Do not love me

Her last choice...the child...became her only one.

Abandoning her parents, giving up a fleeting opportunity that was so hard to get, giving up the glory she has worked so hard to get, and her whole world.She exchanged for a child that was not obtained in the name of love.

Not worth it?

Now I don't want to pursue this issue anymore.It doesn't make sense.

She took a leave of absence from everyone without telling everyone, and she has no extra time to waste.The growing child can no longer keep her waiting.She wants to leave here and go to a place where no one can see her.She didn't tell Tezuka about these things. With Tezuka's help, she had endured too much, and she hoped to keep the last bit of dignity for herself.

Standing in an unknown position, she stared at this place that had given her too many dreams from afar, full of melancholy.

I had fantasized about the scene when I left, but I never imagined that at this time, Yui Asakami would leave in such an embarrassing way during the Tokyo court practice exam time.

Forget it, nothing to remember.This is a warning to myself, even forcing myself to ruthlessly turn around and leave because there is no memory.

Maybe it was God who finally realized his conscience, and just as he was about to pick up his steps and leave, there was an angry roar that seemed inexplicably kind to Qianshang Weiai.

"Asakami Yui!" It was Atobe's voice, and the young man's gorgeous appearance made Qiangami Yuai confirm the identity of the visitor one step earlier.

"Hey, Atobe-kun? Do you have something to do with me?" He pretended not to see Atobe's gloomy face, and of course he also pretended not to look at the blue-haired boy who was always with him beside him.Forgive her for not being able to treat that person with a normal heart. There is really no way to treat the person who belongs to the child in her womb who is called the father as a harmless stranger, even if it is a stranger who says hello.Therefore, she directly ignored his existence without grace.

"Qian Shang Wei Ai, you woman, don't you know what time it is?" Damn it, are you pretending to be stupid with him?Isn't this time the Supreme Court's mock exercise case exam?How did she appear here?

At this time...of course she knew...how could she not know?It's her time to end herself, isn't she?Patriarch Atobe has clearly said that the opportunity is fleeting.She also knows that if she misses today... she is really far away from that goal, away from Qianshang's family, and even Qianshang's only love.

So Atobe was angry because she didn't take the exam?A trace of warm current rushed through the throat to the chest, sweet.She was very happy. It was an awkward attitude for someone who was obviously not acquainted with her to be so worried about her.

She was not annoyed, not at all angry and discouraged, and looked at Atobe's angry face seriously and sincerely thanked him: "Thank you, Atobe-kun... Thank you for your worry and your recommendation , but now... I can't use it anymore. Also, I'm sorry, I wasted your hard work." Although, I didn't really want to help her to write a recommendation letter, but at least she also got benefits.It should be thanked and apologized.

What's the meaning?Atobe's face turned from blue to white in an instant.Can the ambitious Asakami Yui in my impression really give up easily?No, he didn't know much about her, but a family girl who was deported suddenly got a lot of attention.It wouldn't be that easy to give up, would it?Even though the road ahead is very difficult...but she said the words of giving up...could it be that he was just self-righteous in the past?Because of this knowledge, the anger went straight up even more unscrupulously, and if the fire was not extinguished, it seemed that it was going to burn his face.

Shinobu calmly looked at Atobe's face that became more and more angry, and his heart was turbulent.Yui Asakami had such a great influence on Atobe, which he did not expect.A careerist, no matter how ordinary he is, he will not give up a rare good opportunity for an unknown reason, will he?Is the person in front of me, who used to easily irritate me, really planning to give up?Or are you planning something else?If it's the latter, then both he and Atobe underestimated her.

His face was still calm and unwavering, as if Atobe's anger was not caused by her.

Originally, it had nothing to do with him, so he needed to stand on the sidelines, but he was very angry.Seeing her indifferent face, he was as angry as last time.She could actually treat him as completely transparent, and finally understood that Atobe didn't like being ignored by others.Really uncomfortable.

Twisting his good-looking facial features, Atobe pulled Asakami Yui's arm in resentment. He felt that he was very humble, running and jumping there alone, but he didn't think that the person concerned didn't take it seriously at all: "A word of thanks , you let this uncle make so many arrangements for you like a fool. If you say sorry, you quit as soon as you say you quit, and if you say you don’t appreciate it, you wave away the stupid uncle as a shameless and self-righteous fly?" He was very angry, very angry .Why, a little girl can play around with him?I really hate this feeling... the feeling of being played by someone.

"No, I didn't treat Atobe-kun as a fool... I never thought about it. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Atobe's anger made her a little scared, and the force on her arm was surprisingly strong, which made her thin and weak the crook of the arm.He lowered his eyes because of the pain.

In Atobu's eyes, her expression of suppressing pain was the expression of a guilty conscience.Uncharacteristically, she shook off her hand, raised her eyes coldly, and half-raised the corners of her mouth mockingly, stroking the bewitching mole under her eyes with her slender fingers habitually.

"So, what about the conspiracy you've been running for so long? After persisting for so long, now is the only chance for you to win the position of your sister. Are you really planning to give up...or...are you planning something else? What?" His sharp eyes stared fiercely at hers.As confident as if he had caught her.

Yes, in his memory, Qianshang Weiai is such a person, such a hateful and sinister person, he shouldn't be so kind to her.But damn it, when he saw her froze face when she heard him say the last word, he would actually feel guilty.

conspiracy?The body that was about to struggle froze.She quietly looked at Atobe's face flushed with anger.Faintly looking at the young man behind him, the young man who had been watching her coldly.Actually, Atobe is the same as him, right?However, Atobe is much better than him, isn't he?At least, he didn't hate her so obviously.

No one is expected to believe in himself regardless of everything, even if he has come down to being a good person.He sneered coldly.

It doesn't matter that that kind of smile is not the same as before, this time, it's with a deep sense of ridicule.Atobe's obvious hands fought, and he easily lowered the hands that were still moving back and forth in front of his eyes.

They've always been treated like that.They are the same as Qiangami Weiyi, and they also think that she is doing anything for that position.It would be a lie to say that there is no loss.However, it was not what was expected.So why care?

Looking up, she looked directly at him.Those who don't want to be treated as such by those who despise themselves are escaping.

"Atobe-kun, I am sorry for the inconvenience I have caused you. Please forget what we said. I have no ability to change your thoughts and perceptions. If you think that way, please feel free. Right. I'm sorry, I'm very busy and I really have to leave. I won't see you again in the future, please take care."

Lowering her head and bowing deeply, she turned around and glanced at Atobe and Renzu with complicated expressions indifferently.

She was really tired and didn't want to explain anything.Perhaps, leaving is the strongest evidence that it is not.Why do I need to do so much.

Atobe's originally contemptuous face changed instantly when she finally heard her say "shouldn't meet again".He didn't listen to a word of irrelevant bullshit apologies.Only, that sentence take care, that sentence will not meet again.He heard it clearly.Moreover, he was inexplicably flustered, not even like himself, and grabbed her hand forcefully when she was farther away from him.

He was very angry, even more angry than when he saw her giving up indifferently just now.

"What did you say? Is this the way the second lady of your Qianshang family handles things? If you give up, you will be a coward? Do you feel inferior? Your sister's beauty, you think you can't compare with it? So it's so easy to talk Give up, and run away to a place where no one can find it?" He was so angry that he was incoherent, yelling at her like a madman.As for what it was for, he didn't even know himself.Obviously what he wanted to say was not these words, but when he uttered them, he became so bitter and unsavory.

But... Where did he say something wrong?I chose a child not because I love it so much that I have to, but because I feel that I am too humble. Although my sister is not too beautiful, she is at least a thousand times better than her.Not only my sister, but even anyone who took the test is much better than her.

How can I make her not feel inferior or jealous?How can I not let such a serious injury hide away, lick the wound in a place where there is no one, and look forward to the day when it heals.

Keigo Atobe, you are right.She was ashamed of herself.

It's just that I didn't expect that my heart would still hurt and I would resist.Such a rhetoric makes me feel so pitiful... That kind of tone is like saying: 'What qualifications do you have?What do you use to compare yourself with others? '

So, she gave up, she stopped struggling, and let fate beat her scarred body over and over again.

It hurts so much that I almost suffocate.Hopelessly waiting for help from others... While waiting, the wound became bigger and bigger and more painful.Ice covered the entire cheek.

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Ah la, I'm sorry, I just came today, because I'm saving a manuscript recently

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