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Zhou Xun randomly grabbed two handfuls of hair with his hands, rubbed them twice, the hair was messed up, and the small scar on his brow bone was also exposed.

Lin Zhile looked at the little light red, pinched the seam of his trousers unconsciously with his fingers, rubbed it vigorously, his fingertips were burned by the seam of the trousers and began to heat up, just when he wanted to reach out and touch the little seam. When he got the scar, countless images that kept circling in his dreams in the middle of the night began to flash in his mind——

The unconscious person on the bed, and the ashtray with blood on his hand.

Lin Zhile hurriedly turned his eyes away, and when he spoke after a while, he broke the cold air, "Reason? Brother Xun, we have been separated for five years, do you still need a reason?"

"Need." Zhou Xun let go of his hand, but his heart was still tugging.

Lin Zhile turned sideways, facing Zhou Xun, and finally replaced him with one hand pinching half of Zhou Xun's body.He bent over, leaned forward, put his head lightly on Zhou Xun's shoulder, and slowly approached Zhou Xun's left ear with his lips.

Being close, Lin Zhile's breathing became much heavier, and the breath sprayed on Zhou Xun's ears. Zhou Xun's cheeks became hot very quickly, and his earlobes were pink. This posture was more like a hug. They hadn't hugged like this in five years.

Just when Zhou Xun thought that Lin Zhile might kiss him, he heard him mockingly sneer, "Brother Xun, your ears are red, brother Xun, do you think I want to kiss you? Why do you have to have a reason? Do you want to kiss me?" The reason, then I will give you..."

Lin Zhile still stuck to Zhou Xun's ear.

"First, I only knew you since I was a child, and I only followed you when I was a child. I didn't know much. Of course it must be you. But then I grew up and saw a lot. How could I hang myself on a tree?"

"Secondly, you are three years older than me. I was already tired of it at that time, but I missed an opportunity to mention it to you."

Zhou Xun's ear was pressed against Lin Zhile's cheek, and he heard the sound of his throat rolling, as well as his gradually heavy breathing, and the heartbeat that had reached his throat.

"Third, five years ago, Zhang Qi..."

Lin Zhile's words made Zhou Xun fall into an ice cave, his blood froze instantly, the redness on his face faded, and his face was as white as the white snow outside the window, even whiter.

His throat seemed to be repeatedly pulled and scalded with a branding iron, his voice contained large chunks of grit, "You know? You knew it five years ago, didn't you? Zhang Qi..."

Lin Zhile interrupted him, "Of course I know, I have slept with you on the same bed since I was a child, not to mention the changes in your body, I can even recognize a strand of your hair..."

"Lin Zhile..." Zhou Xun feared that Lin Zhile would say something harsh, so he pushed Lin Zhile away with great strength.

Lin Zhile staggered from being pushed, he took a few steps back, and finally stood firm by holding onto the corner of the table.

"You want one reason, I gave you three, is that enough?"

"Enough..." Zhou Xun murmured softly.

His arrogance lasted less than 5 minutes before it was completely extinguished by Lin Zhile, and at the end he was poured with cold water, so there was no possibility of it re-igniting.

What happened five years ago, he kept it in his heart, he didn't dare to mention it, he didn't dare to touch it, he didn't dare to think about it, it turned out that Lin Zhile already knew about it.

That's right, Lin Zhile, how could he not know?

The room was silent for a while, except for the crackling sound of the firewood burning in the stove pit.

Lin Zhile lowered her eyelids, stood for a long while, and then sat down on the chair again, with her arms on her knees, lowered her head, and said, "Whatever you say, I still have to call you Brother Xun, we didn't have to make a fuss It’s so ugly, we’ve been separated for five years, I thought you’d forgotten about it long ago, Brother Xun, let him go in the past.”

"Forgot? In the past? Fuck you tell me, how did you forget? How did you pass? Can you teach me?" Zhou Xun looked at the Binglingerhua on the window, but didn't notice the moment when Lin Zhile lowered his head, because he forbear And red eye sockets.

Lin Zhile was silent, and Zhou Xun asked again: "Then have you forgotten? Have you passed?"

"Brother Xun, don't worry about the past anymore, isn't it just breaking up, whoever leaves can't live..."

"Do you have someone else?" Zhou Xun asked a meaningless question, but it was what he wanted to ask most now.

"Brother Xun, I'm a man just like you. We all know in our hearts what a man is. I'm 29 years old. It's the time when the demand is strong. Of course there will be others, how many." Lin Zhile said.

Expected and unexpected answers, yes, how many more?

"How many more? Lin Zhile, why are you like this now..." Zhou Xun didn't know who he was asking, but he was still looking at the window, "Is that student from your college days also one of them?"

"Who? Oh... It's been changed a long time ago. Who still remembers the junior?" Lin Zhile's voice was unsteady, and he couldn't hear much other emotions. "The current ones are basically in their early twenties. You can pinch water out."

This sentence once again angered Zhou Xun. In the past, Lin Zhile was crazily pursued by a junior, and that junior once came to him, standing in front of Zhou Xun with his head held high, "Senior will like me, We are all men, and there is no man who does not like a young body."

What Zhou Xun said at that time, he still remembers to this day.

"Even if I am ten or twenty years older, even when I am old, Lin Zhile will only love me alone."

How emboldened he was when he said that. When he said this, he was sure that he was standing on the apex of Lin Zhile's heart.

Now from Lin Zhile's mouth, I'm actually tired of it, and the people around me are young.

His words were like a slap, which traveled through time and slapped Zhou Xun on the face five years ago, mocking his stupidity and self-righteousness at that time.

Zhou Xun raised his head, the corners of his lips quivered slightly, he was 32, even five years ago, he was already 27 years old, he was not as young as a 20-year-old, and he couldn't pinch water.

Zhou Xun felt that his internal organs were twisted together, he couldn't pull them apart, and he couldn't say a word. In the past, he was always the one who showed his teeth and claws. In terms of lip service, the elders and aunts in the village couldn't speak against him.

Only Lin Zhile, who knew his fatal spot, killed him with one blow.He didn't understand why the person whose eyes were full of his own little boy, who would feel distressed all night even when his finger was scratched, and who would keep nagging in his ear when he came home late, suddenly disappeared?At least, they grew up together, he thought he understood Lin Zhile's character, it shouldn't be like this...

He thought of the word breakup again. It has been five years, and Zhou Xun didn't understand what it meant. He heard several sentences in a row today, which were too impactful. He smacked the word again in his heart. The memory of mentioning this word for the first time, they were in Nancheng, Lin Zhile said that they would never break up.

Nancheng's memory fragments gradually became clear. Zhou Xun's scalp was numb and his mind was roaring. He slowly approached Lin Zhile's legs and said, "In the summer of 2002, on the bed of Nancheng Hotel, you fucking told me that breaking up would be fine." The fuck has to be divided in bed..."

Zhou Xun's ending sound was broken, as if the strings were tuned to the limit, and the strings were tense, and when he opened his mouth, it was a little harsh.

Lin Zhile straightened her back suddenly, bent her fingers, and tapped on the wooden table, once and for all, da, da, da.Then turned around to face Zhou Xun, gradually getting closer to him.

Lin Zhile reached out and took off the navy blue scarf around Zhou Xun's neck. In the same posture as before, he buried the tip of his nose on Zhou Xun's neck. He took a deep breath, and then licked the bulging blue blood vessels on the side of his neck, "Separate on the bed?"

Zhou Xun's body trembled, the ear-piercing hum was still in his head, his eyes began to darken, he hadn't realized what he just said, and he didn't understand what Lin Zhile said, he was already wrapped under his armpits with both hands , was hugged on his lap all of a sudden, without any pause, Lin Zhile's lips pressed against him tightly, and Zhou Xun didn't even have a space to catch his breath.

Lin Zhile's lips were like ice, and Zhou Xun's teeth were trembling from the cold. This is no kiss, it was obviously bitten by a vicious dog, biting his lips, tongue, and teeth, and the bleeding continued.

Just when Zhou Xun thought he was about to be bitten to death, Lin Zhile let go of him, and the next second his legs suddenly flew into the air, Lin Zhile put his arms under his thighs, and carried him into the room Walk.

Due to inertia, Zhou Xun's upper body leaned back, subconsciously put his hands around Lin Zhile's neck, and his legs around his waist.

Lin Zhile carried him into the room. This was the place where they had lived for more than ten years. There was no cool air in the hot room, and it was even hotter now.

Lin Zhile's movements were not gentle, there was only a thin layer of blankets on the kang, Zhou Xun's back hit, the pain made him gasp twice, and Lin Zhile tore off the feathered down jacket on his body.

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