will be a slight fluctuation, but unless there is a major gland operation, it will not affect the fit too much."

He Xiyuan's voice was trembling, and he asked in a low voice: "But why is there such a report? Why did I never know about it?"

The doctor replied: "Most of the matching tests are done by Alpha in private. Some are looking for an excuse to leave the existing Omega. If the result shows a low matching value, it just meets their needs, thinking that they can find a higher matching value. Omega. Omega comes to do pheromone matching, mostly to find a reason to continue the relationship with the other party, or to give yourself a psychological comfort."

He Xiyuan's heartbeat and body were falling, and he finally asked: "The higher the matching value, the easier it is to control, isn't it?"

Dr. Beta raised his eyes and said: "...There is a certain relationship, but not necessarily completely related, but the physiological characteristics of both parties will be more complicated than the normal value range, and in many cases it is more difficult to separate."

He Xiyuan didn't say anything more, the confirmation of pregnancy was already extremely shocking news, and he couldn't tell which made him more desperate compared with pheromone matching.

When he returned to Beidu, he didn't tell anyone in advance. He took the subway directly from the airport and went back to his residence. He was the only one in the suite, and Lu Chengfeng didn't seem to have moved back.

He took a shower and sat in the room thinking for a long time.

After knowing the existence of that report, everything has a reason to explain.

Thinking of Lu Chengfeng's heart was always blunt, as if he wanted to relieve some kind of indescribable pain without wounds.

Lu Chengfeng knew their pheromone matching degree very early, but the school environment was too closed and narrow at that time, and He Xiyuan didn't have much attraction to him.The age wasn't right, the conditions weren't right, everything wasn't right, so nothing happened.

But after the reunion, they were both adults, and Lu Chengfeng more or less remembered the matching report, not him.In an environment where Omega's population is shrinking, the probability of a high matching degree is extremely low. If it was made public back then, it may be taken out by classmates to make a fuss.

Lu Chengfeng approached him and showed a little interest in He Xiyuan in front of Gao Qingnian and Zhu Ping, which was probably planned.

With a high probability, Lu Chengfeng also knew about He Xiyuan's family background. He knew that he worked part-time in the library when he went to a strange country with a scholarship. In addition to his resume, he should have He Xiyuan's transcript. Maybe he even asked about He Xiyuan's preferences in advance.

He vaguely remembered that Lu Chengfeng prepared a condom during the first estrus.

Pushing forward a few hours, he was sitting in the garden of the villa. It is not impossible that something might have been put in the food, which caused the sudden estrus.

He later became pregnant even though they were on birth control most of the time.

He worked for a few years and had some savings, but not enough to raise a child.The savings and income of many Alphas may be lower than his, but it is only natural that Omega partners are required to give birth to children, spreading every corner of the barren land.

He Xiyuan spent most of his life wandering in spiritual and material deprivation.He didn't think about whether he would have a child. That thought was so terrifying that he felt almost anxious.

After confirming his pregnancy, his first reaction was to run, and then to remove the embryo in his body.He couldn't even think about work, he didn't think about how long it would take for his body to recover, and he didn't think about Lu Chengfeng.

He Xiyuan hid the pregnancy test sheet, the truth and the facts were in front of him, and each of them weighed on his heart like a stone, making it difficult for him to breathe.

Occasionally at night or in the afternoon when the sun is too harsh, there will be some more vivid images:

Assuming there is enough money or resources, he should give birth to the child;

Assuming that embryo matures in the body, it is very likely that he also hopes to be an Omega;

Assuming the child is born, there should be slightly curly hair, a raised nose and long eyelashes...

The child will carry the continuation of his emotions and life when he was a teenager, and will replace everyone in the past and the present as his favorite person.He is willing to give his everything except life.

But everything he owns may still be too little after all. After sorting out all the savings and investment accounts in his hand, he still feels that it is not enough, very not enough.

So termination of pregnancy is a must.

He Xiyuan was lying in Beidu's bedroom at night, tears streaming down his temples and hairline from the corners of his eyes, soaking the pillow towel.In the middle of the night, he stepped on the carpet and got up to reach for the tissue beside the bed to wipe his face and nose. The alternation of reality and imagery made him sink into the silent sea.

He can't remember and can't be sure which link went wrong.It may be that the effectiveness of the contraceptive pill has decreased, it may be that the condom has broken, or the rare few times there is no condom, a small amount of semen enters the body before ejaculation, or it may be because the hospital prescribed an expired or invalid inhibitor.

But in any case, the fact of pregnancy cannot be changed.

In the dark, a sentence was repeated in his mind: Omega has lived a lie all his life.

The concentration standard of inhibitor drugs is lowered, and Omega is slowly losing the channel to use effective drugs to control its own body.

Drugs are only the most basic means of contraception, and laws are the basis for protecting Omega.The surrounding environment is like a ship sailing in the dark, the depths of the sea are unfathomable, and the navigation graphics are useless.

The Alpha group put on the cloak of public power and put Omega in long-term and unpredictable violence, without guarantee of survival and freedom.

They talked about democracy and the rule of law, and wrote Wei Guangzheng in the constitution, hung it on government buildings, and printed it in textbooks.Say it too much, and most people pretend it's true.

Dating or hinting at dating, marriage or divorce, it doesn't matter.As long as there is any connection with Alpha, the status of Omega will be lowered and become a subsidiary.The law is negligent, and the mob persuades Omega to find a good Alpha, pinning their safety on the individual morality of immoral groups.

The year-by-year decline in the number of births cannot be reversed.Hospitals have indicators issued by the government, and local governments have indicators issued by the state.Seeing that the number cannot be increased, it is necessary to maintain the number of births. Once Omega is pregnant, there are tangible and invisible mechanisms to ensure that each embryo develops into a fetus.

They designed a series of interlocking legal traps, so that Omega could not escape and could only submit to it.Without effective means of contraception, Omega's pregnancy will encounter many obstacles in the procedure of termination of pregnancy, and it cannot be abandoned after giving birth.

Most of the Omegas who went into the ambush may not realize that they were born in the abyss.Most of the people who send them into the abyss are the so-called closest people, partners or parents, and the huge and ubiquitous power system.

The daily news can see cases of Alpha killing Omega, and the causes of death are various. The Alpha group said that Omega needs love and care, but they didn't hesitate to kill them.

Of course, it wasn't just Alpha's partner who killed Omega, but also the dereliction of duty police, the law of maintaining stability, and the huge power system guarded by Alpha. Alpha, as a vested interest, knows this fact better than anyone else, but they will not admit it and will not change it.

The power system seems to be neutral, but in fact it acquiesces to massacres.However, those who hold power will not voluntarily give up power. It must be a stronger power that forces them to give up power.

The more helpless and fearful the Omegas are, the more secure they are.

Everything is a lie, and all facts need to subvert existing cognition. The Omega Protection Law does not protect Omega, and all literal equality is to whitewash oppression.

The Omega, which seems or claims to be happy, is either extremely lucky, or trapped in a cage and knows it.The oppressor selects the most obedient individuals to reward, takes servility as a virtue, and double castration of spirit and body as a means of domination.

The Omega group is not all on his side, and the parents he relied on when he was young are also part of the larger system.The Omega allied with Alpha imitates Alpha more and more to give itself the illusion of freedom and power.

If an Omega is docile all his life, he will suppress pain, because he cannot completely cut off from his Alpha spouse or offspring.

All of this is designed by the Alpha power system. The oppressed self-discipline, bind their hands, and attack themselves inwardly instead of the real oppressor.

In the face of survival and life and death, all the emotions that used to overwhelm the senses are already insignificant.

If the system doesn't protect him, the Alpha mate certainly won't either.

The instinct of self-preservation magnified infinitely in He Xiyuan's consciousness, suppressing the emotion towards Lu Chengfeng in memory and reality.

He instinctively wants to stay away from the other party, even since he was young, he has been unable to restrain his admiration for Lu Chengfeng.But maybe the emotions I once thought were actually the effects of pheromones.

He Xiyuan thought of the embryo in the genital cavity, a small white dot that could hardly be seen on the ultrasound image, floating in an unknown chaos, like the unknown distant stars on the astrological chart, engulfing his future. Together.

But his reunion with Lu Chengfeng was too sudden, and the estrus and embryo also came unexpectedly.He doesn't have enough time, energy and resources, so he won't keep the embryos.

Fortunately, it was impossible to determine the gender of differentiation in the early stage, but he thought that if he was ready to have children in the future, he would probably only choose Omega children.