The sun is coming

Su Shangzhe cried for a long time, his eyelids were swollen and painful.Yuan Dajun was virtuous to the end, and fed him half a bowl of millet porridge very seriously.Su Shangzhe is too tired. His brain has been thinking about some negative things every day for the past few days. He dare not sleep in the middle of the night. When he fell asleep, he either wanted to get close to Yuan Dajun or dreamed that he slipped and fell. The face of the man who committed suicide after meeting at the police station.All gays, he thought, were to be damned.

Su Shangzhe was sleepy, he held Yuan Dajun's arm and dared not let go, whispered: "Dahei, I was wrong, I shouldn't have that kind of dream. Dahei, don't hate me."

Su Shangzhe is so proud, how can this be what he said.Monk Zhang Er of Yuan Dajun couldn't figure it out, so he could only respond vaguely and meaninglessly.Su Shangzhe fell asleep soon. Shang Anqi came in and pulled the bed back up. She tried to pick up her son from Yuan Dajun's lap and put her son away, but Su Shangzhe opened his eyes as soon as he exerted force, and cried and said to Yuan Dajun, "I I'm sick, I'm wrong, don't hate me."

Shang Anqi's eyes were sore, watching her son change from a confident little swan to this, every second was painful for her.She came over with another pillow, and whispered to Yuan Dajun, "You must be tired on the road, and my aunt didn't have a good chat with you. You can sleep with him for a while, Duoduo, he hasn't slept well for several days, night nightmares at night."

Yuan Dajun was very happy, taking the train for a short time, and he still had a hard seat in order to be reimbursed by the army. He was indeed tired.When laying down with his arms around the skinny Su Shangzhe, Yuan Dajun buried his head in his shoulder and took a deep breath, feeling quite comfortable.Duoduo thinks highly of him, you see, even if the whole family can't persuade him, he is willing to talk to himself.Touching Su Shangzhe's hand holding the epaulet, Yuan Dajun fell asleep contentedly.

Su Shangzhe has a heart disease, but Yuan Dajun is not his heart medicine.He simply likes the days when Yuan Dajun is with him, and now that he is by his side, he finally feels more relaxed.This is what Su Shangzhe told Yuan Dajun about his "disease".

He said, "Dahei, you promise that no matter how abnormal I am, you won't hate me."

"I promise."

"You make sure."

Yuan Dajun picked up the epaulets and collar he gave to Su Shangzhe and said: "I swear to the party with my honor."

"You promise you will never leave again."

"That won't work, I'm back from vacation this time. The army will send me to another place, let me go home and meet my family."

"Are you going to disappear again?"

"I'll write to you."

"You promise to write."

"I swear on my honor to the party."

"Dahei, I'm abnormal." Su Shangzhe burst into tears, "I'm scared, very scared."

"What are you afraid of, why are you abnormal? It is indeed abnormal, and you are abnormally thin."

Su Shangzhe grabbed his hand and said, "Don't hate me."

"I don't hate you, I never hated you since I was a child."

"Have you gone to see Wang Rong?"

"I went to serve in the army, and when I got home, I was drafted."

Su Shangzhe couldn't go any further, what else could he say?Said that he regarded him as his own sexual fantasy?Su Shangzhe looked at Yuan Dajun's big hands, perhaps a single fist could really kill a person.Worst of all, he might hate himself.Said he was gay?Su Shangzhe never admits that he is, he fears homosexuality, or what he fears is not his own difference, but everything that this difference will bring to him.

Seeing that he couldn't explain clearly, Yuan Dajun patted his head and said, "Why do you think so much, I don't hate you no matter what you become."

"Really?"

"real."

"you swear."

"I swear on my honor to the party."

While Yuan Dajun was swearing endlessly, the Su family ushered in another guest——the choreographer from the theater, Tong Ye, who brought a lot of materials and asked Su Jianzhi and his wife to talk in another bedroom.Su Shangwu vaguely had some thoughts about the sudden change of his brother in his heart, but he was not sure, and he didn't dare to ask any information about it, he was afraid to give his brother even a hint.But Su Shangzhe seemed to be very dependent on Yuan Dajun, and in retrospect, he seemed to be too obsessed with Yuan Dajun's departure.

No one knows what the three of them talked about, Tong also politely said goodbye to the old man and the two children, and said to the pale Shang Anqi with a smile: "Anqi, if you trust me, take Shang Zhe to the theater when you have time Let's go, I'll talk to him. Trust me. You want him too, right?"

"What did he say?" asked the old man.

"Speaking of a lot of psychological counseling, he has learned a little bit abroad." Su Jianzhi lied.What Tong Ye sent was information, which was actually similar to a bomb.He told them about the gay parade in San Francisco, their mental journey, their helplessness and pressure, and how many people chose to leave this world because they couldn't stand the pressure.He said that Duoduo is lucky to have a pair of parents who will consider him no matter what.He said that homosexual studies have also begun in China, and there will definitely be more in the future. Don't be afraid, one day they will be tolerated by society.

What could Su Jianzhi say? He couldn't jump up and call him nonsense.In fact, he didn't even give a reaction at the time, but Tong also knew his weakness.He asked, do you want Duoduo to correctly understand yourself and grow up happily, or do you let him close himself like this?He's on the brink of depression, you guys have to give him a hand.Otherwise, if you fall, you may never be able to climb out again.

What does he want?In fact, it is very simple, as long as the children are safe and happy.