Do not love me

"I'm back." At the entrance, Qianshang Weiai greeted the people at home as usual.

Very quiet, no one responded.

Walking into the room, it was still quiet.Immediately turned around and walked into the kitchen, but there was no sign of the aunt.

Lowering his eyes, the corners of his eyes glanced at the note on the dining table.

Back home.This is the general content of the note.

Did you bring your sister back home to apologize?Don't think about it, you will be forgiven.Although her grandfather is a rigorous person who sometimes makes her afraid.But his sister was different to him.It is always easy to get understanding and love.

I already knew why there is no need to hurt my god.You should be happy, yes, Qianshang Weiai is gratified.

Because, Asakami's family no longer needs this substitute.No more effort was needed from her.Even though she has worked hard to achieve certain achievements.

However, this time, Qianshang Weiai couldn't leave without caring about anything like many years ago.Want to live for myself once.I have worked hard to this point, there is no reason to give up.

She wants to work hard and live for herself.

Duan exam of the Supreme Court?I really appreciate the humiliation of the Ministry of Tracing.Without this humiliation, there would be no such opportunity.Firmly grasping the notice in his hand, Yui Asakami relaxed the stiff expression on his face.Then he turned and went back to his room.

In the middle of the night, after tossing and turning, I always woke up because of the strange lingering that night.

It's not nostalgia and sweetness, it's a nightmare, just like a nightmare, it's chilling and shocking.It's also like a wordless, loveless erotic dream, which makes people so bored that they want to erase the unfamiliar taste.

Yushi Ninja, what kind of existence is this?

For the first time, Qiangami Weiai thought deeply about this problem that he had always avoided deliberately while waking up in the middle of the night.

Sit up from bed.Sweat dripped down drop by drop, wet the bedding and her crystal clear side face.Outside the open window was the soft moonlight, so beautiful, so white and flawless for her.After that night, every time she wakes up and sees the moonlight, she feels ashamed.

Insomnia, insomnia, wake up because of what?Why can't I close my eyes?Probably... just a strange tumor festering in the bottom of my heart.Yushi Ninzu, like the cancerous tumor, wants to be ruthless and give up the vital organs connected with the cancerous tumor.Tried it, it hurts.So painful that I can't forget it.

So no matter how hard you try, you can't bear to cut it.

Thoughts for a long time, to no avail.I can't find the meaning of Ninja Yuji's existence.Not wanting to force herself, as if she had never woken up, Qiangami buried her head and pulled down the sheet to cover herself completely.

The corner of the quilt is wet, and I don't know if it's tears or sweat.

The bell rang, like an instrument, I reached out to turn off the alarm clock, got up, and washed up.All the movements are done like a lifeless doll.Like a machine controlled by the brain.

There was no warm breakfast on the breakfast table, it was empty, nothing.

Did they...have they forgotten her existence?God.Don't blame her for her sensitive and humble mind.After going through too many things like this, you will come to your senses.Also afraid of being abandoned.

In the past, I never knew what it was to lose, and I never knew what it was to have.Now, I really have a little understanding.Because you have had such a trace of emotion, you will be afraid of losing it.

Tightening her heart tightly, Qiangami Yuai tried her best to control her thoughts from spinning around indiscriminately.

Time flies, let her be quiet.But he was also unusually dazed and confused. When he lost his mind, he knocked over the cooking wine and vinegar on the counter with his elbow.A strong sour and pungent smell surged up.The nasal cavity and eyes are full of acid and acrid taste.As if something was about to break out of the cocoon and couldn't wait to fall to the ground.

He raised his head, trying to suppress the acid.

In the blink of an eye, her cheeks were moist.The fingertips touched the cheeks, stained with crystals all over the fingers.

Because Jingying was too dazzling, she woke up.Looking at the moisture on his fingertips, a faint sarcasm curled up at the corner of his mouth.When did you start to cry so much?Sure enough.Habit is a terrible thing, but the beginning is more terrible than habit.With the first time, there will be an endless next time, and the next time.

Had a strange, but satisfied care.Will want to have again.The care given by that cold boy was very reassuring, so she greedily wanted to have it.The warmth that her parents gave originally belonged to her sister, but now she also wants to be more selfish.

An insatiable heart...like a bottomless pit.When will it be refilled?It's really unknown.Maybe you have to wait until you have suffered a serious injury before you can comprehend it?

Bad weekend, bad weather.It made Qian Shangwei's mood really gloomy to the extreme.

He walked out of the house in a daze, walking aimlessly on the street where no one he knew.After all, she was just an extremely ordinary person.Will be jealous, sad, and even feel wronged because of my relatives.

I want to find a hole in the ground, find a place where no traces can be left, and have a good rest, and feel sorry for my grievances.At this time, I really hope that I can have magic, just tap it with a magic wand, and disappear into the crowd.

..........

"Master... Do you mean to stop?" The driver in the front row asked cautiously the gorgeous young master with a gloomy face in the back row.It's not that he didn't hear clearly what his eccentric young master said, the driver uncle just wanted to confirm again, after all, parking is not allowed at this location.

"Yes, Master Ben told you to stop." Atobe said in a bad tone, but instead of looking at the driver with ear problems in the front row, he fixed his eyes on the driver who was walking on the side of the road On the girl.

What a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet again so soon.

Without a hint of a smile, his beautiful rose lips swayed, and Atobu reached out to open the car door and stepped out with long legs. "You go back first? I'll call when I need you." After explaining to the driver, Atobe slammed the car door and walked straight towards the little figure.He didn't know whether his insight was sharp again or for some reason, every time he could easily detect the position of the figure that was so ordinary that he could not even stand in front of him before.

Following the dazed figure, Atobe didn't bother her.Just follow her all the way to a small wishing pool.

Stopped, not going.Is it to make a wish?Atobe secretly speculated.However, Yui Ai Qiangami did not put his hands together and toss a coin to make a wish.Instead, he slowly sat down on the edge of the pool.

She looks very unhappy.

Atobe thought this way, but it didn't take long for him to withdraw his previous thoughts contradictoryly.It's not that she is unhappy, it should be said that he has never seen her happy, right?

Shaking his head angrily, Atobe felt that he was being ridiculous now.His young master would actually do such an unglamorous thing and follow an annoying girl.This self is neither gorgeous nor like myself at all.Forget it, what's the matter with you.Whether she is happy or not, whether she wants to make a wish or commit suicide has nothing to do with me.

Abandoning the idea of ​​being a rat on the wall, Atobe was about to turn around and leave when he saw Yui Asakami lying down on the stone steps.

What happened to that girl?Really weird.

With curiosity, and inexplicable worry.Atobe couldn't help but took back his steps.He stood still and waited for a long, long time, but he still didn't see Yui Ai Qiangami's next move.

Distraught, Atobe decided not to wait any longer.So he went up in person.While carefully inspecting Qiangami Weiai's strangeness, I wondered if this girl was really asleep, right? Although the sun here is soft and quiet, it is a suitable place to sleep, but it is not enough to not sleep at home but...

The moment Atobe lowered his noble and gorgeous head, Asakami Yui suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyelashes lightly brushed Atobe's cheeks.

Such a situation... a little awkward, but also a little strange, while the eyelashes brushed Atobu's face, Qiangami Weiai also saw his rare blush.

The embarrassment look is very cute, and it also made Yui Ai, who was still gloomy just now, laugh.

She lightly raised the first smile that was not fake in front of Atobe: "Why are you following me? It seems that I don't owe money to the Atobe consortium." It was not a tone of reproach, nor was it so indifferent that there was no warmth.There is a touch of softness in her words and the ease with her friends.

Atobe was so stiff that she hadn't retracted her face, which was so close to her, because she became more embarrassed because of the heat when she spoke.The scorching heat instantly covered his entire neck and ears.She stared blankly at the baby face in front of her that could be kissed just by raising her head.Holding his breath, Atobe experienced the feeling of difficulty breathing for the first time.The feeling of almost suffocation is really wonderful, so wonderful that the heartbeat is also accelerating.

That kind of heartbeat, but soon Atobe's face collapsed because of someone's incomprehensible style.

Taking back the rare embarrassment, Atobe is that unattainable young master Atobe again.

Yizuo raised his face calmly, Atobe squinted at Yui Asagami, and snorted coldly: "Hmph, is this young master someone who knows how to do such unglamorous things? It's really not an excuse for being flamboyant. But, you What is this doing?" Even though he was beaten to death, he did not admit that he had really done that kind of thing.

Raising his eyebrows and looking at the edge of the pool, he signaled to her that he was the one who did the unglamorous thing.

Qiangami Weiai slightly pulled the corners of her mouth wide.The same is awkward. If you are 20 years old, you should not be considered a teenager, right?So, he should only be regarded as an awkward man? ?This title is very strange... Involuntarily, Qiangami Yui smiled again.

"Well, Master Atobe won't do those unglamorous things. I read it wrong. However, Master Atobe, if you didn't follow up, you have something to do with me. Excuse me, what do you want to do with me?"

I wanted to refute, but when I opened my mouth, I realized that I didn't have anything to say to refute. I snorted awkwardly: "Hmph, I think I have something to do with you. After the exam is over tomorrow, I will send someone to pick you up. You are very upset." Luckily, grandfather wants to meet you." Since this is the case, the old man had to be used as a shield.

Patriarch of the trace department?

Shoya Atobe, who is almost capable of deciding the candidate for the prime minister.

"I don't think I'll see him yet..."

Before she could say the word qualification, Atobe interrupted her humbleness in a cold voice.

"Young master is what you say." Afraid of being exposed as a lie, Atobe dropped the words, leaving Qiangami Yuai with a blurred back.

Sighing lightly, Qian Shang Wei Ai remained silent.Let him go.

I decided to stick to my own efforts.Decided not to compromise.Is it possible to try it once?I really don't want to give up easily.

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