midsummer night

He Xiyuan's eyes were red, watching the nurse wearing gloves come in to re-insert him and touch the blood vessels on the back of his hand.He felt unbearable mental and physical pain.

So he struggled, but the nurse couldn't hold his body, and another nurse came in and pressed his hand.He heard a whimper in his throat, and at one point, his restraint bracelet fell off the sheet and onto the floor.

Saturated citrus and green orange pheromones filled the space separated by the bed curtain, and then filled the entire ward.

Through the door of the consulting room that was not completely closed, Lu Chengfeng grabbed the door frame the moment the Omega pheromone invaded his perception.

He felt the changes in his body, and when his consciousness was still under control, he turned and walked away quickly in the opposite direction of the ward, and never came back.

He Xiyuan took an injection of the inhibitor and put on the inhibitor bracelet again.

After the infusion, he carried his schoolbag, a box of medicine and milk from the hospital and walked out of the elevator.His face was pale and tired, and the corners of his eyes and nose were obviously red.

Seeing Lu Chengfeng in the corridor, he smiled very faintly, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Thank you, senior, for troubling you."

Lu Chengfeng stood up, walked with him from the entrance of the hospital to the parking space, and asked, "Where do you live? Take you back."

He Xiyuan shook his head lightly, and said, "I can take the subway home, it's not far away." Then he added: "Crossing the overpass is the subway station."

Lu Chengfeng glanced at him, noncommittal.

He Xiyuan took out some cash from his wallet and gave it to Lu Chengfeng, saying, "Money for infusion and medicine."

Lu Chengfeng didn't answer, didn't even extend his hand, and just said: "No need."

He Xiyuan's hands trembled for a moment, then he shrank back, his eyes became even redder.

Lu Chengfeng wanted to explain something more, but seeing his expression, he didn't say anything in the end.

A company invested by his father is the major shareholder of the hospital. Most of the time, he can directly find doctors in all departments without making an appointment.

The driver opened the door, Lu Chengfeng sat in the back seat, the door was not closed, and seemed to be waiting for him.

He Xiyuan waved his hand to Lu Chengfeng, and said, "Thank you senior, it's really troublesome for you. I can just go home by myself."

Lu Chengfeng nodded slightly, and the driver closed the door and sat in the driver's seat.

The car didn't start immediately, it just parked quietly at the hospital entrance, the black body reflected the white light of the street lamps that were lit at night.He Xiyuan couldn't see Lu Chengfeng clearly in the car, so he just waved his hand, then turned and left.

He walked up the steps of the bridge with his schoolbag on his back, and the evening wind blew his hair.He walked across the bridge, the light of the traffic rushing under his feet from both ends.

Entering the gate and entering the station, the car door closed with a "bang--" with the sound of closing.The train roared out, the engine mixed with the friction sound of the carriages and the rails.

He was sitting in the car with few passengers, clutching the milk carton in his hand, with tears welling up in his eyes.

It was dark when he got home, past the usual time for going home.

He took the medicine and explained to his parents that he suddenly became dizzy for no reason in the library, and his classmates took him to the hospital.

The parent grabbed his arm with one hand, questioned for a long time why he was dizzy, then asked him to stand under the light, opened his collar to look at the glands, and pinched him hard.

He Xiyuan trembled in pain, with tears in his eyes.Fortunately, the smell of alcohol in his mouth had dissipated. In the summer night, perhaps only a little citrus smell remained on Lu Chengfeng's clothes.

He turned on the white desk lamp, spread the exercise book on the table to write the questions, and had a box of papers by his hand.Thinking of the moment when Lu Chengfeng pushed his body away, his nose felt sour, and tears kept gushing out, flowing down to his chin, dripping onto the paper in the exercise book and blurring.

He took out a tissue and secretly wiped his tears. He moved very lightly, and hid the tissue under his sleeve and books, out of sight of his parents.

He has no privacy at home, and the door to the room behind him is mostly open, and even if it is closed, it will be opened at any time.

The parents don't know who he likes in his heart, and the parents don't care whether he has someone he likes.

He sat at the table for a long time, and suddenly the parents behind him said: "What are you doing?"

His heart skipped a beat, his upper body trembled uncontrollably, and he almost jumped up.But he only turned his head halfway, didn't look at the parents, and whispered: "I'm reviewing the textbook."

The parent put one hand on his book and said sharply: "I have been standing at the door watching you for 3 minutes, but you haven't turned the pages of the book, and you probably haven't read any books. You haven't finished your homework after staying outside for a day. I don't know what you're doing out there!"

Then the parent walked up behind him, opened his collar, looked at his glands again, and asked, "Did you meet someone outside?"

He Xiyuan shrank his shoulders and said, "No."

The parent squeezed his shoulder: "Did you say you were going to the library to read, then ran out to meet people, and ended up in heat?"

He Xiyuan said: "Really not."

The parent said: "You open the schoolbag, I want to check."

He Xiyuan didn't move, and then his parents grabbed his schoolbag.The bag was very light. After the zipper was unzipped, the parents grabbed the paper medicine box at the bottom of the bag. It was a common inhibitor, and He Xiyuan's name was printed on the box.

The parent turned out the medicine and put it on the table, pointed to the medicine box and asked him: "What is this?! Where did this medicine come from?"

He Xiyuan said: "I didn't feel well in the library, and my classmates accompanied me to the hospital to get it."

Parents ask, "Who paid for it?"

He Xiyuan replied, "My classmates paid for it."

Parents asked again: "Alpha classmate or Beta classmate?"

He Xiyuan didn't speak.

The parents grabbed his schoolbag and continued to check, and found a very new medical record. There were only a few lines of unclear words on a certain page.

The lights in the room were turned on, and the white light shone on He Xiyuan's face, illuminating his expression clearly.

He also saw the parent's deeply frowned brows, and looked fierce, "When did you actually fall into heat? What's the difference between falling into heat when it's time to study and those who sell themselves? Who did you go out with?"

He Xiyuan said: "I didn't go out alone with anyone, but I suddenly fell into heat, and there happened to be a classmate next to me, so I had to ask him to take me to the hospital."

Parent: "What's your classmate's name?"

He Xiyuan: "It's a senior student, not a classmate."

Parent: "Didn't you just say classmate? What's your name, tell me."

He Xiyuan: "His surname is Lu."

The parents pinched his chin to make him look up, looked at his face and said: "I will check what you said later, and I will go to the hospital with me tomorrow morning for an injection. One injection will be fine for at least half a year. You shouldn't have Take your thoughts away, and you have an idea of ​​what to do."

He Xiyuan said calmly: "The doctor has given an injection today."

The parents grabbed his medical records, picked up the medicine box on the table, looked at the prescription on the box, and then looked into his eyes and said: "This hospital is not something ordinary people value, you don't care if you are really fooling around with someone or not." Now, bear the consequences yourself, what should be said has already been said."

Then the parents walked out of the room without closing the door or turning off the lights.

He Xiyuan finished writing the practice paper in the room with the door open and under the bright white lamp, and didn't turn off the lamp until he went to sleep.He lay between the futons, staring at the ceiling in the darkness with his eyes open.

When the lights and the door were open, he often couldn't read the book, and always felt that someone would appear from behind at any time, or stand in the shadow he couldn't see, staring at his back.Sometimes when he is alone at home, he also has hallucinations that footsteps sound from behind, and his every behavior and movement is being monitored at any time.

Home is a prison, but he has nowhere to go.In the darkness, there was the sound of cars passing by on the street outside the window, and the light from the headlights quickly flashed a light and shadow on the wall of the bedroom, and then dissipated with the roar of the engine.

His eyes were sore, he recalled the way Lu Chengfeng looked at him in the ward.

They looked at each other for less than ten seconds, there was no special emotion, no shortness of breath, probably only disdain.

He never thought about what would happen with Lu Chengfeng, but Lu Chengfeng walked a long way with him in his arms.Close to Alpha's broad chest, breath filled with pine pheromones, and the sound of the other's heartbeat next to his ears.It was the most intimate gesture he could conceive at 14 years old.

The space in the car was smaller than his own room, but he felt unprecedented freedom, and Lu Chengfeng's warm body was within reach.

Before He Xiyuan graduated from high school, and for many years after that, he would occasionally dream of Lu Chengfeng.Sometimes Lu Chengfeng sat on the sofa chatting with him in his dreams, sometimes he stood by the bedside in the ward and looked at him, but never held him in his arms, and he couldn't even touch the other party's cuffs.