midsummer night

He Xiyuan moved his body out of the quilt of the bed, and got out of the bed with bare feet. He didn't find his slippers, and sat on the edge of the bed.

It was warm inside, but the body still felt cold at night.

He fumbled to pick up the cardboard box from the bedside table, leaned against the pillow and sobbed in the night under his breath.The room was as quiet as a soundproof black box, an eternal tomb.

He didn't know how long he sat there crying, and every time he pulled out a tissue, he was very light.Tears kept pouring out, and I wiped my nose with a tissue, and my skin was a little sore from the repeated rubbing of the tissue.

In the middle of the night, the lacrimal glands secreted too much fluid, and in the quiet night when he was supposed to be sleeping soundly, he had pain in the back of his head because of crying too hard.

Like the symptoms of estrus suppressed by the suppressor, the preservation of reason must always be exchanged for physical pain.

But the suppressor couldn't suppress his emotion for Lu Chengfeng after all, that emotion was like an innate intuition, and the pheromone matching that he had been unknown for ten years would accompany him until his death.

Even if he is not in heat, he cannot be without emotion.

He Xiyuan opened the door of the room and went to the living room.When passing by Lu Chengfeng's room, he glanced habitually, and then saw the half-open door and the lights inside the room.

Hearing footsteps in the living room, Lu Chengfeng raised his head and asked softly, "Xiyuan?"

He Xiyuan stopped for a moment, and let out a soft "hmm".

Lu Chengfeng came out of the room and saw He Xiyuan wearing slippers, as if he was about to go back to the room.

He Xiyuan was still wearing the shirt from the dinner party. He probably fell asleep without changing his clothes when he came back, and woke up again in the middle of the night.He had just hurriedly wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and he could probably see some swelling.

Lu Chengfeng didn't know that he would suffer from insomnia if he wasn't around, and He Xiyuan just stood there and didn't ask why Lu Chengfeng came back.

Lu Chengfeng said: "I didn't see you after the dinner, after thinking about it, I'd better come back and have a look."

He Xiyuan only gave a low "hmm".

Lu Chengfeng stepped forward and put his arm around his shoulder and asked softly, "Come to sleep in my room?"

He Xiyuan didn't move, but finally nodded, it was hard for him to refuse Lu Chengfeng.

Lu Chengfeng took out clean pajamas and changed He Xiyuan on, then sat on the edge of the bed and asked him in a low voice, "Is it work or something else? I can help."

He Xiyuan finally shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

After turning off the lights, Lu Chengfeng hugged He Xiyuan in his arms.He Xiyuan's cheek rested on his neck, his nose was sore, his eyes were a little dry from crying for a long time, but he couldn't shed any tears.Lu Chengfeng lowered his head and kissed his temple, thinking of his red nose just seen, he kissed his cheek again.

Lu Chengfeng stroked his back with his hand and said, "Go to sleep, maybe I can sleep better with you."

He Xiyuan was very sad, and even wanted to tell Lu Chengfeng that he was pregnant for a moment, but in the end he didn't say anything, and fell asleep in Lu Chengfeng's arms.

Woke up once in the middle of the night, the night was very quiet, only the sound of the heating pipe and Lu Chengfeng's breathing.He turned over lightly, lay on his side with his back to Lu Chengfeng, and continued to sleep worriedly.

When he woke up in the morning, He Xiyuan was close to Lu Chengfeng's body, and he could feel a certain part.But they didn't do anything, only let Lu Chengfeng hug and kiss for a long time, from cheeks to fingers, from forehead to lower lip, like a big cat licking fur, holding his body through the quilt, and touching his back Pat it slowly.

Lu Chengfeng's body is warm and strong, his upper body is naked, and the skin and bones are the texture and smell that He Xiyuan is familiar with.

Last night, because I came in a hurry and went to bed late, I didn't have time to make breakfast in the morning.Lu Chengfeng took an ice pack and applied it on He Xiyuan's eyes to make his swollen eyes disappear a bit.

He kissed He Xiyuan before going out, and didn't ask him why he cried last night.If He Xiyuan didn't want to say it, he wouldn't force him to say it, he couldn't force He Xiyuan to do anything.

Then, as if it was a tacit understanding, Lu Chengfeng stayed in the suite.Falling asleep with He Xiyuan in his arms at night, and waking up in the morning kissing him.

He Xiyuan was very busy at work at the end of the year, and his get off work time was later than usual.He still went to his room after get off work, and went to Lu Chengfeng's room next door before going to bed.

He sometimes slept late, and Lu Chengfeng next door had already laid down and left a lamp for him.After turning off the light, he quietly climbed up from the other side of the bed, and when he lay down, he would be held in Alpha's arms.

He wasn't sure if Lu Chengfeng was awake or asleep, but as long as he was by his side, the other party seemed to be able to sense it immediately.

"Is it because of the pheromone matching?" He Xiyuan thought.

But he always fell asleep because he couldn't think much about it. Regarding Lu Chengfeng's matter, he tried his best not to think about anything.

Lu Chengfeng found that the Omega around him was worried, and the orange smell became very weak in winter.After wearing the suppression bracelet, it is more like an orange that has been waxed and packed in a foam net, and it can't smell at the tip of the nose.

He wanted to spend more time with his beloved lover whom he had missed for many years, until next spring and summer, Omega would probably get used to living with each other.

He Xiyuan's breathing at night was very soft, and he could barely hear it when he was lying on his side with his back to him.

Lu Chengfeng took off his shirt when he fell asleep, and felt the body temperature of Omega with his skin at night.

On a winter night in the northern capital, the snow outside the window had stopped, but it was probably still falling as far away as St. Gettysburg.In the future, he will spend many winters in different cities, wrapped in a warm quilt, still holding the citrus-flavored Omega in his arms.

Lu Chengfeng's breathing fell into the night, and he felt the temperature drop a bit.He Xiyuan should have slept peacefully by his side, and did not lean on him.

At night, when he was half awake, he stretched out his arm, trying to check He Xiyuan's body temperature through his pajamas and quilt.But it seems to be because there is always some distance between him and himself on weekdays, and he didn't detect it, probably because he was sleeping on the edge of the bed.

He stretched out his arms from under the quilt, but his fingertips felt less and less warm.Touching towards the pillow, I couldn't feel the outline of Omega's shoulder.

Lu Chengfeng woke up at night and confirmed again that although there was a very faint pheromone in the air, He Xiyuan was not on the bed.

Did Omega go back to sleep in his room?This happened once, but it was because he had to get up early for a meeting the next morning.

Lu Chengfeng sat up on the bed, and then heard a very low, suppressed sniffling sound.

He turned on the night light by the bed, and then saw He Xiyuan sitting beside the bed in pajamas, holding a box of tissues in his hand.

He called softly: "Xiyuan?" Then he got out of bed to hug him.

He Xiyuan didn't answer, he lowered his head to pick up his used tissues, and then put the tissue box back on the bedside table.

The lights were a bit dazzling, but his face looked very calm.It seemed that when Lu Chengfeng's voice sounded and the lights came on, his lacrimal glands stopped secreting liquid.

He Xiyuan whispered in Lu Chengfeng's arms: "Sorry, I had a dream. Did it wake you up?" Then he said: "I'll be fine soon."

He walked to the bathroom by the light of the night light, threw the used paper in the box, washed his face, turned off the light, and went back to the bedroom.

He climbed onto the bed from his side, Lu Chengfeng hugged him, kissed him on the head, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, just call me when you wake up again."

He Xiyuan hugged Lu Chengfeng's body, put his hands on his waist, breathed on his chest, and slowly fell asleep.

At the end of the year, He Xiyuan felt exhausted and powerless.Except for a few friends and colleagues in Beijing, he has no special close people.Having an extra Lu Chengfeng by his side didn't make him feel any obvious difference.

It was beyond his expectation that Yan Xun came to him.In a restaurant near the company, the other party sat across from him, looking in a good mood.He Xiyuan didn't even order coffee, and didn't plan to stay for a long time.

Yan Xun opened his mouth and said, "You must have seen Chengfeng's interview. He is going to get married."

He Xiyuan nodded: "I did read it."

Yan Xun asked in a relaxed tone: "Then you probably gave up. I told you earlier that there is no need to hang yourself on a tree."

He Xiyuan glanced at the other party inexplicably, and slowly typed a "?" in the air

Yan Xun: "Look, if you had left yourself a way out, you wouldn't be in such a mess now."

He Xiyuan: "Am I embarrassed?"

Yan Xun: "It was interesting to see you together at the wedding before. But you have never been of much use to him."

He Xiyuan said lightly: "We may not be of much use to him. We are each other. When you were studying, you followed him like a dog and barked a few times depending on the mood. If he was interested in Alpha, the first The one with the pants off could be you, right?"

Yan Xun's complexion has changed, and He Xiyuan didn't give him a chance to refute, and continued: "You didn't meet me because you liked or wanted to date me. You don't like anyone, and you don't have the ability to like anyone. Your Father Alpha may not necessarily like your mother, mainly because he is infertile and needs to control an Omega to obtain you as an offspring. It's a pity that I'm not so greedy, and I don't want to waste time."

After He Xiyuan finished speaking, without looking at Yan Xun's flushed face, he got up and prepared to leave.

These words are actually not only for Yan Xun, but also for himself.

In Lu Chengfeng's eyes, he was probably like a stray dog ​​who had followed him around for too long and was finally picked up.You don't have to do anything to follow behind, and you can feed yourself with some food.

The dog is never angry. After being hit once, it will still grin its mouth to please the owner in the next second.Dogs also have a poor memory and will repeatedly indulge in love for their owners.

Yan Xun grabbed his wrist from behind.He had a strong hand, and He Xiyuan couldn't break free for a moment.

There are not many waiters in the store in the afternoon, and they sit near the inside.Before feeling the Alpha pheromone attacking his senses, He Xiyuan broke free once, Yan Xun controlled and suppressed He Xiyuan, and did not see his hand reaching for the table knife.

"what!--"

Yan Xun fell to the ground clutching his glands, only the tip of the knife and the palm of his hand were bloodstained.If you ignore the red, it will almost make people think that he is slightly tilted because of physical discomfort.