midsummer night

He Juju was the second unexpected joy in Lu Chengfeng's life, the first was meeting He Xiyuan when he was young.

When he was young, his mother said that he was born with good fortune and wealth, but he didn't feel much.Now every time he sees He Xiyuan holding the child, his heart trembles: fate favors him so much, everything is too perfect, sometimes it almost makes him feel scared.

Lu Chengfeng got up early in the morning to make milk powder for the hungry and crying He Juju, and after he fell asleep with a full stomach, he walked to He Xiyuan's door, wanting to go in and see if his lover's quilt was covered properly.

He opened the door softly and heard a soft sniffling sound in the dark.

He turned on a light and half knelt beside the bed, seeing the tears on He Xiyuan's face that he hadn't had time to wipe off.He suddenly panicked, and Omega cried alone at night, but no one knew.

He wiped He Xiyuan's face, thinking that his eyes were often swollen, and he should have noticed it long ago.

Lu Chengfeng hugged his shoulder and said "Baby don't cry", the voice was the same as when he was putting the baby to sleep.He went to the bathroom to get a hot towel to wipe his face, and asked softly, "Do you need to change your pants? Let me pick you up?"

He Xiyuan shook his head and said, "I just changed it before going to bed."

Lu Chengfeng touched his shoulder, then grabbed his hand, and kissed the back of his hand.After thinking for a while, he asked again: "Is it painful? I heard that it bit your skin during the day."

He Xiyuan's nasal voice was very heavy: "Yes."

Lu Chengfeng patted his head and said, "Then stop breastfeeding, it's okay. The milk powder is nutritious enough. My mother also used milk powder to feed Leiya back then. You can see that she grew up vigorously and was so energetic that she hardly needed to sleep. .”

He Xiyuan's nose was sore, he felt a little guilty, and reached out to get the tissue.Lu Chengfeng handed it over to him and said, "I'll sleep with you at night, the baby can stay with the nanny temporarily at night, and bring him when I miss him."

His lover has experienced so much pain, because of the fit and marking, He Xiyuan's pain will be integrated into the pheromone, and he can feel it.

It was the pain of having no home, no country, and no freedom.He Xiyuan loves himself and his children very much, but no one has really loved him, and he feels scared and vulnerable because of spontaneous emotions.

He Xiyuan almost never expressed his admiration, but he followed him for ten years without giving up; he didn't want a child, but he gave birth anyway; he said he wanted to be free, because he almost never had real freedom in his life.

Lu Chengfeng wanted him to feel at ease, not to give up on the future because of the hopelessness in the past.

Even though his eyes were blurred, He Xiyuan could still see that Lu Chengfeng had lost some weight, and taking care of the baby day and night made his eyes look blue.

He Xiyuan was in the same mood as when he first found out he was pregnant, sometimes even a little more helpless.I don't know if it's because the glands have been implanted with suppressors for many years. The glands still involve the nerves in the late pregnancy and after childbirth, and the body feels extremely empty and painful.

He wanted to do so many things but felt powerless, wanted to hold the baby more but didn't have enough energy.He wanted to breastfeed twice a day, but the pain of being bitten on the nipple and blocking the milk made him almost unbearable, and even a small piece of skin was bitten by He Juju.

He was in so much pain that the nanny had applied alcohol and cream to him, and told him that it had nothing to do with him, that he should stop breastfeeding for a day or two and just rest.

He Juju is enough to make him feel at ease, and he is not noisy when he is not hungry.He Xiyuan would gnash his teeth in pain, but the baby in the swaddle would not stop sucking.Sucking is an intuition, a biological instinct.

There is not much difference between morning and night for him every day. He does not have much time for daytime activities and stays in bed most of the time.Lu Chengfeng was either by his side or coaxing He Juju, He Xiyuan hardly even had the strength to stand up.

Even with enough financial security, living in a big, quiet house, with a lover, a cat, and a servant, he still felt like he was floating in mid-air.

Night and day, He Juju's crying next door or in the living room would wake him up to see what was wrong with his baby.If He Juju cried while sleeping next to him, he would pick up the soft baby, kiss his face, and often stop crying.

Apart from the children, almost nothing is his own.He was in pain for a long time when the child was born, and the pain continued after delivery.

The outline of the abdomen is still the same as the second trimester, and it will take time to slowly recover, although apart from the tissue and reproductive cavity, the body is only empty and scarred.

Lu Chengfeng stayed with him all the time, cutting his nails with his arms around his upper body, stroking the baby hair and earlobes on his hairline, massaging his eyes and face, and whispering to him softly: "Baby's hands are a bit like you, baby, I love you very much." you."

He Xiyuan pinched the flesh on He Juju's face beside the pillow. He has big dark brown eyes and is harmless to humans and animals. He has a small mouth and brown curly hair. His body gains weight day by day as he absorbs nutrients and sleeps.

After he stopped breastfeeding, a psychiatrist came to his home once a week and prescribed depression medicine with mild side effects according to his condition.

Most of the time, the children are brought by Lu Chengfeng or the nanny to sleep next door, so that He Xiyuan can have enough rest.

The nanny who takes care of He Xiyuan is nearly 40 years old, does not plan to get married, and has no children.But she has a soft voice and experience with babies, having worked as a nurse when she was young.

The servants are also gentle and calm and not talkative, their wages are settled on a weekly basis, and even if they are fired, there will be alternative people to take over.

He Xiyuan was relatively weak for a period of time, and then he was able to get out of bed by himself, and he didn't want anyone to follow him when he took a bath.

He looked in the mirror in the bathroom, and saw that the figure in the glass was still a little swollen, and his hair was falling out at a speed visible to the naked eye, but his body was stronger than before, and the bleeding had decreased.

When washing his hair, he was lying on his back on the bench like an otter, Lu Chengfeng cleaned his hair, and then wrapped it in a towel to blow dry.

After his body gradually recovered, the servant and Lu Chengfeng took turns to accompany him in the postpartum examination and rehabilitation training. Sometimes when the weather was fine, he would take He Juju with him on trips.

His child is too cute and loves to laugh. His curly soft fur is wrapped in a white lace sun hat, like a rag doll.Doctors and passers-by couldn't help but praise a few words when they saw it.

In the fluffy pink-blue toy store, He Juju looked at the long-eared rabbits and black-and-white pandas on the elevated shelf, and pointed at a bunny with the same appearance as his own with his little ball-like fingers, and uttered a string of "babbling, babbling, babbling, babbling, babbling, babbling!" Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ", the beautiful clerk covered her mouth and looked at him with a smile behind the counter.

At the end of autumn, Lu Chengfeng and He Xiyuan brought He Juju back to the northern capital.They danced the previous fall at a physical distance to music in the meadows, and now their children can speak basic words.

He Ju Ju's round upper body twisted in Lu Chengfeng's arm, and he called in He Xiyuan's direction, "Huh?"

He Xiyuan: "Well, baby."

He Juju: "Yeah eh!"

He Xiyuan: "Well, I heard it."

He hugged He Juju, and He Juju wrapped his chubby hands around his neck and smiled happily.

He kissed He Juju, and the pheromones revealed by the soft baby had a very light grapefruit smell at first, especially after the breastfeeding period ended.

Lu Chengfeng thinks He Juju and He Xiyuan are very cute, like citrus branches.

When he recited poems to He Ju Ju, his eyes looked at He Xiyuan: "How can I compare you to a summer flower? You are more gentle and lovely than midsummer. Summer time is never long, but all the memories about you are forever." not wither."

His feelings for He Xiyuan range from self-restraint in his youth, occasional memories over the years, curiosity after reunion, to pure love in the end.

In the past years, He Xiyuan became the reflection that Lu Chengfeng saw through the water by the forest pool, like a more pure self.

He grew up in an environment where there were many people who loved him. Apart from his parents and grandparents, most people loved him but also loved other things about him, such as appearance, wealth, family background, all emotions mixed, and all eyes have a purpose.

From adolescence to adulthood, Lu Chengfeng moved between St. Gettysburg, London, Old Jersey and Beijing, several cities in the northern hemisphere with cold winters and snowfall.He Xiyuan is the midsummer of his life, making the journey like a long night feel a little pure warmth.

He also does not hide his gaze on his lover. The only social account he has used for many years is only photos of scenery and places.From the summer before He Juju was born, He Xiyuan was in every picture, and then they had their child again: in the garden in the morning, in the nursery with star lights, in the woods at dusk, He Xiyuan holds He Ju in his arms Ju, He Juju is holding a lop-eared rabbit in his little hand.

A few months after He Juju was born, He Xiyuan returned to Jianling.His mentality is already very peaceful, the speed of project completion has increased rapidly, and the time spent with He Juju after work is also extremely fulfilling.

Huang Han, who used to be on the other side of the desk, had already resigned because his performance was not up to standard, and the new colleague was an Omega who was about his age.

The new colleague who was not particularly familiar with him saw his photo on the table and exclaimed: "Your baby is so beautiful! Your Alpha must also be very good-looking."

He Xiyuan said with a smile: "Well, he is my senior. He was very handsome when he was a teenager. Partly because of his appearance, he has been secretly in love with him for many years."

The new colleague said: "Wow, then you are finally together, so happy!"

He Xiyuan felt a little embarrassed, and said: "Actually, I just wanted to be friends, but I didn't expect to have a child. If you don't forget it, there must be echoes, and the echoes are too loud."

Later, the new colleague learned that He Xiyuan's Alpha partner was the young heir of the Sesidema Group through other people's popular science, and his eyes were wide open in shock.

At that time, He Xiyuan was already preparing to leave Jianling. He handed over most of his unfinished business to this Omega colleague to ensure that most of his previous resources were left to her instead of Gao Qingnian.He did a good job in the handover, and all the docking personnel introduced him in advance, and then joined a quantitative investment company.

There is something to say: The poem Lu Chengfeng read is based on Shakespeare’s sonnet No. 18. The English version begins: Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day Thou art more lovingly and more temperate (How can I compare you to a summer day? You are more gentle and lovely than midsummer.) So excited to finish the next chapter!There is still some content in the outline, and I will write it slowly afterward.