midsummer night

He Xiyuan walked out of the room and saw a covered dinner plate on the high table at the door, containing a portion of salt and pepper mackerel and vegetables.

He was indeed hungry, and carried his plate to the small dining table in the room.The room was very spacious, several times the size of his previous bedroom.

He took his knife and fork and cut open a piece of fish.The ripeness and salinity are just right, and the condiments include his favorite lemon and sauce.The vegetables are fried with oil and salt, and the taste is slightly lighter than the rice-based side dishes.

He hadn't had a decent meal in a long time.Because he carries an embryo that can absorb nutrients, he consumes more vegetables, milk and meat protein every day, but only swallows the food as nutrients.

He doesn't have much need for appetite on weekdays, as long as he can eat and be full.His appetite was so weak that it was like a sleeping sense organ. If he wasn't with Lu Chengfeng, he would have been dormant all year round.

When I was young, I didn't have much pocket money, so I always saved for meals.When I grew up, I was financially well-off, and I was not used to spending too much on food.His parents didn't let him buy lunch outside of school at noon, but he did anyway.If he hadn't bought lunch to take to the lake outside the school, he probably wouldn't have met Lu Chengfeng either.

Without Lu Chengfeng, what would his life be like?Like everyone else, take exams, study, graduate, work step by step, and then live your life alone.

He probably still won't marry, and probably won't have children.In a parallel world without Lu Chengfeng, he would be even more disappointed and disgusted with the Alpha group, and the probability of encountering an Alpha with better genes than Lu Chengfeng was close to zero.

Lu Chengfeng's body and appearance carry He Xiyuan's many charming and sweet fantasies.When he grows up, his Omega child will have slender eyelashes, deep and affectionate eyes; when he was young, he will have a slender and strong body, with broad shoulders and long legs, with an innate charm, taller than many Alphas, making the pursuit Those who are discouraged.

When he found the blood on his pants, his heart was about to break, his eyes turned black, what happened to his embryo?But he obviously did nothing.The doctor said he was too tired and needed rest.

Does just being tired and thinking affect it?Does it feel it?

It seemed that the longer the embryo was in his body, the more obvious his perception would be, and the harder it was to give up.

The embryo is like a bright light in life, presenting him with a possibility he never thought of in a disorderly and immoral society.

Lu Chengfeng's agreement stated that he completely gave up the custody of the child, and this right belonged entirely to He Xiyuan.

His child should be happy and free, and no one can suppress him in character.From childhood, he tried to explore the world more, and took off steadily after adulthood to pursue life.He is like a healthy seed, growing under the infiltration of sunshine and rain.

That was a life that He Xiyuan didn't have, and it wasn't even a life that Lu Chengfeng didn't fully have.

When he was ten years old, his mother's decision had clearly let Lu Chengfeng know that neither feelings nor physical marks in the world last forever.

But he probably still pursues this non-existent eternity, as if to accomplish something that Lu Qian failed to achieve.Unexpectedly, He Xiyuan was even more unreasonable, he didn't want to get married, he didn't want children, and even Lu Chengfeng could easily.

He Xiyuan looked at the food, and thought of the restaurant that Lu Chengfeng had taken him to. His appetite and sexual desire were completely satisfied by Lu Chengfeng's side.There is even a quiet and beautiful garden by accident, and a cat with big and round eyes.

Lu Chengfeng's company was more effective than the self-help manuals he had read and the antidepressants he had taken.Companionship and admiration are relatively effective medicines blindly. Although being with the one you like is often frightening, joy and excitement are beyond words.

He Xiyuan was glad that when they reunited, he could already see through human affairs. If it had been a few years earlier, he would have been moved and said "I do" in tears. After discovering the compatibility of pheromones, he was even more convinced that Lu Chengfeng was his destined partner in this life.

The script written for him by outsiders and fate should be so easy to rehearse, and he doesn't even want to read the lines.

He also couldn't guess what kind of ending he and Lu Chengfeng would have in such a script, whether it was a comedy or a tragedy.

After a little awakening, he realized that what he wanted might be more than what Lu Chengfeng gave him.For the sake of himself and his children, he would give up Lu Chengfeng at all costs.

Perhaps Lu Chengfeng had never suffered such a big setback in his life, he did not do anything wrong, it was just because He Xiyuan made the worst plan.

Because of his decision, Lu Chengfeng can only go back to his own room at night. What about after the baby is born?Without guardianship, even the reason to stay in a room at night is lost.

He Xiyuan sat in the twilight, the spacious room and the rich food, every mouthful was nourishing his body and embryo.The fish has no spines, the rawness is just right, the seasoning is rich, and the taste is not weak even in the thickest part of the meat.

He ate half of it and suddenly felt bitter.

They clearly have the deepest bond, even if there is no sign, the end of the relationship is almost cut to the bone.Tear off a large piece of bloody past and each other's years, misunderstanding and sincerity are all past.

He wiped his lips with a napkin, feeling so bad that the food was unbearable.

Get up and walk to the window, looking out at the expansive mountain vista and the lights of the city below.

He walked out of the room where Beta servants were mopping up the kitchen counters.Seeing He Xiyuan, she quickly asked, "Do you need anything?"

He Xiyuan still said with red eyes: "My phone is out of battery and turned off. It will take a while to turn it on. Can you call him for me?"

Lu Chengfeng sat in the car, He Xiyuan's pheromones in the air had dissipated, and the leather cushion did not have his body temperature.

There's no music playing in the car, but the driver seems to know where to go, and it's not a good time to talk.

When he received a call from the servant, the other party told him to come back vaguely, his heart skipped a beat, he grabbed the phone tightly, and asked in a low voice, "What's the matter, what happened?" He raised a hand to the driver , indicating to stop.

The driver glanced in the rearview mirror and slowed cautiously.

The servant said to him gently: "Don't panic, there is nothing wrong, my wife asked me to tidy up the room and let you come back to live."

Lu Chengfeng took a while to regain his strength, and said: "Okay, I'll go back right away."

When he entered, Lu Chengfeng saw that the door of He Xiyuan's bedroom was closed.The servant told him that He Xiyuan had just finished dinner and had already rested.

Then he had to prepare dinner for him, Lu Chengfeng ordered: "Just keep it simple, don't disturb him."

So the servant brought him a bowl of noodles, marinated beef slices soaked in soup, fried eggs and vegetables were added.It's very simple food, but Lu Chengfeng feels very rich.

He unbuttoned his shirt, rolled his cuffs up to his elbows, and looked back at the door of He Xiyuan's bedroom while eating.

The door was so thick that no sound could be heard from within, nor could the lights of the house be seen.

When dinner was over, he went into the bathroom and took a quick shower, changing out of his daytime clothes.There was still no movement in He Xiyuan's bedroom.

He stood at the door for a while, reached out and touched the door, then turned and went back to his room.Although it was slightly smaller than He Xiyuan's master bedroom, he unexpectedly felt very comfortable.

The butler has already cleaned up the bathroom and dining room, and went back to his room to rest.

Even if she didn't make that call, Lu Chengfeng arranged for bodyguards to wait in the cafe downstairs, ready to call anytime.He just didn't expect that he would come back so soon,

He half-closed the door of his room, sat at the desk and turned on the computer to read documents and books.Most of them are Omega care considerations after termination of pregnancy.

In a few days, when He Xiyuan didn't want to see him or answer his phone calls, and he couldn't sleep, Lu Chengfeng would get up at night to read books on pregnancy.Read line by line carefully, mark and save bookmarks, as if this will bring you closer to Omega.

He had seen videos of obstetric operations, bloody incisions, bloody children.He had also seen the atlas of pregnancy termination surgery, and words could not describe the tragedy.

He tossed and turned at night, almost in tears, not knowing how to make He Xiyuan suffer less.He couldn't imagine that his child, the embryo in He Xiyuan's body, would eventually become a lump of flesh and blood.

Halfway through the book, he remembered the obstetrician at the hospital he had contacted before, and called up the other's resume. After seeing a list of medical doctors and years of experience, he felt a little relieved.

He didn't know how He Xiyuan had spent the past six weeks.I think of the long and narrow corridors in the waiting halls of hospitals and airports, which are endless as far as the eye can see.Even the clerk of a pharmacy knew about the possibility of He Xiyuan's pregnancy earlier than he did, but he didn't feel it at all.

He Xiyuan hid it too tightly, and he almost never had a chance to know what he didn't want himself to know.

Lu Chengfeng felt short of breath and had a pain in his chest.His Omega should live in a warm and spacious manor, with servants taking care of it in turn.He can decide when to eat, or read a book with the cat in his arms, and watch the cat roll on the grass after the meal.

In the end, I let him suffer so much pain.

With a sound of "ta--", the door of the next bedroom opened, and there was a bunch of warm lights and a shaking figure on the ground. The owner of the shadow seemed to have seen his unclosed door and the light coming out, and stood at the door suddenly. Live for a few seconds.

Lu Chengfeng looked at the shadow and held his breath, as if he was afraid of scaring the cat that strayed into the garden at night.

Then slowly, the shadow covered the light at the bedroom door, and he heard two knocks on the door.

He Xiyuan always knocked on the door twice, the first knock was too casual and abrupt, the third knock was too noisy, and the second knock was just right.He knocked twice on the door of his house in Beidu before.

Lu Chengfeng got up and almost tripped over the chair because he moved too hard.He walked to the door and saw that He Xiyuan's pajamas were covered with a fleece robe. The fabric was soft and covered the curves of his body.

He stood in the light, with the warm-colored hair tips outlined by the light circle, and a pair of non-slip slippers on his feet. He was lazy and warm, like a warm cotton candy.

Lu Chengfeng grabbed his hand, not daring to use force, just wanted to test his body temperature.Open the mouth to ask: "Are you hungry, or can't sleep."

He Xiyuan took a step into his arms and said, "I want to chat with you."

Lu Chengfeng: "...Okay."

He could probably tell that He Xiyuan went back to the room with red eyes after dinner, and his mental and physical condition was still not very good.

Alpha pheromone and body temperature didn't immediately stop He Xiyuan's depressed mood, but just kept his body from shaking. His eyes were shining with water, as if he was about to shed tears at any time.

He Miaoyuan: You may not come in if the door is open, but if there is only a gap in the door, Mimi will definitely sneak in quietly.